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I Want to End the Grief And Agony

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    tell me there's a purpose to this terrorism i call life ....

    many times, i think, yes, i'd end the agony and pain in almost any way i could.  but i believe it to be my life's design.  there's something to come of this.  i've already learned so much and changed, for the better, on such a dramatic scale that this life i live...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    A Journey Through Darkness

    Hello, This internet radio show will likely be of interest and comfort to you.  It will focus on death.  The featured guest on the show has written a book about all the incredible experiences surrounding the deaths in her family.  She is a very credible and...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2008

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    What's There to Go On For???

    I though I was dealing well with my son's suicide with the help of friends and counseling, but I have started to become sadder and sadder and am really contemplating suicide.  I am distanced from my family, my daughter pushes me away and I don't feel I contribute anything to...
    sadmom53 sadmom53 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 11, 2008

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    Come Sit With Me On My Mourning Bench

    I have recently written up my personal account of coping with grief in the family on my blog.  I hope it will be helpful to someone. Check it out: http://davidwillows.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/7/come-sit-with-me-on-my-mourning-bench.html
    DavidWillows DavidWillows 36-40 2 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    Life, Death & the Paranormal

    Interested in Life, Death & the Paranormal?  You won’t want to miss three winning personalities discussing these issues on LIFE--Conversations on the Edge on BlogTalkRadio. JOIN Best Selling Author and Award Winning Broadcaster Joel Martin, executive producer...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Feb 15, 2009

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    Grief.

    Amidst everything else going wrong, as it usually does and I have become accustomed to, my daughter has decided to put my granddaughter up for adoption at 23 months. One might say "holy ****" you take her. I guess that would be the normal reaction. But, take her, I will not...
    Amalie76 Amalie76 31-35 Dec 1, 2013

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    One Last Time

    I know ur over it u know i m over it i know i m a good actor i know i can't act in front of u i know u've moved on i know i should too i know ur not the one for me do u know nobody can dare love u as much as i do i live by u i can die for u i know ur happy with ur life but but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    Who Doesn't. But Sin...

    Who doesn't.  But since the only way out, that I can see, is death.  I try not to think about it too much. I am in a dark place at the moment, I'm sure a lot of people out there can appreciate that.  Sometimes it's hard to think of others, especially when you've...
    DarkPhoenix DarkPhoenix 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    God Yes, Sometimes It Feels Li...

    God yes, sometimes it feels like thats all my life is. Then I look at the world and it looks like thats all there is anywhere - so much pain, so many wars so much death and the pee who should care don't
    Psyche Psyche 26-30, F Jun 15, 2007

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    Will This Pain End?

    One night after I came home from iceskating with my friends, my Dad told me that my grandfather was a little sick. I knew something was wrong, I sat in my room praying to God to please let me see him again. The next day, my parents told me they had to tell me something. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24, 2011

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    There Is Hope And A Sun That Never Ceases To Shine - Please Read

     I hope this story inspires anybody who is struggling with grief and loss. I want you to know there is a light and it will shine for you and everyone you have ever lost.When I attempted to contact my mother with the methods I have used, these are the words I received...
    CARITASANGEL CARITASANGEL 51-55, F Jan 4, 2010

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    Life After Loss Comes Through Understanding and Creativity.

     This event will be beneficial for those suffering the loss of a loved one. Life after loss comes through understanding and creativity. On October 17th, Dr. Betty J. Kovacs will present The Surprising Creativity of Grief: A Seminar for the Bereaved & the Curious at...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Oct 4, 2009

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    Ohh The Agony, The Agony.

    Eventually I will get out of my slump and move on with my life, but for now you all have suffer through my misery just a little bit longer.  Sorry.  My spirits are a little better even though the ex has already professed true love to another a week after she broke up...
    thomasriley99 thomasriley99 31-35, M Jul 20, 2010

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    Within Me

    Its all stuck inside. I cant even write about it anymore, let alone talk about it. AHHHH. i need it to end.
    sufferingmypaininsilence sufferingmypaininsilence 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2012

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    Family

    there is so much hurt and pain in my family and i am not god with copeing with life let alone with any one eles i dont go out i stay in day in and day out that way there s no shouting fighting i am afraid of every thing life sends me amd i cant stand it any more i want to leave...
    nannamilly nannamilly 51-55, F Dec 13, 2012

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    Pain is a part of life.  Things happen to scar and twist you until you think that you will never believe in anything.  That there is no atrocities you can't commit to survive.Then, after you wallow in it for a while; You go beyond it and emerge human again. We all share...
    monalisasmiled monalisasmiled 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    In the World, Yes... ...

    in the world, yes... but not mine... i'm doing fine.
    kbrooks81 kbrooks81 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2007

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    Lost My Truly Love

    It's all about my true love of ex girlfriend, we've been together for 2 1/2years on April 1, 2010 - July 4, 2012 she's awesome person ever but unfortunately when she does really mad turns to judgement and negatives about some people, thats i doesnt like it and very laidback down...
    Korj Korj 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    if you want to help someone you know

    that is grieving and you don't know what to say or do. a good book that will absolutely help you help them is, How To Help Someone Who Is Grieving by Diane Ashley. she shares her own life experience of loss. A good read
    tacomasr5 tacomasr5 51-55, M Apr 14

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    Thats a Great Question. ...

    Thats a great question. But I'd like some clarification. Your grief and agony or mine. As posed it seems to be yours , in which case i'd be a lot more agreeable to the notion. I have screwed up so many times at such degrees of magnitude that it seems a bit late to self terminate...
    Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518 56-60, M May 28, 2007

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    "Life is Pain, H...

