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I Want to Die In My Sleep

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 597 People

    Suicide: My Right. - For as long as I remember, I have fantasised about killing myself. I have lists of the most practical methods, and I always have a "go bag" organised with a...
    melbsmog melbsmog 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 29, 2013

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    I don't even have a purpose anymore I hate my life nothing positive has ever come out of it
    forevertrue123 forevertrue123 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 16

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    Message me your story, ill listen, i cant promise ill be able to help but i can promise i can relate, dont suffer alone, lets suffer together
    angelofdeath668 angelofdeath668 13-15, M Jan 20

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    I wish I wasn't so ******* shy I wish I had a bait friend I wish my life wasn't so miserable I want to die in a ditch
    iamwhoiam234 iamwhoiam234 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Tonight - Honestly I'm praying I don't wake up . I can't deal with this nightmares and I can't deal with the reality that also makes nightmares. Everything makes me want to scream...
    beatrice69 beatrice69 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 26, 2013

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    Just to be able to let go of existence, I'm too much of a coward to take my own life, and it hurts too much to be alive, death comes with celerity and moves with morbid alacrity
    Danchou Danchou 18-21, M Feb 22

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    I want to disappear I want to fall asleep and never wake up god I am a hypocrite I tell people it will get better the feeling will go away but for me it's never gone away I think...
    nadirah96 nadirah96 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I want to spend my last day with my favorite teachers making sure they know I appreciate everything they've done for me. I want to hug my friends extra tight one last time. Let my...
    TheBrennahPerry TheBrennahPerry 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I'M Really Not Depressed. - I don't want to cut myself or kill myself in some horrible fashion. I just wish I would have some kind of accident and not be here. I worry about...
    tpark tpark 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 1, 2013

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    Ahh yes... Well aside from the fact that I actually want to die... It would be something to bring me to tears knowing I get to pass peacefully All the hurt, gone forever The...
    1Freeyourself1 1Freeyourself1 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    Parents Divorced - I really need to get this out there. I was a good kid, you know? Went to church, had friends, was a little angel. Until one day, I had diarrhea on a roadtrip...
    Logifanogi Logifanogi 16-17 2 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    I want to die please help me
    adityarob adityarob 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 24

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    Can I disappear just go away forever 😢I feel like I don't wanna live but I love my boyfriend to much to hurt him like that but day like today I just want to end my life just...
    nadirah96 nadirah96 16-17, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Even though sometimes I feel this way when I'm particularly depressed, I would rather die this way anyway, when the time comes. When I was young, I used to want to die in a...
    lookwhaticando lookwhaticando 22-25, F Dec 5, 2013

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    cant take the hurt or the pain anymore all i do is think how much i miss her it was years for me to trust someone enough to open up then when i did i found the most beautiful girl...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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    Every night all I ask for is to fall asleep and never wake up. Why can the one thing I want be the one thing I can't have?
    PolicyDebateKicksAff PolicyDebateKicksAff 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I feel tired. Can I die to rest for awhile? And when I wake up, everything is fine already. I want to be with another set of positive people. Different friendships no fake...
    Andrea0328 Andrea0328 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    Im hoping that tonight i will just drift to sleep and never wake back up.
    Clair18 Clair18 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    I want to die in my sleep because it would be the most peaceful way to go. I wake up from sleeping and I feel pain. I don't think that I will die in my sleep though. It would be...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F Mar 23

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    I'm tired.....I'm tired of crying. I can't help it. I miss him so much that I will drown myself in whiskey and vodka hoping that I wont wake up sometimes. I don't care how selfish...
    engagedwidow engagedwidow 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 9, 2013

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    I want to kill myself . I have been depressed my whole life . I'm not close with family , I lose friends , I lose relationships . No one wants to keep me in their life . I really...
    byrae byrae 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    I took a few pills but I want to take the whole bottle sometimes.
    freefalling20 freefalling20 18-21 Apr 5

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    Death Wish - I just can't handle it anymore. Call me weak, call me selfish.. I just can't do it! I want to vanish in my sleep and never wake up.
    Anonymous7764 Anonymous7764 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    I feel so sick and tired of living this life. I only have one physical friend to be with, and we fight and argue for a lot of the time. I've wanted to kill myself since I was 7...
    nofutureanon nofutureanon 18-21 1 Response Apr 6

