I Want To Erase Part Of My Past So I Can Finally Be Happy

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    A Total Change...

    Just last night i found out something that satisfies all my doubts...its the best gift that God gave me for this Christmas. All now is as clear as a crystal to me and totally decided to change me and start learning not to love him anymore. He is not mine and can never be mine...
    Jane747 Jane747
    31-35, F
    Dec 25, 2012

    My daughter said that

    if I will take out the memory ball , about someone out from my head, all the memories about that person will be gone and I wont be able to remember anything about him. The idea that she said is from the film, Inside Out. :-) If only it's that simple. I adore her positivity in...
    mabuhayka mabuhayka
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 2

    I wish I could do that.

    If only I could erase things in life that I regret, the things that make me sad today, I want to erase them all and maybe I'll actually be happy with a real smile on my face and not fake one. Normally people think I'm ok cause I have a smile on but I've become pretty good at...
    ORLANDO1223 ORLANDO1223
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 3

    Thats What I Thought

    This is what I was saying before. I then realized that even if I forget that horrible part of my life, it wouldn’t change anything. The experiences that we have make us who we are even if they are bad. My past made me who I am, and even if some time the flash back becomes...
    amarilys amarilys
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2010

    I hate the fact that

    so much of my child hood still affects me today. My hatred toward my family, my negative disposition, my inability to trust (at least easily). It's not that I want to feel this way or act this way, it is just very hard to let go of 18 years of non-stop programming.
    Tiredgoodguy Tiredgoodguy
    31-35, M
    Mar 18

    I find it hard to put the past behind me

    when I constantly have flashbacks. Sometimes it seems that it'd only get easier if it was erased. Its hard, but hpefully with time it will get easier
    Ejoyh97 Ejoyh97
    18-21, F
    Mar 18

    I want to be able to forgive

    and forget one person that has caused me pain and suffering. He was my reason for heartache through out my teen years and most of my young adult life. He's apologized several times already, he's tried to "make it up to me". I just cannot forgive all that he's done, no matter how...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 24

    i need to erase 3 guys

    and my childhood bad memories then i'll finally feel free!
    victoria0229 victoria0229
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 20

    if only I could get my hands on one of those

    MIB flash thingies, I reprogram 25 years of what I've lived through.
    roobs42 roobs42
    41-45, M
    Mar 4

    What Happened To Us?

    Two years ago my best friend Marisa was diagnosed with cancer. The doctor's were so sure she would make it and everyone prayed for her recovery. However, last december, she passed away. I was in her hospital room with her and she asked me to go get her brother...
    BrokenEyes BrokenEyes
    22-25, F
    Jul 22, 2010

    Even though my parents are not doing it again,

    it still haunts me down, I'm still scared. I know I have to let go, the sooner I do the sooner I'll be happier, but each time I look at them, the memories, the feelings.... I just started to live and I'm already afraid of life, sometimes I feel like dying, just leaving this...
    latesay latesay
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 19

    To Be Happy

    even if i took away my pain of the bad memories i wouldn't be happy because i still would have the people who cause me pain i only know happiness through talking to several close people who hold me together i thank them form the bottom of my heart
    brokenandalone brokenandalone
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 25, 2010

    I can't erase what happened

    but I cant keep dwelling on the past. This is the present and im looking foward to a postive future
    easilyxgrimess easilyxgrimess
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 19
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