I Want to Feel Free

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    I Want To Feel Free

    I WANT TO FEEL FREE FROM EVERY PAIN LIFE AND PEOPLE HAVE CAUSED ME I WANT TO ESCAPE THIS WORLD AND EVERYONE THAT IS AROUND ME EXCEPT MY CHILDREN I WANT THEM AROUND ME ALWAYS BECAUSE I  KNOW THEY LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE THEM ITS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE  I WANT MY LITTLE FAMILY TO...
    gina200940 gina200940
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    Aug 4, 2011

    You drown in your own blood,

    bathing in your dead body, controlled by a dead mans life. You're a skeleton, wandering through your black life, before you die, leaving a negligible memory.
    Darkthoughtsallover Darkthoughtsallover
    16-17, F
    Feb 21, 2015

    Never give up on those you love.

    For when you feel lonely, and depressed, they're who you need most. They're the only light shining in your life.
    justmeandloveit justmeandloveit
    16-17, F
    Jan 19, 2015

    Saturn Here We Come

    There's so much more to this statement than words can even begin to euphemise. The feeling of being free, to me, would signify a full,pure presence..(of course I'm reverting back to a time in my wind when I was present and crystal clear...to better reiterate the simile..or...
    amyriadofmelodies amyriadofmelodies
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 31, 2012

    They Say I Live In the Land of the Free.

    But how can any of this be free, when everywhere I could go, everything still has a fee.   I don't feel the real kind of freedom I long for in this world. It seems like all there really is is spending a large chunk of life "learning," Then the rest of it is...
    Dilatus Dilatus
    18-21, M
    Apr 2, 2009

    I'm not free with everyone.

    I can't seem to bring myself to express things I really think and feel. There will always be the wall, that barrier, closed doors that the most random people I encounter seem to already have a key to get through. I don't know their secret or what they know that I missed, but it...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness
    31-35
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2015

    Different

    I KNOW MOST PEOPLE SAY THAT THEY WANT TO BE FREE FROM WORK OR RESPONSIBILITIES OR EVEN FINANCES. BUT I WANT TO BE FREE IN ONE WAY...I WANT TO BE FREE FROM MYSELF: I HAVE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER---POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER--ANXIETY AND PANIC DISORDER--OCD. EVEN THOUGH...
    AnimusVita AnimusVita
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 27, 2011

    99% of the Time

    I feel  Trapped  by depression. Its been coming more and more unbearable ive told everyone i feel like running away from my life ... Im very impatient and want to feel the joy of happiness again . Things keep getting more and more  hard as each day goes by . I want...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    Jul 26, 2007

    Dreaming My Life Away, Head In the Clouds

    i´m a hard thinker, and dream alot. sometimes i think things so hard that i feel i have said them out, but everyone says that they can´t get anything out of me. i am good at analyzing people around me, even if they don´t tell anything about themselves and...
    Limppu Limppu
    18-21, F
    Jan 7, 2008

    I just freed myself from a man I

    once thought perfect. We will never see each other ever again.
    kingkiera kingkiera
    18-21, F
    Nov 7, 2015

    Prisoner Or Freak In A Freak Show?

    I wake up In a cell. Am I in prison? But why? A female guard Stands there With a look Of hatred And sorrow. I look down At my wrists, Shackles With a chain That connects to the earth. I look up, I see people Laughing... At me. The owner laughs, Makes jokes, And trying to poke...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

    No Matter What This Means

    free inside ...
    amysangels amysangels
    22-25, F
    May 4, 2010

    Yes But I Blow It

    i want to feel free, to be free of all the abuse i cop every day. for me to be free it would be the best thing in the world, the only way i can be free is to go to care but all the time i get that chance i blow it. so i am serioulsy wondering if i deserve to be free. i want it...
    snowy174 snowy174
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 11, 2011

    I Feel Tied Down

    but i have no choice but to live with my constrictive parents who don't allow me to drive. i feel like i'm living in a box and i cant get out. it sucks. just got out of a two yr art school and LOVED it LOVED the experience LOVED EVERYTHING about living on my own. but, now i have...
    Uruviel Uruviel
    18-21, F
    Jun 2, 2011

    I'm sure some genius out there is still saying

    real freedom is in our mind.. but with all those money and technology things outside I don't feel that free. Well.. I still am a student and this year I will end my university. I have to say I learned how to be free but I am depending on material things I cannot control...
    CrookedMat CrookedMat
    26-30, M
    May 5, 2014

    Free From Confines of Marriage

    Why, why, why do some people believe that marriage gives them title of ownership over their spouse?  Don't these people realize that tying a ball and chain to another is akin to slavery?  It's little wonder why those of us who find ourselves in these types of marriages...
    think2much think2much
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Jun 18, 2008

    What Does Free Really Mean?

    In my mind, I guess total freedom would be complete happiness.  Free from worries.  Free from depression.  Free from debt.  Free from guilt.  Free from obligations.  Free to be what I wanted.  Free to love unconditionally & accept it in...
    darlene darlene
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2008

    I am tired from being my own prisoner.

    I am just feeling like am trapped in this square box of glass watching everything around me but not in it, like it is too hard for my thoughts to just leave me alone , they must isolate me and drag me somewhere i dont want to be there , turn me in to something i never wanted to...
    Alexandra129 Alexandra129
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2013

    I Wish I Could Feel Free.

    I've never really been "free". I grew up with controlling parents and I've been forced to go to a private school since I was little. It's so controlled there, it makes me sick. But my school has made me sick, literally, quite often. I'm so stressed out all the time and I don't...
    oliveostrovsky oliveostrovsky
    18-21
    Jan 3, 2013

    Surrender to Freedom

        What do we stand for?   Is there a reason for all that there is? Is there a connection that somehow runs between everything and everyone?         The beauty of this world stands for so much more then we know.   Not all...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 25, 2009

    A heart that is free No turmoil exists

    Thoughts not held captive Words unspoken A love...without chains Emotions not withheld Resentment undone Voids not existing Hurt that finally has healed Bitterness that never surfaced True happiness that does exist within, to finally exist between two Kindness...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 2, 2015

    I've Just Begun to Believe, Maybe I Can Be.

    I've felt trapped, by everything, throughout my whole life so far.  Every circumstance, criticism, judgement, relationship, job, and even the beliefs I was 'brought up' with - all were nothing to me, but suffication. Being me, was never an option.  I had so many wings...
    rockyj rockyj
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2008

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