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I Want to Die In My Sleep

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,221 People

    Every day I feel like I'm trapped.

    Every day ur on my mind. Their isn't a day I'm not thinking of u in some way.
    alpha2174 alpha2174 18-21, M Sep 7, 2014

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    jumanachan jumanachan 16-17, F Jun 13, 2014

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    I want to die. I want it

    so bad. I hate myself. I hate myself so so much. I hate my voice, my face, my smile , my personality. I am a bad person. I always cause drama. Everyboy hates me. Even my boyfriend can't stand me. I want to die. I want to go asleep and never wake up. Nobody would miss me...
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    Forgot to mention I also don't drive.

    I don't want to because of how easily I am distracted, fear of death, I am not 100% upstairs which is dangerous for the road, I have bad impulses when pressured, I am terrified of being in a car accident, fear of other drivers....no idea how I would handle he hundreds of dollars...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 3, 2014

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    Dieing Is The Limit I Want To Succeed

    I don't want to be here anymore, i'm 14, i have no friends, no-one at school likes me, i'm being talked about, bitched about, i don't know what else to do, i can't sit in medical all the time at school, i'm not even going to school, because of people, which means lost education...
    jxdee jxdee 13-15, F Nov 27, 2013

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    I really want to pass away in my sleep.

    Ive attempted it before and would try again except I don't have the pills. I can't handle this anymore. I really hope I just for some reason pass away in my sleep tonight.
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    CalderReed CalderReed 13-15, M 8 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    I'm extremely depressed ,

    and it hurts so much , I don't know why I feel like this , I feel so alone and it kills me , my thoughts consume me slowly , I cry so much wishing I could just end it all , I don't want to live this life anymore , I'm more afraid to live than I am to die , I love sleeping but I...
    ByeDay ByeDay 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    I really hope someday I don't wake up .

    .. I hate this life... I really hate it.. I don't want to be alive 'cause I'm just always sad... People make me sad... I hate people... I'm all alone and want to die...
    FullTimeAloneBoy FullTimeAloneBoy 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 12, 2014

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    Is it wrong to just want to ended all in a

    peaceful way? To go sleep and never wake up?
    kellylopez kellylopez 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 30, 2014

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    TheRouge TheRouge 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 15, 2014

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    I don't want to be alive anymore.

    It's official, I want to ******* die and never live to see another day. I am soo damn tired and empty because of all the effort I wasted in other people who ******* destroy me. I CAN'T do this **** anymore, I don't want to wake up ever again!!!! Just take me out of my misery...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2014

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    Oceandock19 Oceandock19 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2014

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    Every night before I fall asleep I wish

    that I won't wake up the next morning
    kylienicole98 kylienicole98 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2014

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    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I want to die. I want to die I just don't want

    to go to hell. I want to serve God as an angel. I'm out of place on earth here. What I just realized is how easy it is to die, but so many of us are scared to, the ONLEY thing that is holding me back is the fear of going to hell.
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I can't believe I am writing this.

    i'm feeling sick...tired...frustrated..upset. I tried to be happy. i pretended to be happy..i just want to be happy. is it too much to ask?
    Choco6014 Choco6014 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    I feel so useless dumb

    and ugly. I just want To die. I am sleeping the whole Day. At the Age of 26 i am still unable To become Independent.. I Must be retarded or Something like that. If i didn't have my parents i would Probably live on the streets..
    depi88f depi88f 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 27, 2014

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    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 12, 2014

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    Like right now: hurts too much to live

    and hurts too much to die
    shadowofbrokendreams shadowofbrokendreams 13-15, M 3 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I'm seriously tired of waking up everyday just

    to lose a war with myself. It's ******* useless.
    XxBadXVibesxX XxBadXVibesxX 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    http://youtu.be/EiacumxjvjQ That can play in

    the background since its a great song.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 11, 2014

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    I don't want this to seem like I was looking

    for people to care because I wasn't. But I just want to say thank you to all the people who responded to my last post. Y'all could have been rude and called me attention seeking and actually go back and swallow all those pills but instead y'all showed me that there are nice...
    thalassinia thalassinia 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2014

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    I just cant bear it anymore.

    ..its too much.I cant bear this pain.I had thought to die many times but some thoughts come and i couldn't. I am a little boy.My Mom is too harsh on me,she never accepts her fault.She never listens to me.She always tells me foul words and screams at me.I have no best friend to...
    MP5348 MP5348 13-15, M 2 Responses May 19, 2014

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    Seems like the perfect choice to me,

    I am just going to overdose on sleeping pills anyway. I always wish that because my dreams are always better than reality.
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M Sep 2, 2014

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    WarriorPoet97 WarriorPoet97 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    I don't deserve to live.

