I Want to Explode

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    I Feel Supressed

    Many times i feel i'm drowning in myself.I'm screaming inside  me but no one hears me.lately i imagine myself on the top of the biggest mountain screaming and finally exploding myself so that everyone in the world hears me and sees the light from the exlosion..maybe i'm...
    gogolol gogolol
    Nov 23, 2008

    The Fuse Is Lit!

    world duck and cover, the internal switch has been set to "on" and it is certain that i am on the verge of KABOOM!!!!! what the heck is the trip, what is my deal? why am i so edgy, why does everything feel so intense? it seems that when i feel something i feel it...
    lostcancerian lostcancerian
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Aug 6, 2007

    I'm Reaching The Limit

    I'm reaching the limit and no one even notices it. I'm getting sick of all this pressure built on-top of me... ...and they still think everything is as it always was. I'm tired of holding the world up... ..but they still throw on more things for me to carry. My problems are...
    lsgraulau lsgraulau
    1 Response May 24, 2010

    Those People!

    do you know those people? those people on your shoulders arguing over right and wrong. well my people fight. constantly on their own but when extra aggravators show up then they **** off the right guy and get the wrong guy. but do you know what you do when life gets you down...
    williamsgmh williamsgmh
    Dec 13, 2011

    Let It Out

    I wish I could just explode, the feeling has been surging more frequently lately, maybe the pressures of exams or relationships rund dry. I wanna explode, like the guy from heros, just tear apart everything, just let go! What I really want is to go off on someone, someone who's...
    Cadeter Cadeter
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 20, 2007

    So Easy To Hide!

    A sea is calm on the top but beneath its raging with currents. Thats me its just so easy to hide it from people. Hide the pain, anger, negatvity. If anyone ever notices I just say I'm having a down day and pull my sleeves down a bit more. Theres so much tension I can feel it...
    AgeonAngel AgeonAngel
    Jul 22, 2010

    Self Demolitions.

    I want to explode. To combust. To convert the mass of my being into energy. I want to explode. Its that feeling I get, when theres so much I want to do, to be, and I just want to get to it but theres never enough time in the day, or so many things in the way. Its like my own life...
    Atomik00 Atomik00
    18-21, M
    Apr 5, 2007

    I Could Blow Any Minute

    Keeping my anger under control is getting harder than i thought.... I do want to explode... i want to scream... I wonder if it is anger or something darker... like jealousy .. or envy Who knows.... My mind is not my friend today.. and it feels like i could explode if these...
    caroli9 caroli9
    41-45, F
    2 Responses May 10, 2007

    What's The Use?

    Several months ago, I was preparing to file for bankruptcy. I make good money, but my kids just bled me dry. The Bank of Dad is now closed. On the eve of filing for the bankruptcy, my house burned down. Literally. Now I have had to postpone the bankruptcy filing for fear of what...
    bassclam bassclam
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jun 14, 2011
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