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I Want to Feel Complete

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    Why Am I Doing This To Myself?

    I feel like a 15 year old sitting here and trying to find the words to say how I feel. Numb is the first thing that comes to mind. I'm just so tired. Killing myself everyday because I'm not perfect. I can't eat without feeling guilty, I can't go out without comparing myself to...
    Enma Enma 18-21, F Jul 25, 2011

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    I'm Missing A Piece

    I would love to say that i have recently broken up with someone i truly loved but the fact is that we were never going out in the first place.   The person in question has rejected me for their faith and now i feel as if there is something missing.   I never...
    comet1993 comet1993 18-21, M 5 Responses May 14, 2010

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    Perfection-An Entry From My Journal

    This is an entry from the journal I kept while I was depressed. The meaning of life is just out of my reach and I think that is my biggest problem. I am meandering through everyday, putting names to faces, yet, my mind is elsewhere. Thinking about perfection, daydreaming about...
    llama4lifex0x0 llama4lifex0x0 18-21, F 9 Responses Sep 4, 2009

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    I am close to feeling complete. I want life to be perfect, for me, for my friends and for my boyfriend, who I believe is the one I will always love most. He is suffering and therefore our relationship misses that sense of quiet harmony. There's a tension in me everytime I'm about...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F Sep 27, 2008

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    Why Do I Feel Like Something Is Missing?

    Wow...I am not sure where to start. To start with, I am 23 years old and have a lot of hurt and pain inside. From the times I was a little kid, my father was never around nor took interest in me but had no problem taking interest in my two younger brothers. My parents divorced...
    hurting23 hurting23 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 17, 2009

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    My Need For Distractions!

    When I’m doing doing my life feels complete When I’m doing nothing I feel a sense of emptiness I don’t know what to do I enjoy my work and then I get home...... I waste time on the internet I watch pointless TV I read a book I get bored I feel...
    eelarc eelarc 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2010

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    *What's a Woman Without a Man?

    * I am one of those women out here who needs a man to complete me... Without a man to devote my life to, my life has no purpose. I don't have a purpose... One of the reasons why I joined BDSM - to seek my Master! My life's purpose... "A Man Makes a Woman" - A man makes me!
    ExoticXDarkness ExoticXDarkness 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    I hope I find happiness

    before I self destruct. This year has been a hard one but life goes on, I wish we find a way as a people to come together so this can be a better place to raise kids in. We are killing each other everyday mentally, physically and emotionally. I want a happy home, I want and need...
    ItsAnt ItsAnt 31-35, M Dec 14, 2014

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    When.

    I want to feel complete when there's nothing and no one around. when i'm naked and empty handed. without my music. without distraction. without any place to hide. i want to feel complete as i am now - incomplete. [NP]
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2010

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    Someday...

    I'm still looking for the final piece of the puzzle.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Mar 19, 2012

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    Somethings Missing

    how can i put into words the way i have always felt? i've always felt that something was missing in me, i really cant put a finger on what it is. its that feeling of being at a party and being alone at the same time. everyone is around talking and i feel somehow different from...
    icanthide icanthide 31-35, M 1 Response May 10, 2012

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