I Want to Drown In My Own Tears

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    You're not worth one drop But here I am crying

    over you I can't hold it in I can't stop. I'm mourning over you I cry for my trust and my fears Everything I gave you I cry for all the things we said we'd do I cry for the time I gave you-the years It was so easy for you to step out I can't believe it after all that you said...
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 19, 2015

    Tearful

    My heart feels too heavy....I want to cry...desperately I need to cry...I want to see my eyes reddened....eyelids swollen shut....mouth corners turned down.....sobs racking my body violently....tears rolling down my cheeks on to my neck...Let me get drowned in the salty sea of my...
    tenderheart35 tenderheart35
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Mar 13, 2011

    Teardrop

    If I could cry enough I would love to be able to drown in my own tears. No one knows and I cant explain how sad I feel at times. I usually cry when I am alone or having a bath. I hate my life. 
    angel7 angel7
    41-45
    4 Responses Mar 3, 2008

    TEARS

    Slowly she puts the key in the door She gives a sigh of relief Another day has gone by She manages to keep it together With the false hope and that false smile She now takes of her make up And becomes the person she truely is The one who is sad, who sits alone crying...
    angel7 angel7
    41-45
    1 Response Mar 16, 2008

    Sometimes I Want To Drown In A River To Hide My Tears.

    There are times when I want to cry and just scream! Hit and beat up anything in my path. The fact that I'm gay makes me want to cry constantly since my mom doesn't accept me. She tries to shove religion down my throat because she tries to change me I've refuse to go to church...
    screamqueenrocker screamqueenrocker
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2011

    Cry

    She can not stop and listen to her body because she knows it stores all the pain. Neturing herself in anyway is hard It gets to close to feelings and she will break She will cry forever.
    angel7 angel7
    41-45
    Mar 8, 2008

    The Silent Tear

    Near the door He paused to stand As he took his class ring Off her hand All who were watching Did not speak as a silent tear Ran down his cheek And through his mind The memories ran Of the moments they walked And ran in the sand hand in hand But now her eyes were so terribly cold...
    Alwaysthe2nd Alwaysthe2nd
    13-15, F
    Aug 16, 2013

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