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I Want to Feel Complete

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    Perfection-An Entry From My Journal

    This is an entry from the journal I kept while I was depressed. The meaning of life is just out of my reach and I think that is my biggest problem. I am meandering through everyday, putting names to faces, yet, my mind is elsewhere. Thinking about perfection, daydreaming about...
    llama4lifex0x0 llama4lifex0x0 18-21, F 9 Responses Sep 4, 2009

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    Why Do I Feel Like Something Is Missing?

    Wow...I am not sure where to start. To start with, I am 23 years old and have a lot of hurt and pain inside. From the times I was a little kid, my father was never around nor took interest in me but had no problem taking interest in my two younger brothers. My parents divorced...
    hurting23 hurting23 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    I'm Missing A Piece

    I would love to say that i have recently broken up with someone i truly loved but the fact is that we were never going out in the first place.   The person in question has rejected me for their faith and now i feel as if there is something missing.   I never...
    comet1993 comet1993 18-21, M 5 Responses May 14, 2010

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    Somethings Missing

    how can i put into words the way i have always felt? i've always felt that something was missing in me, i really cant put a finger on what it is. its that feeling of being at a party and being alone at the same time. everyone is around talking and i feel somehow different from...
    icanthide icanthide 31-35, M 1 Response May 10, 2012

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    I am close to feeling complete. I want life to be perfect, for me, for my friends and for my boyfriend, who I believe is the one I will always love most. He is suffering and therefore our relationship misses that sense of quiet harmony. There's a tension in me everytime I'm about...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F Sep 27, 2008

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    Someday...

    I'm still looking for the final piece of the puzzle.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Mar 19, 2012

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    Why Am I Doing This To Myself?

    I feel like a 15 year old sitting here and trying to find the words to say how I feel. Numb is the first thing that comes to mind. I'm just so tired. Killing myself everyday because I'm not perfect. I can't eat without feeling guilty, I can't go out without comparing myself to...
    Enma Enma 18-21, F Jul 25, 2011

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    My Need For Distractions!

    When I’m doing doing my life feels complete When I’m doing nothing I feel a sense of emptiness I don’t know what to do I enjoy my work and then I get home...... I waste time on the internet I watch pointless TV I read a book I get bored I feel...
    eelarc eelarc 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2010

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    When.

    I want to feel complete when there's nothing and no one around. when i'm naked and empty handed. without my music. without distraction. without any place to hide. i want to feel complete as i am now - incomplete. [NP]
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2010

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    Well, unfortunately EP doesn't have an

    experience that describes what I intended when I first had the idea to write this down. I believe the proper title for this is: I Feel Complete. Well, today I had an opportunity to make a small but worthy road trip. I got up early, got my college sweater and took the first bus I...
    Alex108 Alex108 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    Related Experiences

    Without needing someone.. wish I could be strong, independent, and mature person :( I dont like to find myself feeling lonely and lookong for someone to save me
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 14

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    I haven't been around for a while, 'cause I've been utterly busy with my baby. I joined soon after my break up, when my ex husband -left me alone with our one-year-old baby. Now...
    bettyajz bettyajz 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    We've all had our ups and downs in life, and we've all had those tough, heartbreaking moments that just make you want to give up on everything. Those are the moments when you just...
    KarmaCycle KarmaCycle 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm completely alone without friends or family literally and I just wish I could find someone who was loyal to me for once in my life. If I had a girlfriend or boyfriend who was...
    oliviatee oliviatee 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I have been feeling so confused and lost. In high school I was involved in everything and was the valediction. Now I feel completely stuck. Due to money I had to leave the...
    MysticallyForbidden MysticallyForbidden 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm sad. I stay up late and sometimes don't sleep at night just thinking of the things I could say if I actually had someone to say it to. I'm extremely precocious and have found...
    mattheadplus mattheadplus 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    Once again, I felt my life is slipping away from me. I started to dread about what the future holds for me. His departure tore me apart but soon I quickly found myself again. I...
    minyue minyue 18-21, F Aug 5

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    Pretty much all of the time. I am grateful enough and appreciate that i have all my family and i have no problems with them and i also am grateful that they love and accept who i...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't know why I do. But after seeing him so often at school now, it's like tugging at my heart strings. I was warned this might happen. I've talked to my mother about him, as...
    katd1234 katd1234 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's hard to wake up sometimes... i wake up fearful and stressed about what a new day will bring to me, the not knowing what will happen next is scary. Lots of things have gone...
    TheTurtleDove TheTurtleDove 22-25, F a week ago

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    I feel completely lost as a person :/ I feel I have no clue who I am or meant to be anymore, it's like everyday I'm losing more and more of the real me, over the past few years I...
    purple567 purple567 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    24 hours later. So I guess that's it. I put myself out there. But he hasn't responded back. Not only do I feel completely blindsided but I'm so confused why he hasn't contacted me...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    I'm incredibly blessed with a great life: Happily married. Amazing kid. A job I love (most days.) People see me everyday and see the mask I put on to face the world. I smile and...
    lachrymose3 lachrymose3 26-30, F 6 Responses Aug 23

