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I Want to End the Grief And Agony

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 219 People

    Within Me

    Its all stuck inside. I cant even write about it anymore, let alone talk about it. AHHHH. i need it to end.
    sufferingmypaininsilence sufferingmypaininsilence 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2012

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    Who Doesn't. But Sin...

    Who doesn't.  But since the only way out, that I can see, is death.  I try not to think about it too much. I am in a dark place at the moment, I'm sure a lot of people out there can appreciate that.  Sometimes it's hard to think of others, especially when you've...
    DarkPhoenix DarkPhoenix 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    tell me there's a purpose to this terrorism i call life ....

    many times, i think, yes, i'd end the agony and pain in almost any way i could.  but i believe it to be my life's design.  there's something to come of this.  i've already learned so much and changed, for the better, on such a dramatic scale that this life i live...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    There Is Hope And A Sun That Never Ceases To Shine - Please Read

     I hope this story inspires anybody who is struggling with grief and loss. I want you to know there is a light and it will shine for you and everyone you have ever lost.When I attempted to contact my mother with the methods I have used, these are the words I received...
    CARITASANGEL CARITASANGEL 51-55, F Jan 4, 2010

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    Come Sit With Me On My Mourning Bench

    I have recently written up my personal account of coping with grief in the family on my blog.  I hope it will be helpful to someone. Check it out: http://davidwillows.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/7/come-sit-with-me-on-my-mourning-bench.html
    DavidWillows DavidWillows 36-40 2 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    I'm really interested in P...

    I'm really interested in Psychology.I try to look at everything   psychogically, or try to figure out why people do or say certain things.  I also received A's in any Psychology classes I've taken.
    silvermystics silvermystics 51-55, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    What's There to Go On For???

    I though I was dealing well with my son's suicide with the help of friends and counseling, but I have started to become sadder and sadder and am really contemplating suicide.  I am distanced from my family, my daughter pushes me away and I don't feel I contribute anything to...
    sadmom53 sadmom53 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 11, 2008

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    In the World, Yes... ...

    in the world, yes... but not mine... i'm doing fine.
    kbrooks81 kbrooks81 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2007

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    A Journey Through Darkness

    Hello, This internet radio show will likely be of interest and comfort to you.  It will focus on death.  The featured guest on the show has written a book about all the incredible experiences surrounding the deaths in her family.  She is a very credible and...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2008

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    I Want to End Any Pain That Ev...

    I want to end any pain that ever existed.
    drthbeauty drthbeauty 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    Ohh The Agony, The Agony.

    Eventually I will get out of my slump and move on with my life, but for now you all have suffer through my misery just a little bit longer.  Sorry.  My spirits are a little better even though the ex has already professed true love to another a week after she broke up...
    thomasriley99 thomasriley99 31-35, M Jul 20, 2010

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    Will This Pain End?

    One night after I came home from iceskating with my friends, my Dad told me that my grandfather was a little sick. I knew something was wrong, I sat in my room praying to God to please let me see him again. The next day, my parents told me they had to tell me something. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24, 2011

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    Family

    there is so much hurt and pain in my family and i am not god with copeing with life let alone with any one eles i dont go out i stay in day in and day out that way there s no shouting fighting i am afraid of every thing life sends me amd i cant stand it any more i want to leave...
    nannamilly nannamilly 51-55, F Dec 13, 2012

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    "Life is Pain, H...

    "Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who tells you anything different is selling something." - The Princess Bride
    BlackLili BlackLili 18-21, F Feb 11, 2007

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    Life After Loss Comes Through Understanding and Creativity.

     This event will be beneficial for those suffering the loss of a loved one. Life after loss comes through understanding and creativity. On October 17th, Dr. Betty J. Kovacs will present The Surprising Creativity of Grief: A Seminar for the Bereaved & the Curious at...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Oct 4, 2009

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    One Last Time

    I know ur over it u know i m over it i know i m a good actor i know i can't act in front of u i know u've moved on i know i should too i know ur not the one for me do u know nobody can dare love u as much as i do i live by u i can die for u i know ur happy with ur life but but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    God Yes, Sometimes It Feels Li...

