I Want to End My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 254 People

    I want to end my life

    because of depression, problems, school, friends, and family. I wanna rest, death will be my peace. (Roselynn Pila)
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 25, 2015

    i want to end my life

    so bad its unbelieveable
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Aug 3, 2015

    I live in Washington.

    I hate this life and want to end it soon, like really really soon. I have been researching on all sorts of methods. I want something least painful. I want to end the pain, but am somewhat scared. If anyone else feels the same way, may be we can do it together. -Only serious...
    adasth adasth
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Nov 25, 2014
    GrandGizzard GrandGizzard
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Oct 4, 2014

    No More Pain

    I dont now if i can deal with this harassment anymore. I am constantly being walked on. People tell me often that i am not good enough, coaches, teachers, peers, even my parents. I am told i am to fat, so i became anorexic. I am told that i dindt have a future, so i stopped...
    cookielove4 cookielove4
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 1, 2011

    The only thing I am ready

    for now is to die. im going to end my life im 52 years old and sick of life
    hopetodie hopetodie
    51-55, M
    1 Response Nov 5, 2015

    Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain Hiding the

    tears that fall like rain. Saying I'm fine, when I'm anything but, This ache in my soul rips at my gut. My skin is on fire, I burn from within. The calm on my face is an ongoing sin. The world must stay out, I've built up a wall. My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall...
    ProSolitude ProSolitude
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 15, 2015

    I figure you have to be around

    until at least 35. that gives you time to procreate and nurture the kids. after that it's borrowed time.
    Allesandro2000 Allesandro2000
    51-55, M
    Sep 16, 2015

    I Really Want To End My Life!

    I dont no where to start on this, its my first time telling strangers how I feel. I've been thinking about ending my life since I was teenager, the feeling went away, but recently it has came back and im getting so close to just ending it!. I have been fighting for my life...
    l3124 l3124
    26-30, F
    11 Responses Apr 28, 2013

    I think, only death is the only solution

    for my problems. All I wanted was to support my family and I haven't done anything for myself. But no one tried to understand me and now
    cyana cyana
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Mar 19, 2016
    kidkid240 kidkid240
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2015

    ... I can't take all the pain.

    ... I want to end it all... I can't take the pain.. I can't take crying every night, being constantly afraid and hurting.... I want to cut again... And no one has noticed something's wrong... I just can't take the pain.... The bullying... The heart ache.... My constant fear...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 29, 2015

    Do You Believe In A Long Distance Relationship?

    My relationship with this man was across the earth. We live in 2 different countries that are very far apart from each other. I met him through a business trip for a company I used to work with. Although we are 12hrs different in time zone, we talked over the phone everyday and...
    devastatedsoul devastatedsoul
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 28, 2009

    So much worrying, I wanted to go in a car,

    drive off and rear end someone so hard.
    mynameispaul23 mynameispaul23
    18-21, M
    Jan 25, 2015

    I ended up in hospital

    once again. Please god, or whoever makes the rules in this freaking game, I can't stand it anymore. The pain is just too much. I threw myself off a bridge last night, why didn't they let me finish it??? This was the third time already and I thought it'd finally be over. But no...
    crackedwriter crackedwriter
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 9, 2015
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 27, 2016

    I Want To End My Life And Be Free

    i have been having a strong desire to end my life, i just feel like it would be my way out, no more pain, no more feeling alone, and no more feelings of emptiness and not feeling loved. I just want to no longer be here on this earth and just not be able to feel anything. I cry...
    brittanywaters1 brittanywaters1
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 7, 2011

    Fortunately, I do not,

    but, If anyone needs help, about ANYTHING AT ALL, please, please message me! Im always here, and I will not judge, I do not know anyone well enough to judge any of you, so please, message me if you need any help at all!!
    TheDiamondMinecart TheDiamondMinecart
    31-35, M
    Sep 16, 2015

    Some people want to die

    so badly but there's always obstacles that prevents them from dying...some people wants to live and spent every second of their life...but still didn't make it to the end. Churlish your precious life and stop self harming. Many peoples lives are worse than your miseries. You're...
    LRxIce LRxIce
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2014


    I feel lost, like no matter where I go or what I do... I will always be nothing. Everyday I live in constant pain, thoughts clawing at my mind. I turn to the blade as a answer but still I feel no release. Not anymore. It's times like this when I'm at rock bottom that I have to...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jul 22, 2013

    My Soul Is Bleeding

    My heart is dyingMy mind is cryingMy world is spinningMy thoughts are slimingI can't think of anything else.Do I cut, so I don't think of this anymore?Or do I ... try to go... so I don't think at all anymore...I am so done,no wait... done doesn't even cut it.Even my safe haven,I...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 12, 2011

