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    Perfection-An Entry From My Journal

    This is an entry from the journal I kept while I was depressed. The meaning of life is just out of my reach and I think that is my biggest problem. I am meandering through everyday, putting names to faces, yet, my mind is elsewhere. Thinking about perfection, daydreaming about...
    llama4lifex0x0 llama4lifex0x0 18-21, F 9 Responses Sep 4, 2009

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    Someday...

    I'm still looking for the final piece of the puzzle.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Mar 19, 2012

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    I hope I find happiness

    before I self destruct. This year has been a hard one but life goes on, I wish we find a way as a people to come together so this can be a better place to raise kids in. We are killing each other everyday mentally, physically and emotionally. I want a happy home, I want and need...
    ItsAnt ItsAnt 31-35, M Dec 14, 2014

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    *What's a Woman Without a Man?

    * I am one of those women out here who needs a man to complete me... Without a man to devote my life to, my life has no purpose. I don't have a purpose... One of the reasons why I joined BDSM - to seek my Master! My life's purpose... "A Man Makes a Woman" - A man makes me!
    ExoticXDarkness ExoticXDarkness 18-21, F Dec 16, 2014

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    Somethings Missing

    how can i put into words the way i have always felt? i've always felt that something was missing in me, i really cant put a finger on what it is. its that feeling of being at a party and being alone at the same time. everyone is around talking and i feel somehow different from...
    icanthide icanthide 31-35, M 1 Response May 10, 2012

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    When.

    I want to feel complete when there's nothing and no one around. when i'm naked and empty handed. without my music. without distraction. without any place to hide. i want to feel complete as i am now - incomplete. [NP]
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2010

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    Why Do I Feel Like Something Is Missing?

    Wow...I am not sure where to start. To start with, I am 23 years old and have a lot of hurt and pain inside. From the times I was a little kid, my father was never around nor took interest in me but had no problem taking interest in my two younger brothers. My parents divorced...
    hurting23 hurting23 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    My Need For Distractions!

    When I’m doing doing my life feels complete When I’m doing nothing I feel a sense of emptiness I don’t know what to do I enjoy my work and then I get home...... I waste time on the internet I watch pointless TV I read a book I get bored I feel...
    eelarc eelarc 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2010

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    I'm Missing A Piece

    I would love to say that i have recently broken up with someone i truly loved but the fact is that we were never going out in the first place.   The person in question has rejected me for their faith and now i feel as if there is something missing.   I never...
    comet1993 comet1993 18-21, M 5 Responses May 14, 2010

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    I am close to feeling complete. I want life to be perfect, for me, for my friends and for my boyfriend, who I believe is the one I will always love most. He is suffering and therefore our relationship misses that sense of quiet harmony. There's a tension in me everytime I'm about...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F Sep 27, 2008

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    Why Am I Doing This To Myself?

    I feel like a 15 year old sitting here and trying to find the words to say how I feel. Numb is the first thing that comes to mind. I'm just so tired. Killing myself everyday because I'm not perfect. I can't eat without feeling guilty, I can't go out without comparing myself to...
    Enma Enma 18-21, F Jul 25, 2011

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    I miss him! He has someone else

    and he's happy. I don't want to ruin that for him, I don't feel complete when I'm not with him! He made me happy! He made me feel special! Now I don't know who I am because he isn't here. I hate not seeing him everyday! And I feel so alone all the time! Help...💔
    MxJ97 MxJ97 16-17, F 1 Response May 12

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    I have always been made to feel like I'm not important or special. I was always targeted because I was small, made fun of for being different, called names, sworn at, verbally...
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    not having that feeling since few days
    coolguy5544 coolguy5544 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    Some days I feel like I'm attractive, but most I don't. Some people have called me attractive and it really boost my confidence. Don't get me wrong, it doesn't put me on a pedestal...
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    Hello. I get confused with my feelings sometimes. For example, when I'm joyful and having fun I love everything and go against everything bad like cruelty. But when I'm anger or...
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    It's a little over a month shy of a year and I finely show him some of my crazy.Before coming into town this go around, he warned me that his first three days would be busy due to...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I feel like I'm always somebody's plan B, or second option. & guys treat me like I'm an object.
    Wonderlandd17 Wonderlandd17 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    I wish my husband was my friend, but he is not. He just stays by himself, and I never feel like he has my back. Yet he is nice to people. I am a Christian so I will just continue...
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    I just changed my status to a quote by myself that i like. No this isn't about me being narcissistic, it's actually about the way the status mode things works. I'm feeling down...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming 18-21, T 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Somehow out of 1000 piece to this puzzle its one that just want fit. I ask myself did they put all the pieces in the box or did I drop a piece on floor. So I immediately starts to...
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    I want to feel alive.... I want to trust someone entirely... I want to laugh..... I want to feel desired.... I want to be completely honest & open..... I want to explore new...
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    1) Name: Alice 2) Male/Female: Female 3) Were you named after anyone? Nope, not that I know of. 4) Does your name mean anything? I think it means "noble" and is of German...
    stuckinthislabyrinth stuckinthislabyrinth 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I am not though. I have my 3 kids all day everyday. I have my soul mate when he gets off work and the weekends but i feel lonely and scared. Afraid and on edge. I feel like im...
    Ghostflower9485 Ghostflower9485 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just... it's so hard to explain. I don't know where to start. A few years ago, my life was perfect. I was the best at everything, an A+ honor student, a promising future in any...
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    I honestly don't even know why I am writing this. I've never really used writing as an outlet, but then again I don't think I've ever felt this alone. This was my first summer back...
    eshan20 eshan20 18-21, M Jul 22

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    I just broke up with my first love. I feel incredibly alone and its hard not to obsess over it. I have to go back to school in a month and basically start completely over my senior...
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    I'm 17. I'll be 18 the 2nd of next month. I live in a really small town and on the outskirts of said small town. My mom never taught me to ride a bike and I'm honestly just kind of...
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    I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 5 years. This past February he became completely cold hearted and broke my heart when he unexpectedly broke up with me. I was...
    schaunie schaunie 22-25, F 7 Responses Jul 20

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    Hi all, I'm new here but this looks like a good spot to post so I'll go ahead. I have been with my partner for almost 4 years now. I'm only 22 so this seems like a long time to...
    shortandfunny101 shortandfunny101 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    This past year has been a hard year for me. Everything seems like a struggle. My whole life I had these feeling. I always felt I was meant to suffer. I was about to work through it...
    Madmanwithabox29 Madmanwithabox29 26-30, M Jul 19

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    I have these episodes about once every two weeks or so, where at night when I'm trying to sleep, I'll just lay there and weep for hours. And I'm not really sure why? I have two...
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