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I Want To Cut Up My Face Because I'm Ugly

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    Truly Ugly

    I never believed I was ugly until several people, including adults, called me ugly. Every time a man came up to me, he pretended to be my friend, and then humiliated me in front of his own friends. I do not like doing group work because people do not want to team up with me. I am...
    hashiba hashiba 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 10, 2013

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    I Do, Yet I Don'T.

    I want my face to be cut apart, to be broken. To rid the worries of ugliness, and know forever, I will never have to care for my looks ever again. Yet I just wish I could put my face on a canvas, and make a master piece. I crave attention and love, but a broken face will...
    TrivialxSilence TrivialxSilence 18-21, F 1 Response May 13, 2013

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    I Want To Be Alone

    If I cut my face, men wouldnt want me. People would be afraid, and then I can die without anyone caring
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1 26-30, F Dec 26, 2012

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    Slyther

    I detest my face and have many a times contemplated getting a miniatureswiss army knife and carving slits.into the abominable countenance of mine. Immerse myself thoroughly in intellectul betterment as is an ascetic activuty with .o human contact requisite. Hate going outdoors...
    slyther slyther 18-21, M 2 Responses May 4, 2012

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    I Dream To Do It..so No One Will Look At Me Anymore...

    I can't stand the way my face looks.Puffy,fat ,ugly,nothing fits.Just strange.I always hate and hated it and i will hate.How I wish to cut it into pieces to never remind me how disgusting i'm.Nothing won't help me....
    MissAgni MissAgni 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 9, 2012

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    I'm so tired of being ugly.

    .I even tattooed my face multiple times, because I know I'll never be good enough for anyone.
    beyondalone beyondalone 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    :/

    This group breaks my heart, even if I don't know any of the members. What a terrible emotion to have to feel.
    WoundedButterfly WoundedButterfly 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 27, 2010

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    mostly because I'm saying what the **** is wrong with this person!
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