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I Want to Cut Myself Now

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    The emotions I have keep building up and they won't stop building I need something to make me stop feeling the pain the sadness the loss will anything ever help me cutting only...
    zoey4260 zoey4260 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2013

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    Its Been Over A Year Now... - I haven't cut. But for months I've wanted to. I just broke apart a razor and hid the blades. I hid them in a hiding place I made weeks ago. I find...
    Eimine Eimine 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    I never in a million years thought I would be at the point where I thought hurting myself was the only answer. But I'm there. It is the most real and terrifying thought that has...
    dressydreamer dressydreamer 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 10

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    I feel the urge to cut but I'm trying not to! I'm hoping someone being on here and typing how I feel will make the urge lessen but I'm not so sure it will!! All I can think about...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F Mar 22

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    I Hate Myself And Cut For No Reason - I'm 16. I'm very unsociable and don't like the company of many people. I only have one really good friend, but i go to a really tough school...
    invisiblechild0 invisiblechild0 18-21, F 12 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    I threw my blades away a few days ago but I feel so alone right now. I feel sick that I personify them, like they are my friends, but now I've lost them and I don't know what to do...
    anon1995 anon1995 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I have been going down the list, and seeing what people have been posting about this and to be honest it does hurt me to read some of them. I see more post from girls then guys...
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M 2 Responses Feb 24

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    Where blood runs black And you keep falling back Your feelings attack Hope, you lack So tempting is the blade Images will never fade You hide in the shade But you know....with...
    Mikesmithg1 Mikesmithg1 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Release - The feelings, The screams Are tearing at my insides, They are ripping me to shreds, They are making me cry, .Deafened by there pitch as they grow to a painful level, A...
    sazzle82 sazzle82 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 27, 2012

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    I used to but havent for a long time. But I still feel like it, its so hard not to.
    Laceyss Laceyss 16-17, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I've been cutting since 3rd grade. Stopped for a year here and there but it kind of controls your life and comes back each time. Wish I didn't have the urge to do so but it helps...
    Rebecca12K Rebecca12K 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I started cutting a couple years ago, on and off, never anything too serious. Recently I started back up again and I am having a harder time controlling the urge not to..
    carryonlipbalm carryonlipbalm 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I want to die now. And I probably will. Blood loss tends to have that affect on people. I'm going to go cut myself until I die . . . Wonder how many strokes it will take. Guess...
    AVampireGirl AVampireGirl 13-15, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    i'v been clean for 2 weeks but my urge has been getting worse and worse each day...my arms start to ache real badly...most times i don't even know what to do anymore...i just wish...
    Rememberme79 Rememberme79 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    20th day clean today, it's amazing but right know there's nothing else I want to do. I try to keep myself busy, but I don't think I can handle it tonight
    wxnbz4713 wxnbz4713 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Know The Feeling? - I feel alone in a room full of people and cutting just sounds so good right now.
    WanderingRanger WanderingRanger 18-21, M 5 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    I Dont Know Where I Am - it sucks to know that feeling sad is normal so you're starting to get used to it and no matter what the sadness wont leave. you try so hard but no. it...
    karissaxx22 karissaxx22 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 2, 2012

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    ......I am... I don't know.... I can't.... I have to, I'm going to, I...I can't focus, I want to write, to explain but I don't have any words, I just can't... ....I have to resist...
    BlackRosesTurnBlue BlackRosesTurnBlue 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Fuuck!!! I was clean for like three weeks, but yesterday I was drunk and stupid. The most annoying thing is it was such an impulsive action. I wasn't even alone, my boyfriend was...
    wxnbz4713 wxnbz4713 18-21, F Mar 26

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    DONT Want to Think About It - i have those thoughts in my head i have those emotions in my heart i wanna talk i need some1 by my side   they told me many times before...
    aysha7 aysha7 18-21, F 9 Responses May 12, 2009

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    I Just Did - I hate that I do, but I've been dealing with a lot of **** lately and have no way to handle it. I made the mistake of telling my friend that I do it. I'm so...
    oahugirl77 oahugirl77 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 28, 2008

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    Alone - One of the many reasons I cut is because I am alone. I could be in a room with a million people and still feel alone. I hate how every little thing makes me want to cut. I...
    loveandhope loveandhope 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 20, 2011

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    I've been clean for a good few months but my depression is just getting too difficult for me to manage.
    emmysauraus emmysauraus 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Being yelled at really makes me want to cut. My life also really makes me want to cut. And lately it's been difficult to find something that would cut deep and cause a lot of blood...
    NeonPurple NeonPurple 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    Im Living In Hell And Its My Fault - I've Been Bullied Ever Since Pre-k. It Never Got Serious Untill My First Year In Middle School. I Was In 6th Grade ... I Had A Loving Boyfriend...
    llilsecret llilsecret 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2012

