I Want to Dissapear Sometimes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 209 People

    In Us

    This isn't me, well, it is, but not, for in this story, you must live between existence, not in you, and not in me, but in us. In our gravitational minds, let us travel, far from here, to near the ends of human rationalization, where glasses clink together, as rivers of human...
    lotophagi lotophagi
    Mar 30, 2013

    Travel Disaster

    Today is Thanksgiving and I traveled from NJ to NC with my family we got here yesterday the whole trip here and the whole week waiting for the day I left I was soo excited but today I realized I'm a party and army of one everyone here is my family but i dont know them and they...
    Tasia2494 Tasia2494
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2011

    Not Sometimes .... Often

    I want to fade away..... Gone... Into a nothing... A non existence A place where I cant see... and cant hear Cant feel.... love or hate.... Pain or peace.. A place that is neither black, white, nor gray.... Where I cant teeter on this ambiguous wave of what is and isn't... What...
    AlyceOverTheRainbow AlyceOverTheRainbow
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 23, 2011

    Need A Get Away

    i cant take no more of this life sometimes i just dont wanna be here and run away i feel like there is no future for me what so ever. i dont do much for myself.. i even dropped out of highschool because it got too hard for me. i just need ppl to understand how i feel. i...
    aliceisgood aliceisgood
    1 Response Dec 5, 2011

    A Plea to the Other Folk.

    Oh fairies! from the other world. Come take your changling home. Beyond the portal, through the gates from this earthbound snare. Eternal peace is what we seek from this worldy lair. Come take us to that other place, the one where our kind reign. and finding what...
    UndeniablyConfused UndeniablyConfused
    26-30, F
    Dec 6, 2008

    Wishing I Could Pull a Houdini.

    Gee that was so me last night. Wishing I could pull a houdini and poof! vainish into thin air. better yet that a hole would open up right there where I was standing and swallow me. I'm swear I can be a total idiot sometimes. I was at the grocery store last night...
    UndeniablyConfused UndeniablyConfused
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2008

    I'm So Torn

    I just moved back to a place that I thought I missed. Everything has changed and I know no one. I always thought I was outgoing but that was because I was comfortable in a place I knew and could navigate easily. I had friends that I had always wanted. Even though my home life...
    eyeslikesky eyeslikesky
    18-21, F
    Sep 30, 2013


    Have you ever wished you could go back to the past; To be able to play the memory You hold so tightly to too be able to not have things change For just a moment to be able to hold that person Talk Be with that person Just for one more moment I hold so tightly on to my past I...
    Aunsd Aunsd
    18-21, F
    Jun 13, 2013

    What would happen if i just didn't go to school

    for a week or two? If i went out of the city and didn't come back for a while? Would people care and notice i was gone? or would it still be the same every time i get back...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 13, 2014

    One of Those Moments

    This is definitely one of those days when I just want to disappear into the mist and be lost to human existence for a few hours. Some days are like that for me. I generally like human companionship. But some days I find other people to be so annoying I just wish to vanish and...
    Skyelillie Skyelillie
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 22, 2008

    Over the years I have been very sensitive to

    how I think others may percieve me or how they would talk to/about me! Well four years ago I was in HS an I graduated in miami so I decided not to go to college anywhere else except to miami, I loved being by myself with no family an I stayed for my boyfriend and I stayed gone...
    22-25, F
    Jul 2, 2014

    how true this emotion is,

    i want to be some where, from where i cannot even find my self... do i sound foolish ?
    nice4mheart nice4mheart
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Aug 21, 2015

    I Hate My Mom

    I'm tired of always being told what to do. Tired of my mom always saying "no". It's my ******* life. im so tired of this i cant do anything
    Aunsd Aunsd
    18-21, F
    Jul 24, 2013

    And I wish I could just now.

    I feel like everything I do or want to do is always timed badly. Right now I am going through a lot of trust issues specially when it comes to friendships. And everything right now is feeding my insecure side telling me that everything that goes wrong is my fault and its...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear
    31-35, M
    Jul 13, 2015
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