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I Want to Feel Alive

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    Routine...

    I want to feel alive once again. Lately life seems like one big routine work that has to be done. I don't have any motivation to do anything. When I think about it there's nothing that makes me happy anymore. Most of the day I spend in my bedroom, I don't know where to begin to...
    sat321 sat321 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 15, 2010

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    Will Power Or Ill Power....

    Sometimes I train doing some movements I know like cartwheels.... well sometimes I do just for fun you know..... theese days my head was so busy..... I went out to the closest park, I then got a place with grass inside the park.... my muscles got sore..... I beated myself...
    TheX TheX 18-21, M Nov 14, 2011

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    Prisms

    I am a prism catching the last drops of sunlight of day, wanting to show my beauty but being stuck in place never moving.  I still hold on to my dreams but the dust has gathered on me until my beautiful facets no longer shine. What does it mean to feel?  I don’t think I can...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Apr 27, 2011

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    Yes, I Want To Feel Alive.

    I feel that im waiting something to live. If i use my reasoning I know that the time is now¡¡ the life in going as water between the fingers, but what can I do? I feel that way. I guess I dont have "the motor" inside that other people have. I feel like a tree: only feeding on...
    marirosi marirosi 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2012

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 17, 2014

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    I Want to Feel Alive

     I have a great family and friends who would do anything for me, but i dont feel a connection with any of them. I don't feel alive. I dont want to die but I dont care to live. I always do just enough to get by. I often feel smothered by people, especially friends. When this...
    samanthax samanthax 18-21 2 Responses Apr 29, 2008

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    Sick.

    The patterns, the de ja vu, the rewinds, the pauses. The stopping point. I feel as if life is making me sick. I do the exact same thing everyday, I feel the exact same ways, everyday. I feel dead. As if every motion has been done before. I want to do so many things.. . Seeing...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 19, 2012

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    i would like to stop feeling alone in life i

    would like to stop heaving to depend on people but i cant im 26 and fell like thats it time to find my forever dumpster
    shaggy9511 shaggy9511 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 24, 2014

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    I Like The Woods.

    Go to the woods alone, and the trees and squirrels will watch for you. That quote is from my favorite peom, " How to be alone. " There has always been something about the woods that makes me feel reflective and whole. Same as the sea. The quietness without the total silence is...
    janealoneontheplain janealoneontheplain 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2012

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    Abstract

    Without pain....this life, this non-existence formed and molded by experiences that hurt and shame....I survive; I do not live. I want to know sunshine without rain. I want to feel roses without thorns. I want compassion and understanding without pity or fear. I want love of...
    bluehaiku bluehaiku 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2008

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    It's been like months when I finally came over the crap. Good books,Good friends got me back. But well Living alone and trying to figure out everything never works. People who say...
    ThisIsMeYeah ThisIsMeYeah 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    As the rain falls...so does my tears. How can something that feels so right be so wrong? The sparkles in her eyes totally undressed me....Her eyes were bright as the Northern Star...
    Tr3asur3dLuv Tr3asur3dLuv 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Sometimes things appear perfect. Sometimes we are just flying high inside..we feel alive ..we feel an incredible sense of excitement to make something happen. A project a...
    topboy1968 topboy1968 41-45 1 Response Mar 8

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    Please read this: making love is not sex!!!! All start Will kisses, And then u realized that the clothes are Nothing, just anoter mask, u See your girl (from my point of view...
    Mysorrow Mysorrow 18-21, M Mar 13

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    The girl in the mirror stares at herself again. Her eyes are dull, she just stares. Her smile is fake, because she doesn't anyone to know how she really feels. She hates herself...
    MagicEyes95 MagicEyes95 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 6

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    I don't know how to fully explain the things I'm about write. I haven't figured it out myself yet. I just feel like I'm losing my life. It feels like my life is a bucket full of...
    tyvoexian tyvoexian 18-21, M Mar 12

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    I feel hopelessly invisible . I feel alone ...my family is distant ...my husband is distant ..my co workers are ...idk ...sigh just want to feel alive again.
    imissdnce imissdnce 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I hate it when people say "I wish I was dead"... Because honestly sometimes the only thing I want in this world is to feel alive.
    rosiewindswept rosiewindswept 18-21, F Mar 11

