I Want to Feel Feminine

*sigh* There are plenty of Tom-Boys out there, and women with short hair. I'm one of the "tom-boys-with-short-hair-hybrids". PLENTY of people mistake me for dude. One time, TWO waitors mistaken me for a boy in one day, IN THE SAME...

CHILDHOOD

September 23, 2011...

I thought of this yesterday as my mom gave me a white top.  It's a bit see-through so I went hunting for a camisole to wear under it. None. I remember when growing up camisoles were a must. I had a couple in white, one beige and one in...

SRS-SEXUAL RECONSTRUCTION SURGERY
AND MY FURTHER TRANSITION

September 25, 2011

People often ask me why I would go to such...

This is something I have felt for a long time.  Whenever I dress up in a skirt or dress or even a pant suit.  I feel awkward.  I wish I knew how to change how I feel.  I want to be able to feel sexy, attractive, and...

My closet is composed of entirely fancy handmedowns. Whenever my godmother cleans out her closet, she always brings me a load of them.
They're beautiful, shining things. Glittering dresses. Sparkling shirts. Skirts and shorts galore...

I was about 9 or 10 and would usually spend my time indoors I loved reading my mum’s

women’s magazines. I loved the pictures of these women in the sexiest, feminine lingerie and

their stockings. I was quite small...

TEEN YEARS...

To feel feminine is a sentual attitude which  represent tenderness in their hearts in which most of us lack , their movement has an angel footprint , your heart sways with elegency and entegrity just watching their...

I want soft, soft skin.. Without any blemishes or bumps... Or dark dots. I want to feel attractive.. And womanly. I want to turn heads sometimes.. With long, long hair.. And toned legs. Natural pink lips.. That can redden in a slight...

Many things can make me feel feminine, some simple and some complex.
Dresses and skirts and blouses.
Nylons and heels, especially.
Applying (clear) nail polish to my fingers and toes.
Doing Mommy things like cleaning the house or...

11/6/11

My parents were Lutheran. In my childhood, we attended Church, and they taught my brother and me, the importance of believing in something divine and attending Church. I was also baptized. We attended church, but not every...