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I Want to Feel Alive

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    Thriving more than surviving.

    Without going jerk.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 1

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    Will Power Or Ill Power....

    Sometimes I train doing some movements I know like cartwheels.... well sometimes I do just for fun you know..... theese days my head was so busy..... I went out to the closest park, I then got a place with grass inside the park.... my muscles got sore..... I beated myself...
    TheX TheX 18-21, M Nov 14, 2011

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    i would like to stop feeling alone in life i

    would like to stop heaving to depend on people but i cant im 26 and fell like thats it time to find my forever dumpster
    shaggy9511 shaggy9511 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    Routine...

    I want to feel alive once again. Lately life seems like one big routine work that has to be done. I don't have any motivation to do anything. When I think about it there's nothing that makes me happy anymore. Most of the day I spend in my bedroom, I don't know where to begin to...
    sat321 sat321 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 15, 2010

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    I Like The Woods.

    Go to the woods alone, and the trees and squirrels will watch for you. That quote is from my favorite peom, " How to be alone. " There has always been something about the woods that makes me feel reflective and whole. Same as the sea. The quietness without the total silence is...
    janealoneontheplain janealoneontheplain 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2012

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    Abstract

    Without pain....this life, this non-existence formed and molded by experiences that hurt and shame....I survive; I do not live. I want to know sunshine without rain. I want to feel roses without thorns. I want compassion and understanding without pity or fear. I want love of...
    bluehaiku bluehaiku 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2008

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    Prisms

    I am a prism catching the last drops of sunlight of day, wanting to show my beauty but being stuck in place never moving.  I still hold on to my dreams but the dust has gathered on me until my beautiful facets no longer shine. What does it mean to feel?  I don’t think I can...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Apr 27, 2011

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    Yes, I Want To Feel Alive.

    I feel that im waiting something to live. If i use my reasoning I know that the time is now¡¡ the life in going as water between the fingers, but what can I do? I feel that way. I guess I dont have "the motor" inside that other people have. I feel like a tree: only feeding on...
    marirosi marirosi 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2012

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    Sick.

    The patterns, the de ja vu, the rewinds, the pauses. The stopping point. I feel as if life is making me sick. I do the exact same thing everyday, I feel the exact same ways, everyday. I feel dead. As if every motion has been done before. I want to do so many things.. . Seeing...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    pappharry pappharry 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    I Want to Feel Alive

     I have a great family and friends who would do anything for me, but i dont feel a connection with any of them. I don't feel alive. I dont want to die but I dont care to live. I always do just enough to get by. I often feel smothered by people, especially friends. When this...
    samanthax samanthax 18-21 2 Responses Apr 29, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    I love to feel alive and some experiences do that...when am on the road driving and there is no traffic I just feel so alive... Also when I listen to worship music it takes me away...
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Night is my favorite time of the day. When everyone is sleeping, everything still and it's just me, darkness and the stars. I feel so alive. I would usually go write something or...
    anon152 anon152 13-15 2 days ago

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    No one has ever made me feel so much as you do you know who you are!!
    starknight starknight 36-40, F Aug 23

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    I have been feeling really low lately. I do not know why. I am a 24 year old male with a micro penis and fake balls well two months ago I lost my job lost my house lost my car lost...
    whyymee whyymee 22-25 Sep 5

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    Idk, I feel like Im a vampirr or something. Lol
    itsmenhiceee itsmenhiceee 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Does it annoy anyone else whenever instead of just enjoying a beautiful moment they have to sit there and talk about how cool the moment is blah blah or "can't wait to tell my...
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I love it. I love pain and torturing myself, especially emotionally. And sometimes that scares me, but mostly it scares me that the people around me are afraid for me. That they...
    sevenforasecret sevenforasecret 18-21, F Aug 25

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    Night is so much more refreshing than the day.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    How can I get you, my friends, to watch this? All I can say is THIS is the best wordsmith I've heard. His thoughts and his ability to reach me this morning made me both laugh out...
    EttaS EttaS 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    Tonight might be the night you might mess around and fall in love and i might be the type that will make you wanna fall in love.
    QueenNicki12 QueenNicki12 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Reading all these stories of women who have stayed for 10+ years makes my heart ache. I don't want to put up with this emotional turmoil for that long. How did you ladies find the...
    Galaxystar25 Galaxystar25 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    i think "we feel our self mainly alive when we do some thing extra ordinary or satisfy ourself with all our expectations or u can say people feel alive when they get more closer to...
    rev429 rev429 18-21, M Aug 29

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    When I was a kid it was hard for me to make friends. My parents really didn't let me do anything, and when I did have friends over they were so strict on me and my friends that no...
    Thatonegirl53 Thatonegirl53 18-21, F Sep 1