    .. I deserve to die. It's clear, why did my mum pinch me on the bruise today, why was she why was she telling me to die, why was she calling me a wimp... etc, why she hit me so hard, why she swore at me, why she is blaming everything on me, why are my parents are divorced, why my...
    ihatemylife236 ihatemylife236 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    Death Wish

    I just can't handle it anymore. Call me weak, call me selfish.. I just can't do it! I want to vanish in my sleep and never wake up.
    Anonymous7764 Anonymous7764 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    i want to sleep forever,

    never wake up again. In my dream, i dont have to think about my ex, what i did wrong, i can just think about my family. I failed so many times in my relationships. so lonely, everything i want s just 1 person who care about me and love me. Why it is so hard. When did i go wrong...
    cristal92 cristal92 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2014

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    I lost my dad at the age of 15,

    then I moved here in uk for studies. They sending me back now, I have nothing to support my family. I am just 20. I can't take it anymore. Just want to finish myself. It's been 2 month I just can't stop thinking about suicide I have tried to commit suicide.but it's really hard...
    AB8942 AB8942 18-21, M Dec 29, 2014

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    Painless Death!

    I am just so tired and weary about these pressures of life. Frustration, disappointment, pressures come all at once. It's as if I can no longer able to rebound from the pressures of life. I am too tired to live my life. I want to end it all. I am not a suicidal. I can't commit...
    astrangeryouwereonce astrangeryouwereonce 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    Like another young woman here.

    I am also unable to become independent. There is nothing left for me. God won't answer my prayers. I'm stuck in an abusive situation with my mother and step father. I have no other family and no friends at all. All we have is each other. It's isolating and lonely. I don't work...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 3, 2014

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    I can't go on anymore it's to painful every

    second I feel more of myself die from sheer regret for what I have done I need forgiveness not endless people not noticing all the pain on my face, on my body now I've probably lost too much weight somehow from being skinny now I am eating like there wasn't a care in the world...
    Callistowed Callistowed 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 10

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    Ready To Die..Now

    So on the 20th of this month (October 2013) Marks 3 months since found my Angel passed away in her crib. She was a week shy of being 7 months old. Worst part is I have no closure Autopsy showed NOTHING even SIDS ruled out. I tried counseling church meds EVERYTHING & NOTHING has...
    twofargone twofargone 31-35, F 14 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    I was so close. Hopefully I'll fall asleep

    tonight and never wake up.
    thalassinia thalassinia 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 6, 2014

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    I want to kill myself .

    I have been depressed my whole life . I'm not close with family , I lose friends , I lose relationships . No one wants to keep me in their life . I really want to die
    byrae byrae 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    Also, I don't want to,

    and can't afford to divorce. I'd rather die quietly so my kids will be taken care of.
    cness929 cness929 41-45, M Dec 29, 2014

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    . i just want to i just want to i just want to

    i just want to i just want to.
    saintmans saintmans 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2014

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    I want to spend my last day with my favorite

    teachers making sure they know I appreciate everything they've done for me. I want to hug my friends extra tight one last time. Let my family know how much I love them. Clean up my room and say my prayers. Lay my head on my pillow and close my eyes and drift into the eternity...
    TheBrennahPerry TheBrennahPerry 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 7, 2014

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    I'm going to overdose on pills

    before I sleep. If I don't die from the pills, hopefully ill died from choking on my vomit. I hope it works this time.
    kuroze343 kuroze343 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    I would rather go in my sleep

    than some of the ways I have envisioned doing to myself
    briannarenee briannarenee 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 10, 2014

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    I cannot see a way out of the mire I have led

    myself into, I cannot form lasting relationships with the people capable of helping me and I am so constantly afraid of myself and the world around me. It's movement and pace and the expectation heaped upon us to do well and be good and loved, the worry that I will never...
    chorltonite chorltonite 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    collegemisfit collegemisfit 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    soweird530 soweird530 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 11, 2014

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    Yes! Tonight. Please?

    I will be the happiest girl. :')
    iamcarlolita iamcarlolita 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 8, 2014

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    ViperReborn ViperReborn 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 25, 2014

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    The Feelings are Back

    and it hurts in my head the only thing i wish is just to die in my bed each day is the same i replay this game each day i lose and i relive my pain im not me anymore im broken words unspoken i cant be fix and i cant be helpt im useless worthless now stuck in my own hell...
    magicianguy magicianguy 18-21, M Sep 2, 2014

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    I can't complain, ironically.

    I have two amazing young sons. I am a retired police officer at 42, due to a back injury. I can still function despite the pain. I want to die because of my wife. She is a selfish control-freak. I never noticed before because I was working 60 to 80 hour work weeks. My...
    cness929 cness929 41-45, M Dec 29, 2014

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    I put on a fake smile everyday

    for everyone around me. I just cant do it anymore. My life has just been one big disaster after another. I just want to die already and get it over with.
    justdone12 justdone12 22-25 2 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805 16-17, M Sep 9, 2014

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    . Anyone help me, talk to me.. Help me to survive in the nightmare.. I don't want to live on this hell anymore. I just wanna end it all. Im so alone no one needs me please help me.. I cant take this anymore longer..
    lostandalone98 lostandalone98 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 24, 2014