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I Want to End the Grief And Agony

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 206 People

    Will This Pain End?

    One night after I came home from iceskating with my friends, my Dad told me that my grandfather was a little sick. I knew something was wrong, I sat in my room praying to God to please let me see him again. The next day, my parents told me they had to tell me something. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24, 2011

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    Life After Loss Comes Through Understanding and Creativity.

     This event will be beneficial for those suffering the loss of a loved one. Life after loss comes through understanding and creativity. On October 17th, Dr. Betty J. Kovacs will present The Surprising Creativity of Grief: A Seminar for the Bereaved & the Curious at...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Oct 4, 2009

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    "Life is Pain, H...

    "Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who tells you anything different is selling something." - The Princess Bride
    BlackLili BlackLili 21-25, F Feb 11, 2007

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    Life, Death & the Paranormal

    Interested in Life, Death & the Paranormal?  You won’t want to miss three winning personalities discussing these issues on LIFE--Conversations on the Edge on BlogTalkRadio. JOIN Best Selling Author and Award Winning Broadcaster Joel Martin, executive producer...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Feb 15, 2009

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    tell me there's a purpose to this terrorism i call life ....

    many times, i think, yes, i'd end the agony and pain in almost any way i could.  but i believe it to be my life's design.  there's something to come of this.  i've already learned so much and changed, for the better, on such a dramatic scale that this life i live...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    Grief.

    Amidst everything else going wrong, as it usually does and I have become accustomed to, my daughter has decided to put my granddaughter up for adoption at 23 months. One might say "holy ****" you take her. I guess that would be the normal reaction. But, take her, I will not...
    Amalie76 Amalie76 31-35 Dec 1, 2013

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    Pain is a part of life.  Things happen to scar and twist you until you think that you will never believe in anything.  That there is no atrocities you can't commit to survive.Then, after you wallow in it for a while; You go beyond it and emerge human again. We all share...
    monalisasmiled monalisasmiled 46-50, F 2 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    God Yes, Sometimes It Feels Li...

    God yes, sometimes it feels like thats all my life is. Then I look at the world and it looks like thats all there is anywhere - so much pain, so many wars so much death and the pee who should care don't
    Psyche Psyche 26-30, F Jun 15, 2007

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    Ohh The Agony, The Agony.

    Eventually I will get out of my slump and move on with my life, but for now you all have suffer through my misery just a little bit longer.  Sorry.  My spirits are a little better even though the ex has already professed true love to another a week after she broke up...
    thomasriley99 thomasriley99 31-35, M Jul 20, 2010

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    Family

    there is so much hurt and pain in my family and i am not god with copeing with life let alone with any one eles i dont go out i stay in day in and day out that way there s no shouting fighting i am afraid of every thing life sends me amd i cant stand it any more i want to leave...
    nannamilly nannamilly 51-55, F Dec 13, 2012

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    What's There to Go On For???

    I though I was dealing well with my son's suicide with the help of friends and counseling, but I have started to become sadder and sadder and am really contemplating suicide.  I am distanced from my family, my daughter pushes me away and I don't feel I contribute anything to...
    sadmom53 sadmom53 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 11, 2008

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    A Journey Through Darkness

    Hello, This internet radio show will likely be of interest and comfort to you.  It will focus on death.  The featured guest on the show has written a book about all the incredible experiences surrounding the deaths in her family.  She is a very credible and...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2008

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    Who Doesn't. But Sin...

    Who doesn't.  But since the only way out, that I can see, is death.  I try not to think about it too much. I am in a dark place at the moment, I'm sure a lot of people out there can appreciate that.  Sometimes it's hard to think of others, especially when you've...
    DarkPhoenix DarkPhoenix 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    Come Sit With Me On My Mourning Bench

    I have recently written up my personal account of coping with grief in the family on my blog.  I hope it will be helpful to someone. Check it out: http://davidwillows.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/7/come-sit-with-me-on-my-mourning-bench.html
    DavidWillows DavidWillows 36-40 2 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    Thats a Great Question. ...

    Thats a great question. But I'd like some clarification. Your grief and agony or mine. As posed it seems to be yours , in which case i'd be a lot more agreeable to the notion. I have screwed up so many times at such degrees of magnitude that it seems a bit late to self terminate...
    Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518 56-60, M May 28, 2007

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    I Want to End Any Pain That Ev...

    I want to end any pain that ever existed.
    drthbeauty drthbeauty 16-18, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    Within Me

    Its all stuck inside. I cant even write about it anymore, let alone talk about it. AHHHH. i need it to end.
    sufferingmypaininsilence sufferingmypaininsilence 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2012

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    if you want to help someone you know

    that is grieving and you don't know what to say or do. a good book that will absolutely help you help them is, How To Help Someone Who Is Grieving by Diane Ashley. she shares her own life experience of loss. A good read
    tacomasr5 tacomasr5 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    Lost My Truly Love

    It's all about my true love of ex girlfriend, we've been together for 2 1/2years on April 1, 2010 - July 4, 2012 she's awesome person ever but unfortunately when she does really mad turns to judgement and negatives about some people, thats i doesnt like it and very laidback down...
    Korj Korj 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    One Last Time

    I know ur over it u know i m over it i know i m a good actor i know i can't act in front of u i know u've moved on i know i should too i know ur not the one for me do u know nobody can dare love u as much as i do i live by u i can die for u i know ur happy with ur life but but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    I'm really interested in P...

