I Want to Feel and Be Alive

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 154 People

    Living Without Deprivation Of Love...

    I have recounted in many stories how I am alone physically for most of the day. I am also alone in my mind. My empathy and holistic beauty and intelligence is a repellent to most of the accepted members of society. I am proudly abnormal and seek solace on the fringes. Still, I am...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 1, 2009

    Apathy

    I suffer from blunted and dull emotions. It's hard to feel much of anything. I want to feel something, for anything! Just to remind myself I'm alive! I place a lot of limitations on myself. It stunts my ability to enjoy things. I can't free me from myself. I hope to get better...
    RalysEtnedra RalysEtnedra
    18-21, M
    Jan 5, 2013

    The Void

    Will never disappear.  It will continue to grow until it kills me.  Maybe then i will be free.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 1, 2009

    Living Without Appreciation

    What makes you smile? True appreciation of your loved  one? Encouragement keeps you going in life? You won't lift a book if not to discuss it with your dearest? You keep yourself idle to accompany your dearest in what ever they are doing? Are you a follower? If yes, then...
    picologupta picologupta
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 19, 2010

    I Want To Feel And Be Alive

    Right now I feel rather low in energy and not very alive but I want to feel full of energy and alive.
    aquarius3 aquarius3
    66-70
    1 Response Feb 17, 2012

    Some days I don't feel alive.

    At all. Depression is a brutal thing. :/
    Whoami30 Whoami30
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 13, 2014

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