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I Want to End the Grief And Agony

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    Ohh The Agony, The Agony.

    Eventually I will get out of my slump and move on with my life, but for now you all have suffer through my misery just a little bit longer.  Sorry.  My spirits are a little better even though the ex has already professed true love to another a week after she broke up...
    thomasriley99 thomasriley99 31-35, M Jul 20, 2010

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    Lost My Truly Love

    It's all about my true love of ex girlfriend, we've been together for 2 1/2years on April 1, 2010 - July 4, 2012 she's awesome person ever but unfortunately when she does really mad turns to judgement and negatives about some people, thats i doesnt like it and very laidback down...
    Korj Korj 18-21, F Sep 16, 2012

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    Life, Death & the Paranormal

    Interested in Life, Death & the Paranormal?  You won’t want to miss three winning personalities discussing these issues on LIFE--Conversations on the Edge on BlogTalkRadio. JOIN Best Selling Author and Award Winning Broadcaster Joel Martin, executive producer...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Feb 15, 2009

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    Who Doesn't. But Sin...

    Who doesn't.  But since the only way out, that I can see, is death.  I try not to think about it too much. I am in a dark place at the moment, I'm sure a lot of people out there can appreciate that.  Sometimes it's hard to think of others, especially when you've...
    DarkPhoenix DarkPhoenix 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    Pain is a part of life.  Things happen to scar and twist you until you think that you will never believe in anything.  That there is no atrocities you can't commit to survive.Then, after you wallow in it for a while; You go beyond it and emerge human again. We all share...
    monalisasmiled monalisasmiled 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    God Yes, Sometimes It Feels Li...

    God yes, sometimes it feels like thats all my life is. Then I look at the world and it looks like thats all there is anywhere - so much pain, so many wars so much death and the pee who should care don't
    Psyche Psyche 26-30, F Jun 15, 2007

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    Come Sit With Me On My Mourning Bench

    I have recently written up my personal account of coping with grief in the family on my blog.  I hope it will be helpful to someone. Check it out: http://davidwillows.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/7/come-sit-with-me-on-my-mourning-bench.html
    DavidWillows DavidWillows 36-40 2 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    There Is Hope And A Sun That Never Ceases To Shine - Please Read

     I hope this story inspires anybody who is struggling with grief and loss. I want you to know there is a light and it will shine for you and everyone you have ever lost.When I attempted to contact my mother with the methods I have used, these are the words I received...
    CARITASANGEL CARITASANGEL 51-55, F Jan 4, 2010

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    Family

    there is so much hurt and pain in my family and i am not god with copeing with life let alone with any one eles i dont go out i stay in day in and day out that way there s no shouting fighting i am afraid of every thing life sends me amd i cant stand it any more i want to leave...
    nannamilly nannamilly 51-55, F Dec 13, 2012

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    What's There to Go On For???

    I though I was dealing well with my son's suicide with the help of friends and counseling, but I have started to become sadder and sadder and am really contemplating suicide.  I am distanced from my family, my daughter pushes me away and I don't feel I contribute anything to...
    sadmom53 sadmom53 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 11, 2008

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    A Journey Through Darkness

    Hello, This internet radio show will likely be of interest and comfort to you.  It will focus on death.  The featured guest on the show has written a book about all the incredible experiences surrounding the deaths in her family.  She is a very credible and...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2008

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    tell me there's a purpose to this terrorism i call life ....

    many times, i think, yes, i'd end the agony and pain in almost any way i could.  but i believe it to be my life's design.  there's something to come of this.  i've already learned so much and changed, for the better, on such a dramatic scale that this life i live...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    "Life is Pain, H...

    "Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who tells you anything different is selling something." - The Princess Bride
    BlackLili BlackLili 21-25, F Feb 11, 2007

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    Will This Pain End?

    One night after I came home from iceskating with my friends, my Dad told me that my grandfather was a little sick. I knew something was wrong, I sat in my room praying to God to please let me see him again. The next day, my parents told me they had to tell me something. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24, 2011

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    Within Me

    Its all stuck inside. I cant even write about it anymore, let alone talk about it. AHHHH. i need it to end.
    sufferingmypaininsilence sufferingmypaininsilence 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2012

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    One Last Time

    I know ur over it u know i m over it i know i m a good actor i know i can't act in front of u i know u've moved on i know i should too i know ur not the one for me do u know nobody can dare love u as much as i do i live by u i can die for u i know ur happy with ur life but but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    Life After Loss Comes Through Understanding and Creativity.

     This event will be beneficial for those suffering the loss of a loved one. Life after loss comes through understanding and creativity. On October 17th, Dr. Betty J. Kovacs will present The Surprising Creativity of Grief: A Seminar for the Bereaved & the Curious at...
    ksaavedra ksaavedra 46-50, F Oct 4, 2009

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    Thats a Great Question. ...

    Thats a great question. But I'd like some clarification. Your grief and agony or mine. As posed it seems to be yours , in which case i'd be a lot more agreeable to the notion. I have screwed up so many times at such degrees of magnitude that it seems a bit late to self terminate...
    Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518 56-60, M May 28, 2007

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    In the World, Yes... ...

    in the world, yes... but not mine... i'm doing fine.
    kbrooks81 kbrooks81 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2007

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    Grief.

