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I Want to Disappear For a While

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    I'm Lost...

    I wish I could just disappear right now... It's hard growing up as a young girl, and all you can think about is getting married, having kids, and having a happily ever after. When you suddenly realize there is no happily ever after, really. I did end up running away from everyone...
    MaZ2011 MaZ2011 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 6, 2011

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    Me Too

    Bye for awhile....SM
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F Aug 19, 2011

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    A Nice Sunny Beach And A Fruity Drink Are Waiting For Me Somewhere I Swear!

    More so lately I have this feeling where I just want to disappear for awhile to have a break. I am the full time care giver for my daughter and her father does not live close and does not come to visit very often. So I find my self at my wits end most days, just wanting some...
    indyjonesmama indyjonesmama 26-30, F Jun 20, 2010

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    Yes It Will Be So Good

    it will be so good if i did disappear now , just for a while ... maybe for 4-5 years ... it is a good while , isn't ?lol :P but don't say to disappear means to sleep or something like that .. NO .. i want to travel away .. to see the beauty ... i am bored of ugliness ... i...
    listenup listenup 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 6, 2010

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    Overworked, Overtired, Way Over 40, and Way Under Appreciated.

    I am married to a man who, through his history of excesses, is now disabled from a stroke. He continues to work but (probably due to effects of his stroke) is even more distant and emotionally unavailable than ever. We are not sexually active and have not been for many, many...
    pixie101 pixie101 61-65 Jul 9, 2009

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    "I Want To Disappear Right Now!"

     When life gets tough and I feel like everything is getting me down. When I really don't want to face the world any more.  To just disappear for a while......... I would absolutely love it!.................. Just so long as I can take a very special friend with me!
    teeny09 teeny09 36-40, F 7 Responses Aug 23, 2011

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    Next Act: The Vanishing Girl

    There is a certain allure to the idea of of running off somewhere secret where no one knows my name or anything about me for an indefinite amount of time and simply existing as I am, and not how people remember me.   To start over, so to speak.    In reality I'd be...
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2011

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    Until I Finished Transitioning

    I live in a small town where everyone thinks that everything is their business and that they have the right to judge others. This has made my transition so much harder. I would so love it if I could just disappear until after I a have finished transitioning.
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Apr 3, 2013

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    I Want To Get Away

    I would like to start off by saying that my life really isnt hard or difficult to deal with. I have a job thats good but not great, im married, i have a wonderful son. Some how i have reached a point in my life where i no longer want to do this. It sounds terrible but it is how i...
    bigju1985 bigju1985 22-25 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    Never Seem To Be Where I Need To Be

    Just wanna run, not look back, reach for things that I always thought were out of my reach. Go go GO!
    jennyandthebets jennyandthebets 46-50, F Sep 2, 2013

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    I'm feeling so depressed right now.

    ..I just fell like leaving everything behind. I feel like I'm living someone else's life. I've spoken to my husband about my dreams and the things I would like to do in my life but we never do any of them. I feel stuck. I need to do things for me...I'm beginning to forget the...
    soleil2611 soleil2611 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    Unsure

    It took me a long time to love myself. Battling depression, anxiety.....sometimes I'm still unsure. It's an everyday struggle.
    msnc msnc 22-25 Aug 23, 2013

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    Why Life Is Like This?

    Ok. Now its 9:30 pm almost time to go to sleep. I have school tomorrow. Why are everybody so stupid?? peoples acts like they know u but then the other day they don't really do. I am tired of all these peoples sometimes i think i'm ugly or something thats SUCKSS
    pepe305 pepe305 16-17 Apr 2, 2012

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    Day In The Life Of Me

    I wake up at 3am to feed my 5 month old daughter. Go back to bed wake up at 5am to feed my oldest daughter. Drop the girls off at daycare then work. 2:30 pm back to daycare to pick girls up then home to start prepping dinner... Needless to say I'm always on the go. I feel like...
    Tegcs288 Tegcs288 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    Not Suicide, But Disappear

    I'm in my mid (well.. who am i lying), I'm in my late twenty and trying to get into a MBA program. I know i have a great life, my parents gave me a nice life, no money worry, they will always support me, gave me a real nice place to live, and all. I don't have a lot of...
    waver0605 waver0605 26-30, M 3 Responses Sep 6, 2009

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    My Family Is Ruining Me

    I need time to find myself. I need time to fix myself. I can't deal with my food issues if every time I go home my mom shoves food down my throat. I can't deal with my stress issues if every time I talk to my family they stress me out. I wish I could just disappear for a little...
    EmptyInside EmptyInside 19-21, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2007

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    Had an abusive ex for 12 years,

    2 kids then met someone new 1 more kid, black sheep to my mother,tired of needing my help but want me doing bad n he loves me but I'm troubled by my past wish could've done better for my kids,wish I could disappear for awhile,,,n just breath
    jeanni jeanni 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I Just Want A Break

    I am an average teenage girl, with an average life that I love. I'm in an organization in my high school that I love, my friends are great and I get to spend alot of time with them. Currently my dad is working over seas but I have adapted and my mother and I have learned to...
    15kimie 15kimie 13-15 1 Response Sep 15, 2011

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    Half Way There.

    if i did disappear then noone would really care there are no significant others in my life ,i am alone and self sufficient and i have tried to form a happy life for myself but there are always people stronger than me willing to take away my individual efforts for what i have...
    blarneystone blarneystone 36-40 Jul 6, 2011

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    He Loves Me He Loves Me Not

