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I Want to Die In My Sleep

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,558 People

    Ive stopped taking my meds

    so I can overdose and die in my sleep. I'm saving up my pills, and I hope it works this time. My only regret is that I'll hurt my friends. They are the closest things I have to family. They'll forget me though. Everyone always does. I'll never forget them though. I never forget...
    teenonfire18 teenonfire18 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 15

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    soweird530 soweird530 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 11, 2014

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    . I cannot find my God anymore.

    I am just in pain in oppression . I want to die in my sleep.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    i know its not a topic people like hearing,

    but alot if not most people feel it at one point in their life. Idk what i can do to be happy / enjoy my life anymore tried alot of things. Atm i just really hope that i die near or on my birthday (3 and a half weeks) or before my sister has her kid. Think ive damaged enough...
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 19

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    I can't complain, ironically.

    I have two amazing young sons. I am a retired police officer at 42, due to a back injury. I can still function despite the pain. I want to die because of my wife. She is a selfish control-freak. I never noticed before because I was working 60 to 80 hour work weeks. My...
    cness929 cness929 41-45, M Dec 29, 2014

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    I don't want to be alive anymore.

    It's official, I want to ******* die and never live to see another day. I am soo damn tired and empty because of all the effort I wasted in other people who ******* destroy me. I CAN'T do this **** anymore, I don't want to wake up ever again!!!! Just take me out of my misery...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2014

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    everything is toooo bad.

    I hate life. I fear life and death and hell
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    I honestly don't really care how I die.

    I just want it to be soon.
    EarthLorde EarthLorde 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to die right now.

    I am 19yrs old and in goes to college. When I was a Hindu, I felt like this country and the culture itself doesn't fit me, after doing research about Taoism and Buddhism, I kind of learned and made my self the new religion and culture to be in, so I decided to go into Taoism...
    chim2995 chim2995 18-21, M Mar 24

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    If I could tonight I would

    both be ready and unready. Emotionally I'm done. I pretty much hate everyone and everything in this world. The fact we give only if we get from another is disguisting and humans are a putrid thing. I just ****** need to die one of these days. If I die in my sleep I will not...
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 8

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    Why don't you lift up your Mosquito Net.

    You will be deadin your sleep in no time. Dengue.
    LifeofPie LifeofPie 31-35, F Jun 9

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    I'm extremely depressed ,

    and it hurts so much , I don't know why I feel like this , I feel so alone and it kills me , my thoughts consume me slowly , I cry so much wishing I could just end it all , I don't want to live this life anymore , I'm more afraid to live than I am to die , I love sleeping but I...
    ByeDay ByeDay 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    Yes! Tonight. Please?

    I will be the happiest girl. :')
    iamcarlolita iamcarlolita 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 8, 2014

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    Dieing Is The Limit I Want To Succeed

    I don't want to be here anymore, i'm 14, i have no friends, no-one at school likes me, i'm being talked about, bitched about, i don't know what else to do, i can't sit in medical all the time at school, i'm not even going to school, because of people, which means lost education...
    jxdee jxdee 16-17, F Nov 27, 2013

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    i want to die in my sleep.

    .... yup....tonight
    lostbrokeheart lostbrokeheart 18-21, F 10 Responses May 8

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    Ready To Die..Now

    So on the 20th of this month (October 2013) Marks 3 months since found my Angel passed away in her crib. She was a week shy of being 7 months old. Worst part is I have no closure Autopsy showed NOTHING even SIDS ruled out. I tried counseling church meds EVERYTHING & NOTHING has...
    twofargone twofargone 31-35, F 14 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    I really want to pass away in my sleep.

    Ive attempted it before and would try again except I don't have the pills. I can't handle this anymore. I really hope I just for some reason pass away in my sleep tonight.
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    A month and a half ago my boyfriend broke up

    with me and he now has found someone else, everyday I wake up I have a horrible pain in my heart, he was my first love and he showed me the world, I feel lost without him, I don't know what else to do with myself because I'm alone in this world, I just want to die without any...
    albe349 albe349 16-17, M 5 Responses Jun 8

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    Painless and beautiful death.

