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I Want to Die

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 2,433 People

    deej200 deej200 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Yes it's a very good thing

    for me. God take me please soon . I don't want to be on earth anymore . It's useless being here .
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 4

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    SadCaliforniaDad SadCaliforniaDad 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 27

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    Why bother living? No one loves me,

    no one thinks I'm attractive, no one notices me... I give up on life...
    SeanaO SeanaO 22-25, F 15 Responses May 17, 2015

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    This Might Help You

    There was a time in my life when the title of this group applied to me. There was a time when I would wake up and lay in bed for hours afterwards, just wishing I could return the bliss of slumber. There was a time when I would miss classes, meals, showers, and even interviews...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 29, 2013

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    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Jun 19, 2015

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    I just want to sleep tonight

    and never wake up again.
    EternalYahiko EternalYahiko 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 12, 2015

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    Nothing in life brings me joy anymore

    and I can't see a future for myself, I just really want to die but I don't want to be so dramatic as to take my own life and leave family upset and have to clean up the mess. I wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up
    diggerjayne diggerjayne 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 16, 2015

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    I welcome death if I wasn't

    such a wimp I would kill myself and just end it all I am so sick of living I am so sick of the bull **** I am so tired of life period. I welcome death it's the only thing that can save me from my pain and suffering.
    abe15 abe15 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I just want to. I never thought about

    committing suicide, I will never kill myself, I just wanna die by natural causes, like I want my time to come asap. I feel that I'm done experiencing things. I have lived a good life, been happy a lot, been sad a lot, you know, the normal. But I have lost the desire to live or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Jun 13, 2015

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    Today has been a "good" day,

    and yet still this feeling persists. I think my soul is already dead. (please no advice, I'm just putting my thoughts out there)
    quietlucy quietlucy 22-25, F Jan 25

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    I'm not sure what I'm going to do.

    . I've worked so hard to pull myself together, to hide and stop my depressed thoughts, I did everything, I really felt like I was getting better. This one night contained the power to wreck that, and all I want is to let it all go. I just want everything to stop, to just go to...
    MaeveBrennan MaeveBrennan 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6, 2015

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    I'm so frustrated I just want to die.

    I hate myself so much. I can't do anything right. I keep messing everything up....
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 9, 2015

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    I think the world would be better without me,

    one less person to add to the darkness, one less person to drag everyone else down. I'm too ******* broken to contribute anything good anyways. It's nothing I would love more than to put a ******* gun in my mouth and blast off. and the only reason why I'm telling you is because...
    quietlucy quietlucy 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    hopetodie hopetodie 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    Look at yourself. Stare in the mirror,

    You're falling apart but nobody cares. You cry in the shower While cutting some skin. I'm becoming more mentally ill I just want it too end. We had a party All I felt is sadness, Is everything my fault for being this "bad kid"?? I ate some cake and i'm ready to cry.. I ran...
    brok3ngirl brok3ngirl 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 3, 2015

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    anestacia anestacia 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    I said "I want to die" You said "You have to

    live. It would devastate me." I say "I am already devastated." You say "I have to go now, busy." You say "Call me anytime." Even though we know this is a lie. You have condemned me to life. A life you never participate in, but I still breath so your conscience is clear. I am...
    scoria scoria 22-25 Jun 18, 2015

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    So my birthday is the one day of the year

    that I hope to actually enjoy myself. To have a good day for once and feel happy... But surprise, surprise, not even close... First, my parents totally disregarded having a birthday dinner for me... Instead, they decide it'd be easier and cheaper to celebrate it at someone else...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 4 Responses May 3, 2015

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    I have had nights where I wanted to take a gun

    to my head. I have had mornings where I have woken up and started crying because I did not want to live. I have lost the closest human being to me and had to watch them take their last breath. I have gotten my heart broken by a guy that I invested my heart and soul into. I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 25, 2015

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    its just exhausting.

    but i made promises so i cant dissapoint. i want an end to thoughts and feeling. an end to pain and the acid corrosion of the past. i dont want to remember happiness only to hold that up beside the now and see how threadbare life is. i dont want to watch dreams evaporate...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've Been Told the Definition of Insanity Is Doing the Same Thing Over and Over and Expecting a Different Result

