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I Want to Die

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,552 People

    Kill Me Naaoo!! - http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Have-A-Dog/1605717 Why?! Just Why?! Im scarred for life..kill me nao! :(
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 9 Responses Aug 10, 2011

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    Death Elludes Me - Ive wanted to die since i was 16. At 16, i decided to take it into my own hands and i overdosed on painkillers. i remember the tingling sensation in my body as...
    mzitaly mzitaly 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    i feel like i am not good enough for anyone no more. i just want to die already so i can stop suffering
    Acer0001 Acer0001 22-25 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Losing My Best Friend - I was 19 and my best friend was a girl called Angela. We did everything together and one day I noticed she was acting really strange. I asked her and she...
    xxScarletxxx xxScarletxxx 18-21 3 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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    I'm Done - I am disabled. I have been since birth. i was in college had a sports career wheelchair basketball a wife carrying a child and a 3.5 gpa i lost it all. i witnessed my...
    dman091 dman091 18-21, M 22 Responses May 14, 2011

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    i just want to die cause it seems nothing going my way. i was working hard for over a year for my studies and all of a sudden now i am told that i cannot carry on. i had been...
    smartbenny smartbenny 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I've Been Told the Definition of Insanity Is Doing the Same Thing Over and Over and Expecting a Different Result - For a couple years now I have thought about committing suicide...
    Tenbatsu Tenbatsu 22-25, M 30 Responses Jul 11, 2008

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    I lose friends because I'm quiet and stupid. I have no one to talk to....I mean REALLY talk to. My confidence was never there. I hesitate all the time when i am social. People...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 12

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    Way Past My Expiration Date - I would really love for someone to come and strangle me. I should have died before birth. Me being alive is just so wrong. I would kill myself, well I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 9, 2011

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    That's it. No poems, no euphemisms, no song lyrics. It is what it is.
    phantomphan24601 phantomphan24601 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I no longer have interest in life. I hurt too much, pain is everlasting with little to no relief. My family sees me as a failure in indirect ways and I am tired of it. I don't...
    Personanongrata1 Personanongrata1 66-70, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    I Really Want To Go - Away from this place I hate being alive . I hate being me I hate the person I am Its never enough, My best is never good enough theres nothing in this world...
    bleu2ooth bleu2ooth 26-30, F 4 Responses May 26, 2011

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    All my life I have been different. I could never read/understand the people I was around. I'd have friends then they'd leave. Now my family is slowly dissolving. I've tried...
    arteast07 arteast07 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Hello, I'm 21 years of age and I would like to die. Sleeping forever would be nice. As well as never being born. Don't jump to conclusions, I don't want to commit suicide, I just...
    ricecooker10 ricecooker10 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    Just let it end. I can't seem to do anything right according to my wife, so there's no point left in living except for my kids, and my wife is working on teaching them to despise...
    zaaphod zaaphod 46-50, M 7 Responses Mar 13

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    Goodbye! - I am leaving this group! I will Still comment on the stories here, since I am subsrcibed to this group, but I no longer am going to be a member of this group...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 9, 2009

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    I am experiencing mood swings.I am so tired of life and I want to end it.I am rejected by everyone.Everyone looks to me like I am a disease.No one wants to listen.No one cares...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 7

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    End It All - sometimes I just want to die. i don't feel that this life is worth living I have nothing and no one I am all alone and my life has fallen completely apart. What is the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 14, 2013

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    Yeah I Am Here.... - I am here. I am in this groupd. I joined a while ago, but I never wrote the story. Tonight I can write a story to this group, because its how I am feeling...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 5, 2009

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    I’m tired of barely holding my head above the water. I just want to give in - let it consume me. Let it end me. I have no will to fight anymore. My demons have won. I’ve just...
    Enveleyna Enveleyna 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    Death Is A Way To Ease My Aching Soul - I am sad every day. Each day passed with me feeling not alright. People start distancing themselves from me, they hate me, i know that. But...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 10 Responses Apr 10, 2011

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    Did You Come Here To Die? No, I Came Here Yester-Die. - So goes the old joke. I'm just trying to deflect from the emptiness and despair I feel inside. For those of you...
    mizzen123 mizzen123 46-50, M 9 Responses May 19, 2013

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    I want to die I want to die
    AussieListener AussieListener 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I just can't see a point in living anymore. I'm 320 lbs and I can barely get around. I can't stop binge eating and every time I look in the mirror I feel disgusted that I have...
    Jessiex Jessiex 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    I dont want to live anymore. I see this world is just a lie. In my opinion there is no god exist. I don't belive anything anymore. Every one is just think about theirselves. I hate...
    aloneinthedark01 aloneinthedark01 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I ******* hate myself. I'm a narcissistic **** and I've never done anything good with my life. Sure, people trust me and go to me for advice, but whoop-de-*******-do. Noone...
    thedifferent thedifferent 22-25, M Mar 4

