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I Want to End the Grief And Agony

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    Life After Loss Comes Through Understanding and Creativity.

     This event will be beneficial for those suffering the loss of a loved one. Life after loss comes through understanding and creativity. On October 17th, Dr. Betty J. Kovacs will present The Surprising Creativity of Grief: A Seminar for the Bereaved & the Curious at...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Oct 4, 2009

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    What's There to Go On For???

    I though I was dealing well with my son's suicide with the help of friends and counseling, but I have started to become sadder and sadder and am really contemplating suicide.  I am distanced from my family, my daughter pushes me away and I don't feel I contribute anything to...
    sadmom53 sadmom53 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 11, 2008

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    I'm really interested in P...

    I'm really interested in Psychology.I try to look at everything   psychogically, or try to figure out why people do or say certain things.  I also received A's in any Psychology classes I've taken.
    silvermystics silvermystics 51-55, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    tell me there's a purpose to this terrorism i call life ....

    many times, i think, yes, i'd end the agony and pain in almost any way i could.  but i believe it to be my life's design.  there's something to come of this.  i've already learned so much and changed, for the better, on such a dramatic scale that this life i live...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    A Journey Through Darkness

    Hello, This internet radio show will likely be of interest and comfort to you.  It will focus on death.  The featured guest on the show has written a book about all the incredible experiences surrounding the deaths in her family.  She is a very credible and...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2008

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    Grief.

    Amidst everything else going wrong, as it usually does and I have become accustomed to, my daughter has decided to put my granddaughter up for adoption at 23 months. One might say "holy ****" you take her. I guess that would be the normal reaction. But, take her, I will not...
    Amalie76 Amalie76 31-35 Dec 1, 2013

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    Ohh The Agony, The Agony.

    Eventually I will get out of my slump and move on with my life, but for now you all have suffer through my misery just a little bit longer.  Sorry.  My spirits are a little better even though the ex has already professed true love to another a week after she broke up...
    thomasriley99 thomasriley99 31-35, M Jul 20, 2010

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    There Is Hope And A Sun That Never Ceases To Shine - Please Read

     I hope this story inspires anybody who is struggling with grief and loss. I want you to know there is a light and it will shine for you and everyone you have ever lost.When I attempted to contact my mother with the methods I have used, these are the words I received...
    CARITASANGEL CARITASANGEL 51-55, F Jan 4, 2010

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    Lost My Truly Love

    It's all about my true love of ex girlfriend, we've been together for 2 1/2years on April 1, 2010 - July 4, 2012 she's awesome person ever but unfortunately when she does really mad turns to judgement and negatives about some people, thats i doesnt like it and very laidback down...
    Korj Korj 18-21, F Sep 16, 2012

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    Thats a Great Question. ...

    Thats a great question. But I'd like some clarification. Your grief and agony or mine. As posed it seems to be yours , in which case i'd be a lot more agreeable to the notion. I have screwed up so many times at such degrees of magnitude that it seems a bit late to self terminate...
    Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518 56-60, M May 28, 2007

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    Family

    there is so much hurt and pain in my family and i am not god with copeing with life let alone with any one eles i dont go out i stay in day in and day out that way there s no shouting fighting i am afraid of every thing life sends me amd i cant stand it any more i want to leave...
    nannamilly nannamilly 51-55, F Dec 13, 2012

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    One Last Time

    I know ur over it u know i m over it i know i m a good actor i know i can't act in front of u i know u've moved on i know i should too i know ur not the one for me do u know nobody can dare love u as much as i do i live by u i can die for u i know ur happy with ur life but but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    I Want to End Any Pain That Ev...

    I want to end any pain that ever existed.
    drthbeauty drthbeauty 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    In the World, Yes... ...

    in the world, yes... but not mine... i'm doing fine.
    kbrooks81 kbrooks81 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2007

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    Who Doesn't. But Sin...

    Who doesn't.  But since the only way out, that I can see, is death.  I try not to think about it too much. I am in a dark place at the moment, I'm sure a lot of people out there can appreciate that.  Sometimes it's hard to think of others, especially when you've...
    DarkPhoenix DarkPhoenix 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    "Life is Pain, H...

    "Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who tells you anything different is selling something." - The Princess Bride
    BlackLili BlackLili 18-21, F Feb 11, 2007

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    Come Sit With Me On My Mourning Bench

    I have recently written up my personal account of coping with grief in the family on my blog.  I hope it will be helpful to someone. Check it out: http://davidwillows.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/7/come-sit-with-me-on-my-mourning-bench.html
    DavidWillows DavidWillows 36-40 2 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    It's not just that my miss my dad.

