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I Want to Die, My Life Is Terrible

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 22 People

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    IM cursed. everything goes bad for me. I put in positive thoughs and then all I get is a negative outcome! I'm planning on how to kill myselfn because I hate my life and what happends IN it.
    indythebear indythebear 41-45 1 Response Feb 26, 2010

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    I Want to Die

    im 45 years old and been whating to die fir about 15 yers my life sucks and i hte my life I want it to be all over soon im planing on taken my life soon
    hopetodie hopetodie 51-55, M 22 Responses Oct 1, 2009

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    The Past Year

    Ok so I'm 15 in the past year I've gotten into drugs,sex,alcohol then in the past 24 hours I was arrested for vandalism, burglary, and property damage. No one I know trusts me any more. Everyone is saying how bad my life is at the moment (which it is) I can't live this life...
    Scogreend Scogreend 18-21, M Jun 4, 2011

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    The Love Of My Life Is Gone

    My wife, the love of my life was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer about 7 months ago. She fought the good fight but she lost the battle about a week and a half ago. She died with such dignity, I was truly in awe. But, since she left me I can barely get through the day, I often...
    diversified1 diversified1 56-60 Nov 5, 2011

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    My Life

    my life is terrible i feel  very boring in every think i do the main proplem in my life that i want to cpmplete my post gradute but i do not have an apportunity to do that this is my main problem 
    younusalsaady younusalsaady 36-40 May 13, 2012

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    Yes And No

    I've had terrible things happen to me in the past More or less then most of the people here It seems that when something good is going to happen It doesn't something more horrible does So getting my hopes up doesn't happen often It's easier to sit and think of all the doom and...
    InmemoryofLifelessStar InmemoryofLifelessStar 18-21, F 2 Responses May 10, 2011

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    Life's Really Terrible!

    I have gone thru many situations in life but still i try to be casual n normal with people especially my family who have suffered a lot due to me. I don't want  to further let them down by any of my actions but i am caught up with a terrible situation in life . I am here not...
    3ydcasw175 3ydcasw175 26-30 May 26, 2010

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    My Story

    i dont like living because of people sometimes i wish i was dead. like girls want to play with my heart likes its a toy i dont have any girlfriends people dont care about me...i just hate the way i live right now and if icould kill myself i would but then again there's something...
    champ95 champ95 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 19, 2009

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    Here is something that I have found that has really helped me, Pushing myself everyday to think about where my actions will be taking me and what is going to help to achieve my...
    CraZzyChiC CraZzyChiC 18-21, F 40 mins ago

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    you know why I don't like reading so much and this reading culture? First I think the writer is not smarter than me, I don't have to be told what to do to start thinking or doing...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 Response 51 mins ago

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    Happiness can be learned, but finding meaning and a purpose in life is what leads to it. Not the other way around. The happiest people appreciate and realise that being happy adds...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F 13 hrs ago

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    We are all going to die one day we might as well live life to the fullest. If you are suffering and thinking your life is meaningless, it's not! Live life and forget your worries...
    SweetAussie SweetAussie 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    Thinking about life itself as i use to do i realized a magnificent interior revelation. I will try to explain in writing form this feeling that i had. All of us came to existance...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 4

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    I savor each word from song wondering what more there is out there in this life, when all I can feel lately is this agonizing loneliness and suffering I feel each day. I imagine...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    I feel there's got to be more to life than what I've been enduring & feeling for so many years. It's burning inside of me so badly, I just need to vent. I never have before... As a...
    michelle0808 michelle0808 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    I don't want to live my life in a holding pattern, neither good, nor bad... just existing. Barely holding on until the next trial lays me flat once more. I want to live my life...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F 4 Responses Sep 2

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    "The adventure of life is to learn. The purpose of life is to grow. The nature of life is to change. The challenge of life is to overcome. The essence of life is to care. The...
    silverfox54 silverfox54 56-60, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    Worth reading-A group of friends visited their old university professor.Conversation soon turned to complaints about'STRESS' & 'TENSION' in Life.Professor offered them Coffee...
    Aryg Aryg 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    My parents just told me I better stop listening to this kind of music (muse, radiohead, etc) because it's to depressive "for my age", and because I am just writing lyrics like this...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    I found this quote and though just how inspirational it is."Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 29