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    This life I was forced to exist in Is nothing but fixed and lacking What did I have a choice in, in the first place? My mind, my body, the world and what it contains... can I...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Sometimes - I've seen this happen in other peoples lives.. now its happening in mine....:blink:
    Cosreal Cosreal 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    not much else to put. isn't the only logical solution to constant misery and woe to simply put a stop to it? That's my conclusion.
    forgottenshadow forgottenshadow 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    what do you do when life stops making any meaning to you? it has for me right now. I just want to hold somebody close and cry my burdens off but it never gonna happen because I...
    frostnova frostnova 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    I Am Not Broken I Am Shattered - I don't know Where do i begin i see only darkness in my ****** life, i am surrounded by so many peoples and everyone claims that they love me but...
    iamhereforyou iamhereforyou 18-21, F 11 Responses Jun 9, 2013

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    I have been sick for years wife just lost job I need 250k to save our lives not a thing I can do cept be so depressed and wanting to die !!!
    dillon1954 dillon1954 56-60 1 Response Mar 10

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    I want to die. I hate myself. Why didn't I commit the suicide when I was a teen. Ieffing hate my llife. I am getting married in 24 days and an stressed out beyond limits. My fiance...
    awkwardsocialbutterfly awkwardsocialbutterfly 18-21, F Feb 27

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    "Love Is The Answer" - There are times, when I really feel like death would be a luxury, an end to the constant inner turmoil and suffering, but at times like this...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2012

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    I can order rat poisoning on amazon for ten dollars but i dont know. I finally quit druhs about a year and a half aho and i have a 3.5 gpa in college but i hate my life. I just...
    jesushchrist666 jesushchrist666 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 27

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    i want to give up. they say things will get better but they never do. i've had 31 years of pain, abuse, manipulation, and being lied to. i've given everything i have in every...
    drag0nf1y1 drag0nf1y1 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    Yes And No - When I look at my life and myself, I see that death is the most reasonable way for me. I'm really too stupid, useless and too... soft for this cruel world. So, I look...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    I want so badly to just be gone from this world I feel like I have nothing to offer in life and that I will always be stuck here in my parents house! I'm 22 my life has no...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    i want to die but i dont want to do it myself,it just feels like i cant do anything right.my boyfriend lost his job of 8 years and i cant even keep a job.im thinking im just a...
    cutealex21 cutealex21 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    No One Cares - no body would care if i died and i dont think anyone cares about me now. everyone seems to be going against me lately and its making me to the point that i dont wont...
    AnikiMomo AnikiMomo 18-21 17 Responses Jun 1, 2007

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    I have always been a looser and it seem I always will be. I have been bullied, beat-up, laughed at, ignored, uninvited, and anything else you can think of. never had guidance...
    bobbyhonea bobbyhonea 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    Deluhi - Nothing is getting better. In fact, it's spiraling out of control and getting worse. I can't help anyone or myself. I'm useless and can't do anything that has a purpose...
    Toukos Toukos 18-21 3 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    I don't want to live anymore. It is my choice whether I want to live or die, not anyone else's. I am worthless, a piece of ****, an *******, and a betrayer. I am in the Los...
    rachabee rachabee 21-25, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    Just shoot me now so I can forever have eternal sleep it's not goin to matter in the end n e ways
    Grey88 Grey88 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    I feel like dieing, because I have no good and healthy relationships, no marketable skills for this individualistic economy of USA, I produce no net value greater than my...
    imjonbean imjonbean 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    :/ - I have not been in this dark of a place in a really long time, I really can't remember the last time, where I sat in the dark room, and had these kind of thoughts. It has been...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 1, 2012

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    Its All I Want - i find no joy in anything anymore depressed yes been that way for years but find that as i get older its getting worse and i just feel like giving up i cant work...
    whoooty whoooty 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    Not a Matter of If, So Much As When... - I came to EP to look for those like me.  I started a group called 'I am feeling suicidal' but then found this group. I have decided...
    Void Void 22-25 30 Responses Sep 30, 2008

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    Who Cares Out There Still? - No one even cares to comment about ANYTHING is this group.  Do we all just die before we even get a chance to help one and other? I just can't...
    Void Void 22-25 18 Responses Oct 17, 2008

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    I've asked for help from friends and family, after I've tried twice to kill myself all I want is the pain to stop, being around people doesn't help, I just want to be on my own and...
    Sid8481 Sid8481 31-35, F 5 Responses Dec 25, 2013

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    I just cant do it anymore. Im nothing, well, fat and stupid. I hate myself. Everyone else looks at me in disgust. I only weigh 40 lbs more than i should butim ugly. My husband...
    xnpricesswx xnpricesswx 18-21, F Feb 28

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    What do I do when I feel this way? When I'm tired of a world that only cares about how useful or entertaining we are to them? A world we didn't choose to exist in, where we didn't...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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