    I want to end my life

    but I don't want to hurt a All my family and friends , why r guys such jerks 😢
    madisonslife madisonslife
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 12, 2015

    i've wanted to end my life

    for at least a few years, and lately have especially had the urge. i don't know why i'm bothering to vent, but sometimes words from another person can help or introduce a new perspective. i'm not particularly sad. i guess i'm depressed, and my mood can easily tip in either...
    vibskov vibskov
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 12, 2015

    I think the only thing holding me back from

    commuting suicide, is my mom finding my body.. i don't want to hurt my mom. but I just want to leave everything & everyone.
    ashleygrierrr ashleygrierrr
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 19, 2014
    kidkid240 kidkid240
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Aug 21, 2015

    I used to have so many hopes

    and dreams for what my life would be like, but none of them came true. My mother became disabled and had to quit her job as a federal employee when I was a junior in high school. Our roles got reversed and I had to take care of her and the house (my father bailed before I was...
    troubledinparadise troubledinparadise
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 17, 2014

    Nothing is worth it anymore!

    I just can't take the pressure! I want to end my life and I am going to.
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia
    18-21, F
    Jun 2, 2014

    My first plan, say Plan "A",

    was about ordering Nembutal over Internet .. I did ... But my parcel has been seized by customs ... So that I now have a Plan "B" ... instead of ordering some stuff over Internet , Plan "B" is about going directly to where I can find the needed stuff , SouthAmerica in this case...
    mybygone mybygone
    46-50, M
    Mar 26, 2015

    Please Give Some Courage To End It All.

    I think this would be final destination, no one there to trouble me more, because I will be no more, but I don't have courage to do so, to embrace the freedom, I don't know, I think It would be but I hate this life.
    skysean skysean
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 28, 2013

    I'm slowly losing grip on my will to live.

    Nothing and no one is keeping me here apart from the games at the end of the year so when Christmas comes, I'm gonna try to finish this wasted attempt of a life
    Ilovefeet2015 Ilovefeet2015
    22-25, M
    Jul 4, 2015

    I dont want to kill myself

    but im here for anyone who needs to talk
    25ImBeth 25ImBeth
    46-50, F
    Jan 2, 2015

    I'm sick of life. I'm depressed all the time.

    I can't make any friends as much as I have tried I can't. I'm always left out. I feel like a complete failure.I just don't see the point in life anymore. We go through the same routines everyday. I want to end my life so much but I can't. I don't have the guts and I don't want...
    Timelord1702 Timelord1702
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 31, 2015
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 17, 2015

    I hate my life. My boyfriend is sick

    and tired all the time and i love him so much but he never has time for me. and my bestfriend hates that i am with my babe and he took it to extremes with telling me that he hated my boyfriend? cant i have one day where my bf is happy and my friend isnt jealous? dont i deserve a...
    KittyKatKitten KittyKatKitten
    18-21, F
    Jan 12, 2016

    The End Is Getting Closer And Closer Everyday

    I can’t stand to live anymore I just want to die and end it all. The pain of living is just the start, I’m sorry that I’m breaking your heart. It started with hate, but now it’s little too late. My life is a mess and I can only confess, That inside it hurts none the less...
    HeavenXD HeavenXD
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 23, 2012

    I got bad grades for

    once in my life and have not heard the end of it. My mom yells at me and tells me i am a useless, ungrateful spoilt brat. She even yelled the F word at me. She hit me all the time. I got angry and said something really sarcastic and mean under my breath. She heard it and she...
    MayIToo MayIToo
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 1, 2014

    Im holding a gun against my head right now.

    .. Just wanna give up... Im about to pull that trigger...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Oct 21, 2015

    It Doesn't Matter Anymore

    It doesn't matter what will happen in my future, or what good memories I have of the past; the one person I could ever love unconditionally can never love me back.
    oliveostrovsky oliveostrovsky
    Aug 19, 2013

    I should've ended my life back

    when I was eleven and more likely to go through with it.
    whyusteens whyusteens
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 23, 2015

    Plenty Of Thought

    Thought about this a long time and I just want to die now but can't do it alone. Tried using my car using the CO method but think my car is just too clean to kill me. I know other painless methods but can't do it myself. Anyone able to help?
    rhodzey rhodzey
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 22, 2013
    isolatedboy123 isolatedboy123
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Sep 1, 2015

    I feel like all i do nowadays is annoy

    everybody I talk to. Im doing nothing productive with my life. I probably wont ever find a job even after i take these classes. Nobody really wants me around anyway. Im a useless piece of ****. I shouldve killed myself when I still had the guts to do it. People never really...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 29, 2015

    Okay this is for the people

    that commented on my post earlier I meant does my life fùcking matter or should I just end it because there are over 6million people on earth
    deleted deleted
    Oct 3, 2015

    Never once I imagined

    that I would want to end my life until now.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Nov 13, 2014
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