    I can't endure anymore pain. I don't want people to care because nobody does. I just want death to embrace me in it's arms. I wish to die in my sleep, without anymore pain.
    yourcutelittlejo yourcutelittlejo 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've cut twice today I've made a promise to

    someone not to cut again. I hope my boyfriend doesn't see the scars of what I did to day. Why can't I just die tonite in my sleep just slip away. Please!!!
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 16-17, F 4 Responses May 16

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    collegemisfit collegemisfit 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    i hate my life. i would do anything to change

    it. so if i could i would love to die in my sleep.
    danielfrost1995 danielfrost1995 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Take me to the railway line Walk me

    so far I can hide Tie me down and leave me there See if I can sleep through that night And if a train happens to come let's hope I can sleep through it So it will murder me in my sleep Mummy I won't feel it
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    That moment, that one second

    when i wake up and the world hits me and all i want to do is die. All day i am depressed, walking around like a mope just because i want it to end.
    BloodyVictim BloodyVictim 16-17, F 4 Responses May 19

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    wouldn't it be nice to die on Hillary Step of

    hypothermia ,dead if night at bed temperature?
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I want to die. I want it

    so bad. I hate myself. I hate myself so so much. I hate my voice, my face, my smile , my personality. I am a bad person. I always cause drama. Everyboy hates me. Even my boyfriend can't stand me. I want to die. I want to go asleep and never wake up. Nobody would miss me...
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    looks like my 4th wife will be leaving me.

    such a long story it is. I can honestly say that i have tried to end it and failed at that as well. i even prayed that i wouldnt wake up and yet i do. i am just so damn tired of trying. will i go on? yes i have no choice in that matter but i do wish death would come for me while...
    diaperlock diaperlock 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 29

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    Like right now: hurts too much to live

    and hurts too much to die
    nicofromrio nicofromrio 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2014

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    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F Apr 14

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    Death Wish

    I just can't handle it anymore. Call me weak, call me selfish.. I just can't do it! I want to vanish in my sleep and never wake up.
    Anonymous7764 Anonymous7764 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    Is it wrong to just want to ended all in a

    peaceful way? To go sleep and never wake up?
    kellylopez kellylopez 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 30, 2014

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    Why can't I just die

    now plz plz plz I'm begging someone to just kill me!!!
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 16-17, F 1 Response May 17

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    my life is terrible and nothing is going on

    right and I want to die. Oh i want to cry. Bad days. I have a CRAZY DAD . I AM ASKING GOD FOR HELP
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F Apr 8

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    I just cant bear it anymore.

    ..its too much.I cant bear this pain.I had thought to die many times but some thoughts come and i couldn't. I am a little boy.My Mom is too harsh on me,she never accepts her fault.She never listens to me.She always tells me foul words and screams at me.I have no best friend to...
    MP5348 MP5348 13-15, M 2 Responses May 19, 2014

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    I have trouble sleeping.

    Mostly because I think too much. When I do get tired and sleep, I wish to sleep more than the normal hours. When my eyes open, signaling that I'm alive, I close them back, and wish they stay closed, and I go back to sleeping in the abyss. Don't bid me a "good night or sleep...
    feint30 feint30 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 27

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    Every night before I fall asleep I wish

    that I won't wake up the next morning
    kylienicole98 kylienicole98 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    Always always always always not good enough.

    Always always always invicible. Always always always depressed. I just want to sleep forever.
    sylviaplath01 sylviaplath01 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F Apr 5

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    I'm so done with these mixed feelings.

    I just want to die, but not by suicide BC I feel like I'll regret it however; if I were to die in my sleep or get hit by a car and die, I wouldn't mind
    nooblordiv nooblordiv 13-15, M May 17

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    I could never commit suicide

    because I could never put my son through that feeling of me doing that and it will stuff up his life but if I die in my sleep then it won't affect him as badly because it was from natural causes and my troubles will be over, I feel terrible for wanting this but depression really...
    daisychain33 daisychain33 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 27

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    I'm seriously tired of waking up everyday just

    to lose a war with myself. It's ******* useless.
    TheMorticiansDaughter TheMorticiansDaughter 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    Staring out my window.

    Wishing I could jump out of it. Either that or fall asleep and just never wake up. I don't want to exist anymore. I don't want to feel the pain I feel 24/7. I hate that everyday I have to wake up, get up and act like I'm happy.
    lizzie204 lizzie204 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 28

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    I pray every night that i die in my sleep.

    Im too scared to actually kill myself because of the pain. I want to die doing the only thing i ever enjkyed, sleeping. When im asleep im usually ok. Im usually at peace when im not having night terrors. I feel like life no longer serves me. I feel i lived my life im done. Im so...
    niellyn niellyn 22-25 1 Response Mar 31

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    I want to die. I want to die I just don't want

    to go to hell. I want to serve God as an angel. I'm out of place on earth here. What I just realized is how easy it is to die, but so many of us are scared to, the ONLEY thing that is holding me back is the fear of going to hell.
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I have felt hurt.. My bf left me today he said

    brake up I left my parents because of him but now I have none in my life so I have decided to end this life
    veena143 veena143 18-21 5 Responses Jun 20

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