I Want To Cut Again, So I Can Get Some Relief

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    My mom found and flushed my blades

    but I really need them right now
    PainBelow PainBelow
    1 Response Sep 14, 2014

    Sometimes I cross my arms

    because I think if I squeeze myself so hard I can hold myself together. Sometimes I just st get really down and I think about how I used to solve it. I remember how good it felt to ease my pain. I know it's bad but I don't think it's bad but other people don't understand. It...
    anonomous435 anonomous435
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 12, 2014

    I'm trying not to think about it

    but I can't help it. I feel vulnerable and weak and I can't handle the insecurities sometimes. I'm crying and shaking and I don't know what to do.. if you took the time to even view this post, this is me looking for help, please help me calm down, please
    izzyyxo izzyyxo
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 22, 2015

    I feel so stiff. So alone.

    I'm in a lot of pain. I tried talking to my mom and she just says all I want is attention... I have gone to the stupid institutions and they do not help at all! I don't want to cut again... But I really don't see any other way to feel better about myself and my life right now. I...
    shot4me shot4me
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2014

    It's been almost a week

    since the last time, and my favorite spots are aching in disappointment.
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    Sep 14, 2014

    But i have come this far.

    .. 18 days clean isnt easy for me..
    flamedoll flamedoll
    18-21, F
    Sep 15, 2014
    grace206013 grace206013
    16-17, F
    Aug 8, 2014

    ... That's it. I just do it's been 7 months

    but I can't take it any more.
    Kelnea Kelnea
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 8, 2014

    I haven't in 6 months

    but I don't know if I can go any longer.
    blossomingMe blossomingMe
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2014

    I just feel so depressed

    and I can't take it anymore. I haven't cut in what 2 months and I don't know how much longer I can go without cutting. Nothing seems to be getting better. I just want to die already and make everyone happy.
    Allisongraham20 Allisongraham20
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Dec 13, 2013
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