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I Want to Drown In My Own Tears

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    Cry

    She can not stop and listen to her body because she knows it stores all the pain. Neturing herself in anyway is hard It gets to close to feelings and she will break She will cry forever.
    angel7 angel7 41-45 Mar 8, 2008

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    Tearful

    My heart feels too heavy....I want to cry...desperately I need to cry...I want to see my eyes reddened....eyelids swollen shut....mouth corners turned down.....sobs racking my body violently....tears rolling down my cheeks on to my neck...Let me get drowned in the salty sea of my...
    tenderheart35 tenderheart35 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 13, 2011

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    Teardrop

    If I could cry enough I would love to be able to drown in my own tears. No one knows and I cant explain how sad I feel at times. I usually cry when I am alone or having a bath. I hate my life. 
    angel7 angel7 41-45 4 Responses Mar 3, 2008

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    The Silent Tear

    Near the door He paused to stand As he took his class ring Off her hand All who were watching Did not speak as a silent tear Ran down his cheek And through his mind The memories ran Of the moments they walked And ran in the sand hand in hand But now her eyes were so terribly cold...
    Alwaysthe2nd Alwaysthe2nd 13-15, F Aug 16, 2013

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    TEARS

    Slowly she puts the key in the door She gives a sigh of relief Another day has gone by She manages to keep it together With the false hope and that false smile She now takes of her make up And becomes the person she truely is The one who is sad, who sits alone crying...
    angel7 angel7 41-45 2 Responses Mar 16, 2008

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    Sometimes I Want To Drown In A River To Hide My Tears.

    There are times when I want to cry and just scream! Hit and beat up anything in my path. The fact that I'm gay makes me want to cry constantly since my mom doesn't accept me. She tries to shove religion down my throat because she tries to change me I've refuse to go to church...
    screamqueenrocker screamqueenrocker 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 13, 2011

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    i would love to own my own craft business, selling crafting and card making materials aswell as my own handmade products. i hope one day to achieve this, not just online but in a...
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    I would like to buy a minaiture horse for my daughter but I know nothing about horses or horse care! Can someone help?
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    But my parents are never gonna buy me. So when i will get my job, then i will buy it -__-
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    Hey anyone looking to set up an investment team to make this happen, let's do it.
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    I want to own my own business ! What is booming in this recession?
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    I've always wanted my own room but I'm still stuck in this bad apartment sharing a room with my little brother. I wasn't born and raised in the right country or raised properly. I...
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    I haven't been on here for a while, but I feel the need to really write out my feelings. Two weeks ago I came back home to the Bahamas for a year. I was pretty excited on coming...
    rainee12 rainee12 13-15, F Jul 28

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    Meh, why not? 1. I'm an adaptive introvert. I don't enjoy being around many people, but if I have to I'll deal with it. 2. I collect knives. Something about them makes me feel...
    RayvenJ RayvenJ 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    One of my worst nightmares is getting pregnant. That would one of the worst days of my life. I dont want kids now, and I'm damn sure I won't want them in the future. I like other...
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    Alright, I don't mean I want to actually die tonight when I sleep. Even though I do have a lot of depressed days but I try to think of the good times and how I actually want to...
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    I seriously feel the urge to harm myself, and I know it's wrong but I have no other way to express pain. I honestly don't know what to do right now. I have no one to talk to. Now...
    biebbrauhll biebbrauhll 13-15, F 9 Responses Aug 9

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    Just end the pain. Please just make it go away. My best friend is trying to kill herself as I write this. She's not answering my text, kiks, calls, or anything. I love her more...
    BeautyInBlack BeautyInBlack 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    How can i tell i love you? When i know you would not understand, Not till I'm bleeding cold for you, Would u know how much i care, Not till I'm staring into space, With tears...
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    Like literally just then! Just work up in a stone cold bath, it's been 5 hours and no one decided to see of I'd drowned, thanks family!!
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    People say that time heals every wound but as more and more time flows by and we drift to never see each other again.I feel the more i am drowninig in you,your memories,my love...
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