There are times when I want to cry and just scream! Hit and beat up anything in my path. The fact that I'm gay makes me want to cry constantly since my mom doesn't accept me. She tries to shove religion down my throat because she tries to change me I've refuse to go to church...
I can't hold it in I can't stop.
I'm mourning over you
I cry for my trust and my fears
Everything I gave you
I cry for all the things we said we'd do
I cry for the time I gave you-the years
It was so easy for you to step out
I can't believe it after all that you said...
Near the door
He paused to stand
As he took his class ring
Off her hand
All who were watching
Did not speak as a silent tear
Ran down his cheek
And through his mind
The memories ran
Of the moments they walked
And ran in the sand hand in hand
But now her eyes were so terribly cold...
Slowly she puts the key in the door
She gives a sigh of relief
Another day has gone by
She manages to keep it together
With the false hope and that false smile
She now takes of her make up
And becomes the person she truely is
The one who is sad, who sits alone crying...
My heart feels too heavy....I want to cry...desperately I need to cry...I want to see my eyes reddened....eyelids swollen shut....mouth corners turned down.....sobs racking my body violently....tears rolling down my cheeks on to my neck...Let me get drowned in the salty sea of my...