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    Not Waking Up Every Time You Sleep - Lets pause for a moment and sit back and imagine... Isn't it nice to sleep and never wake up again? Not opening your eyes and knows its...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    I want to die. I want to die I just don't want to go to hell. I want to serve God as an angel. I'm out of place on earth here. What I just realized is how easy it is to die...
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I also cannot believe I am writing this, I have had so few good moments in my life not feeling sorry for myself at all I have even asked god to take me instead if a sick child. I...
    deepdepression deepdepression 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2013

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    Easy Quick Death - I'm so stressed. Every day I wake up feeling terrible. I don't want to die,i just don't want to live like this. I research ways to die and come up with little...
    squishy77 squishy77 18-21 1 Response Apr 24, 2013

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    Painless Death! - I am just so tired and weary about these pressures of life. Frustration, disappointment, pressures come all at once. It's as if I can no longer able to rebound...
    astrangeryouwereonce astrangeryouwereonce 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    Thinking about OD'ing on sleeping pills. Just want to die right now.
    giroflee giroflee 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2013

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    I just want to die. I want to kill myself. People tell me I shouldn't but it's literally all I think about.
    seasalticecream seasalticecream 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I Pray For Death - I'm 15 I have never had a girlfriend, I'm anti-social my only friend is music I am an outcast in society everyone hates me and I'm just sick and tired of feeling...
    whocaresihatemyselfanyway whocaresihatemyselfanyway 22-25, M 13 Responses Oct 7, 2013

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    I really hope I die tonight. If not I will do something about it tomorrow. I hate being on this ****** up earth in a world that dies not care. I'm just done. If not tonight...
    lifeisadisaster lifeisadisaster 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    I want to die in my sleep, tonight. This would be the easiest way. If I didn't wake up in the morning--that would be fine with me. Good nite {{fingers crossed}}
    LB1911 LB1911 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Ready To Die..Now - So on the 20th of this month (October 2013) Marks 3 months since found my Angel passed away in her crib. She was a week shy of being 7 months old. Worst part is...
    twofargone twofargone 31-35, F 16 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    Dieing Is The Limit I Want To Succeed - I don't want to be here anymore, i'm 14, i have no friends, no-one at school likes me, i'm being talked about, bitched about, i don't know...
    jxdee jxdee 13-15, F Nov 27, 2013

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    Asleep - It would be kind of relieving not to wake up tomorrow.. I think..
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 11, 2013

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    I'm extremely depressed ,and it hurts so much , I don't know why I feel like this , I feel so alone and it kills me , my thoughts consume me slowly , I cry so much wishing I could...
    ByeDay ByeDay 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 15

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    I'm not worthy to live anymore. I hurt people every time you talk. Im mentally and emotionally unhealthy and I need help. Nobody wants me it seems...if I could have just one wish...
    JEJ22 JEJ22 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    Every night before I fall asleep I wish that I won't wake up the next morning
    kylienicole98 kylienicole98 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    I want to die. I want it so bad. I hate myself. I hate myself so so much. I hate my voice, my face, my smile , my personality. I am a bad person. I always cause drama. Everyboy...
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    I've tied killing myself before but it never worked out, pills, bleeding out nothing. I wish I would die in my sleep I wouldn't feel bad about the few people who'd miss me cause I...
    TrevorNotSalander TrevorNotSalander 13-15, M 6 Responses Jan 1

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    It'd be nice. The pain leaving and never waking up... I wouldn't have to suffer from depression and pain,.. But I couldn't leave my family. My mom, my sisters, my friends...
    VerdlaTal VerdlaTal 13-15, T 1 Response Feb 7

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    I put on a fake smile everyday for everyone around me. I just cant do it anymore. My life has just been one big disaster after another. I just want to die already and get it over...
    justdone12 justdone12 22-25 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I can't believe I am writing this. i'm feeling sick...tired...frustrated..upset. I tried to be happy. i pretended to be happy..i just want to be happy. is it too much to ask?
    Choco6014 Choco6014 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    I feel it will be better for me to fall asleep and never wake up again
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    So basically,3years I've gone not being able to see my 3younger siblings I miss them all like mad,the thing is I know they hate me,like what's the point in me classing them as...
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