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I Want to Die, My Life Is Terrible

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 21 People

    My Story

    i dont like living because of people sometimes i wish i was dead. like girls want to play with my heart likes its a toy i dont have any girlfriends people dont care about me...i just hate the way i live right now and if icould kill myself i would but then again there's something...
    champ95 champ95 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 19, 2009

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    Life's Really Terrible!

    I have gone thru many situations in life but still i try to be casual n normal with people especially my family who have suffered a lot due to me. I don't want  to further let them down by any of my actions but i am caught up with a terrible situation in life . I am here not...
    3ydcasw175 3ydcasw175 26-30 May 26, 2010

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    The Love Of My Life Is Gone

    My wife, the love of my life was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer about 7 months ago. She fought the good fight but she lost the battle about a week and a half ago. She died with such dignity, I was truly in awe. But, since she left me I can barely get through the day, I often...
    diversified1 diversified1 56-60 Nov 5, 2011

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    U Know

    IM cursed. everything goes bad for me. I put in positive thoughs and then all I get is a negative outcome! I'm planning on how to kill myselfn because I hate my life and what happends IN it.
    indythebear indythebear 41-45 1 Response Feb 26, 2010

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    Yes And No

    I've had terrible things happen to me in the past More or less then most of the people here It seems that when something good is going to happen It doesn't something more horrible does So getting my hopes up doesn't happen often It's easier to sit and think of all the doom and...
    InmemoryofLifelessStar InmemoryofLifelessStar 18-21, F 2 Responses May 10, 2011

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    My Life

    my life is terrible i feel  very boring in every think i do the main proplem in my life that i want to cpmplete my post gradute but i do not have an apportunity to do that this is my main problem 
    younusalsaady younusalsaady 36-40 May 13, 2012

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    I Want to Die

    im 45 years old and been whating to die fir about 15 yers my life sucks and i hte my life I want it to be all over soon im planing on taken my life soon
    hopetodie hopetodie 51-55, M 22 Responses Oct 1, 2009

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    The Past Year

    Ok so I'm 15 in the past year I've gotten into drugs,sex,alcohol then in the past 24 hours I was arrested for vandalism, burglary, and property damage. No one I know trusts me any more. Everyone is saying how bad my life is at the moment (which it is) I can't live this life...
    Scogreend Scogreend 18-21, M Jun 4, 2011

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