    Amidst everything else going wrong, as it usually does and I have become accustomed to, my daughter has decided to put my granddaughter up for adoption at 23 months. One might say "holy ****" you take her. I guess that would be the normal reaction. But, take her, I will not...
    Amalie76 Amalie76 31-35 Dec 1, 2013

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    I Want to End Any Pain That Ev...

    I want to end any pain that ever existed.
    drthbeauty drthbeauty 16-18, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2007

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    I'm really interested in P...

    I'm really interested in Psychology.I try to look at everything   psychogically, or try to figure out why people do or say certain things.  I also received A's in any Psychology classes I've taken.
    silvermystics silvermystics 51-55, F 1 Response May 28, 2007

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    I fear my life is shattered without you Sorrow and misery fills my heart with agony Seeking you and finding nothing but pain and misery Life is fulll of surprises, yet happiness...
    N1ghtMan N1ghtMan 31-35, M Nov 9

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    I lost my husband of 26 years, 6 years ago. Out of mourning and not being in right mind, I met a man, one month later, who was jobless, homeless and on crack cocaine. We married 8...
    Kattz7 Kattz7 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    Well first off I have been up since 1am...maybe slept 2hr. I do not know what exactly is going on in this world, but something for sure is happening...I was watching a video on...
    MMMartin MMMartin 51-55, F Nov 1

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    Today, 345 pm eastern on TCM we have a real tearjerker with Jane Wyman and Van Johnson called Miracle In The Rain. Two lost souls meet, a woman and a serviceman. When the woman's...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M Nov 7

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    I believe kids are the only ones who can end bullying and adults need to but out because they only make it worse I get bullied because of a medical reason and some teachers saw me...
    Lindsy18 Lindsy18 13-15, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I am not a child-hater or unable to conceive. I just never felt that need to have kids to fulfill my life. I enjoy my freedom to come and go without having to find a babysitter or...
    dreamrgrl79 dreamrgrl79 26-30 1 hr ago

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    A very close family friend has been diagnosed with terminal cancer and really hasn't got long... Is there anyone out there who has been through this who has any advice on dealing...
    henry1998 henry1998 16-17, M Nov 1

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    i am in grief and don't know how to handle it i have lost everyone in my family and i am the last one alive it is tearing me apart so bad because i have seen all my family members...
    Blackbart1966 Blackbart1966 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    So as you all know if you read any or some of my stories or experiences that I have not been doing so good or too great as most this year. Along with the bitterness comes the...
    WendyYang WendyYang 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    Why do I scare you so much? When it's hard to make eye contact with me. When you toy with the idea of talking to me. When you do your best not to walk in my line of sight. At...
    Soltanto Soltanto 18-21, F Nov 14

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    Everybody has this long list of things and then a "and a merry christmas :-)" in the end I just want money
    Colourfi Colourfi 13-15, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    High school BFF: We were friends for four years. We met when we were 14, almost exactly a month apart in age. She was quiet, shy, and nervous. I was letting my hair out after years...
    Nairamata Nairamata 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    8 years old guy start like me And that happen 2 years ago. And I still think about him Because we did have some connection . I am 35 years old and he is 27 And it's seems...
    olsen1004 olsen1004 31-35, F Oct 25

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    I have and tried all my ways to be the best I could to you, to give everything I have and to love you regardless of what the outcome might be. I used up all strength and energy to...
    killmeplz0 killmeplz0 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 24

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    Well i had 20 things then my computer decided to wipe it all away I love to eat I have a ps3 I like listening to Heavy Metal and Monstercat released songs I'm a computer nerd I...
    Joshuadd07 Joshuadd07 13-15, M Nov 3

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    Miserable in my happiness. My heart has never known such joy.. Or misery... You take my heart and drench it in all that wonderful dreams are made of.. Then... So gently...
    Midnightheart Midnightheart 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    Call off your ghost Please call off your ghosts I dreamed about you again last night After our big fight And I can't seem to get away Your poison in my veins So call off your ghost...
    leaguegirl97 leaguegirl97 16-17, F a week ago

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    I used to be wounded emotionally so much for the past two years that I found no desire to live in a world of suffering. I wanted no life and my spirit out of existence. I imagined...
    RainingMind RainingMind 13-15, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    The year was 1977. I had only been in this long distance relationship with this absolutely beautiful young lady for a few months but sometimes you just know. One day sent her a...
    stxlcc stxlcc 56-60 12 hrs ago

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    I just find it easier to meet and interact with people online. its easier. im not worried about a million details that will end up preventing me from beimg me
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Let me just start off by saying i've been a CNA for about 2 years now. It's the hardest job i've ever had, at this facility it was anyways. The money doesn't pay for what you do...
    Berlz22 Berlz22 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    One of the many poems I have memorized. I think it is suitable, only I didn't live 35 years with someone who loved me. While her pain is terrible, at least there was always love. I...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F Oct 24

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