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I Want to Die In My Sleep

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,146 People

    Every day I feel like I'm trapped.

    Every day ur on my mind. Their isn't a day I'm not thinking of u in some way.
    alpha2174 alpha2174 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    This reminds me of the joke.

    I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather, not yelling and screaming like the people in the car with him.
    ausofbounds ausofbounds 41-45, M Sep 22

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    I want to die. I want to die I just don't want

    to go to hell. I want to serve God as an angel. I'm out of place on earth here. What I just realized is how easy it is to die, but so many of us are scared to, the ONLEY thing that is holding me back is the fear of going to hell.
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    IrwinsScars IrwinsScars 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    Yes! Tonight. Please?

    I will be the happiest girl. :')
    iamcarlolita iamcarlolita 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 8

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    I really wanna die in my sleep,

    not waking up at all. I hate having to wake up every ******* morning. Why can't it just stop? ;(
    DevilsIndica DevilsIndica 22-25, M Nov 16

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 15

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    The Feelings are Back

    and it hurts in my head the only thing i wish is just to die in my bed each day is the same i replay this game each day i lose and i relive my pain im not me anymore im broken words unspoken i cant be fix and i cant be helpt im useless worthless now stuck in my own hell...
    magicianguy magicianguy 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    Asleep

    It would be kind of relieving not to wake up tomorrow.. I think..
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 11, 2013

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    I really hope someday I don't wake up .

    .. I hate this life... I really hate it.. I don't want to be alive 'cause I'm just always sad... People make me sad... I hate people... I'm all alone and want to die...
    FullTimeAloneBoy FullTimeAloneBoy 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 12

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    I put on a fake smile everyday

    for everyone around me. I just cant do it anymore. My life has just been one big disaster after another. I just want to die already and get it over with.
    justdone12 justdone12 22-25 2 Responses Mar 18

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    Forgot to mention I also don't drive.

    I don't want to because of how easily I am distracted, fear of death, I am not 100% upstairs which is dangerous for the road, I have bad impulses when pressured, I am terrified of being in a car accident, fear of other drivers....no idea how I would handle he hundreds of dollars...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 3

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    I really want to pass away in my sleep.

    Ive attempted it before and would try again except I don't have the pills. I can't handle this anymore. I really hope I just for some reason pass away in my sleep tonight.
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 5 Responses Nov 16

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    CalderReed CalderReed 13-15, M 8 Responses Aug 26

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    I feel so useless dumb

    and ugly. I just want To die. I am sleeping the whole Day. At the Age of 26 i am still unable To become Independent.. I Must be retarded or Something like that. If i didn't have my parents i would Probably live on the streets..
    depi88f depi88f 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    i want to sleep forever,

    never wake up again. In my dream, i dont have to think about my ex, what i did wrong, i can just think about my family. I failed so many times in my relationships. so lonely, everything i want s just 1 person who care about me and love me. Why it is so hard. When did i go wrong...
    cristal92 cristal92 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 18

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    Like right now: hurts too much to live

    and hurts too much to die
    shadowofbrokendreams shadowofbrokendreams 13-15, M 4 Responses Nov 9

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    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805 16-17, M Sep 9

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    Every night before I fall asleep I wish

    that I won't wake up the next morning
    kylienicole98 kylienicole98 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    I can't believe I am writing this.

    i'm feeling sick...tired...frustrated..upset. I tried to be happy. i pretended to be happy..i just want to be happy. is it too much to ask?
    Choco6014 Choco6014 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    I ******* hate my life.

    It sucks just gets harder and harder I'm a great soul turning blacker and blacker meah
    Kingblingblangmayn Kingblingblangmayn 26-30, M Aug 30

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    I want to die. I want it

    so bad. I hate myself. I hate myself so so much. I hate my voice, my face, my smile , my personality. I am a bad person. I always cause drama. Everyboy hates me. Even my boyfriend can't stand me. I want to die. I want to go asleep and never wake up. Nobody would miss me...
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    Ready To Die..Now

    So on the 20th of this month (October 2013) Marks 3 months since found my Angel passed away in her crib. She was a week shy of being 7 months old. Worst part is I have no closure Autopsy showed NOTHING even SIDS ruled out. I tried counseling church meds EVERYTHING & NOTHING has...
    twofargone twofargone 31-35, F 14 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    soweird530 soweird530 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 11

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    . Anyone help me, talk to me.. Help me to survive in the nightmare.. I don't want to live on this hell anymore. I just wanna end it all. Im so alone no one needs me please help me.. I cant take this anymore longer..
    lostandalone98 lostandalone98 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 24

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    Painless Death!

