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I Want to Drown In My Own Tears

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    Cry

    She can not stop and listen to her body because she knows it stores all the pain. Neturing herself in anyway is hard It gets to close to feelings and she will break She will cry forever.
    angel7 angel7 41-45 Mar 8, 2008

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    Teardrop

    If I could cry enough I would love to be able to drown in my own tears. No one knows and I cant explain how sad I feel at times. I usually cry when I am alone or having a bath. I hate my life. 
    angel7 angel7 41-45 4 Responses Mar 3, 2008

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    The Silent Tear

    Near the door He paused to stand As he took his class ring Off her hand All who were watching Did not speak as a silent tear Ran down his cheek And through his mind The memories ran Of the moments they walked And ran in the sand hand in hand But now her eyes were so terribly cold...
    Alwaysthe2nd Alwaysthe2nd 13-15, F Aug 16, 2013

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    TEARS

    Slowly she puts the key in the door She gives a sigh of relief Another day has gone by She manages to keep it together With the false hope and that false smile She now takes of her make up And becomes the person she truely is The one who is sad, who sits alone crying...
    angel7 angel7 41-45 2 Responses Mar 16, 2008

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    Tearful

    My heart feels too heavy....I want to cry...desperately I need to cry...I want to see my eyes reddened....eyelids swollen shut....mouth corners turned down.....sobs racking my body violently....tears rolling down my cheeks on to my neck...Let me get drowned in the salty sea of my...
    tenderheart35 tenderheart35 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 13, 2011

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    Sometimes I Want To Drown In A River To Hide My Tears.

    There are times when I want to cry and just scream! Hit and beat up anything in my path. The fact that I'm gay makes me want to cry constantly since my mom doesn't accept me. She tries to shove religion down my throat because she tries to change me I've refuse to go to church...
    screamqueenrocker screamqueenrocker 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 13, 2011

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    If God will grant it, then I'll build my own orphanage where homeless and abandoned kids will be sheltered, educated and filled with motherly love.
    hisangelicbaby hisangelicbaby 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    I want to own my own business ! What is booming in this recession?
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    I have given my heart away and received it back in pieces. I have taped it up and tried to portray it as brand new only to have it broken, stomped on, kicked around, and drowned in...
    Learning2LuvMe Learning2LuvMe 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I want to be someone pet, I'm young yes but it's my dream I want to be kept as a pet and never realised really, I want an owner preferably female or tranny can be male though to...
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    1) My name is Nishant. I'm from Kathmandu, Nepal. 2) I'm an INFP. 3) I love The Doors, they are my absolute favourite band. Followed by Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Grateful Dead...
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    I sometimes feel lost because I want my own life and I want god as we'll. but I know that I cannot have both...
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    I'm seventeen-years-old. I turn eighteen the first of November. I graduated and I still can't seem to get a job. I can't live here. It's like a ******-up dystopia. I want my own...
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    I haven't been on here for a while, but I feel the need to really write out my feelings. Two weeks ago I came back home to the Bahamas for a year. I was pretty excited on coming...
    rainee12 rainee12 13-15, F 4 days ago

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      My story, my pain, can't ail it My tears overflowed, you can't pale it My talent, to immense can't jail it Niggas tried to cross the God, but they ain't nail it My path, my...
    SM1BLE SM1BLE 26-30, M 9 hrs ago

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    My tears are falling like rain from the sky Is it for her or mysel that I cry? The Beatles "I'm a loser"
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    I keep pushing her back trying to tame her for the sake of my daughter, but my boyfriend makes it harder each day I am here I want to leave and I would have no choice but to leave...
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    It's not your fault I'm the way I am, I told my parents the day I left home. Just time and circumstance! I have turned out this way because of a chemical mix, time, blood...
    Gaspard91 Gaspard91 22-25, F 5 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I have a close, Bi-Female friend who wants to meet more Women Bi or straight. I get along with women better than men and would like to make more female friends as well. We want...
    MikjallFimbultyr MikjallFimbultyr 36-40, M 4 hrs ago

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    Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let...
    joyevaa joyevaa 31-35, F Jul 16

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    Is it weird I want to be a petgirl? Just to be loved by a owner & treated like a puppy.
    sumissiveslave00 sumissiveslave00 18-21, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Feeling truly lonely today. Sad, forgotten and alone. Not one person to talk to or to be with. No one to comfort me and to tell things will be ok. I just want to eat my feelings...
    GramOfCoal GramOfCoal 36-40, F 5 hrs ago

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    It is something that is missing so badly in my life. I keep all my hurt and worries inside and cover them with a smile even if I feel destroyed inside. I crave a mentor of kind who...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    If I stay in my room, I know the kids will come knock on my door eventually. My wife might come and ask if I'm okay. I can't talk to them without hurting them, unless I pretend...
    Aeonian Aeonian 51-55, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just wish I was not a lonely person and had atleast some friends who I could hang out with or talk to. I love being on my own at times
    wonderlustdreamer wonderlustdreamer 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    When i was little but i will write it again if so. When i was growing up i had this vision of being under water, the memory is not very clear but i remember being under water and...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jul 1

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    Whenever i find my family difficult, I just pump up the volume and drown myself in heavy music.
    diegosauns diegosauns 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 2

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    Anybody else in this experience group remember drowning as a past-life death experience?
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T Jul 6

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    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F Jul 18

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    PrincessAbigail89 PrincessAbigail89 22-25, F Jul 24

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    Hate Spiders, Heights, Needles and the Fear of Drowning
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    Have A Fear Of Drowning .....................
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    Out of all the things listed above. I am terribly afraid of heights and needles (it's a tie, because I couldn't decide which one to put first). I am afraid of drowning when I go...
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    The world is too big for me. I am simply overwhelmed by the pressures and complexity of life. I try to simplify things, focus on a single task, but even then I fail at things...
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    When I was five years old I was in California with my cousins I was in the shallow side I wasn't wearing a life jacket and I saw my other cousins in the deep side of the pool I...
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    That moment when you are hanging out with your best friend and his girlfriend and they are like your bro and sis and you tell your friend jokingly that his gf has no power over us...
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    My family owns a manor there.
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