I Want to Dissapear

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 200 People

    To End Pain To Have To End Whats Causing It

    Every day I wake up and a wave of agonising despair and misery washes over me at the thought of having to endure another day in my pitiful existence. I constantly feel broken beyond repair inside and with every step forward I am able to achieve is undeniably followed by three...
    BetterUnlabelled BetterUnlabelled
    18-21, F
    Aug 6, 2012

    As of right now I want to go somewhere

    as far away as possible. Lose myself somewhere peaceful, and forget about absolutely everything
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 22, 2015


    Everyday I live I want to disappear I have no friends no life to live. I would rather die than live in this cruel world, if I wanted to live I would follow a dream, but the only dream I have is to die. No would even talk to me when I'm around family, they just say hi and walk...
    Mylifeisending Mylifeisending
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 4, 2012

    I feel like cutting out all my social networks,

    just cutting out all my connections because I don't matter anyway.
    knls knls
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 2, 2014

    But I Can See You

    I would like to be invisible..love it! Then I could wak among people and observe and not be seen. And see what they do when they think no one is looking! The greatest entertainment!
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Oct 31, 2009

    I Do

    I sometimes want to build a cocoon around myself and disappear forever.  Do you ever feel this way?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    22 Responses Jun 17, 2009

    I need to run away. Somewhere no nobody knows

    me. I want to disappear where I can get a fresh start. I want people to think I died. I want them to regret not treating me better or saying not saying nice things to me. I want to disappear so that people know that I've had enough. I want them to think that I gave up. I...
    SnoopDoggsGrama SnoopDoggsGrama
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 21, 2015

    I Wonder

    will anyone even notice when I am gone? I doubt it. why would they, people barely notice when I am here.
    antina9056 antina9056
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2013

    I hate it, but disappearing is what I do best.

    I don't mean to... But it seems to happen all the time. My now ex boyfriend brought it to my attention. Ill be around for awhile then no one will talk or see me for a few weeks and I don't mean to...
    7Bird 7Bird
    18-21, F
    Jul 5, 2014

    I Can't Breath When Im Around Him...

    Right well uh.. i've always had issues with my dad. i've never though of him as my hero, my daddy, and i deffinately never looked up to him. but adleast when i was younger, he did things with me. we sometimes went out on our bikes and he showed me how to do things, like set up a...
    BrokenAndScared BrokenAndScared
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 21, 2011

    I'm bored with life. Everything is caving in.

    I'm almost a senior and then I'll be out of highschool and try to worry about getting accepted into college while My f***ing ignorant boyfriend is in basic training when I start my senior year and then most likely deployed when I start college so. F***, I won't be able to handle...
    FreedomIsWhatIDesire FreedomIsWhatIDesire
    18-21, F
    Sep 17, 2015

    I Want To Be Wiped Out Of Existence

    i hate mi image and personality. i just want to dissapear and not think. thats why my favourite moments in life is sleeping, because reality sucks.
    jonnyronny jonnyronny
    18-21, M
    8 Responses Mar 17, 2010

    i think i found my soulmate,

    unfortunately im already taken. :'(
    gcelmalarit gcelmalarit
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jul 2, 2014

    It's sad when you see a gun

    and immediately want to point it to your head..
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2014

    Never Return

    I want to disappear and never return.  I'm tired of this life and want a new one.  I want to be invisible and still live.  I don't want to interact with others, I want to be Casper the friendly ghost, the one who is mute.
    cranbudz cranbudz
    22-25, F
    Nov 29, 2009

    I'll ust walk off into the world,

    wander till I can't anymore.
    Kirerhor Kirerhor
    Jul 3, 2014
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