    Ok I often sit pondering...Does he Love me? I know he Loves me, but there are moments that I forget. I need to stop over analyzing things I guess.
    Micherella Micherella 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2012

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    Just Dont Know

    Well im 27 i have 2 wonderful kids...Here lately i have been going through atime in my life where i just semto be confused on everything...4 months ago my wife filed for divorce on me, about a month went by and i found out her and her x was seeing each other again...at this time...
    Lonnie610 Lonnie610 26-30, M Dec 1, 2009

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    I Don't Want To Be Me Anymore, Wish I Could Disappear

    I have been feeling this way for a while now, I have made such a mess of things where I am that the only way out is for me to no longer exist. I have messed up at work, with my friends, my family and I don't speak anymore, finacially I am ok but I should be better. I have been...
    blackdagger82 blackdagger82 26-30 Apr 27, 2011

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    Just Tired

    I'm know I'm young and supposed to have energy and should be out having the time of my life and blah, blah, blah...but I'm freakin' tired! I wish I had the money to allow myself to get away from school, church, family, small-town crap, drama, and bills. I wish I could just fly...
    justatime justatime 22-25, F Dec 6, 2011

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    Fade Away And Maybe Never Come Back

    I tried blending in. I tried to be the nice quiet girl. I tried being a great person. But life just won't let me! So I just want to fade away, and for once, smile because I want to.
    tinkerbellhey tinkerbellhey 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 28, 2012

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    Never Good Enough

    Went out and bought a cast iron griddle and a nice big rib eye steak. Seasoned the griddle, seasoned the steak. Threw the steak on the hot griddle and listening  to the awesome sound of that sizzle as I made homemade mashed potatoes. My steak cut like butter and melted in my...
    Micherella Micherella 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2012

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    I Want To Walk Down The Road And Not Being Seen For Five Years.

    I want to get away... climb a mountain, or go to the edge of a big cliff and sit... and reminisce about life. I don't know... just to get away from my stressful life... and leave.Perhaps one day i'll do it. :)
    ForeverDrriii ForeverDrriii 16-17, F Mar 5, 2011

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    I cant take my life. Everyday its something

    else theres just no letting up I get no breaks and when I need someone in my corner the most thats when I have no one. I always feel alone even though im always surrounded. No one feels what I feel. No one even feels for me. No one aknowledges me except to tear me down. No one...
    Ananimuss Ananimuss 22-25 Jan 23

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I wanna disappear,The scum-bags,In this place,Not worth knowing,Talking to,So shallow,Open their traps,Without even thinking!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 23, 2012

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    I want to stuff my next door neighbor in college because he is plump and cute. He has such fat cheeks. I just want to tie him to a chair and feed him all day.
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    Hello everybody, my friend is in danger. He already lost huge money and now he is near the bankruptcy. Some days age he tried to do suicide. Please help him otherwise we shall...
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    I don't think at my age it would be called running away from home but I really needed to get away from my parents. For a while maybe a week to be alone maybe meet my friend from...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F Sep 28

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    I wish I could disappearance. Maybe one day I will. I'm tired of the double standard. I don't want to find common ground. I want to forget your existence. Forever.
    DontMsgMe DontMsgMe 22-25, F Oct 11

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    I am a gay 15 year old girl. My mom does not like the fact that I'm gay, and she does not accept it at all. I dress in guy clothes because that's when I feel the prettiest, but my...
    lwilliams414 lwilliams414 13-15, F Oct 7

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    I have been with my husband for a total of 10 years, 4 years of marriage, we have 1 child together, a 3 year old. About 6 months into our marriage I should have divorced him. He...
    1standlast 1standlast 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    It's all I could ever want out of a girl that I love dearly. It's something I've wanted since I've ever picked up an interest for girls. All that ever happens is that my heart gets...
    SgtRecker97 SgtRecker97 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I've tried but I must not be trying hard enough. Sometimes I want them gone. At least for while.
    lil911 lil911 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    ***** not worth it been there done that!! It take awhile to build a portfolio and don't think a top modeling agency is going to look at you just because you think your different...
    MsAnonymous1 MsAnonymous1 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    After I have experienced how it is like to be with you, I can't help but long to be with you again soon. I want you for sure! Now, please? ;)
    ladybug1234 ladybug1234 51-55, F Sep 27

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    I really, really want to form a band. I have this idea for a band, it would be a metal band, but with groovy and psychadelic riffs, riffs that would make people wanna dance...
    downer12 downer12 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 27

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    I need so much attention, I'll start a group on a really cool premise and then ruin it with my first post. I need sooo much attention that I'll tell you I don't want it for even...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 28

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    Well hey. I'm 15 and from California. Id love to leave "home" and never look back. I've been wanting this for a year and this weekend made me want it even more. I'm not looking for...
    TakeMeAway15 TakeMeAway15 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I have wanted to become a woman more than anything else in my life and have been wanting it for a very long time, more than want would LOVE to be a woman.
    wtbwoman wtbwoman 41-45 1 Response Oct 6

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    I want someone for fun right now... Helsingborg råsengarden<3
    18nLonely 18nLonely 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    But don't we all turn into one of them or a little of both in the end. Don't get me wrong there are so many values I have learned and they had through my life growing up. But there...
    Gemma3sahara Gemma3sahara 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I'm 21 with a baby and engaged but not in school. He's working but we barely make enough to get by. We live with his parents. My family hates him and he hates them. We live with...
    DP915 DP915 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 6