I Want to Disappear

I love the idea of disappearing and leaving all the crap I have to deal with and all the negative people. I guess it's just a dream of mine to own an island where I could do whatever i wanted and i wouldn't have to deal with the...

First of all hello everyone out there, I am Misty.
It's not like my life is full of miseries or bad luck but the thing is this mind of mine keeps playing tricks on me, once in a few months I feel totally down and spiral ling down...

i mean it two different ways depending on what im feeling :P some times i just want to melt into the air and cease to exist...other times i just want to appear somewhere random, away from HERE. :)

I am alone already. So can someone please tell me, what is seriouslly the point, of hanging around, and being alone. Whats the point sitting through the pain of beign alone, and facing the tears and the urges alone. And please don't say...

ever since i can remember ive thought of this. dissapearing. and it's not that i wan't to die it's just that it would be so much easier to not exist. ever. im tired of everythinG. everything goes wrong. i feel sometimes as if just...

I thought I was depressed a couple weeks ago, and I decided that I should probably tell my sister and possibly after her probably my mom.
But my sister answered, "it's not that you are depressed, it's that you have never been happy...

I wanted to turn my phone off for 2 weeks tops but I couldn't because of work. My life has become so overwhelming. I made the worst decision by saying friends with my ex who I'm clearly still have feelings for. I've been so busy with...

You have reasons to lived for,
I have none

It's not my situation what make me think the way I think
It's all together,
It's the memory of a life lived half way through
It's the projects I have never finish
It's the exhaustion of...

This world has so much beauty to offer, except others make it so hard for us to experience it.
You can't even swim in a river because someone owns it. Did they create it? No , and thus GTFO.

Because of the retarded society today I'm...

I feel like I'm being selfish for being alive. I cause so much stress and pain. People who are supposed to be my "friends" never seem to care. I can't stand people. People who love me are becoming depressed because of me. I won't kill...

Call me Az, yeah that's it, my name, I really love it.
I wish I could tell you everything..of everything about me, but it's really hard to get to know me..I don't even think that I know myself...
I don't know what's wrong with me, my...

I feel tired, I feel weak, I feel like I want to scream and also I feel hopeless
In my mind I feel I want to disappear even I know that someone will miss me.
It’s hard when I feel like this again…
I’ll cries at night almost...

Trapped. It's how I feel sometimes. I've never revealed who I really am to anyone. As such, I've been molded into who they think I am. To break free of that, to release who I am upon the world...ah such freedom. To be able to do what I...

i did want to disapear fade away, but no more, am gonna live my life and enjoy it to the fullest.yes i will face hard times it wont always be easy but am gonna face things head on. i dont want to waste another moment here in this world...

I spent another fvcking day with fvcktards and I feel fvcking awful! Why the fvck do I deserve this. FVCK EVERYBODY.
I'm a psycho, because I go to the psychologist. And I don't want anybody to know this.

I like to believe that I have lived my life with no regrets - as I've learned from my mistakes, some more than others, and I do have lots to be thankful for.  I've wanted to disappear long before things ever got "bad" for me in the...

Before you read id like to have you all know that im doing this as an alternative to counelling or whatever else you might suggest. all im going to say about why i dont want to talk to anyone is because i am so young and i dont want to...

Again at home
Its 9:30 late at night
With 2 options run away and smoke maybe come back later
Keep sitting here feel my tears running down my cheeks
Listening to some depressing music
Watching videos of people cutting them self, suicide...

I'm always so concern about myself - I think I'm a selfish person and only thinks about myself, and this feeling just continue to grow and makes me feel sick, that I can't even stand myself. If everything I produce is just something...

I have never been a charismatic sort. I wish I was, but I simply don't have the confidence. My whole life, I've never been any bodies "best friend" for more then a brief moment. I've never been looked upon by my peers with admiration...