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I Want to Drown In My Own Tears

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    TEARS

    Slowly she puts the key in the door She gives a sigh of relief Another day has gone by She manages to keep it together With the false hope and that false smile She now takes of her make up And becomes the person she truely is The one who is sad, who sits alone crying...
    angel7 angel7 41-45 1 Response Mar 16, 2008

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    Sometimes I Want To Drown In A River To Hide My Tears.

    There are times when I want to cry and just scream! Hit and beat up anything in my path. The fact that I'm gay makes me want to cry constantly since my mom doesn't accept me. She tries to shove religion down my throat because she tries to change me I've refuse to go to church...
    screamqueenrocker screamqueenrocker 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 13, 2011

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    If I could cry enough I would love to be able to drown in my own tears. No one knows and I cant explain how sad I feel at times. I usually cry when I am alone or having a bath. I hate my life. 
    angel7 angel7 41-45 4 Responses Mar 3, 2008

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    Cry

    She can not stop and listen to her body because she knows it stores all the pain. Neturing herself in anyway is hard It gets to close to feelings and she will break She will cry forever.
    angel7 angel7 41-45 Mar 8, 2008

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    The Silent Tear

    Near the door He paused to stand As he took his class ring Off her hand All who were watching Did not speak as a silent tear Ran down his cheek And through his mind The memories ran Of the moments they walked And ran in the sand hand in hand But now her eyes were so terribly cold...
    Alwaysthe2nd Alwaysthe2nd 13-15, F Aug 16, 2013

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    Tearful

    My heart feels too heavy....I want to cry...desperately I need to cry...I want to see my eyes reddened....eyelids swollen shut....mouth corners turned down.....sobs racking my body violently....tears rolling down my cheeks on to my neck...Let me get drowned in the salty sea of my...
    tenderheart35 tenderheart35 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 13, 2011

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    I cry myself to sleep The cry that hurts your throat The one where tears fall and you drown in pain It's silent so no one can hear It's the one that hurts the most
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    I want her,Or the idea there of…She has put the red death upon my mindHer vision has made me lose myself in the tracks of timeI am taking her;the hunter to his preyAnd as...
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    Once I found myself sat on the pavement, crying at 3 in the morning, writing a letter on the back of an old cornetto box that I found in someone’s recycling. The letter was to my...
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    Zeurosis Zeurosis 16-17, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Anticipating the prospect of seeing her again for real made rivulets of tears rise up... ... "Good news comes with tears." B. Katie
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    not because I don't want kids I just don't want my own. what's the point in bringing another child into this world when there are already so many that need our help? I could make...
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    Hey everyone I have thought about it and I think it's time for me to leave this world I have tried to live it and have been hurt to much but before I do go I just want to say...
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    My parents house doesn't even feel like home anymore, I would rather sleep in an hotelroom everyday than be in their house any longer.
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    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    When I am alone I let the tears fall down my face, I don't push them away, and I don't try to hide them. I don't wipe them away, I let my tears fall down my face, I let them wash...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    tonight, i just can't stop the tears, i wish there was an off button somewhere, to make them stop, been crying all night, now going to go get into bed, and prob cry some more...
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    Closing the Doors... You walked into my heart, and promise not to break it…. But now you have broke it, so I need to close the door Closing the door to my heart, because I...
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    NarcissisticMe NarcissisticMe 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Its a wonder how I got to the point. To actually right my feelings down. To actually show my mindset and how my mind runs. I know a few who will read and judge but I don't care. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    No I don't think I want. I am positively sure about it. After 13 years of marriage, of which the most part in silent pain, I am beginning to feel I am drowning and I can't take it...
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    Sometimes I wish I were that sweet little innocent girl again with those large blue eyes that were always full of mischief and loving smiles. My long blonde pigtails flying out...
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    [ ] Smoked a cigarette [ ] Smoked a cigar [X] Kissed a member of the same sex - Several times actually XD [X] Are/been in love [ ] Dumped someone [ ] Been fired [ ] Been in a fist...
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    I want to go deeper with you, but then I drown in the glass of water I drink.
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    She was a disaster when she arrived at my doorstep, completely soaked by the rain. Her green umbrella lay open at her feet, its structure bent awkwardly and unable to close...
    TheCuttlefish TheCuttlefish 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    [X] Smoked a cigarette - I do smoke, it's a bad habit but I don't care. [X] Smoked a cigar - I tried it, didn't really like it! [X] Kissed a member of the same sex - I have...
    CaffeineJunky CaffeineJunky 18-21, F Jun 29

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    PiecesOfPeace PiecesOfPeace 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    This requires a lot of effort..but i am bored so... [ ] Smoked A Cigarette [ ] Smoked A Cigar [ ] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [x] Are/Been In Love [x] Dumped someone [ ] Been...
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    I listen to music at high volume all night just so I don't lay down and start thinking about all the bad things, but do you ever end up thinking even when you're using music to...
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    the more I'm around kids...the more I want my own. anyone understand?
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    i live with my mom and 2 sisters. Me and my sisters all have different dads. I have never met my dad, he left me when i was 3
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