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    I don't know why it took me so long to realize how good life can be. I was such a pessimist for such a long time! And since I had a bad attitude I was also lazy. This year has been...
    alcool91 alcool91 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Do you believe life is more about the moments we experience than the things we collect or have? I do and I feel challenged to live by that value. Why? I live with a woman that...
    spiritnow spiritnow 41-45, M 4 Responses Sep 10

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    i want my life to be amazing and wonderful but it just isnt like that. i never let myself chicken out of things because of this but it's still a mediocre life
    artandtravel artandtravel 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't know what I want to do in life, I don't know what I wanna be, I do know that I don't wanna be a doctor, or lawyer, all those fancy things, At first I wanted to be a...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Have to go through a year of hell before I can be where I want to be in life
    mills2104 mills2104 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. you'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. you'll...
    alifia alifia 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    If you want live happily in this world; Feed your strength! Encourage your natural expressive and hands-on talents. Nourish your appreciation of the world . Give yourself...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I was taking pictures today because it had been a while since I took the time to capture a moment and I realized the most obvious, but scariest thing ever: I'm not going to be...
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    But living MY life to the fullest might not fit your definition of "living life to the fullest." And I am soooo ok with that ;-)
    Elayla Elayla 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    Life is kinda like a computer. You love it, then one day it crashes. It may have had a virus.. You had important files.. But those are all gone. Everything you loved. Is gone. No...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Who knows ... when life stops living you so its better to live it as your last second, last minute, last hour and last day !
    darkpassion darkpassion 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    I believe in enjoying every second of every day, learning new stuff, having fun by being yourself! Because there could always be a day were something can happen, so enjoy life to...
    emilytello emilytello 16-17, F Aug 25

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    I think life is Magical and do experience real magic and feel sometime so powerful not in strength mental or physical but I mean in real powers
    Devavilas Devavilas 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 26

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    I dont know what I can do to make my life more fun. Any suggestions?
    itsmenhiceee itsmenhiceee 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 4

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    Nathing is more satisfying than knowing that another month of year has gone by and we have become a better person. We are able to find our passion, turn it into "What we do" for...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F 3 days ago

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    I have been living in fear a large majority of my life.. keeping myself from dancing at parties, weddings, keeping me quiet in a room of talkative friends, keeping me in the house...
    BIackyChan BIackyChan 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I want to.. But dont know how to !!!
    XXgirlXX XXgirlXX 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    This is actually in response to a very special person to me: one who wanted a stalker. (I don't personally want one.) Wish granted! When I first messaged you on August 10th 2014 I...
    omutsukimi omutsukimi 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    I know I'm still young, but I have lost lots of experiences that should be memories now. I want to do everything fast but things take time, I'm scared of blinking and opening my...
    Claire212 Claire212 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    now I've came to realize that if I want the best of what this world can offer, I will have to do that same, so I declare to myself and the world the most sickening work ethic, and...
    justinfustin justinfustin 18-21, M Sep 1

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    I wanted to do something interesting.
    itsmenhiceee itsmenhiceee 18-21, F Sep 3

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    I respect people and I don't like talking dirty I'm also not gay I'm straight I want to have fun friends I'm a nice guy if you get to know me and the most important I don't judge...
    john4guci john4guci 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Someone I love told me that no one can ever love you like you love yourself, so you have to put yourself first sometimes because one day there'll be no one there to turn to
    mills2104 mills2104 13-15, F Aug 23

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    Put yourself in my shoes as you read this. "Compass" by Counterparts is playing on full blast in your room that you're isolating yourself in as you sit on your bed with your sketch...
    MorbidMorals MorbidMorals 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I am bursting out to just live and do crazy things. Just have no one to share the experience with. My friends are too chilled.
    Findingmylittleself Findingmylittleself 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    Don't judge people by there looks👊
    jocelynnbruh jocelynnbruh 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    I suffer from urticaria and have to take meds every day respond if u relate
    tjteya tjteya 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 29

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    So I finally decided to move on. Never been happier(:
    babycakes1970 babycakes1970 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 30