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I Want to Feel and Be Alive

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    I Want To Feel And Be Alive

    Right now I feel rather low in energy and not very alive but I want to feel full of energy and alive.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 1 Response Feb 17, 2012

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    Living Without Appreciation

    What makes you smile? True appreciation of your loved  one? Encouragement keeps you going in life? You won't lift a book if not to discuss it with your dearest? You keep yourself idle to accompany your dearest in what ever they are doing? Are you a follower? If yes, then...
    picologupta picologupta 26-30 1 Response Apr 19, 2010

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    The Void

    Will never disappear.  It will continue to grow until it kills me.  Maybe then i will be free.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 1, 2009

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    Living Without Deprivation Of Love...

    I have recounted in many stories how I am alone physically for most of the day. I am also alone in my mind. My empathy and holistic beauty and intelligence is a repellent to most of the accepted members of society. I am proudly abnormal and seek solace on the fringes. Still, I am...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    I Live!

    Personally, I think living life to the fullest is the best way to feel and be alive (on your own terms) - kinda like killing two birds with one stone.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 26, 2011

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    Apathy

    I suffer from blunted and dull emotions. It's hard to feel much of anything. I want to feel something, for anything! Just to remind myself I'm alive! I place a lot of limitations on myself. It stunts my ability to enjoy things. I can't free me from myself. I hope to get better...
    RalysEtnedra RalysEtnedra 18-21, M Jan 5, 2013

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    Some days I don't feel alive.

    At all. Depression is a brutal thing. :/
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 13, 2014

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    I came looking for any connection. Any word to make me feel alive. Self doubt that gripped on so long starting to vanish. Slowly replaced by confidence. That built the foundation...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 8

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    After being stuck in the same, seemingly endless broken cycle. I feel as if the only way for hope is to break free of the ordinary; I don't have roots, maybe someday I could. I...
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    hello ladies, I was lead to experience because I heard all of you are really supportive and may know what I'm going through I still live with my parents and I crossdress daily...
    tmrwcanwait tmrwcanwait 18-21, T May 6

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    hello ladies,I am from Orange county, California, I was lead to experience because I heard all of you are really supportive and may know what I'm going through I still live with...
    tmrwcanwait tmrwcanwait 18-21, T 1 Response May 6

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    hello ladies,I am from Orange county, California, I was lead to experience because I heard all of you are really supportive and may know what I'm going through I still live with...
    tmrwcanwait tmrwcanwait 18-21, T 1 Response May 6

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    I feel alive when I can't sleep because of the burning scars -funny enough I punish myself for things other people did to me.
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F May 10

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    Somebody make me feel alive and shatter me
    MangaIsLoveMangaIsLife MangaIsLoveMangaIsLife 13-15 4 days ago

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    So there's this hole inside me that can't be filled. It's void and needs to be filled up. I'm beginning to see maybe I need crisis to fill this void. I'm attracted to people who...
    AlricVirgil AlricVirgil 26-30, M 1 Response May 4

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    abercrombie99 abercrombie99 16-17, M May 2

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    long time i have lost all my connection to this site and most importantly to the people i have met here...people who once upon a time were the reason i attempted at living...
    snuffal snuffal 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    BON JOVI "Wanted Dead Or Alive" It's all the same, only the names will change Everyday it seems we're wasting away Another place where the faces are so cold I'd drive all...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses May 16

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    0.77. I remember that Google was mentioned on "60 minutes" 0.78. I am not afraid of dogs 1. "As good as it gets" - it was an interesting movie 2. Sometimes my keyboard-playing are...
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M Apr 29

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    LeahLoveeU LeahLoveeU 13-15, F 2 Responses May 14

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    I LOVE YOU! No matter who you are, what you're doing, where you are in the world. I love you. Somebody, has love in their heart for you, even if you don't have love for yourself. I...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    There's a difference between living and being alive. Everyone that's not dead... Is alive. People walk and wander through life being alive. They will never have that edge, take...
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M Apr 30

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    I've wanted one for a while now- but I don't want to regret it, I feel like it should be something memorable and mean something. But I suppose when you think about it, it's all...
    lucassss91 lucassss91 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    And even if they do, I feel like I annoy them.
    TheDevilInTheMirror TheDevilInTheMirror 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I'm sure I'm not the brightest mom in the world, but I can tell you what I know from experience. I still remember what it was like to be your age. Pretty scary for me, too. I've...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F Apr 28

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    I just want to be told how great it is to be alive. To be with someone that is happy to be alive
    insensitiveone insensitiveone 31-35, M 1 Response May 5

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    What is a Mother? For me I was lucky I had a friend’s mother stand up for me when I was young, and even before I fully understood what was being done I knew she loved me like her...
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    People always say not to self harm, as if it's that easy, and it makes me think that they simply can't understand what they're saying when they say that. They couldn't possibly...
    fragilegirl6 fragilegirl6 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

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    If you want someone to talk to I am always here ! I run an inspirational YouTube channel and Fb called jessicasomebody . I would like to lift others up and make them feel not so...
    jessicalynnsmith jessicalynnsmith 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    hey I want a girl to make me feel comfortable and loved message me if your single
    ilovedunkindounts ilovedunkindounts 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    PART OF ME........ That part of me will not go away it wants to stay and fight, while the other part of me is tired and beaten down wants to quit, who will win? everyday I...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F May 11

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    DisappearIntoSilence DisappearIntoSilence 31-35, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I know it's hard right now, I know you want to just give in because it seems easier. But it's not, being alive is one of the most painful experiences of our existence. Yet being...
    chelsealea97 chelsealea97 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    First time There's a first time for everything; your first crush, first kiss, but nothing is as traumatizing at your first heartbreak. Imagine this, you become friends, then...
    Ryker91 Ryker91 22-25, M Apr 29

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    I lost my talent. It was misery. I was an expert in misery, writing to strangers worldwide giving advice and flawlessly understanding their situations and what they could do about...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M May 5

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    Ok, so I posted about a month ago about moving out from my husband. Although we are not 'seperated', I, at the moment, have no intention of going back. So for the last month I have...
    BONBEACHER BONBEACHER 26-30, F 1 Response May 10

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    I fell in love once; it was unlike anything I have ever felt before or since. That sense of purpose, that drive, that pure joy at seeing her, the number of new skills I learned...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M May 16

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