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I Want to Die In the Arms of My Truest Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 37 People

    I Absolutely Adore the Avatar!

    i remember when i read about the archeological find depicted in the avatar. it absolutely moved me to tears. so many scholars seem to assume that ancient peoples were somehow less emotionally sophisticated than we are. but finds like this say just the opposite to me. the most...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Nov 21, 2007

    I want it so much. I feel

    so hopelessly alone
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 7, 2015

    Don't You Love the Pic?

    I don't want to die at all, but I suppose if it has to be done... I would like to be held in the arms of the person that knows me best in the world.Somebody that has held me in their arms many times before.  I want the last thing that I do in life to be love and I want it to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 6, 2007

    Are We Going to Die At the Same Time?

    Dying in the arms of my true love as lovely and cute as it sounds implies that he would be holding me while I die. The picture depicts both of us dying together, thats more like it, even though it isn't realistic. So here's my take on it, I want to grow old and grey, and if...
    Buks Buks
    26-30, F
    Apr 28, 2008

    i dont trust easily so

    when i tell u that i trust u please done make me regret it........
    isabelarao isabelarao
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 14, 2014

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