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I Want to Feel Complete

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    My Need For Distractions!

    When I’m doing doing my life feels complete When I’m doing nothing I feel a sense of emptiness I don’t know what to do I enjoy my work and then I get home...... I waste time on the internet I watch pointless TV I read a book I get bored I feel...
    eelarc eelarc 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2010

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    I miss him! He has someone else

    and he's happy. I don't want to ruin that for him, I don't feel complete when I'm not with him! He made me happy! He made me feel special! Now I don't know who I am because he isn't here. I hate not seeing him everyday! And I feel so alone all the time! Help...💔
    MxJ97 MxJ97 16-17, F 1 Response May 12

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    I am close to feeling complete. I want life to be perfect, for me, for my friends and for my boyfriend, who I believe is the one I will always love most. He is suffering and therefore our relationship misses that sense of quiet harmony. There's a tension in me everytime I'm about...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F Sep 27, 2008

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    Perfection-An Entry From My Journal

    This is an entry from the journal I kept while I was depressed. The meaning of life is just out of my reach and I think that is my biggest problem. I am meandering through everyday, putting names to faces, yet, my mind is elsewhere. Thinking about perfection, daydreaming about...
    llama4lifex0x0 llama4lifex0x0 18-21, F 9 Responses Sep 4, 2009

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    Somethings Missing

    how can i put into words the way i have always felt? i've always felt that something was missing in me, i really cant put a finger on what it is. its that feeling of being at a party and being alone at the same time. everyone is around talking and i feel somehow different from...
    icanthide icanthide 31-35, M 1 Response May 10, 2012

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    Someday...

    I'm still looking for the final piece of the puzzle.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Mar 19, 2012

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    When.

    I want to feel complete when there's nothing and no one around. when i'm naked and empty handed. without my music. without distraction. without any place to hide. i want to feel complete as i am now - incomplete. [NP]
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2010

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    Why Do I Feel Like Something Is Missing?

    Wow...I am not sure where to start. To start with, I am 23 years old and have a lot of hurt and pain inside. From the times I was a little kid, my father was never around nor took interest in me but had no problem taking interest in my two younger brothers. My parents divorced...
    hurting23 hurting23 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    Why Am I Doing This To Myself?

    I feel like a 15 year old sitting here and trying to find the words to say how I feel. Numb is the first thing that comes to mind. I'm just so tired. Killing myself everyday because I'm not perfect. I can't eat without feeling guilty, I can't go out without comparing myself to...
    Enma Enma 18-21, F Jul 25, 2011

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    *What's a Woman Without a Man?

    * I am one of those women out here who needs a man to complete me... Without a man to devote my life to, my life has no purpose. I don't have a purpose... One of the reasons why I joined BDSM - to seek my Master! My life's purpose... "A Man Makes a Woman" - A man makes me!
    ExoticXDarkness ExoticXDarkness 18-21, F Dec 16, 2014

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    I'm Missing A Piece

    I would love to say that i have recently broken up with someone i truly loved but the fact is that we were never going out in the first place.   The person in question has rejected me for their faith and now i feel as if there is something missing.   I never...
    comet1993 comet1993 18-21, M 5 Responses May 14, 2010

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    I hope I find happiness

    before I self destruct. This year has been a hard one but life goes on, I wish we find a way as a people to come together so this can be a better place to raise kids in. We are killing each other everyday mentally, physically and emotionally. I want a happy home, I want and need...
    ItsAnt ItsAnt 31-35, M Dec 14, 2014

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    I want to completely forget certain **** , just like how when we die , we completely forget we ever lived. :0 But I'm cool
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    Everytime I think about starting a new life I have to come to terms with my expectations for what that means. I keep expecting change and yet I refuse to change myself or my...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 2 Responses May 2

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    This last year has been all over the spectrum, from really really good, to just brutal. I think I am starting to understand why I am struggling so much with being confident in...
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    Recently my mother told my step father that she wanted a divorce. She talked to me and explained that she was most likely going to be moving in with my grandmother but that she...
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    I feel like I am nothing to anyone on this planet. Today I saw a person who pretends to be my friend in class texting like 40 people in her contacts. She never even talks to me...
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M 2 Responses May 6