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    The power of feeling. The powerful rush of emotion that takes over your mind and extends out into your body. After so long of feeling numb to the purest of human emotion, I've been...
    Hm3454 Hm3454 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 1

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    This isn't one of the original stories you're going to find on here, or anywhere. This is a story that will tell you what defines me, and how I got here. I'm not perfect. It's...
    bemyforeverlove97 bemyforeverlove97 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Life may not end just because we live with a person you do not love or do not love us anymore . to live in these unhappy relationships cause multiples reasons. sometimes it's money...
    floridaguy2015 floridaguy2015 46-50, M Mar 8

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    There's a fire I cannot put out! Sophia I'm learning, there are some things I can't go without. And you! With the newborn eyes, Have you ever loved a man, Like I loved him? Do...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F Mar 13

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    Loving can hurt sometimes But it's the only thing That I know And when it gets hard You know it can get hard sometimes It is the only thing that makes us feel alive We keep this...
    southerngirl25 southerngirl25 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    When you go through two decades during which you experience nothing but pain every day, hour, minute, and second, you feel alive and strong, like you've endured an enormous ordeal...
    insidious2014 insidious2014 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    She is my best friend we meet in the university we eat to gather we do our projects together we come in the same time, I liked her because she is always happy and laughing at my...
    collegegirl20 collegegirl20 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have family and some friends but I still feel lonely at times. Everyone I know has their own lives complete with partners and such and I'm being single and all. I want feel more...
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    I'm not a judgmental person. I accept people for who they are, as long as they accept me. It would be nice to get to know some new people on here :) if you want, feel free to send...
    bemyforeverlove97 bemyforeverlove97 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I want to raise awareness about the discrimination and racism towards dark skinned immigrants in the uk .. I'm a dark skinned woman who is a daughter of immigrants and I had lived...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 21 hrs ago

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    ever feel like you have no enthusiasm of looking forward to your life? just wanting to enter a vast of nothingness.
    Allfudgedup Allfudgedup 22-25, F 5 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    This was written awhile back and I am not sure if the nerd- thigh guy of #6 (0r the others mentioned) are still posting as I have not seen them in awhile, still most of it is still...
    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F 5 hrs ago

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    Our relationship started off with the wrong step. We moved too quickly and it has been going down ever since... We became 'official' October 4th 2014. Exactly 1 month later was...
    Lisst Lisst 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Over the last three weeks I have been having a vivid recurring dream. I just want feedback as to what other people think about this. In the dream I know I have been dropped off at...
    VRie VRie 51-55, F 12 hrs ago

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    It's dangerous to fall in love But I want to burn with you tonight Hurt me There's two of us We're certain with desire The pleasure's pain and fire Burn me So come on I'll...
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 6

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    You're so concerned that I can feel your concern and it concerns me. You're too concerned. I don't want to be that way, but I know I am. I want to be a calm voice of reason, but I...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Two Fingers - Jake Bugg I drink to remember, I smoke to forget Some things to be proud of some stuff to regret Run down some dark alleys in my own head Something is changing...
    GoddessBluefox GoddessBluefox 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    1. What is your favorite candle sent? • Some sort of berry 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? • Drew Barrymore 3. What male celebrity do you wish was...
    endmypainn endmypainn 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    At times I wonder what it would be like after I live this life. It used to be because I had no hope of continuing my life and I dint think I had any potential to grow as a...
    EmptyBlack EmptyBlack 31-35, M 5 hrs ago

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    I met this really nice dude his name is Luis and he recently gave me another "chance" im not sure if this ir right it feels like it but if this goes bad im pretty sure that im...
    mythlover mythlover 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    Alive because God wants me to be alive and breathing but in reality i am a corpse that is breathing , I am dead inside I dono why am i even alive whats the point in living like...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I hate it when people try to force their views and values on you. And since when did it become such a grave sin to NOT want children?! I'm the one who has to raise them day in...
    RoyalTeee RoyalTeee 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    All I want is for someone to really, truly love and care about me. I thought I had somebody like that. I want to be someone's top priority for once. I hate feeling like I'm in...
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    i hate being alive. im most likely going to log out of this site and never come back on once im finished, but i hate myself. i hate being alive and i hate waking up and i hate in...
    owlrs owlrs 16-17, T 1 Response Mar 17

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