    I'm really interested in Psychology.I try to look at everything   psychogically, or try to figure out why people do or say certain things.  I also received A's in any Psychology classes I've taken.
    silvermystics silvermystics 51-55, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    There Is Hope And A Sun That Never Ceases To Shine - Please Read

     I hope this story inspires anybody who is struggling with grief and loss. I want you to know there is a light and it will shine for you and everyone you have ever lost.When I attempted to contact my mother with the methods I have used, these are the words I received...
    CARITASANGEL CARITASANGEL 51-55, F Jan 4, 2010

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    In the World, Yes... ...

    in the world, yes... but not mine... i'm doing fine.
    kbrooks81 kbrooks81 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    Todays is a very BAD day, i just spoke to the DA's office they can't help me with out the police departments instructions and only if there was and arrest, i spoke to the lawyers...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Mar 25

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    God, before I met you, I was filled with pain and agony. I didn’t understand why, but I felt like I didn’t belong in my own body. Like my body and soul and heart wasn’t meant...
    jessik424 jessik424 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    http://littlepurpleplums.deviantart.com/art/Broken-Adults-441201933A small interactive comic someone created, detailing what bullying can be like and how it feels, and brings up...
    Naxxaras Naxxaras 16-17, F Mar 26

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    Being in love have the same meaning of being blind by the one you love , but as soon as it end and you start to find out things you weren't suppose to know , that hurt the most...
    someone211 someone211 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    grief process is on the back burner but i learned enough this pass year to understand the things that i'm going through, to day was a little sadness missing my son the whole day...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Mar 21

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    I don't feel that I belong on Earth at all. No matter where I am I feel homesick and that my home is actually on another planet somewhere. I have always been interested in sword...
    Pierrottheclown Pierrottheclown 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I have another busy week, still helping my mother with her care, keeping my doctors appointment concerning my hand sending out letters to the past witnesses pleading for the help...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Apr 2

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    i'm very tired but the day went well,i got alot of work around the house done cooked me a very nice dinner paid all my bills and now i;m ready for the week end , tomorrow i'm taken...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Apr 3

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    Depression is coming back into my life, I'm doing every thing to keep moving forward but at time i still can't believe he was killed, the question of WHY? I still can't believe...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F 6 days ago

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    *UPDATED* 1. I dye my hair a lot. (Not much anymore) 2. My momma figure means EVERYTHING to me. 3. I have a cat named Hiccup! 4. I'm extremely pale, but have rosy cheeks. 5. I'm...
    ProudByChoice ProudByChoice 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Bullying There's fields of grass that lie before me Trees that feather back & forth waiting to break free Clouds lower as dusk takes it's place Fog begins to whisper through the...
    JohnsonJess JohnsonJess 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I can't take it anymore, does anyone understand, no one knows that all of my worst nightmares have come true. How much suffering can one person take. I miss you dad grandma papa...
    elizabethmary21 elizabethmary21 22-25, F Apr 11

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    I think I'm still in some kind of shock, it feeling like I'm living in between two places, my past life I'm not willing to let go of and this new one that I don't care for at all...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Mar 20

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    My friend has been gone for a month or so. I feel it my fault. No, it WAS my fault. We were arguing over something stupid. It was the last thing we said to each other. THIS is...
    jennamarie210 jennamarie210 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm feeling quite lost today, I feel like I'm sitting still on ,y sons case, I hope I am wrong, I doing like others keep telling me give it some quiet time then go back to it so...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Apr 8

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    So desperately... I've been in a serious relationship for 1 year and almost 5 months. I've desperately wanted nothing more than to be a mother... a couple of weeks ago I had a...
    ForeverSilenced1126 ForeverSilenced1126 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 23

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    My girlfriend relapsed. She has become a completely different person. We were working on building a life together. I've always been a strong hearted person, not letting a lot of...
    lefttomyself lefttomyself 26-30, M Mar 22

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    I want to be one Type your problems in the comment a or send them to me I will try to help
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    Review for the book Dark Wishing Well By Lucian Wilde. If I had to describe this book in one sentence: Looking upon the Dark Wishing Well is like looking into the vampires' souls...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F Apr 10

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    I'm fairly insecure and tend having a hard to feeling confident as a gay man when the stereotype of being attractive is held upon us...I want to be attractive,have a great body,and...
    RakeusG RakeusG 18-21, M Apr 11

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    my old dream.. it will always be a part of me I’ve been there a couple of times thats how i escape my agony in dreams asleep and dreams awake it is the must beautiful an pleasant...
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    the time is 3:39am I can't sleep my mind is wondering will things go well trying to find some legal help I went on line and looked up how do I get a unsolved murder case done they...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Mar 20

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    Spring is here, i'm got looking forward to it, it reminds me of my Charles, Today i went to see me doctors we really got into a deep talk him discussion my health and my attitude...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Mar 28

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    I got through his second birthday, he is now 26 years old i'm just imagining what would life be right now with him, will he be finally married will i be waiting on that first grand...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Apr 2

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    i didn't know today was thursday here i'm thinking it was just tuesday, the weeks is over and here i thought i had this week to do my business, i have to get out more i m starting...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Apr 3

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    Good sleep now i feel creepy, i slept the day away woke up to a very quiet house, still,, bed nice and comfortable warm but the house is very cool and i'm very easy i woke up...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Apr 5

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    "I want a divorce" are the words I spoke to my husband of 13 years......today. after 3.5 years of effort trying to save our marriage, i realised a time ago that i cannot fix it...
    Elena36 Elena36 36-40, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Am I the only one who gets upset and cries when they find out that someone close to them is pregnant? I told my closest guy friend today and he laughed and said I was being selfish...
    tequilasunset2060a tequilasunset2060a 26-30, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I reached a lawyers office today they want 300.00 a hour to do my sons case, where am I going to get the money? now I am back with taken out the bank loan, oh God I can wait until...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Mar 22

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    New York is making noise about bulling they want a stop to this crime so many children are loosing their lives over bulling , murders suicides just being put in hospitals they say...
    streets718 streets718 56-60, F Mar 30

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