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    im a 27 yr old community college freshman. my whole life ive felt alienated and somehow different from the rest. i grew up in a family that consisted of a schizophrenic mother , a...
    foxyoxy123 foxyoxy123 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    No one ever asked me to a dance in high school so I never went to homecoming or prom. I've never been taken or asked out on a romantic date, never gotten flowers from someone...
    Madison18 Madison18 18-21, F 5 Responses May 6

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    Someone made me feel complete. But she's gone now. Left my heart to wither away and die. Now I'm nothing but depressed and alone. And she doesn't care. I'm so foolish to think...
    KidNova45 KidNova45 18-21, M May 11

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    I feel like events from my past are consuming me and most of the time I feel like I'm going crazy. I've been depressed for a while,it started two years ago. For Middle School I...
    YOdawgaga YOdawgaga 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I feel like events from my past are consuming me and most of the time I feel like I'm going crazy. I've been depressed for a while,it started two years ago. For Middle School I...
    YOdawgaga YOdawgaga 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I feel like it's a bad thing to want a boyfriend like this... Isn't it wrong to desire love so much that anyone could do as long as you get to know what love is with them? I feel...
    Madobsession Madobsession 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    These are over 100 instrumentals I favor. I, believe it or not, am not listing all of my favorite instrumentals. There are some songs that I think will be completely obvious how...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F May 13

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    Katie, she was amazing, I have a mental illness and so my mind is not always clear, after I got out of jail for drug possession and went into recovery they changed my meds around...
    squeezenbiteme squeezenbiteme 31-35, M 1 Response May 16

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    Okay just want people's general view on this. So I am a 19 year old who has been a care assistant since the age of 16. I recently entered a clients house hold who is 50, he has the...
    serivers serivers 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    Its been awhile since ive written anything.. I have been feeling lost lately and i was reminded that i used to write.. So here i am. Wondering where to start..... I suppose ill...
    sunpea sunpea 36-40, F May 7

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    Why Am I Sill Single? It is a question I am getting as I now enter middle age. I just think that I am one of the most selfish people I have ever met. There is no one telling me I...
    DARRIN001 DARRIN001 36-40, M May 13

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    I'm sure I'm not the brightest mom in the world, but I can tell you what I know from experience. I still remember what it was like to be your age. Pretty scary for me, too. I've...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F Apr 28

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    Today I saw my best friend from high school for the first time in years. Completely out of the blue. And we weren't on amicable terms when we last talked. It was a bit of a shock...
    ACrueljape ACrueljape 22-25 1 Response May 8

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    There’s a possibility though, that we won’t ever meet, and I’m writing this letter but will never send it. In spite of all the craziness I’m entitled to, I want to believe...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 May 13

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    How to Be Submissive IN Relationships not just D/s I’m not encouraging women to play dumb, be in a ‘housewife’ role, or be helpless and have no opinions. Being submissive to...
    Kman4You Kman4You 36-40, M 6 Responses May 17

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    I am a 20 year old from London who studies Performance at University, which is about to end in a week. After that ill be off to America for five months working and experiencing new...
    Amyflorence Amyflorence 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    I’m 25 going on 26. While not the oldest I kind of feel like I’m starting to reach the point where I’m behind socially. I don’t have any friends, pretty much any attempt I...
    Gemcrim Gemcrim 22-25 May 10

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    I have recently voiced myself for a large while on the Duggar scandals. I have stayed away over the years from the show for various reasons of feeling like they're only acting...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    im just tired. im tired of trying .im tired of caring. i have no real close friends to talk to, and feel like im living an alienated and monotonous life , with nothing to look...
    foxyoxy123 foxyoxy123 26-30, F 4 Responses May 1

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    My husband is always on the computer playing games. I feel neglected and ignored almost all the time. I am the bread winner of the household. I am active duty and part time student...
    Insomnialaydee Insomnialaydee 26-30, F 2 Responses May 10

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    I have a serious issue when I drink. I am 22 and have had this problem since I was 16. I never know or "feel" drunk until I am blacked out. I am always the girl to black out and...
    wisconsin93 wisconsin93 22-25, F 1 Response May 10

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    When young and selfish I never really gave a thought to anyone's opinions of me and that served me well but by the time I got a bit older and unfortunately none the wiser .. I...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F May 16

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