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I Want to End the Grief And Agony

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 208 People

    Come Sit With Me On My Mourning Bench

    I have recently written up my personal account of coping with grief in the family on my blog.  I hope it will be helpful to someone. Check it out: http://davidwillows.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/7/come-sit-with-me-on-my-mourning-bench.html
    DavidWillows DavidWillows 36-40 2 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    Lost My Truly Love

    It's all about my true love of ex girlfriend, we've been together for 2 1/2years on April 1, 2010 - July 4, 2012 she's awesome person ever but unfortunately when she does really mad turns to judgement and negatives about some people, thats i doesnt like it and very laidback down...
    Korj Korj 18-21, F Sep 16, 2012

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    Who Doesn't. But Sin...

    Who doesn't.  But since the only way out, that I can see, is death.  I try not to think about it too much. I am in a dark place at the moment, I'm sure a lot of people out there can appreciate that.  Sometimes it's hard to think of others, especially when you've...
    DarkPhoenix DarkPhoenix 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    Grief.

    Amidst everything else going wrong, as it usually does and I have become accustomed to, my daughter has decided to put my granddaughter up for adoption at 23 months. One might say "holy ****" you take her. I guess that would be the normal reaction. But, take her, I will not...
    Amalie76 Amalie76 31-35 Dec 1, 2013

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    Ohh The Agony, The Agony.

    Eventually I will get out of my slump and move on with my life, but for now you all have suffer through my misery just a little bit longer.  Sorry.  My spirits are a little better even though the ex has already professed true love to another a week after she broke up...
    thomasriley99 thomasriley99 31-35, M Jul 20, 2010

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    There Is Hope And A Sun That Never Ceases To Shine - Please Read

     I hope this story inspires anybody who is struggling with grief and loss. I want you to know there is a light and it will shine for you and everyone you have ever lost.When I attempted to contact my mother with the methods I have used, these are the words I received...
    CARITASANGEL CARITASANGEL 51-55, F Jan 4, 2010

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    A Journey Through Darkness

    Hello, This internet radio show will likely be of interest and comfort to you.  It will focus on death.  The featured guest on the show has written a book about all the incredible experiences surrounding the deaths in her family.  She is a very credible and...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2008

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    I'm really interested in P...

    I'm really interested in Psychology.I try to look at everything   psychogically, or try to figure out why people do or say certain things.  I also received A's in any Psychology classes I've taken.
    silvermystics silvermystics 51-55, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    Thats a Great Question. ...

    Thats a great question. But I'd like some clarification. Your grief and agony or mine. As posed it seems to be yours , in which case i'd be a lot more agreeable to the notion. I have screwed up so many times at such degrees of magnitude that it seems a bit late to self terminate...
    Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518 56-60, M May 28, 2007

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    Life After Loss Comes Through Understanding and Creativity.

     This event will be beneficial for those suffering the loss of a loved one. Life after loss comes through understanding and creativity. On October 17th, Dr. Betty J. Kovacs will present The Surprising Creativity of Grief: A Seminar for the Bereaved & the Curious at...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Oct 4, 2009

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    Life, Death & the Paranormal

    Interested in Life, Death & the Paranormal?  You won’t want to miss three winning personalities discussing these issues on LIFE--Conversations on the Edge on BlogTalkRadio. JOIN Best Selling Author and Award Winning Broadcaster Joel Martin, executive producer...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Feb 15, 2009

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    Will This Pain End?

    One night after I came home from iceskating with my friends, my Dad told me that my grandfather was a little sick. I knew something was wrong, I sat in my room praying to God to please let me see him again. The next day, my parents told me they had to tell me something. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24, 2011

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    "Life is Pain, H...

    "Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who tells you anything different is selling something." - The Princess Bride
    BlackLili BlackLili 21-25, F Feb 11, 2007

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    One Last Time

    I know ur over it u know i m over it i know i m a good actor i know i can't act in front of u i know u've moved on i know i should too i know ur not the one for me do u know nobody can dare love u as much as i do i live by u i can die for u i know ur happy with ur life but but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    In the World, Yes... ...

    in the world, yes... but not mine... i'm doing fine.
    kbrooks81 kbrooks81 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2007

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    tell me there's a purpose to this terrorism i call life ....

    many times, i think, yes, i'd end the agony and pain in almost any way i could.  but i believe it to be my life's design.  there's something to come of this.  i've already learned so much and changed, for the better, on such a dramatic scale that this life i live...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    Within Me

    Its all stuck inside. I cant even write about it anymore, let alone talk about it. AHHHH. i need it to end.
    sufferingmypaininsilence sufferingmypaininsilence 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2012

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    What's There to Go On For???

    I though I was dealing well with my son's suicide with the help of friends and counseling, but I have started to become sadder and sadder and am really contemplating suicide.  I am distanced from my family, my daughter pushes me away and I don't feel I contribute anything to...
    sadmom53 sadmom53 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 11, 2008

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    God Yes, Sometimes It Feels Li...

    God yes, sometimes it feels like thats all my life is. Then I look at the world and it looks like thats all there is anywhere - so much pain, so many wars so much death and the pee who should care don't
    Psyche Psyche 26-30, F Jun 15, 2007

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    I Want to End Any Pain That Ev...

