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I Want to Feel Complete

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    Why Am I Doing This To Myself?

    I feel like a 15 year old sitting here and trying to find the words to say how I feel. Numb is the first thing that comes to mind. I'm just so tired. Killing myself everyday because I'm not perfect. I can't eat without feeling guilty, I can't go out without comparing myself to...
    Enma Enma 18-21, F Jul 25, 2011

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    *What's a Woman Without a Man?

    * I am one of those women out here who needs a man to complete me... Without a man to devote my life to, my life has no purpose. I don't have a purpose... One of the reasons why I joined BDSM - to seek my Master! My life's purpose... "A Man Makes a Woman" - A man makes me!
    ExoticXDarkness ExoticXDarkness 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    When.

    I want to feel complete when there's nothing and no one around. when i'm naked and empty handed. without my music. without distraction. without any place to hide. i want to feel complete as i am now - incomplete. [NP]
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2010

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    Someday...

    I'm still looking for the final piece of the puzzle.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Mar 19, 2012

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    I am close to feeling complete. I want life to be perfect, for me, for my friends and for my boyfriend, who I believe is the one I will always love most. He is suffering and therefore our relationship misses that sense of quiet harmony. There's a tension in me everytime I'm about...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F Sep 27, 2008

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    Perfection-An Entry From My Journal

    This is an entry from the journal I kept while I was depressed. The meaning of life is just out of my reach and I think that is my biggest problem. I am meandering through everyday, putting names to faces, yet, my mind is elsewhere. Thinking about perfection, daydreaming about...
    llama4lifex0x0 llama4lifex0x0 18-21, F 9 Responses Sep 4, 2009

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    I hope I find happiness

    before I self destruct. This year has been a hard one but life goes on, I wish we find a way as a people to come together so this can be a better place to raise kids in. We are killing each other everyday mentally, physically and emotionally. I want a happy home, I want and need...
    ItsAnt ItsAnt 31-35, M Dec 14, 2014

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    My Need For Distractions!

    When I’m doing doing my life feels complete When I’m doing nothing I feel a sense of emptiness I don’t know what to do I enjoy my work and then I get home...... I waste time on the internet I watch pointless TV I read a book I get bored I feel...
    eelarc eelarc 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2010

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    Why Do I Feel Like Something Is Missing?

    Wow...I am not sure where to start. To start with, I am 23 years old and have a lot of hurt and pain inside. From the times I was a little kid, my father was never around nor took interest in me but had no problem taking interest in my two younger brothers. My parents divorced...
    hurting23 hurting23 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    I'm Missing A Piece

    I would love to say that i have recently broken up with someone i truly loved but the fact is that we were never going out in the first place.   The person in question has rejected me for their faith and now i feel as if there is something missing.   I never...
    comet1993 comet1993 18-21, M 5 Responses May 14, 2010

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    Somethings Missing

    how can i put into words the way i have always felt? i've always felt that something was missing in me, i really cant put a finger on what it is. its that feeling of being at a party and being alone at the same time. everyone is around talking and i feel somehow different from...
    icanthide icanthide 31-35, M 1 Response May 10, 2012

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    Related Experiences

      I came across this forum after searching for advice or similar stories online. Here's my story anyway; I'm about to turn 25 this April and feel completely at a loss with...
    Mardybum1 Mardybum1 22-25, M Feb 5

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    I don't know. The picture speaks for itself. It just brought on those feelings of emptiness, and emphasized all of the things that make it so meaningless. I feel nothing.
    Firecandy Firecandy 18-21, F Feb 10

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    if only we had more in common we probably would of still been together he was so nice and sweet to me but it just wasnt mean to be.......im so hurt but ill never forget him and...
    sweetwitchy sweetwitchy 26-30, F Feb 19

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    I just want to die. Every night I pray to God that he will take my soul. The only thing keeping me from killing myself is my mom. I know it would kill her if I were to commit...
    lalarose lalarose 18-21, F Feb 14

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    I have family and some friends but I still feel lonely at times. Everyone I know has their own lives complete with partners and such and I'm being single and all. I want feel more...
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Just when I think it's getting better ... The big *** bomb drops and it gets worse!! I feel completely exhausted!
    Smile4me33 Smile4me33 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 8

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    I only feel complete when I'm with people that I care about and we get along. I feel so alone I have no one by my side. My heart feels empty. I have no job, someone I knew passed...
    lilhopie60 lilhopie60 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 16

