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I Want to Feel Complete

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    Perfection-An Entry From My Journal

    This is an entry from the journal I kept while I was depressed. The meaning of life is just out of my reach and I think that is my biggest problem. I am meandering through everyday, putting names to faces, yet, my mind is elsewhere. Thinking about perfection, daydreaming about...
    llama4lifex0x0 llama4lifex0x0 18-21, F 9 Responses Sep 4, 2009

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    I am close to feeling complete. I want life to be perfect, for me, for my friends and for my boyfriend, who I believe is the one I will always love most. He is suffering and therefore our relationship misses that sense of quiet harmony. There's a tension in me everytime I'm about...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F Sep 27, 2008

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    Someday...

    I'm still looking for the final piece of the puzzle.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M Mar 19, 2012

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    Somethings Missing

    how can i put into words the way i have always felt? i've always felt that something was missing in me, i really cant put a finger on what it is. its that feeling of being at a party and being alone at the same time. everyone is around talking and i feel somehow different from...
    icanthide icanthide 31-35, M 1 Response May 10, 2012

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    I'm Missing A Piece

    I would love to say that i have recently broken up with someone i truly loved but the fact is that we were never going out in the first place.   The person in question has rejected me for their faith and now i feel as if there is something missing.   I never...
    comet1993 comet1993 18-21, M 5 Responses May 14, 2010

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    Why Am I Doing This To Myself?

    I feel like a 15 year old sitting here and trying to find the words to say how I feel. Numb is the first thing that comes to mind. I'm just so tired. Killing myself everyday because I'm not perfect. I can't eat without feeling guilty, I can't go out without comparing myself to...
    Enma Enma 18-21, F Jul 25, 2011

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    My Need For Distractions!

    When I’m doing doing my life feels complete When I’m doing nothing I feel a sense of emptiness I don’t know what to do I enjoy my work and then I get home...... I waste time on the internet I watch pointless TV I read a book I get bored I feel...
    eelarc eelarc 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2010

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    Well, unfortunately EP doesn't have an

    experience that describes what I intended when I first had the idea to write this down. I believe the proper title for this is: I Feel Complete. Well, today I had an opportunity to make a small but worthy road trip. I got up early, got my college sweater and took the first bus I...
    Alex108 Alex108 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    When.

    I want to feel complete when there's nothing and no one around. when i'm naked and empty handed. without my music. without distraction. without any place to hide. i want to feel complete as i am now - incomplete. [NP]
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2010

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    Why Do I Feel Like Something Is Missing?

    Wow...I am not sure where to start. To start with, I am 23 years old and have a lot of hurt and pain inside. From the times I was a little kid, my father was never around nor took interest in me but had no problem taking interest in my two younger brothers. My parents divorced...
    hurting23 hurting23 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    Without needing someone.. wish I could be strong, independent, and mature person :( I dont like to find myself feeling lonely and lookong for someone to save me
    lsy3002 lsy3002 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I haven't been around for a while, 'cause I've been utterly busy with my baby. I joined soon after my break up, when my ex husband -left me alone with our one-year-old baby. Now...
    bettyajz bettyajz 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    A whole other thing, nothing but me to be the same. I think I deserve it.
    hhalo hhalo 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I have had a long section of depression. It's been caused by quite a few factors, but it's really been compounding and it has been a difficult thing to deal with. I guess it was...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M Jul 21

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    I'm sad. I stay up late and sometimes don't sleep at night just thinking of the things I could say if I actually had someone to say it to. I'm extremely precocious and have found...
    mattheadplus mattheadplus 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    Once again, I felt my life is slipping away from me. I started to dread about what the future holds for me. His departure tore me apart but soon I quickly found myself again. I...
    minyue minyue 18-21, F Aug 5

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    I want to blow their cover and make them feel the pain and helplessness as i felt always i want them to feel completely devastated lose their conscious in pain and deeply broken...
    Aquariusisbaddu Aquariusisbaddu 22-25, M Jul 25

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    I feel completely lost as a person :/ I feel I have no clue who I am or meant to be anymore, it's like everyday I'm losing more and more of the real me, over the past few years I...
    purple567 purple567 16-17, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Once again Facebook asking me What's on my mind. Dearest, you know?... I haven't words to tell or explain that mess inside of my head. But... Today I want to try. Try to start talk...
    WhineWolfe WhineWolfe 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I know that having a companion in life is not needed, it's wanted. But at times where all you want is to be held by your significant other that want feels like a need. I'm...
    nottheaveragegirl nottheaveragegirl 16-17, F Jul 29