    I am just so tired and weary about these pressures of life. Frustration, disappointment, pressures come all at once. It's as if I can no longer able to rebound from the pressures of life. I am too tired to live my life. I want to end it all. I am not a suicidal. I can't commit...
    astrangeryouwereonce astrangeryouwereonce 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    Is it wrong to just want to ended all in a

    peaceful way? To go sleep and never wake up?
    kellylopez kellylopez 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    I'm going to overdose on pills

    before I sleep. If I don't die from the pills, hopefully ill died from choking on my vomit. I hope it works this time.
    kuroze343 kuroze343 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    I want to kill myself .

    I have been depressed my whole life . I'm not close with family , I lose friends , I lose relationships . No one wants to keep me in their life . I really want to die
    byrae byrae 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    http://youtu.be/EiacumxjvjQ That can play in

    the background since its a great song.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 11

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    ViperReborn ViperReborn 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    I don't want this to seem like I was looking

    for people to care because I wasn't. But I just want to say thank you to all the people who responded to my last post. Y'all could have been rude and called me attention seeking and actually go back and swallow all those pills but instead y'all showed me that there are nice...
    thalassinia thalassinia 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    Dieing Is The Limit I Want To Succeed

    I don't want to be here anymore, i'm 14, i have no friends, no-one at school likes me, i'm being talked about, bitched about, i don't know what else to do, i can't sit in medical all the time at school, i'm not even going to school, because of people, which means lost education...
    jxdee jxdee 13-15, F Nov 27, 2013

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    I Pray For Death

    I'm 15 I have never had a girlfriend, I'm anti-social my only friend is music I am an outcast in society everyone hates me and I'm just sick and tired of feeling invisable to everyone, I want to die so badly but I bring myself to slit my wrists or hang myself, I'm week and...
    whocaresihatemyselfanyway whocaresihatemyselfanyway 22-25, M 14 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I don't want to be alive anymore.

    It's official, I want to ******* die and never live to see another day. I am soo damn tired and empty because of all the effort I wasted in other people who ******* destroy me. I CAN'T do this **** anymore, I don't want to wake up ever again!!!! Just take me out of my misery...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 11

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    I was so close. Hopefully I'll fall asleep

    tonight and never wake up.
    thalassinia thalassinia 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 6

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    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    I don't deserve to live.

    .. I deserve to die. It's clear, why did my mum pinch me on the bruise today, why was she why was she telling me to die, why was she calling me a wimp... etc, why she hit me so hard, why she swore at me, why she is blaming everything on me, why are my parents are divorced, why my...
    ihatemylife236 ihatemylife236 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 16

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    Like another young woman here.

    I am also unable to become independent. There is nothing left for me. God won't answer my prayers. I'm stuck in an abusive situation with my mother and step father. I have no other family and no friends at all. All we have is each other. It's isolating and lonely. I don't work...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 3

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    Maybe it will be peaceful

    and won't be blamed on me...
    hellerpeople hellerpeople 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    Seems like the perfect choice to me,

    I am just going to overdose on sleeping pills anyway. I always wish that because my dreams are always better than reality.
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M Sep 2

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    I just cant bear it anymore.

    ..its too much.I cant bear this pain.I had thought to die many times but some thoughts come and i couldn't. I am a little boy.My Mom is too harsh on me,she never accepts her fault.She never listens to me.She always tells me foul words and screams at me.I have no best friend to...
    MP5348 MP5348 13-15, M 2 Responses May 19

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    I wish i die tonight

    and just for once be at peace
    Abdallahbaki Abdallahbaki 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    I'm tired.....I'm tired of crying.

    I can't help it. I miss him so much that I will drown myself in whiskey and vodka hoping that I wont wake up sometimes. I don't care how selfish it sounds. My dreams, my future, my everything was ripped tragically away from me and I'm left here to try and pick up the pieces...
    engagedwidow engagedwidow 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    jumanachan jumanachan 16-17, F Jun 13

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    Gettingout72 Gettingout72 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I would rather go in my sleep

    than some of the ways I have envisioned doing to myself
    briannarenee briannarenee 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    . i just want to i just want to i just want to

    i just want to i just want to.
    saintmans saintmans 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 30

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    Death Wish

    I just can't handle it anymore. Call me weak, call me selfish.. I just can't do it! I want to vanish in my sleep and never wake up.
    Anonymous7764 Anonymous7764 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    I'm extremely depressed ,

    and it hurts so much , I don't know why I feel like this , I feel so alone and it kills me , my thoughts consume me slowly , I cry so much wishing I could just end it all , I don't want to live this life anymore , I'm more afraid to live than I am to die , I love sleeping but I...
    ByeDay ByeDay 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I want to spend my last day with my favorite

    teachers making sure they know I appreciate everything they've done for me. I want to hug my friends extra tight one last time. Let my family know how much I love them. Clean up my room and say my prayers. Lay my head on my pillow and close my eyes and drift into the eternity...
    TheBrennahPerry TheBrennahPerry 16-17, F 2 Responses