I Want to Cut

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    I cut myself last night

    and then again today but I still want to cut and I want to talk to my boyfriend but he won't talk to me and I told him I was thinking about going to a hospital and he said ok I don't know what to do I just want to cut again I'm so lost
    christinelol christinelol
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Aug 29, 2015

    I wish i could just start again.

    I mean it hasn't been that long since i've last done it. My thighs, my hips, my wrists. Covered in scars. Once i just got so desperate for a release that i used the thing on a pen cap that you use when you wanna put the pen on a page on something. I have a whole box of blades in...
    xxbangbangxx xxbangbangxx
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2014

    Hello EP one more story to tell you it has

    always been my life from bad to worse, I know what I did to deserve regrets life I just want is pity that nobody ever felt, I want to end my life with everything I did and still do everything wrong I do not deserve such a miracle, such a life that God gave me ... I deserve...
    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 31, 2014

    ugh i want to cut so bad.

    like you dont understand. i'm so out of it lately. i'm not me. i dont leave my room. i havent eaten much really in a week now. everythings getting bad again. and ugh. i need to cut.
    xxxalyssabrownxxx xxxalyssabrownxxx
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Aug 13, 2014

    I really want to cut again I don't know

    why I can't stop cutting it jut makes me feel better I don't know what to do
    christinelol christinelol
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Aug 30, 2015

    I think about it all the time!

    I want to cut so bad! but, then I remember the after effects....and the consequences. it is a bizarre urge.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 15, 2015
    CatWithScars CatWithScars
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Aug 28, 2014

    I already cut once today

    but I really want to cut again I don't think I can stop myself anymore I don't really have anyone to talk to right now anyway
    christinelol christinelol
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    So many people have left me.

    More are waiting for my worst day to leave me. Its Memorial Day Weekend and I know I should be happy, but its so pointless. Message me if you want someone to listen or want to talk.
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 25, 2014

    I tried to cut myself yesterday.

    It's not because I was sad, I wanted another beautiful scar! I have two scars, one on my arm another on my thumb. I think they are glorious and I wanted to make the one on my thumb bigger, so I tried to cut myself with a knife, but it wouldn't penetrate the skin. Does anyone...
    Kimberlybucklandz1093 Kimberlybucklandz1093
    16-17, F
    Apr 2
    christinelol christinelol
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2015

    So I want to and feel like I need to,

    but I don't know where the best place to do it would be, I need to hide it from people cause I don't want them to know, I need somewhere I can do it and no one can judge me or talk to me about it because of seeing it
    lewis349 lewis349
    16-17, M
    1 Response Dec 2, 2014
    PoopieNoodle PoopieNoodle
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 12, 2015

    I'm already covered in scars,

    what does it matter now if I cut? But I can't control myself once I start. One is not enough. And they have to be deep. My nerves are so deadened that I don't even feel it anymore. I want to destroy what's left of my skin. I want to bleed furiously. I want to feel the sting of...
    dater0ape dater0ape
    18-21, F
    Dec 16, 2014

    I got this from somewhere

    but this is EXACTLY how I feel..... Roses are red Violets are blue Candy is sweet So are you The Roses have wilted The violets are dead The sugar bowl is empty And my hips are bleeding red
    RedMeansGo RedMeansGo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2014

    ♥Done It Before.♥

    I was a real depressed person for a while. I had tries cutting before, but the thought never amused me. The pain didn't, either. I watched the blood flow, and before I got attracted to drinking my blood, I covered the wound. It wasn't that deep, but I still did it. Not saying I'm...
    TohruHonda TohruHonda
    18-21, F
    Mar 6, 2008

    I really want to cut right now

    and I think I'm going to but it's whatever no one cares anymore and I don't care about myself so whatever
    christinelol christinelol
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 16

    I want to cut so bad,

    so bad. Whats stoping me? A momentary laugh turns into regret. I hate the feeling. I want to see these splended rubies. But alas track and field starts tommrow and those uniforms don't cover much.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 6, 2014

    I cut for the first time a few days ago

    and I want to cut again; but my boyfriend was disappointed when he saw them. I just don't know what to do.
    Lexy96 Lexy96
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 18

    A couple of my friends have got me to promise

    not to but I'm under too much pressure and stress and feel like I need to I went 8weeks without feeling empty and worse than I did when I cut I had a **** first couple of days back at school the first day my friends ignored me and went off without me adding onto me forgetting my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 7, 2014

    I want to cut again. I havent cut myself in

    over two years. Im going through a lot right now, and i cant handle it. I just want to feel the blade just cut right through my skin again. My life is currently crazy. My granddad, the man who practicaly raised me, turned out to be a homophobe and racist and know I cant be...
    hicks15 hicks15
    18-21, F
    Aug 13, 2015
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