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I Want to Feel and Be Alive

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    Open My Eyes.

    For once in my life I want to breath. See the true light of life and believe. That this world and my life will be alright. And I will be able to say I'm fine, without having to lie. I will smile and be happy and I will feel alive. For once, I want this in my life. One day, I...
    ImOkayNow ImOkayNow 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2011

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    More Than Breathing

     Of course, you can be alive in the physical sense and not enjoy it.  You can be dead in the emotional sense and still breathing.  If you eat, sleep, recycle waste and breath, you're technically alive but I think there is a whole lot more to life and it's potential...
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 5 Responses May 5, 2009

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    Living Without Appreciation

    What makes you smile? True appreciation of your loved  one? Encouragement keeps you going in life? You won't lift a book if not to discuss it with your dearest? You keep yourself idle to accompany your dearest in what ever they are doing? Are you a follower? If yes, then...
    picologupta picologupta 26-30 1 Response Apr 19, 2010

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    The Void

    Will never disappear.  It will continue to grow until it kills me.  Maybe then i will be free.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 1, 2009

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    I Live!

    Personally, I think living life to the fullest is the best way to feel and be alive (on your own terms) - kinda like killing two birds with one stone.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M Nov 26, 2011

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    I Want To Feel And Be Alive

    Right now I feel rather low in energy and not very alive but I want to feel full of energy and alive.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 1 Response Feb 17, 2012

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    Apathy

    I suffer from blunted and dull emotions. It's hard to feel much of anything. I want to feel something, for anything! Just to remind myself I'm alive! I place a lot of limitations on myself. It stunts my ability to enjoy things. I can't free me from myself. I hope to get better...
    RalysEtnedra RalysEtnedra 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    Living Without Deprivation Of Love...

    I have recounted in many stories how I am alone physically for most of the day. I am also alone in my mind. My empathy and holistic beauty and intelligence is a repellent to most of the accepted members of society. I am proudly abnormal and seek solace on the fringes. Still, I am...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    Some days I don't feel alive.

    At all. Depression is a brutal thing. :/
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    I've been walking through a fog for too long. I can't remember the last time I felt this alive. Quiet 7am Sunday morning, cold fresh air, bright sun poking its head over the...
    Diabo1ique Diabo1ique 70+ Jul 5

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    i would like to stop feeling alone in life i would like to stop heaving to depend on people but i cant im 26 and fell like thats it time to find my forever dumpster
    shaggy9511 shaggy9511 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    You ever felt so low that you feel like your life is a movie and you're being forced to watch? Like everything is darker, and slower than normal. Like there is no energy left in...
    Jas4001 Jas4001 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    2 years ago I tried to commit suicide and failed... I am still alive yet after all this time... I really only regret staying alive. That's it really, I regret not dying all that...
    SinisterShadow SinisterShadow 18-21, M Jun 30

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    I want to be inlove because I want to know what love is. I want to feel alive To love and to be heartbroken is maybe the best part of life I want to be inlove and be loved I...
    monah monah 22-25, F Jul 10

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    Do you believe in soulmates? If so ever wondered where your one was? On a remote island maybe? At your work or school? maybe they your best friend Or maybe they weren't even born...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 11

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    It is just hardly feel alive and no one seem to recognize that i am eager to talk normal talks with anyone... I am just like in need of some space where people can talk with me...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    I am unassuming, if you walked past me , the average vanilla would not even notice me, quiet, eyes cast down. I know the feeling when i catch his eye, he is dominant. I have to...
    intrigue30 intrigue30 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    ...and if I'm being honest, sometimes I never want to give up this bad habit. How can something capable of killing me make me feel alive? Right now it's the only thing that's...
    XxbixtchybellaxX XxbixtchybellaxX 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Feeling alive from total freedom, shivering from a soft breeze.
    Goodnatured Goodnatured 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    She was the purest beauty But not the common kind She had a way about her That made you feel alive
    Lexi2014 Lexi2014 41-45, F Jul 11

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    I know that having a companion in life is not needed, it's wanted. But at times where all you want is to be held by your significant other that want feels like a need. I'm...
    nottheaveragegirl nottheaveragegirl 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    "father...brother....son" there is a cold echo of time in the photographs the clustered figures in uniform with haunted eyes they each had a gas mask and a gun could have been...
    mudmen mudmen 46-50 10 hrs ago

