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I Want To Die Now

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 5 People

    When Will It Stop?

    It's so bleak. What do I have to look forward to? Taking meds forever? Being just okay on my best days? I'm suspicious of compliments because I detest myself so much. I promised not to act on my despair, but what value is a promise if I'm gone? For 33 years I've been different...
    IloveAlan IloveAlan
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Aug 11, 2012

    I want to leave this world

    and drop dead.i think im better off this way. i don't have many friends. im in a job i don't really like that much. i have never been in a real relationship or have had sex. i dont think i realy care about anybody because not many people care about me... i want everybody to know...
    lonelyandyb lonelyandyb
    31-35, M
    Apr 20, 2015

    My only friends are will

    and norm from tested.. I have no friends. no one cares about me, and no one even cares that I'm severely depressed.
    goobius goobius
    31-35, M
    Mar 16, 2015


    i am tempted and wanna bang my head on the ground until maybe the pain stops and i just want blackness...nothing, i want nothingness, nonexistence...
    BlackRose321 BlackRose321
    31-35, F
    Oct 19, 2011
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