    I want to end any pain that ever existed.
    drthbeauty drthbeauty 16-18, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    Pain is a part of life.  Things happen to scar and twist you until you think that you will never believe in anything.  That there is no atrocities you can't commit to survive.Then, after you wallow in it for a while; You go beyond it and emerge human again. We all share...
    monalisasmiled monalisasmiled 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    Family

    there is so much hurt and pain in my family and i am not god with copeing with life let alone with any one eles i dont go out i stay in day in and day out that way there s no shouting fighting i am afraid of every thing life sends me amd i cant stand it any more i want to leave...
    nannamilly nannamilly 51-55, F Dec 13, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    No really, you seem like a wonderful guy. Trust me though, you don't really want to date me. Here's how it goes: everything starts out new and fun, as it should. We're both happy...
    yeg88 yeg88 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    Sometimes we say the worst thing in life is to lose what we love the most, it's to have what we love and want taken away from us, permanently. But that isn't true, there are worse...
    RA27 RA27 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    Love is not easy. Real people have real problems. Without fairy godmothers or elves or dwarves to help. Challenges appear and they do not magically disappear. It is hard to have...
    beautifulbutterfly2 beautifulbutterfly2 22-25, F 5 Responses 1 hr ago

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    This site used to be more fun, endless experiences varying from the day to day to the adult kind. But ow you can;'t say certain words, or certain things in case some tosspot gets...
    Anth9012 Anth9012 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    In a nutshell ... My 8 year old brother died un expectantly from cancer when I was 7. I am older / mature. I have zero memories of him. Due to our intense / aggressive...
    JoshM1974 JoshM1974 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    An endless road with no clarity only agony and irony.
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M Dec 9

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    I want to run far away. Somewhere I can find the happy girl I once was. These last four years have been an endless stream of loss and heartbreak. My cup is so far past empty, I...
    oregoncare oregoncare 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    Relationships. At the moment they aren't for me. I'm at a place where my freedom means so much more to me than sharing my life with someone. My ability to decide to leave the...
    Mct7988 Mct7988 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    I am a very attractive, articulate, fit, African American male. I have to say that I am also well endowed. I am middle aged and dated quite a few women in my 20's and 30's. The...
    stormy2k15 stormy2k15 41-45, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    It's just who I am. I don't want my pain to be numbed. I want to feel the agony and cherish every second, because that's the beauty of child birth. I want to feel everything, be...
    Maldif2015 Maldif2015 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 17

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    Life has been impossible for me these past 6 months especially the last two. I am miserable, in agony, I want to live but I can't right now. I've always flirted with the thought of...
    thefightingangel thefightingangel 18-21, M Dec 18

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    God why After being ignorant for thirty or so years Would you allow me to know how true love feels Then ****** it away So callously, leaving me wanting. Why after so long would you...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I’ve learned-that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.I’ve learned-that no matter how much I care...
    Girlwithbrains Girlwithbrains 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 6

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    I'm a pretty good agony aunt ;)
    ibak12 ibak12 16-17, F Dec 8

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    Just Another Bedtime Story...  Soft breezes to all.Love,~WindPS: Good grief! B-A-N-D ... not "bland" sheesh... I got all the way through that story and then flubbed the words...
    WindSylph WindSylph 46-50, F 8 Responses Dec 8

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    Your eyes no longer hypnotize me; transforming grief into longing: a mate to my soul.
    lovevolves8 lovevolves8 36-40, F Dec 12

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    When people tell me that I MUST have kids, I literally feel like this: http://theoatmeal.com/comics/kids I don't want children, and have never been interested in children. The...
    spacepixie spacepixie 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 10

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    Before my birth my Mom was told no heartbeat can be found ,your child has died and we need to remove the fetus ,,Mom said no ,,,I want my Mom and her friends to pray ,,they did...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 2 Responses Nov 29

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    The world is a terrible place, where you are made to dream but it will all be shattered, where you are made to feel, but all you will ever truly feel is pain, where you are made to...
    frankenstaine frankenstaine 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I am at wits end. It doesn’t matter what I do. It seems the only thing she wanted was my money and when I couldn’t supply her wants, she divorced me. I have always tried to...
    turnpike1971 turnpike1971 41-45, M Nov 28

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    Some people say, whatever life gives you is meant for you, is something you need, is something you are supposed to get, but that isn't quite true, for me, almost everything life...
    RA27 RA27 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    Hi all, When I started college I met this guy, Mark, who was in my halls. (We were around 80 people in the halls.) I noticed him from the beginning but he had a girlfriend. I am...
    PaolaGarcia PaolaGarcia 18-21, F Nov 30

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    OK, here it goes... (1) I'm a girl. (2) I'm 17 years old. (3) I'm American, but my dad's job moved us all to England for 2 years (July 2013 to July 2015-- heaven help me, I can't...
    st8c st8c 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I'm 21 and I am nowhere were I wanted to be at this age. No matter what I do I seem to have travelled backwards to a point where I feel stuck, alone, angry, and frustrated. My...
    maleoftheyear maleoftheyear 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    id be lying if I said I've changed my life around for the better since my last post. In fact, I've done just the opposite. every month seems to end up worst than the last. if it's...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Almost November 27, 2014 Hello, old friend, now tell me why you failed, how you came so close, yet you have yet to see my end. At my throat did your blade set already digging...
    TwentyTwoReasons TwentyTwoReasons 18-21, M Nov 27

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