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I Want to Feel Normal Again

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    I Wont To But

    i wana feel normal agin yet wut IS normal huh   i dont even no wut normal is anymore and i like being a furry and cant wate to rilly get into the fandom
    beeeriy beeeriy 18-21, M Apr 19, 2010

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    A Poem "Silently Screaming"

    Silently Screaming But Never Heard I Shed a Tear That’s Never Seen Lies Truth Reality Deepness Darkness Frightens Me Alone Fear creeps in Paralizing, motionless Fear Afraid to do the things I once did My body is no longer mine Trapped inside I’m a soul that’s broken Hurting...
    silentlyscreaming2 silentlyscreaming2 31-35, F Feb 24, 2013

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    I Don't Feel Quite Right Now

    I don't feel sane. I feel confused and messed up. I just want to be able to be happy. If this story is in the wrong group, let me know. I feel like this applies to this group because I don't feel normal after making such a huge mistake like this. When I was 20, I was set up with...
    emoteemo emoteemo 26-30, F Oct 12, 2011

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    Well, Maybe Not

     Well...i've never really felt "normal"...whatever that is.  so maybe i'd like to feel normal for once i suppose.  well, actually, maybe i'd just rather be me.  Yea, **** being normal!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    Normal Again

    Normal again, That's what I want, Normality, Forgotten what that's like, Been to hell, And back, Gotta settle down, Trouble is, I've forgotten how!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 28, 2012

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    I want to wake up in the morning and see my husband.He can even snore, then his/our children come to us.Our meals will be celebrated. I want together with children through the park...
    ScarlettMelanie84 ScarlettMelanie84 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    He finally kissed me. Every inch of my skin on pins and needles, every hair standing on end. The electricity between us was apparent; I'm so excited to feel it again.
    bowlofsurreal bowlofsurreal 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I have so many desires.One of the is to have a normal relationship with a normal man.A man who is romantic, sensitive, well-mannered, intelligent, but foremost he should be kind. I...
    ScarlettMelanie84 ScarlettMelanie84 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    My idea of normal anyway. A partnership. A man who enjoys us and is grateful for us. We would do things together because he'd actually want to be there. He'd be brave enough to...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    NO WAY Normal is boring A normal life would be boring I could not go for normal
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I hope this is normal, but I would have no problem taking part in being the biggest disappointment in existence. They're always on my case about everything--you can't go to...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    here i am again wanting to go but dont know where.. .. feeling sad, alone and down again ..
    mystic00 mystic00 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    My friend that died weeks ago, I'm feeling that pain again..... Why can't I ever move away from the grief and be relieved? I don't get it, I don't want to be like this..... I can't...
    OppressedLuna OppressedLuna 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm a girl who never wants to diet! I wanna get fatter and fatter til I'm immobile!
    GrowingGirl98 GrowingGirl98 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 10

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    I had so much of this solitude.
    JANZEL JANZEL 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    It's awkwardly interesting to feel one thing yet think another. I think I want to be with my ex I feel like I have to be a with him I'm terribly obsessed and I need relief. I'm so...
    Janisoneluv Janisoneluv 26-30, F Oct 5

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    What is normal? There is no such thing. Why? Because normal is subjective. If something is subjective, it's an opinion. Opinions usually differ from someone else's in the world...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My solicitor wants to phone me to find out what's happening with a certain, case. I've no idea and I hate talking about it on the phone. Not only that, they can't find the culprit...
    cmdoran cmdoran 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have forgiven everyone who'd hurt me already isn't that what is kindness? But it's not near enough...I needed to be stronger...smarter...tougher. Confidence is a big obstacle...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F Sep 26

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    Emotional distance seems simple. It has evolved into a defence that has led to a cold senseless state of numbness. From this point, there are only few intances that seem to revive...
    kittylin kittylin 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I am a guy with ears that stick out and a big forehead and because of this I have long hair to hide this. I really want short hair and to feel "normal" but I am so nervous and self...
    fenley94 fenley94 18-21, M Oct 11

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    I am hurt everyday that I interact with people. Even my children. Just a simple question I ask turns into a knife to my heart. I don't know why the people around me are so...
    TerminalSilence TerminalSilence 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So, you came home from another weekend away and headed upstairs...again. How can I continue in this life knowing you no longer wish to be my wife? If the pain you felt over the...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    After such a long period of sadness, weakness, grief, tiredness...I am enthusiastic, optimistic, and finally I am making plans again. And i have again the belief that i'll make it...
    alogo alogo 26-30 Oct 10