    "Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who tells you anything different is selling something." - The Princess Bride
    BlackLili BlackLili 21-25, F Feb 11, 2007

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    I'm really interested in P...

    I'm really interested in Psychology.I try to look at everything   psychogically, or try to figure out why people do or say certain things.  I also received A's in any Psychology classes I've taken.
    silvermystics silvermystics 51-55, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    I Want to End Any Pain That Ev...

    I want to end any pain that ever existed.
    drthbeauty drthbeauty 16-18, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    I have a big smile on my face right now, I don't know who you new people are yet but I have a feeling I'll get to know you all, Lance you made me smile, thank you, I hear my sons...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 3 days ago

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    I learned so many things through my grief, things I never knew before, all the pain and sufferings and I learned a lot about my self, I learned the first year was just experiencing...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    "GOOD DAY"I had one of my sons dreams last night again where he is showing me death, the last time I had this dream it scared me and I became isolated in doors, but this time I...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 2 days ago

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    I know it's hard for many of you to even begin to believe some of the things I'm been tell you and I'm going to tell you more things that you'll find it hard to believe but I'm...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 4 days ago

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    "No rule book. No time frame. No judgement. Grief is as individual as a fingerprint. Do what is right for your soul." ~One Fit Widow
    lovingRIZA lovingRIZA 51-55, F Aug 5

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    Yes. My heart my feelings of despair, and lonelyness is pushing even my limits. I have fought to no avail to Realize my life is nothing but one screw up after another and no matter...
    lonelyheart1967 lonelyheart1967 46-50, M 6 Responses Aug 5

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    My sons Anniversary is in 3 more months, the starting of my third year, has it been this long? but it seems like yesterday, still excepting my second year I'm finding it still hard...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 4 days ago

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    My day was good, very exciting, I having felt like this in a long time the feel that a child has at Christmas just can wait to unwrap my presents, my first year of grief, my...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 3 hrs ago

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    Hello, my name is Eion. I'm 17 years old, and currently living with my father till the end of the summer. Unfortunately my parents, just like most parents, encourage me to get a...
    CanIBeYourButler CanIBeYourButler 26-30, M 1 hr ago

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    All I've ever wanted is some honest appreciation. But god this world is so dirty I have gotten anything but that. When I was a young girl, I had my teachers who appreciated me...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    RYHMING LIFE LESSONS Poets who don't follow directions End up becoming competition 'deletions' Women can’t be blamed responsible Till men are held accountable...
    proudsocialist proudsocialist 56-60, M 1 hr ago

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    I wish I could - "go home", I mean. *Like some days, I would just about sell the eyes out of my head to be able to get the hell out of here, and go back to the US. ( My husband...
    JusDifferent JusDifferent 41-45, F 6 Responses Aug 1

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    Good grief no! I know I'm gorgeous;)
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Aug 11

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    This is dedicated to all the people on EP even the trolls because trolls need love to: Every minute of every day has some sort of beauty hidden between the seconds, I try to find...
    guideme2truth guideme2truth 26-30, F Aug 11

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    Well I had a full day of preys, and talking to my son like always and with them both I never feel that alone, just imagine spending your years with the spirits, now I know my son...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 4 days ago

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    Reeling in the fishing rode,well I'm very tired today from yesterday I guess I tried to do to much like before, I woke up this morning confused thinking my son was here in the...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 1 day ago

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    Have you ever just want to give up and end the pain cause I have and right now I wish I could END this pain I'm Sure no one will notice cause after all growing up I never had no...
    mollyBae mollyBae 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    My story I fell in love with my cousins friends years ago she was my heart she n my cousin had a relationship. I was young i was infatuated with her she took advantage of my...
    lorrai lorrai 31-35, F Jul 26

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    I took the test and... I'm evil???? O.o A lawful evil villain methodically takes what he wants within the limits of his code of conduct without regard for whom it hurts. He cares...
    TheDaken TheDaken 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 1

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    ADVANCE LESSON ! Ending progressions technically that's not a progression but a succession - no such term really, which is what causes some confusion as to what's "acceptable...
    Longnhat5 Longnhat5 13-15, M Aug 7

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    I just spent a whole day alone for the first time in a few weeks and I don't feel right. It's like I'm having an anxiety attack or something but really low scale, just super...
    NoraDysphoria NoraDysphoria 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I'm 19, married, and a mother of a beautiful daughter. I feel like I lived my life too fast. Growing up as a child I was forced to mature faster than my peers. As a young girl I...
    journeyyy journeyyy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 23

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    🚫NO BULLYING ALLOWED🚫 🙇If your being bullied please tell an adult that you can trust or a friend🙇 👊I want to put an end on bullying👊 🔪we cannot loose...
    francescaastorga francescaastorga 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    I've had this relationship with this awesome girl a while back, we've been in a relationship for like 3 years, but from a point on, it all seemed to go in a downward spiral, i've...
    Mike8819 Mike8819 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 30

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    I was in a real dark place last year. I was always in that place but last year I really thought of just disappearing from everything or welcoming death. Then something amazing...
    craiglovesyou craiglovesyou 31-35, M Jul 31

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    Some say death is a permenate end to a temporary problem. While others say its a end to a be gaining. Why can't it be a end to something old, and to start a new. After all, god...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    I don't remember the last time I was truly happy. Everyone I know thinks I have a perfect life. I will admit I live in a nice house which I am grateful for. I have food, water...