    I can't forget the images of seeing him suffering. After his head injury he was never the same. He was in mental anguish all the time. I couldn't do anything to help him. He head injury was in June and he didn't die until August. I never thought in a million years that I...
    strawberyblond strawberyblond 70+, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2015

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    Life, Death & the Paranormal

    Interested in Life, Death & the Paranormal?  You won’t want to miss three winning personalities discussing these issues on LIFE--Conversations on the Edge on BlogTalkRadio. JOIN Best Selling Author and Award Winning Broadcaster Joel Martin, executive producer...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Feb 15, 2009

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    Pain is a part of life.  Things happen to scar and twist you until you think that you will never believe in anything.  That there is no atrocities you can't commit to survive.Then, after you wallow in it for a while; You go beyond it and emerge human again. We all share...
    monalisasmiled monalisasmiled 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    Will This Pain End?

    One night after I came home from iceskating with my friends, my Dad told me that my grandfather was a little sick. I knew something was wrong, I sat in my room praying to God to please let me see him again. The next day, my parents told me they had to tell me something. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24, 2011

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    Within Me

    Its all stuck inside. I cant even write about it anymore, let alone talk about it. AHHHH. i need it to end.
    sufferingmypaininsilence sufferingmypaininsilence 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2012

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    God Yes, Sometimes It Feels Li...

    God yes, sometimes it feels like thats all my life is. Then I look at the world and it looks like thats all there is anywhere - so much pain, so many wars so much death and the pee who should care don't
    Psyche Psyche 26-30, F Jun 15, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    I want to build a legacy. something grand for generations to revel on, I want to be what they told me about my mamue. or about the woman I am named from. I want to have those...
    4rae2 4rae2 22-25, F 41 mins ago

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    It is that feeling where you want nothing more than to be with her, you want to grab her by the waist pull her close and kiss her deep. You want to let your passion for her to take...
    TexasBrian TexasBrian 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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    Grief changes you FOREVER. Once you experience profound grief, you will never be the same person you were before again. You can allow that to make you a better person or a bitter...
    Solegne Solegne 41-45, F 8 hrs ago

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    You leave me so frustrated because you will not listen to me, nor believe me. All the lies, leaves me enveloped in pain and grief, then left to deal with it.I've never lied to you...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 4 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Hey everyone, it's my first time posting, so I will keep it short. It's also 3:45 am. I wanted to talk about my sociopathic, violent brother. This guy lied and told us in great...
    LiftedCurse LiftedCurse 31-35, M 21 hrs ago

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    I'm crasy. I just got reminded of how crasy I was today. I made a friend, she accepted me flirting with her for a couple off weeks. I can't be just a friend on this website, I end...
    Kennypants Kennypants 41-45, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    THE FINAL CHAPTERSorry I been away for a whiletaking a break away from my grief, family and friendsI need to have the time to find out just who Diana Daniels is againI need that...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 2 days ago

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    I just wanna share my story with people its quite suprizing i think, well it started when i was born my mum was with me untill 1 year old she left to come to england i was living...
    VickyxD VickyxD 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I am with the love of my life. In 2002 we were good friends, then dated each other for a while, fell in love, only for us to get into a huge argument, part and go our separate...
    MartiniMagic MartiniMagic 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Loathsome vile carrion heap Red the blood through parched earth seep. Bones of the past all neatly arrayed, My futile scratchings all displayed. Rended flesh once pink, now green...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Hi everyone and welcome... to my crystal lair. Haha :) Before you message or add me please consider this: 1. I am here to vent in the environment that is ultimately non...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am tired of being a soldier. I am tired of being awake. I am tired of being completely alone. I am tired of a family who can never help me because I'm to week to help myself, I...
    skythuss skythuss 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I never want to have children. For some people it seems like an impossible concept that a female does not to mother children. It is an individual choice, some women want to have...
    moonlightflower moonlightflower 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    since childhood the movies teach us how to live when you grow up find women you love get married have kids same old story most people do this same old story repeat it i...
    lostpagesofM lostpagesofM 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Rank 1 Method Name Shotgun to head Lethality (%) 99.0% Time (min) 1.7 Agony 5.5
    PointedPointless PointedPointless 26-30, M a week ago

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    1. I'm not a feminist. I'm not a meninist. I support "human rights". -What does this means? That I do not follow feminist ideology, nor this frankenstein online joke of meninism...
    oneiric13 oneiric13 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    A friend of mine (who I believe I called Rachel when I mentioned her on here, but I don't remember) had been getting on everyone's nerves lately. It all started when Derick and Sam...
    HypoallergenicUnicorn HypoallergenicUnicorn 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    There's a party going on in here It's been happening for many years You weren't invited and don't want to stay But keep partying anyway DJ's playing that familiar tune Got...
    Bircos Bircos 18-21, M Jan 25

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    I am terrified of ending up alone. I don't relate to many people my age..., most can't even imagine themselves settling down and starting a family. I feel alone most of the time...
    tiffanyandasaltshaker tiffanyandasaltshaker 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 24

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    Place your hand over your heart. You feel that? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason, so don’t ever give up.The person who completes suicide, dies once...
    Grace2U