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    I know he loves me, but he only says it in texts, and acts silly when I say it randomly out loud. I know he cares about me, but our absence of intimacy makes me feel completely...
    Persephanie Persephanie 22-25, F Feb 11

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    I feel completely irrelevant and like I would rather just walk away from everyone than continue to feel meaningless and useless.
    Xorneto Xorneto 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Happiness is something that everybody strives for. Some people naturally have the ability to be happy, others struggle. Obviously every person goes through some tough times. I am...
    ckjackson43 ckjackson43 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    Finally,I have succumbed enough courage to write this story.Yes,i believe in unconditional love;love which has no return;love which is beyond barriers ;love which is totally...
    Insatiablelove Insatiablelove 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    I completed DBT about two years ago and it was SO worth it. I can admit there were many times I wanted to quit but I stuck to it and in a year or more I was done. I see my...
    minuet1965 minuet1965 46-50, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I've been on a roller coaster ride since I got out the Army. My family kicks me while down cause I'm definitely down. My dad makes damn sure to point out how at 28 I'm a complete...
    Slave5 Slave5 26-30, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    My mom is a great person, and I know she loves me and cares about me a lot, but sometimes she can be so unreasonable and I feel like she doesn't understand me. I study abroad, and...
    RH17 RH17 18-21, F 50 mins ago

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    A Slave's Prayer Allow girl the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow girl the spirit to know His needs. Allow girl the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow girl the...
    Mastersfaveoriteslave Mastersfaveoriteslave 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    I usually decline all pending mail from people I don't know but thought I would accept one for a change .... and wonder why I bothered. So I am posting this is for all you MEN...
    00FlyingHome 00FlyingHome 41-45, F 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I want my life to be similar to fantasy books. It's not so much that I live in a fantasy. It's more that I crave adventure, crave something completely out of the ordinary...
    HyperactiveLauren HyperactiveLauren 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I am so lonely. I've always been lonely, but I don't think I've ever been as much as I am now. I love being alone, but it's because I can't be left alone that it makes me feel...
    BlueRio BlueRio 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    1) I just had chicken soup for lunch 2)my kids just had chicken soup for lunch 3)I find chicken soup a tolerable but somewhat bland dish for lunch 4) have not looked at **** or...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 9 hrs ago

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    Recently in my life I have felt that I want to return to writing. Writing was once such a wondrous past time when I was a child. The limitless bounds to my imagination could be...
    nsywm nsywm 22-25, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I feel like if you had something to tell someone then you should but what if you value your friendship enough not too. I could go on for days with some of the things I want to tell...
    elenorr elenorr 18-21 5 hrs ago

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    Feeling so down :( Mood has dropped again, and it's just gonna get worse (I know this all too well) Feeling guilty,sad,lonely and full of despair. Nothing new! I just wanted to...
    rhiamia rhiamia 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Just remember this... if someone is putting you down, hurting you emotionally, making you feel like crap because of something you say or do, because of how you look, or because...
    LostandFading LostandFading 18-21, F 5 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    But whenever I feel like I do, I treat it as a foreign feeling - I dismiss it. It's crazy how this goes; we get used to feeling a certain way or something, that when we get it the...
    simmerdame simmerdame 16-17, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I am an unremarkable person, the "good girl" who never gets noticed. When I was a school girl, much like the cliche, I was the last one to get picked for the team in PE class. I...
    CarrieSue CarrieSue 51-55, F 1 hr ago

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    I have dated nothing but ******** my whole life. I have prayed for a man like my current bf forever. He loves me, he tells me I'm beautiful daily, he wants to marry me, etc. The...
    mbk1215 mbk1215 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    I just want someone to connect with. a person who wants to know me and not make assumptions because I don't share their feelings on everything.
    LoStOnArOcK LoStOnArOcK 31-35, M 20 hrs ago

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    I started high school this year, a high school in a different town. Making friends has always been hard for me; people would always pick on me because I was the small kid until I...
    Kassings Kassings 16-17, F 22 hrs ago

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    I know that I feel better when I feel sleepy and that happen every time after shower , just want to relax and listen to nice track
    as3adsamy as3adsamy 22-25, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    And so empty inside. I don't feel like bothering my friends with my negative stuff... I'm just feeling kind of lonely. I miss a friend of mine. Really bad. He was my best friend...
    Isobel1985 Isobel1985 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    Rejection.... I fear it so it comes into my life.... I attract it,... I hate that I do this.... I'm insane.... My most blaring area of rejection in my life right now is within the...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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