    For a couple years now I have thought about committing suicide. I am 22 year old college student and I am tired. I am tired of being tired. I am so tired that I no longer want to give the effort for me to succeed in society. I am tired of having to prove myself even though I...
    Tenbatsu Tenbatsu 22-25, M 30 Responses Jul 11, 2008

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    Lately I look at the world around me

    and realize I just don't want to be here anymore. It's a sky I won't miss or people I'd miss or a town id miss.... It's observing the world and thinking ..... I don't care if I'm here anymore
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Sep 15, 2015

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    I don't want to kill myself,

    I just want to die. I feel so stupid...
    blasphemy666 blasphemy666 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2014

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    i hate myself...i hate everything

    and everyone.... i couldnt reach my aim...everything is finished for me...im done with my life...i want to die...
    00roshana00 00roshana00 22-25, F 16 Responses Aug 2, 2014

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    I don't want to talk about it.

    I don't want to think about it. I just want to do it. I want to go silently, into the ether, and never remembered.
    sleeperstream sleeperstream 26-30, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I just did loads of cocaine,

    flobromepam, etizolam, propranolol, mdma, naproxen, paracetamol, benzocaine. I love being pathetic. Hardwired. Just sayin. Dont need advice. My paradigm us to self destruct.
    deej200 deej200 36-40, M Jan 30

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    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 21

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    Just now I realised, I don't want to die.

    In fact, I fear death - though I always said I didn't. I realised I just want to be happy. That's all
    EmptySmokeClouds EmptySmokeClouds 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    Like it says I want to die.

    Thank you for everything, your lies, the betrayal, the heart break, broken promises, the rage, and the changes I had to go through to fit your Indian cultural. I hate myself and am going to do what I do best and take pills to relieve myself.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Oct 26, 2015

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    stormandsnow stormandsnow 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I am tired of being a soldier.

    I am tired of being awake. I am tired of being completely alone. I am tired of a family who can never help me because I'm to week to help myself, I am tired of the woman I love... I'm tired of believing someone could actually love me to the ones I love. I was just a tool to...
    skythuss skythuss 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    Tired of living this life alone

    and feeling rejected and outcast
    Isaokomori22 Isaokomori22 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 28

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 4

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    I didn't really want to It just happened Its a

    slow process That of which Remove the life from you And I feel every slice of death I feel every one How many more? ...until I'm done.
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45 7 Responses Aug 24, 2015

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    :/

    I have not been in this dark of a place in a really long time, I really can't remember the last time, where I sat in the dark room, and had these kind of thoughts. It has been a while since i had these thoughts, the only thing that stopped me last time, was a good friend of mine...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2012

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    These voice in my screams at me.

    People who cared hate me for what I am. I can't control it.. I cant think or feel right. Just I want to die for it to end.
    ou100 ou100 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 19

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    My entire life, I've always felt like I wasn't

    good enough. Everyone I let near me ends up hurting me. I just want someone to reach out and at least let me know they care. But that's probably never going to happen. So, for now, I'll keep breathing and keep hope that maybe someday someone will care instead of just using me.
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 16-17, F 26 Responses Jan 2, 2015

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    I want to die I think my time on earth is over .

    I never felt I belonged anyway . I was never happy anyway . It's time to go !
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 29

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    I would have been dead long ago

    if I wasn't such a coward
    JClove33 JClove33 18-21, M 7 Responses Jan 25

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    Female. Looking for somehow

    who also plans on going the same route as I in taking their own life. Please private message.
    jlg813 jlg813 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I hate how disgusting this world is

    and I want to die. If you really open your eyes, you’ll see that the world will not change unless we do. But I can’t do it alone. But also, not everyone will be simultaneously up for it. I never believed in people because everyone just looks out for their own. Not for the...
    clawrist clawrist 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 19, 2014

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    I wish I can die already,

    this life is horrible I'm sick of breathing and no one likes me or even cares about me and I don't have any friends, just let me die, then let's see if anyone actually cares
    decemberfairytales decemberfairytales 26-30, F 6 Responses Apr 3, 2015

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    I have always known that I would take my own

    life. I've day dreamed about it since I was a child. Everyday the craving to be gone gets stronger and stronger.
    quietlucy quietlucy 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Everything fell apart

    before me, everything and everyone I loved has completely fallen apart. My entire world has been taken from me and the worst part was that I could have stopped it. I could have prevented so much from happening but I didn't. I keep asking myself why. Maybe it's because I'm...
    SecretPulse SecretPulse 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 24

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