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I Want to Die With a Smile On My Face

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 192 People


    I came crying, now dun wanna leave crying.   I have this thing in life, I decided upon it long ago!   The last thing I want to do before dying is be all goofy and make people around me smile. Whats the point of crying anyways I am not coming back, right?
    Floydian Floydian
    26-30, M
    Feb 8, 2009

    Twinkle twinkle little star ☆,

    Let me get hit by a car 🚘💢💥, How I really wish to die 😣, Jump off the roof and try to fly 😇, Twinkle twinkle little knife 🔪, Help me end this wretched life 💔🔪! just saying I found it pretty good
    esalma98 esalma98
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2014

    If I exactly cared enough to believe in a haven

    or hell I'd imagine a door closing after I die and another opening and in heaven I'd see all the people I care about there waiting for me. But when I die I'm gonna have the most real smile I've ever had on my face
    TrevorNotSalander TrevorNotSalander
    18-21, M
    Jan 25, 2014
    aafreenkhan aafreenkhan
    41-45, T
    Mar 14, 2014

    Existential crisis The sky has never looked

    so inviting The ground has never seemed so soft The idea of nonexistence Is ever so inviting One last cigarette Flick my big Light my plight Into the darkness Into a slumber Never to awake Pills, poison, or rope? Why not all? Why choose one? Might as well go out with a bang...
    KristinaBeena KristinaBeena
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 31, 2014

    You Know What They Say

    Always leave em laughing. Or something like that. I don't want to die some miserable old woman or just some girl. I want to die happy. That's all I want. With the smile that I always have on my face.
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2008

    What Is Life

    life is a dream and when i die i want to die happy i want to save someone cuz this life the world this reality isn't for me but i want others to live life is hard but its harder for the people that dont belong because i feel it in my soul and heart that i dont belong do my life...
    connorAC3 connorAC3
    18-21, M
    Nov 17, 2013
    deleted deleted
    Jan 19, 2016

    Why Not?

    Why not? If you spend your entire life smiling, then surely you should end it that way? Otherwise they'd always remember you in your last moments of sadness and frowns. Which would've completely ruined your life's work of smiling.
    Luangi Luangi
    18-21, F
    Jan 28, 2008

    Because of school. Like do they have any idea

    how stressful it is ??? They have all these new standards to make people smarter, in a quicker amount of time and it is damaging my mentality
    vvebcame vvebcame
    18-21, F
    Feb 17, 2015

    Kinda Like....

    The beginning of Garden State. http://youtube.com/watch?v=V_fPFTKEjW0 The plane is going down and everyone is freaking out. I just want to lean my chair back, take it all in, and smile.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 3, 2008

    The way I want to die.

    .. I want to die saving a life, even thou I don't know the person. I have never been a religious person, I don't believe in heaven or hell, I believe that people have to do good to others because that's the best way to live, no problems, no wars, no bullying, etc... I try to be a...
    Lance180 Lance180
    22-25, M
    Feb 22, 2014
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