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I Want to End the Grief And Agony

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    "Life is Pain, H...

    "Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who tells you anything different is selling something." - The Princess Bride
    BlackLili BlackLili 21-25, F Feb 11, 2007

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    Life After Loss Comes Through Understanding and Creativity.

     This event will be beneficial for those suffering the loss of a loved one. Life after loss comes through understanding and creativity. On October 17th, Dr. Betty J. Kovacs will present The Surprising Creativity of Grief: A Seminar for the Bereaved & the Curious at...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Oct 4, 2009

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    tell me there's a purpose to this terrorism i call life ....

    many times, i think, yes, i'd end the agony and pain in almost any way i could.  but i believe it to be my life's design.  there's something to come of this.  i've already learned so much and changed, for the better, on such a dramatic scale that this life i live...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    Family

    there is so much hurt and pain in my family and i am not god with copeing with life let alone with any one eles i dont go out i stay in day in and day out that way there s no shouting fighting i am afraid of every thing life sends me amd i cant stand it any more i want to leave...
    nannamilly nannamilly 51-55, F Dec 13, 2012

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    Thats a Great Question. ...

    Thats a great question. But I'd like some clarification. Your grief and agony or mine. As posed it seems to be yours , in which case i'd be a lot more agreeable to the notion. I have screwed up so many times at such degrees of magnitude that it seems a bit late to self terminate...
    Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518 56-60, M May 28, 2007

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    I Want to End Any Pain That Ev...

    I want to end any pain that ever existed.
    drthbeauty drthbeauty 16-18, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    Life, Death & the Paranormal

    Interested in Life, Death & the Paranormal?  You won’t want to miss three winning personalities discussing these issues on LIFE--Conversations on the Edge on BlogTalkRadio. JOIN Best Selling Author and Award Winning Broadcaster Joel Martin, executive producer...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Feb 15, 2009

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    Lost My Truly Love

    It's all about my true love of ex girlfriend, we've been together for 2 1/2years on April 1, 2010 - July 4, 2012 she's awesome person ever but unfortunately when she does really mad turns to judgement and negatives about some people, thats i doesnt like it and very laidback down...
    Korj Korj 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    Will This Pain End?

    One night after I came home from iceskating with my friends, my Dad told me that my grandfather was a little sick. I knew something was wrong, I sat in my room praying to God to please let me see him again. The next day, my parents told me they had to tell me something. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24, 2011

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    What's There to Go On For???

    I though I was dealing well with my son's suicide with the help of friends and counseling, but I have started to become sadder and sadder and am really contemplating suicide.  I am distanced from my family, my daughter pushes me away and I don't feel I contribute anything to...
    sadmom53 sadmom53 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 11, 2008

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    There Is Hope And A Sun That Never Ceases To Shine - Please Read

     I hope this story inspires anybody who is struggling with grief and loss. I want you to know there is a light and it will shine for you and everyone you have ever lost.When I attempted to contact my mother with the methods I have used, these are the words I received...
    CARITASANGEL CARITASANGEL 51-55, F Jan 4, 2010

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    Who Doesn't. But Sin...

    Who doesn't.  But since the only way out, that I can see, is death.  I try not to think about it too much. I am in a dark place at the moment, I'm sure a lot of people out there can appreciate that.  Sometimes it's hard to think of others, especially when you've...
    DarkPhoenix DarkPhoenix 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    Come Sit With Me On My Mourning Bench

    I have recently written up my personal account of coping with grief in the family on my blog.  I hope it will be helpful to someone. Check it out: http://davidwillows.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/7/come-sit-with-me-on-my-mourning-bench.html
    DavidWillows DavidWillows 36-40 2 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    God Yes, Sometimes It Feels Li...

    God yes, sometimes it feels like thats all my life is. Then I look at the world and it looks like thats all there is anywhere - so much pain, so many wars so much death and the pee who should care don't
    Psyche Psyche 26-30, F Jun 15, 2007

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    Pain is a part of life.  Things happen to scar and twist you until you think that you will never believe in anything.  That there is no atrocities you can't commit to survive.Then, after you wallow in it for a while; You go beyond it and emerge human again. We all share...
    monalisasmiled monalisasmiled 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    Grief.

    Amidst everything else going wrong, as it usually does and I have become accustomed to, my daughter has decided to put my granddaughter up for adoption at 23 months. One might say "holy ****" you take her. I guess that would be the normal reaction. But, take her, I will not...
    Amalie76 Amalie76 31-35 Dec 1, 2013

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    One Last Time

    I know ur over it u know i m over it i know i m a good actor i know i can't act in front of u i know u've moved on i know i should too i know ur not the one for me do u know nobody can dare love u as much as i do i live by u i can die for u i know ur happy with ur life but but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    Ohh The Agony, The Agony.

    Eventually I will get out of my slump and move on with my life, but for now you all have suffer through my misery just a little bit longer.  Sorry.  My spirits are a little better even though the ex has already professed true love to another a week after she broke up...
    thomasriley99 thomasriley99 31-35, M Jul 20, 2010

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    I'm really interested in P...