    God yes, sometimes it feels like thats all my life is. Then I look at the world and it looks like thats all there is anywhere - so much pain, so many wars so much death and the pee who should care don't
    Psyche Psyche 26-30, F Jun 15, 2007

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    Life, Death & the Paranormal

    Interested in Life, Death & the Paranormal?  You won’t want to miss three winning personalities discussing these issues on LIFE--Conversations on the Edge on BlogTalkRadio. JOIN Best Selling Author and Award Winning Broadcaster Joel Martin, executive producer...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Feb 15, 2009

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    Lost My Truly Love

    It's all about my true love of ex girlfriend, we've been together for 2 1/2years on April 1, 2010 - July 4, 2012 she's awesome person ever but unfortunately when she does really mad turns to judgement and negatives about some people, thats i doesnt like it and very laidback down...
    Korj Korj 18-21, F Sep 16, 2012

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    Pain is a part of life.  Things happen to scar and twist you until you think that you will never believe in anything.  That there is no atrocities you can't commit to survive.Then, after you wallow in it for a while; You go beyond it and emerge human again. We all share...
    monalisasmiled monalisasmiled 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    Thats a Great Question. ...

    Thats a great question. But I'd like some clarification. Your grief and agony or mine. As posed it seems to be yours , in which case i'd be a lot more agreeable to the notion. I have screwed up so many times at such degrees of magnitude that it seems a bit late to self terminate...
    Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518 56-60, M May 28, 2007

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    Grief.

    Amidst everything else going wrong, as it usually does and I have become accustomed to, my daughter has decided to put my granddaughter up for adoption at 23 months. One might say "holy ****" you take her. I guess that would be the normal reaction. But, take her, I will not...
    Amalie76 Amalie76 31-35 Dec 1, 2013

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    I have lived my life. My life had some good sides and many, many bad ones. Now I am sick of this life. I hope that my life will have very soon an end.
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    i want to fly every night when everyone's in deep slumberi want a closer look of the moon and starsi wanna sit on the clouds and ponder about existencei wanna lie on the sky with...
    putin19 putin19 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    I've never started anything as I've never ended anything. life is a big joke, but it's categorically not funny or a scenario which has already been written. some say why are you...
    thesweetpast thesweetpast 26-30, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I know to die is the last step anyone takes. Wen nothing seems right or working endling life seems to be an option. I know that nothing will change in my life. Nothing will ever be...
    acoolstud99 acoolstud99 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    fallenstar23 fallenstar23 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    out of all the people I could be I never know if I'm the right one when the halls empty and orange lines stretch into black the world just for one love like a straightjacket...
    Azureskye Azureskye 18-21 13 hrs ago

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    When someone says, "life is too short". Are you kidding me? That is the longest thing that we don't know how or when it will end.
    idletraveler idletraveler 46-50, M 13 hrs ago

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    a message i sent to a girl that is having despair and wanting to die:: "no, sweetie, i don't judge you. i understand it's probably just become an obsession to ease your pain or...
    amazedbygrace amazedbygrace 31-35, F 14 hrs ago

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    I had just moved to a new place with my husband and kids. It only had a few rooms, but they were big. The bedrooms had wooden floors and remnants of things left by the people who...
    AshCents AshCents 26-30 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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       I posted an ad on a "Find your Match" site...and got the most handsome guy sending me his photo...he says he can make my life an eternal Paradise...a never ending...
    000Camilla 000Camilla 31-35, F 10 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Hey lovely ladies, I was wondering if anyone out there has any success on managing your pain through herbal remedies, therapies, foods to avoid etc... I have endometriosis and...
    Daniellasw Daniellasw 26-30, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Nocturnal Oath. May wraiths infect my dreams, That I may experience their deaths Over, and over, until mine eyes awaken For though i may sleep, I shall know no rest For ever, and...
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    If you lit a flame near me I'd explode. I did explode, in a small way, at work today. Of course it was at work, because that's the only time I'm in constant interaction with...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 22-25, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    We have been married for 20 years and have a 10 y.o. together. We have been through many things together, like any couple I guess. In our marriage I am the one who leads and he is...
    Miranam8 Miranam8 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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