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    I am 28 years old boy, I am handsome, smart, my height is 6 feet, slim body, currently i am general manager of a company. I want a true love, i want feel the happiness of love, i...
    yoggie1985 yoggie1985 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I've been posting about the same topic for a while, and I feel like posting again so I can ventilate as I'm having a terrible morning. Nearly two months ago, my ex-girlfriend broke...
    xSundip xSundip 18-21, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My girlfriend whom I love very much has become "not sure about anything" and shut me almost completely out of her life, but not actually broken up with me. I don't know what to do...
    thesingledad thesingledad 31-35, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    My head feels like its gonna explode I don't want to think anymore. I want to forget I exist for awhile. I don't want to hear the shower dripping, feel my arms burning from the...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 2 Responses 41 mins ago

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    I think this is my problem a lot of the times. The reason I feel happy, sad, angry, depressed or bored is usually effected by being alone or feeling alone.. On here, I can be...
    heartdeflowerboys1 heartdeflowerboys1 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    The past few years have been really rough for me. For years, I've walked around, feeling numb and isolated. I started therapy a few years and it's as if the flood gate of...
    tffan839 tffan839 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    Hello and welcome to my thread, -This is my attempt to write a document about Vampires with the knowledge I have. If I miss any information please inform me by a private message...
    Unification Unification 16-17, F 36 mins ago

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    Happiness is just a feeling. It cannot be measured in quantitative terms so it's really difficult to measure the level of happiness and hence also very difficult to certify that...
    uselessguy uselessguy 36-40, M 10 hrs ago

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    I can't believe what has happened! The girl i've been wanting and waiting for 4 years said that she loves me. Im in a shock. Is this a cruel joke or is it real. I feel so happy and...
    realandtrue realandtrue 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    we'll first off my family is completely dysfunctional... all day just screaming at each other yelling. my dad is a complete loser he's so fat he can't do anything... and he doesn't...
    mistahfreddie mistahfreddie 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Everytime I log in into Facebook or open Instagram and see that other people are having fun and have lots of friends I feel like I'm the loneliest person in the world and that...
    theitalianboy theitalianboy 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself - and especially to feel. Or, not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I have only just found this site this evening but am fascinated to learn that my 20+ yr old tickle fetish is not as unique as I thought... I love the helplessness of it all, being...
    bflyticklee bflyticklee 36-40, F 14 Responses Jul 24

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    I don't think I'm a bad human being, I just think that the things I do can be pretty unforgivable sometimes. Maybe it's my teenage years, or my lack of experience or lack of...
    Cue0811 Cue0811 18-21 Jul 26

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    I want to be happy and I'm trying to be happy. My efforts to do so seem to all go in vain. This very minute I wish I had a "life delete button", so i can delete what I WANT TO...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    Hey EP! This story is a big thing for me as I've never had the guts to tell it other than to my girlfriend and family. It all started about 16 years ago when I met this girl at...
    Barmybrummy84 Barmybrummy84 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    As of now, I wanted to become a famous musician... But it feels that I won't be accomplishing it... First, I took piano lessons at the age of 6-8 and I completely suck... And I...
    DarkAngel483 DarkAngel483 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    So Im 22 years old and I've been dating a marine for about 3 years now. him and i started long distance. we did meet in person prior to starting a serious relationships. Him and i...
    ilmdp ilmdp 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    My best friend (lets call her kylee) of three years has this other friend (we will call her felicia). Felicia and I do not always get along too well, but I have always tried to be...
    imaginediamonds imaginediamonds 18-21, F Jul 30

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    I'm honestly not the type of person who wants to be alone all the time but I've become somewhat of a hermit lately. My husband is an alcoholic and it seems to keep getting worse...
    nikkib3809 nikkib3809 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    Getting real tired of it taking so long to meet minds like my own. Endlessly scrolling through experiences and profiles, scrutinizing every detail that a person shows of their self...
    MohnJarston86 MohnJarston86 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    1. I love my hair. It’s totally awesome. 2. I use pomade sometimes. 3. I use a black comb. 4. I almost always carry a Swiss Army knife with me. 5. I always have tissues...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 20

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    Since I was 5 I remember getting beaten. My parents grew up in a very abusive environment as well, especially my mother. I was whipped with my bottoms off, hit with wooden/metal...
    dianeemariee dianeemariee 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    The one person I want to share my thoughts with is the one person I can't talk to. He was the only one I was open and completely honest with. I know I'm a work in process with lots...
    wanderingheart237 wanderingheart237 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 22

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    I met the woman of my dreams, the one who stole my heart completely, my love, you captured it when the least expected. Baby, you understand me like no one else, although I make...
    womanonly womanonly 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I have completely and confidently decided I want a divorce from my husband of 10 years. It hasn't always been bad times, but I've never really felt that true love feeling and I...
    raedavis raedavis 31-35, F 37 Responses Jul 31

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    An Interview with Alexandr Dugin by Manuel Ochsenreiter Prof. Dugin, the Western mainstream media and established politicians describe the recent situation in Ukraine as a...
    TheDaken TheDaken 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    Basically I've always been a relationship person, I love being in a relationship. I just can't seem to be loyal. My current boyfriend and I have been together for a year, in this...