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    I always considered myself emotionless as I know I don't fall easily and never fell for anyone. By emotionless I mean in terms of love and only love. I'm sensitive though and...
    DeamonessPet DeamonessPet 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    God I hate myself for being so out of shape. I can hardly even play a competitive basketball game with my little brother anymore. I used to be able to do so much more. But now I'm...
    soccerfn1423 soccerfn1423 18-21, M Oct 11

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    The thoughts are constant, they come much more often, the feelings of worthlessness, hopelessness, anger, fear, depression! I don't know what to do anymore! I coped for a while by...
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    Sitting outside work waiting for my shift to start... Thinking about my life choices... Thinking about how all I feel is useless... I'm going to change some things in my life...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 6

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    Ok, reality bites... It's so hard to find her ...!!!! :'( I feel like the prince looking for Cinderella, with only a glass shoe as a lead.. and mind you i search for every...
    Listening2us Listening2us 26-30, F Oct 9

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    I so wanna meeet new friends. new people. this life im living right now isnt okay at all. people that were my friends, ppl that had my back.. dnt anymore well im not trying to...
    andreeaaa andreeaaa 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Man.... what a awesome feeling when u meet someone and the feelings are mutual. It's like walking on clouds or being on a beach watching the waves. So breathtaking and amazing...
    loyal4him loyal4him 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    I just want to hold some one close to me and be happy and feel loved again
    justme414 justme414 22-25, M Oct 13

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    She is swimming all alone in a pool of sad darkness,she feels that darkness pulling her under, slowly drowning her in its unknown sorrow,She screams so loud her lungs ache...but...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 7 hrs ago

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    I have a horrible time with monogamy. It's been 2 years since my last proper relationship ended. I've only loved twice, and only been able to say it to one person. I'm seen by my...
    lilyqueen88 lilyqueen88 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I’ve been talking to this guy/boy/man that I met online around a year ago. He is older than me. I’m 21 and he’s 26. He has a secure and successful career, went to school on...
    lookingatstars lookingatstars 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    "Why did you have to do what u did 8 years ago? After finding out the the truth not long ago, I've lost the love and respect Ive had for u as a father... U call me even now, saying...
    Pyropanda Pyropanda 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    so this is a story about the time my friend treated me like her sister so one day I was talking to my best friend and she asked me if i could be her sister for a day and i said...
    Jaidenrachael Jaidenrachael 13-15, T 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    My emotions are probably the craziest thing about me and I feel about everyone's who's close to me because they are the ones who have to put up with it. I can change emotions...
    differrentt differrentt 13-15, F Oct 12

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    Honestly, I feel worthless. My existence is futile. I don't see what someone like me could possibly contribute to this world... My life is a waste. I am a waste... I rarely feel...
    Meloryne Meloryne 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    This is the story of my life, from my earliest childhood memories to the age of majority (18). Today is October 2. 2014. I am a Norwegian male, so my English is not perfect. I'm...
    Dakris Dakris 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    It all goes back to my childhood, I loved my mom and dad with all my heart but yet never received love back from them . The only person to ever love me as much , if not more , as...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I have come back because the need to write out my feelings and perhaps gain a little bit of help and insight may be advisable at this time. I don’t plan on frequenting the Q&A...
    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Sexism in Dreamfalls first look at this http://imgur.com/lHnfqq6 first of all I want to tell you, I am not a random troll who wants to criticize this game for no reason. I have a...
    StormyEarth StormyEarth 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    They say trust is like paper. And once it's crumbled. It can never be perfect again. My faith in people has been. Stomped on. Crinkled. Shredded into. Pieces that can never...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 48 mins ago

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    I dont know why girls and guys treated me like this ,it is still a mystery to me. I know im shy but ive known other shy people who actrually had it better then me. I was ignored in...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I always feel depressed. but lately I've really been feeling sad. It feels like I'm losing my mind. I cant think straight. it feels likr everyone is against me. I'm not getting...
    blackpepperfox blackpepperfox 16-17, F Sep 25

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    Match point part 3 Here's the next part of the story sorry for how long it's taking me I'll try and speed it up with the next one. Also their are parts missing but nothing...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 30

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