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    4 Am And Its All I Can Think About - cutting releases endorphins-endorphins relief pain so what do we do when were sad? we cut
    sosick123 sosick123 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1, 2013

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    Beautiful -           I'm possessed. My whole life is focused on this one thing: cutting. when I'm not doing it, I'm wondering when i will again, how to hide the scars, the...
    screamingsilently screamingsilently 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2012

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    I really do. I'm only like 2 or 3 days clean, but I'm just losing hope. I know you don't want me to cut, Spencer, but like I told him, I can't promise anything right now.
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I really feel like cutting myself a lot it's been like a week since I've cut but it feels like forever and the urge to cut is really starting to eat away at me... I wanna give in...
    rokrchik1211 rokrchik1211 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    ........Why....is this the only way to stop the pain?.....
    BlackRosesTurnBlue BlackRosesTurnBlue 18-21, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I haven't done it for 9 days but the urge is just too strong. It's all I can think about. I don't know how much longer I can last.
    anon1995 anon1995 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Here It Goes.. - I don't know what this is.. Or who reads this, but hello! Within the past two weeks, I've started cutting. I haven't cut in four years, but now it's coming back...
    MaddelynneJannessa MaddelynneJannessa 18-21, F 17 Responses Oct 18, 2013

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    A Year.... Wasted. - I promised myself I wouldn't, but the promise really wasn't for me, it was for my little brother. He said "If you cut, I can cut too". So, I promised him, and...
    bbmango16 bbmango16 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2012

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    I just wanna freakin cut myself
    rokrchik1211 rokrchik1211 18-21, F 15 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ugh - the urge is real omfg. it's all I wanna do, and my past cuts haven't even healed. the razor is right there on the dresser. ****
    unknown1998 unknown1998 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 18, 2013

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    My head hurts from the constant battle in my mind. Not even trying to be dramatic it is what it is. I know exactly what to do and how it's "wrong". That I "shouldn't" do it...
    burrowbunni burrowbunni 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I've been self harming since third grade, and It was on and off. I've been clean for a month, but had a relapse tonight. So much blood.😔
    flinm flinm 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    Cravings - There are some days, weeks even, where the thoughts of sliding the smooth blade of my knife into my skin flood my head. There's something so satisfying about the pain...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F 13 Responses Jul 3, 2011

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    Why does everything always have to be so hard? But I guess that's life... I went from one addiction to the other. From self-harming to drugs and then back to self-harming myself...
    MonjaVictor MonjaVictor 16-17, F Apr 1

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    Me Vs Razor - I sat in my room staring at "my razor blade" for about 10mins feeling so lost'd and having loneliness eatting away at my soul and heart. It was drowing me and couldn...
    DarkAngel0309 DarkAngel0309 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 4, 2013

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    I feel like I want to cut my self every time i think what my mother said to me. She Know i cut my self and she make it more Worse. i feel like cutting when i remember, my Mother...
    Jbaru Jbaru 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I haven't done it for a month and a half but I'm slowly losing my grip and I just really don't want to add to this awful mosaic of scars but I feel like I need it to think clearly...
    fanatic458 fanatic458 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I hate myself, but cutting never even makes me feel better. I only want to do it more and harder once I start. It never satisfies me. I hate myself so much and nothing helps. I...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    My Pleasure - it seems like a pleasure to cut it feels like it can be my only sense of release. i feel like im slipping into a depression and i dont enjoy expressing feelings to...
    karissaxx22 karissaxx22 16-17, F 7 Responses May 7, 2012

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    I do. And then bleed to death. Ahhhhhh amazing... To just die while knowing no one will care c: just super amazing
    loveyanoone loveyanoone 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 26

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    Clean for six days. It seems like a lifetime. I wish someone would shake me and tell me it's okay. I wish someone would really, truly convince me not to cut. The truth is, no one...
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Lost - i've been fighting this for weeks now and it's getting harder and harder. i'm literally on the edge..cutting was my way out,it was my way of dealing with things,it helped me...
    gystrong gystrong 16-17, F 6 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    I'v been clean for 2 weeks but i broke that tonight...i just couldn't take it anymore...i didn't know what else to do...
    Rememberme79 Rememberme79 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I want to cut myself soooooo bad!!! Ican feel the the blood running down my arm.I don't know if I'm going to make it!:( :(
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    I'm about to cut myself I have such an urge I love the blade against my skin
    jcarly jcarly 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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