I Want To Cut My Wrist Now

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    I want to keep going.

    I can't stop. Everyday I just want to cut more and more. It's the only way I can control pain because I can't control my emotional pain. I want to stop. I just can't. I'm such a disappointment. I just keep relapsing.
    ebai3489 ebai3489
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 26, 2014

    But

    i have gone over a month without cutting, and i don't want to throw all that progess down the drain, because i can't fight off some urges, and i know if i do cut, i will feel terrible, and people will judge me, and make me feel guilty all over again, and idk if Im ready for...
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 11, 2010

    I'm tired of crying over broken relationships.

    Every day every night i cry. Clueless of what pushes everyone away from me. Even though I am so submissive. I always have dreamt of a love story and haven't ever got it. People count the no. Of men in my history, not the no. Of heartbreaks, sleepless nights, fighting the urge to...
    machi1985 machi1985
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2014

    No Longer Care

    People think its not an addiction but I disagree. Just like smoking, drinking or any other bad habbit you need to get help to recover. I am tired of people assume I just do it for attention. Honestly I would like to start all over. Redo everything that I have lost in my life...
    kthimm12 kthimm12
    18-21, F
    Apr 19, 2011

    Really Bad

    I want to so badd :( i hate it so much 
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 4, 2010
    NessaDaniele NessaDaniele
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 27, 2014

    Don't Worry, I Won't Do It...

    ...because I'm going to sleep after I've written this and let it out this way instead of harming myself....Restless. A gaping hole in my chestYearning to be filledWith something, anything. I know the cure to this feeling.It's sitting in my drawerI know I shouldn't give inBut...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123
    18-21, F
    11 Responses May 6, 2011

    I Can't Feel Better...

    I've been trying. I try to be happy. I try to be cheery even when I feel anything but. I try to laugh when I want to cry. Sometimes I do. I can laugh. I can convince myself that I am happy. I can even convince myself that I love life sometimes, but I can never keep the...
    deadmoon deadmoon
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 16, 2011
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