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    There are things in life that i am grateful for: having a wonderful husband who supports and accepts me for who i am. Having a lovely and silly daughter and having this awesome...
    mypinkrose mypinkrose 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I ache to make someone happy. I ache to make a Girl feel special and worth it. I ache to make a woman feel like she is precious and loved. I want to do that.. I want to make a...
    Winbu Winbu 16-17, M 7 hrs ago

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    I ache to make someone happy. I ache to make a Girl feel special and worth it. I ache to make a woman feel like she is precious and loved. I want to do that.. I want to make a...
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    I ache to make someone happy. I ache to make a Girl feel special and worth it. I ache to make a woman feel like she is precious and loved. I want to do that.. I want to make a...
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    I ache to make someone happy. I ache to make a Girl feel special and worth it. I ache to make a woman feel like she is precious and loved. I want to do that.. I want to make a...
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    I ache to make someone happy. I ache to make a Girl feel special and worth it. I ache to make a woman feel like she is precious and loved. I want to do that.. I want to make a...
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    I'm 20 years old virgin never had a job, i go to college and i don't know who am i. my years in elementary and middle school, and high school, and now in college, was being the shy...
    spicybuddha101 spicybuddha101 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I want to love a girl unconditionally. I want to be able to make her feel special, loved, cared for and beautiful. I want to make her feel precious and like a queen. I want to be...
    Winbu Winbu 16-17, M 3 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Oh, the years where have they disappeared to? Can't take it back, vanished in air and ran away. Our wishing to take back time, what we spoke, the time we could have spent, the...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm wallowing and I can't seem to find a way to feel secure and completely happy in my every day life. That's not to say that I am unhappy. I'm not. A lot of things have been going...
    LadyOfLorien LadyOfLorien 18-21, F Jul 6

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    My story if I told most wouldn't believe half of it.Sometimes I don't believe half of it but it's all true.There are much worse off in this world filled with misery.So to tell my...
    bignatbreastluver bignatbreastluver 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    Last night I had a dream and I can't stop thinking about it. I miss my ex-fiancé even though I should hate her for what she did to me, I still love her it's been over a year since...
    Mijuru Mijuru 18-21 3 days ago

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    I want to meet that person that loves me through anything and everything...the kind of person that wants me in every kind of way and sees the ugly but still wants to be with me. To...
    Bunny808 Bunny808 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    I am alive and that's enough for me! Air giving me oxygen for living! When I am lonely, my heart speak with me! I started my own story, so I want to complete it! I want to die...
    Jms04 Jms04 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    I want a girlfriend who wants to always be around me and talk to me. I always feel neglected but I have needs too. I'm very social and mushy lol I like to flirt and hold my gf...
    pop482999 pop482999 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    I need a place to hide and run away from my live. Nothing feels safe, everything, everyone feels like a trap and I'm the victim. I really could use another cup of coffee or black...
    andybramblefrisch andybramblefrisch 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    My best friend (lets call her kylee) of three years has this other friend (we will call her felicia). Felicia and I do not always get along too well, but I have always tried to be...
    imaginediamonds imaginediamonds 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Scratch the crust – blood, Pick your nose – blood, Brush your teeth – blood, Sew the sock – blood, Every 28 days – blood, Are we alive? Since rubbing rusty iron makes the...
    NchK NchK 31-35, F Jul 12

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    I am incredibly lucky to be alive I was born premature 2 months before I was supposes to be born I was born 19 days after my parents got married on November 1st 1997 So I was born...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    When I was a kid I always wanted a family like the ones that I would watch on the television. My mother had 2 jobs during the time. My father well let's say........ Poppa was a...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F Jul 17

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    I work with the elderly and everyday after listening to their stories I am more grateful to be alive and well. I strive to utilize my time wisely to maximize my existence.
    lovinlife27 lovinlife27 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    OK so its my turn, gotta say, this one is even more accurate than the last test I saw, it describes me perfectly..... except for the dancing part, I cant dance to save my life...
    GoodMan1988 GoodMan1988 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    Looking in the mirror I always had a huge scar on my right side of my face. I never knew a day when I didn't see it and I can't imagine my face without it. I got it in a car...
    rukesh3 rukesh3 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I get frusrated so often when i write. My mind and heart says one thing but my hands are like a different part of me.like someone else body hooked to my brain. Some zombie or...
    WildSherry13 WildSherry13 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I am very lucky to be alive. Have you ever been happy you had a flat tier? Well I was on May 25th, 1979 on my way to the airport, and I missed my flight. It was American Airlines...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 1 Response 1 day ago

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