    I'm really interested in Psychology.I try to look at everything   psychogically, or try to figure out why people do or say certain things.  I also received A's in any Psychology classes I've taken.
    silvermystics silvermystics 51-55, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    A Journey Through Darkness

    Hello, This internet radio show will likely be of interest and comfort to you.  It will focus on death.  The featured guest on the show has written a book about all the incredible experiences surrounding the deaths in her family.  She is a very credible and...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2008

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    Within Me

    Its all stuck inside. I cant even write about it anymore, let alone talk about it. AHHHH. i need it to end.
    sufferingmypaininsilence sufferingmypaininsilence 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2012

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    In the World, Yes... ...

    in the world, yes... but not mine... i'm doing fine.
    kbrooks81 kbrooks81 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2007

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    It was like a stab to my heart when I saw Mark and the new girl together. No, not one but multiple stabs to my heart. Each stab brought pain and agony. I cringe and try to suck it...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    When I was 12, I sold my first painting. I went to boarding school for the rich and I'm the only child from a broken family. I became professional ballerina when I was 16 years...
    honeyadeen honeyadeen 22-25, F 18 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    There's a beginning and an end to the grief after an affair. We go on. Let yourself grieve for as long as you need to. Treat yourself kindly, with compassion and forgiveness...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    hey guys I just ran into someone who said they were a professional grief partner, lol my son and I are haven a good laugh with this one, what the he-- is a professional grief...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Sep 11

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    GETTING COMFORTABLE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE--Segment from last "Eye of the Storm" radio broadcast"GETTING COMFORTABLE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE"Huh? How can that be? Is it not an oxymoron...
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I just want to disappear somewhere far. I don't want to see anyone, see anything, I just want to disappear somewhere. Somewhere people don't recognized me, no memories, no trace of...
    anon152 anon152 13-15 4 hrs ago

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    I read this about a year ago when my dad passed away and it was unbelievably helpful. Thank you whoever wrote it! Alright, here goes. I'm old. What that means is that I've...
    bigsar bigsar 22-25, F Aug 28

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    Chapter 1 Memories of war intrude in calm moments -- fearful thoughts return. Chapter 2 Memories of mortar fire resonate -- It was 75 years ago. Chapter 3 Radio Warsaw, all...
    flipper1966 flipper1966 56-60, M Sep 1

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    I held her in my arms as she lay dying...she was taking her last breath and I was helpless to save her...Her time was coming to an end and I could only do what was the most...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 6 Responses Sep 7

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    I long for a loving, caring woman in my life. One that would be respectful of my feelings & generosity towards her. I want a lover to be honest w/ me & enjoy our time together as...
    mo0se809 mo0se809 46-50, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I am copy pasting what I found on the net, it is an eye opener. Why do you attract crazy one people? You pity the awkward At parties, the one guy sitting alone at the bar, or...
    ladywarelock ladywarelock 36-40, F Aug 29

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    I gaze into the heavens, the tears of the angels drowned out my silents scream as i feel the earth lusting to saturated in my blood again. Scarred by the darkness, my soul is...
    FalseEcho FalseEcho 31-35, M Aug 30

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    You know when you get the cue for the right time on some thing? well...i think this is it. this is my cue to divorce my husband. We have been very unhappy with our marriage. From...
    lilacslolita lilacslolita 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    My day was good, very exciting, I having felt like this in a long time the feel that a child has at Christmas just can wait to unwrap my presents, my first year of grief, my...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Aug 23

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    Today was the most blessed day, I had no GRIEF No Pain No sufferings No stress my house felt like before I can feel my son here and it feels like normal I don't know where this is...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Aug 28

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    Today I had the need to write and get a lot of pain and hurt off my chest, The way my son died was so dam tragic , I just can't STILL believe there is that kind of a people out...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Sep 5

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    I know what it feels like to lose someone to suicide. It feels like your heart has been ripped out. Then it feels numb and you get angry that you can't feel anything. Then you are...
    mritchy mritchy 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Hi :) My name is April Ann, and I wanted to tell you about myself. I was born in 1993 in TN. I have 4 brothers; 1 biological and 3 by marriage. My parents divorced when I was about...
    aprilanne4 aprilanne4 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    The Specific care and comprehending that RVs involve in repairs, company, correct storage, consignment revenue and retail can only really be comprehended by those accustomed to the...
    Anthony825d5cr0 Anthony825d5cr0 31-35, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    This is a story for you <3 ------{-@. Guess its my way of being creative sometimes -----{-@ <3 This is a tail of unspeakable spiky confusing contexts & short stories from...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M Aug 25

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    My fingers are getting tired, and I'm ready to experience this with someone. My goal is to lose it by the end of the year, male or female.
    curiousemily curiousemily 18-21, F 11 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    When it comes to loving I don't have in-betweens...I mean either I love in a way that implies I give all of myself...or I don't love at all... If a man gets my heart, he'll also...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    You need to keep up with it. It's a never ending process. You already have it in you and you need to awaken it.
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    His brain was an endless expanse of rooms, all connected.
    flipper1966 flipper1966 56-60, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I can't live at someone else's tempo. It's always either too slow or too fast for me.I tend to fluctuate at the precipice of...
    KurMujun KurMujun 36-40 5 hrs ago

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    Twinkle twinkle little star ☆, Let me get hit by a car 🚘💢💥, How I really wish to die 😣, Jump off the roof and try to fly 😇, Twinkle twinkle little knife...
    esalma98 esalma98 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    today is another Good day, God is Good, I had plenty of rest, and I slept with a peace of mind, I feel different, I still cry I still hurt, I still think of him every day and I...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Aug 28

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