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    Yes I want to be happy again. Feel alive again Don't have many ppl around me to show their support, sometimes just have to make peace with the fact they care about you but don't...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I held her in my arms as she lay dying...she was taking her last breath and I was helpless to save her...Her time was coming to an end and I could only do what was the most...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 6 Responses Sep 7

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    Life can beyond overwhelming. The pressures of being perfect, in an imperfect world. The expectations of those you love, and want to make happy. The expectations of those in which...
    ThoughtFulMoments ThoughtFulMoments 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 9

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    http://www.blogthings.com/areyouicedteaoricedcoffeequiz/You Are Iced CoffeeYou are witty, flirty, and fun. People love to be around you and your energy.You need change in order to...
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F Aug 28

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    the title pretty much sums up the past 2 months of my life... I am so stuck at the moment, the one person I sort of trust (my care coordinator) is on holiday and I have no one to...
    RobynGreen RobynGreen 18-21, F Aug 21

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    Interpol's "Turn on the Bright Lights" is one of the most amazing things I've listened to in a while. It makes me feel at ease and so content with life. I feel alive, and it's so...
    zuzeethh zuzeethh 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Every day that I have no contact with my crush, I'm going to upload a song. ;-)"S.O.S." by ABBAWhere are those happy days, they seem so hard to findI tried to reach for you, but...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    Hold me and embrace me. Make me feel alive. Jumpstart my heart with electric kisses.
    scrtasnman13 scrtasnman13 18-21, M 15 hrs ago

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    It's been almost eight years since i've fallen in love. My first and I'm afraid it would be the last. Four years since I had that relationship with her. We almost lasted a year but...
    xenna2 xenna2 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 26

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    I just want to be numb. I don't want feelings to get in the way. I don't want to get hurt again. I will build a thicker wall, change my door with a steel one, with more locks and...
    pepperdoll pepperdoll 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I want to meet someone who understands me completely and would never reject me or think that I'm "weird" or "stupid" or that I should change my last. My last relationship was 3 and...
    electrapleiadian electrapleiadian 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I need help coz I dunno what to do I had friend I knew him 5 years mybest friend I considerd him as one of my family members I loved him so much although I heard about him that he...
    kareenaaa kareenaaa 26-30 3 hrs ago

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    I'm done. I can't feel anything anymore. I can't feel pain, I can't feel anger I can't feel love! "Love"? That's what caused this. If you tell me you "love me" I would doubt it. I...
    Jr2299 Jr2299 13-15, M 9 hrs ago

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    I dislike talking about this sort of thing. I suppose it is because it makes me feel weak, I don't know. I have not felt right since I was really little. I have been anxious...
    jord4567 jord4567 18-21, M Aug 21

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    im tired of crying . im tired of cutting myself . im tired of being alive . if i ever actually had a conversation with God in person, I'm pretty sure he'd hate me. If I were God...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    It's been just over 24hrs since the anaesthetic wore off, and my stitches are pulling under the heavy bandaging. Theatre surgeons freak me out, I don't know if it's their blue...
    cavedweller2 cavedweller2 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    It's so sad and sickening that we only get 1 life and almost everything of what the quality of that life will be comes from how we are born. I don't understand why i wasn't born as...
    unknow1235 unknow1235 18-21, M Aug 29

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    me and my best friend always fight.and i dont know this time is going to end our relationship or not.Like it's just a little thing,i dont care who is wrong but i was apolozied to...
    bettyjea bettyjea 16-17, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I feel attractive when I put on lipstick I feel ugly when I apply eyeshadow on my eyelid why because I don't know how to put on eyeshadow right
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I read something sad today from a friend who is now in a similar situation as i was this time last year and my heart goes out to her. As it was a time when i myself felt so very...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    I don't just feel lucky to be alive, I know I am. With everything that has happened to me I always held strong and brave. I'll continue to no matter what.
    KWsuperstar KWsuperstar 16-17, M Sep 10

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    Its in a humans nature to look for happiness isn't it? And even if you find it. you will always look for something else. Always. I'm no different. I'm selfish for being depressed...
    Trishfish19 Trishfish19 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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       Honestly. I do not know how I feel inside...Perhaps a small part of me feels somewhat afraid,..Maybe I am living my life just a little dangerouslyBy taking a walk on...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 6 Responses Sep 11

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    Hi. My I like to go by Snow. Well I'll keep the story shorter than what it truly is. Well I currently do no live with my mother, she lives in another town nearby with my grandma...
    SnowKittyRosa SnowKittyRosa 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 11

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