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I Want to Feel Normal Again

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    Well, Maybe Not

     Well...i've never really felt "normal"...whatever that is.  so maybe i'd like to feel normal for once i suppose.  well, actually, maybe i'd just rather be me.  Yea, **** being normal!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    Normal Again

    Normal again, That's what I want, Normality, Forgotten what that's like, Been to hell, And back, Gotta settle down, Trouble is, I've forgotten how!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 28, 2012

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    I Don't Feel Quite Right Now

    I don't feel sane. I feel confused and messed up. I just want to be able to be happy. If this story is in the wrong group, let me know. I feel like this applies to this group because I don't feel normal after making such a huge mistake like this. When I was 20, I was set up with...
    emoteemo emoteemo 26-30, F Oct 12, 2011

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    I Wont To But

    i wana feel normal agin yet wut IS normal huh   i dont even no wut normal is anymore and i like being a furry and cant wate to rilly get into the fandom
    beeeriy beeeriy 18-21, M Apr 19, 2010

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    A Poem "Silently Screaming"

    Silently Screaming But Never Heard I Shed a Tear That’s Never Seen Lies Truth Reality Deepness Darkness Frightens Me Alone Fear creeps in Paralizing, motionless Fear Afraid to do the things I once did My body is no longer mine Trapped inside I’m a soul that’s broken Hurting...
    silentlyscreaming2 silentlyscreaming2 31-35, F Feb 24, 2013

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    Iam 24 years old now, and i am lonely person. i never had a boyfreind, its funny i just dont know how, i feel nothing. i realized yesterday that iam not a normal person .
    Evaneva Evaneva 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    A year down the track since my last post. I put on a couple of kilos but took them off again and am basically around the same weight a year later. Would love to go down by a...
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    I am currently 18, but I turn 19 this month. I work as a waiter at a restaurant and make okay money. I will elaborate on that in a bit. I weigh about 137, I have black hair, 5"11...
    OblivionWalker OblivionWalker 18-21 3 hrs ago

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    A lot of the time, I'm alone. My friends having run off to a coffee shop while I make my way home. I've grown up alone. People point when they find out I'm different. I won't tell...
    Haeze Haeze 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    A few days ago, I went into a terrible down mood. I was miserable. I cut my wrist with a mechanical pencil... I was seriously thinking about suicide. My cousin was supposed to meet...
    StayCsBS93 StayCsBS93 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    its been almost eight months since my boyfriend passed away. it still seems like yesterday. i try to tell myself everyday that i can do this and things will get better..that lasts...
    forevermyalways forevermyalways 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Growing up, I used to watch a lot of game shows on television. The shows I remember watching were "The Price Is Right", "Family Feud", "Wheel Of Fortune", "Jeopardy!", "Super...
    s4019t s4019t 26-30, M 6 hrs ago

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    I'll just do it here. "Dear Charlie, you disgust me. Why the **** can't you just be normal. You have so much low self-esteem, it's almost unbelievable... well with that face...
    weirdcharlie weirdcharlie 16-17, T 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Love hurts so much......not sure I ever want to feel that pain again!
    lemolemo lemolemo 41-45, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Lately, I've been having flashes of realizations in life. Everything I thought to be true about myself was gone. I feel different, yet I feel more myself than ever before. What...
    Bumblebeat Bumblebeat 61-65, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I'm having irrational thoughts like I always do. Like how I think no one could love truly or how I'm afraid to die alone. Its insane, I have a loving boyfriend who doesn't make me...
    soulpool20 soulpool20 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I'm having irrational thoughts like I always do. Like how I think no one could love truly or how I'm afraid to die alone. Its insane, I have a loving boyfriend who doesn't make me...
    soulpool20 soulpool20 22-25, F 15 hrs ago

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    If there was a time when friendship would be needed it would be now, I never thought I would ever get back here, but I have, walking through the same streets, feeling the same...
    SunlightSeeker SunlightSeeker 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I'm smack bang in the middle of my annual doldrums... I'm thirty-six years old. Might look twenty-six, but the birth certificate says otherwise. I still have no direction...
    SevenTierCrazyCake SevenTierCrazyCake 36-40, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    I haven't cut in about 2 years. its been hard on me lately. with stress at home, family issues, and working all the time but it not being enough. I want to tell my husband but I...
    Ravenslove1408 Ravenslove1408 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Post 006 The end of Genesis Chapter 8 shows the world going back to normal. Genesis Chapter 9 is a covenant between god and Noah. Genesis Chapter 10 is a lot of lineage with the...
    DGA2000 DGA2000 61-65 3 days ago

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    I want to kill myself. I don't want to talk about it. I don't want help. I sure as hell don't want to read about how everything is going to get better or how everything happens for...
    SplitGivanni SplitGivanni 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I really want to cut again I don't know why I can't stop cutting it jut makes me feel better I don't know what to do
    christinelol christinelol 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    My cousin keeps asking what's wrong but I don't want to tell her. I've just stopped crying and I don't want to start again. I feel like such a huge burden to her and I don't know...
    Sanjana3612 Sanjana3612 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I cut myself last night and then again today but I still want to cut and I want to talk to my boyfriend but he won't talk to me and I told him I was thinking about going to a...
    christinelol christinelol 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have been in a bad relationship for some time now..but I don't want to break it up be cause something in me still thinks I can make it work. But I wish I could just let go and...
    Deepess Deepess 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 26

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    I used to be a slim size 10 with curves. I loved my body and felt so confident. But since I've got unwell I have gone up to a size 14/16 and I feel miserable. I'm covered in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Aug 25

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    It seems that I have a chronic case of this. I put to much faith in what people might do for me and how people might heal me. In the end, though I never reveal my problems, they...
    Person123x Person123x 18-21 Aug 25

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    I am tired with my family not accepting me as a gamer, an atheist and a feminist. They keep criticizing me for not living in the real world, say games are for kids and teenagers...
    EV97 EV97 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    ...in white houses. this girl has got multiple talents. it's not in hd, but it's good: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SM3fEJyPrrg
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F Aug 25

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    I already cut once today but I really want to cut again I don't think I can stop myself anymore I don't really have anyone to talk to right now anyway
    christinelol christinelol 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I must do this. To start thinking it through: 1 road trip USA ( maybe quite a few of those) Visit Kennedy Space Centre Stand on more mountain peaks. (Other than the Alps) Start...
    NottsProfGent NottsProfGent 46-50, M Aug 24

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    Does anyone wanna talk. Subjects may range from life to random stuff... lol no perverts please.... I want a normal conversation
    Lilique Lilique 16-17, F Aug 23

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    Is it wrong or bad? I have an anger issue. Sometimes I will get angry without a reason but I know, I got angry because I remember the old times, when something happened and I don't...
    Nara88 Nara88 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I am thinking of cutting ties completely with my on/off relationship due to the guy constantly being hot/cold and playing games. I just want a normal happy relationship. I also...
    janet8480 janet8480 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 22

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    My parents are not strict, my government isn't oppressive, and I am not busy. Money seems like the thing that takes away freedom. If you don't have enough of it, you have to...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    I have been having a problem with food for the last few months. I am recovering from a stimulant addiction where I almost never had to eat, maybe a few times a week tops. I can't...
    EmTheRedhead EmTheRedhead 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I do my very best to take care of everyone and everything while I feel like my own life is suffocating me. Almost 17 years in a marriage to a chronic addict and habitual liar...
    aliwegi aliwegi 36-40, F Aug 19

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    i am really paranoid about posting this first off...cause the definition of sexy is either not important or based on society's ideals. is this superficial and about appearances...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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