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    Once again Facebook asking me What's on my mind. Dearest, you know?... I haven't words to tell or explain that mess inside of my head. But... Today I want to try. Try to start talk...
    WhineWolfe WhineWolfe 16-17, F Aug 19

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    It's been almost eight years since i've fallen in love. My first and I'm afraid it would be the last. Four years since I had that relationship with her. We almost lasted a year but...
    xenna2 xenna2 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am 28 years old boy, I am handsome, smart, my height is 6 feet, slim body, currently i am general manager of a company. I want a true love, i want feel the happiness of love, i...
    yoggie1985 yoggie1985 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    There is a girl from one of my recent posts, i'm going to refer to her as The Girl. And Awesome is the perfect guy The Girl now is in love with. The Girl and i used to text a...
    timboslice42 timboslice42 13-15, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Every time while exploring experiences I come along people who are depressed,lonely,feel ugly,cut themselves and much more.i request these people to become strong,to message me if...
    dwinewen dwinewen 16-17, F 28 mins ago

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    I wish to be loved yes but I also wish to love a woman. For the past few days I've had a ache in my heart. This ache has consumed every ounce of me and I'm now longing to act on...
    Winbu Winbu 16-17, M 2 hrs ago

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    But I feel I never will. Between my looks and my flighty and emotionally unstable personality......no one will stay, but I desperately want someone to.
    sweetloaf sweetloaf 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    He doesn't give a **** about me. All his actions prove that I mean nothing to him. His words tell me otherwise. But talk is a disease and action is it's cure! I don't want to...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 52 mins ago

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    we'll first off my family is completely dysfunctional... all day just screaming at each other yelling. my dad is a complete loser he's so fat he can't do anything... and he doesn't...
    mistahfreddie mistahfreddie 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 14

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    I want to be happy and I'm trying to be happy. My efforts to do so seem to all go in vain. This very minute I wish I had a "life delete button", so i can delete what I WANT TO...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    My husband Johnny and I have been together for 2 years, married for a year and a half. We met through his older brother 2 1/2 years ago and started talking as friends. Neither one...
    ashleymarcia ashleymarcia 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Unfortunately too often. Or fortunately. Depending on what i want to be. Saint or jerk.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 2 hrs ago

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    I'm honestly not the type of person who wants to be alone all the time but I've become somewhat of a hermit lately. My husband is an alcoholic and it seems to keep getting worse...
    nikkib3809 nikkib3809 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 1

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    An Interview with Alexandr Dugin by Manuel Ochsenreiter Prof. Dugin, the Western mainstream media and established politicians describe the recent situation in Ukraine as a...
    TheDaken TheDaken 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    Basically I've always been a relationship person, I love being in a relationship. I just can't seem to be loyal. My current boyfriend and I have been together for a year, in this...
    Jin959 Jin959 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I was always a weird kid.. was probably difficult to handle.. although the way I have always seen myself, I always try to be a good person and I used to follow the rules to the...
    twiztedrune twiztedrune 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I have been feeling apathetic towards anyone I love lately. I feel an emotional detachment and I can't get myself to care as much as I used to for others. Especially my boyfriend...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    I am 17 going on 18 in OCT and I am completely....unfocused...and lost. I look back on the last few years and I feel like a complete ****-up. I dint get A honor roll or Ab honor...
    Reaverscy Reaverscy 16-17, M 6 Responses Aug 19

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    I want to meet that one person who comes into my life and explains everything I've given up on understanding. Someone who will show me how to see the world differently. Someone who...
    KaylaNicole9311 KaylaNicole9311 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    So I finally did it. It's over. I have spent years of my life balancing work and school, fought off insane loneliness, surmounted all the doubts and weird looks and all-nighters...
    nicolaluna nicolaluna 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I don't dislike children at all...I don't have children and it just simply didn't happen....but, to be completely honest, I have never thought about having or wanted to have...
    purly purly 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I've honestly felt this way my entire teenage years, but as a young adult it's only gotten worse. Let me start out by saying I'm nothing to society. Absolutely nothing. I'm a short...
    Danielt104 Danielt104 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Being so far from home is so difficult, especially around holidays/birthdays.. I miss them so much everyday. I feel like people here don't understand me most of the time, and I...
    JaidIsAWildflower JaidIsAWildflower 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    French doorways in a completely concluded wander out basement by using a custom made recreation area? A amongst A form gourmet kitchen area or eating home that states royalty? Most...
    Emile232 Emile232 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    This Friday I am planning on telling my wife that I want to file for divorce. Saturday is my birthday. I do not care that it is my birthday. I never enjoy anything anymore. I feel...
    Fluxification Fluxification 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 19

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