I Want to Escape

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 228 People

    Why do I even exist I'm

    so stressed right now and just wish I could die
    lonelinessneverfades lonelinessneverfades
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2014

    i do, I need a break far away from here,

    far away from everything and everyone I know. time to be alone with just my thoughts and not just during my insomnia hours. time to really look at my life from the outside and make some real plans, get some perspective on everything I want and need and everything that holds me...
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman
    22-25, F
    Jul 21, 2015

    Big Family I'm Trapped In

    Okay i have 7 siblings. im not the smartest or the dumbest or the most creative. i didnt go to college first.I not the oldest or the youngest hell im not even a middle child! i dont think im really good at anything im not good with people by far because if i think something it...
    EpicAce EpicAce
    18-21, F
    Dec 31, 2012

    I'm living in hell ..

    .I want to run away and never look back...I hate my job...I hate the ppl I'm forced to live with...The only thing that used to bring me happiness I've lost him ...He hates me now ..and its killing me seeing him suffer like that....I have no escape only death...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 14, 2014

    That Feeling

    i always have a feeling like i need to escape. i feel trapped, i have felt this way for about 3 years. I'm sick of this family, I'm sick of the things they say to me, and I'm sick of the people who cause hurt. it hurts even more considering i only have 2 things that i can afford...
    gothicromantic gothicromantic
    16-17, F
    Jul 14, 2009
    Rainbow93 Rainbow93
    18-21, F
    Feb 8, 2015
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2015

    There are so many influences around me

    that I'd rather just do without. So many times I fantasize that there is this lovely place I can go to, full of people of all different types. But people with open honest hearts. I'm sick of looking at these walls.
    Lovekai Lovekai
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 31, 2013

    New Beginning

    It has taken me a long time to figure out what I want. For a while, I've felt like I didn't know where I was heading and I didn't know what I needed but I did feel like there was 'something' wrong in my life.It felt like a lot of my life had been geared towards making my parents...
    FallenAngelWOOT FallenAngelWOOT
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Dec 30, 2012

    I want to escape from all those things I felt

    and see. My family though that I'm crazy because I am too sensitive and too caring for the pains of others.. But I see it.. I felt it.. I can see them transparently... I dreamed of their emotions..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 22, 2015

    I'm Sick of Everything

    my family, my friends,, and people in general.. lately i've just been homicidal and not too into people...right now i think the only friend i need is  a private beach, my ipod, and all the time in the world....i really just want to know what it would be like to live in my...
    NeverBeenKissed93 NeverBeenKissed93
    22-25, F
    Jul 14, 2009

    Lost.

    Im lost, confused, trapped. What should i do ? I should leave, but why wont you let me go ? You have a family already. So why try to keep me ? I need help. I need courage. I have to leave. I dont want to be a home wrecker.
    Bbyying Bbyying
    18-21, F
    Apr 2, 2012
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 1, 2014

    I want to go escape to a place nobody knows

    and forget all my responsibilities all my problems. I want to feel peace and know I have no obligation. I need some me time,
    BlueShine25 BlueShine25
    16-17, F
    Jul 1, 2014

    Sometime i want to escape to see

    who is really for me who gona miss me they don't forget me i want to Escape see the different things Different life's i want to spend sometime's with myself
    Sozdar Sozdar
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 19, 2015

    With You In My Dreams

    I am trapped in a world where no one cares, in my own home I am but a prisoner. Long gloomy days, never ending lonely nights. No knight in armor to save me, no prince charming to whisk me away. There is only the 'Dragon', whose acid words burn my heart. A sadness creeps over me...
    Sharona Sharona
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jul 2, 2008

    Not Escape, More Like Rule The Universe... More Or Less

    I just don't want to stay stuck. I wrote this last night in acting class, sort of a cathartic creative exercise: "We had this huge lawn. In one spot, a hill, about forty-five degrees, was adorned with grass and a ***** to mow. But a delight to lay down and look up at the stars...
    1nourmindseye 1nourmindseye
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Sep 22, 2011

    Feel Trapped

    I need to escape society's views on everything. I wish society didn't set standards. I wish they didn't judge. Life would be a lot easier. I believe there would be a lot less suicides in the world. Society is so hard on people. Why?
    sunsetblues sunsetblues
    18-21
    1 Response Oct 29, 2008

    I want to go far away

    and never ever look back! I want to leave everything behind and just run. Run like a coward but if I shut people out I will shut my love out and I need him he's keeps me sane. I have so many emotional scars I just want to run and never look back. I can't run from him he needs me...
    PrincessMarina PrincessMarina
    13-15, F
    Dec 1, 2014

    Stay Tuned

    Sometimes I just want to escape. Maybe jump into the Tv. Tv shows or movies would be better than my life. I could use some excitement and love. We could go anywhere and still be back in time for dinner. Vacations would be really easy and a lot cheaper. Just think of all the...
    koolkatjossie koolkatjossie
    36-40, F
    Jun 7, 2013

    I often can't stand being in my own skin.

    So I run. Like Forrest Gump. Sometimes I escape in other unhealthy ways. I'm learning not to do this as often though. Too much time wasted. Too many lessons yet to learn.
    ZigNamaste ZigNamaste
    41-45, M
    Oct 14, 2014

    Sometimes I wish I could

    because I have family issues and people issues. I don't wish to but just go on a vacation and have fun.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 14, 2014

    I have never wanted to walk the **** away

    as badly as I do right now. I need to leave ...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Dec 9, 2014

    For a while I've been feeling horrible,

    honestly I don't know if it's depression or what but I feel like everything is too much. All I want to do is get out of my house, drink, smoke weed or something that gets me ****** up even tho I've never done that. I even want to stop studying because I really don't care anymore...
    SaraVause SaraVause
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2015

    to just go and disappear no one would know

    or notice i feel and this "life" or rat race rather is eternally wearing on my nerves nature here i come away from the madness away from $ away... just away
    o3118152 o3118152
    26-30, M
    Mar 22, 2015

    When I was younger I used to want to be a dog

    so I could just runaway whenever I wanted to and do whatever I wanted to and not have to go to bed at 9pm every night. As I got older I realized how terrible it would have been to be a dog because they have less freedom then humans. But the one things dogs have that we don't is...
    escape1424 escape1424
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2014
More Stories