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I Want to Feel Normal Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 90 People

    I Wont To But

    i wana feel normal agin yet wut IS normal huh   i dont even no wut normal is anymore and i like being a furry and cant wate to rilly get into the fandom
    beeeriy beeeriy 18-21, M Apr 19, 2010

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    Normal Again

    Normal again, That's what I want, Normality, Forgotten what that's like, Been to hell, And back, Gotta settle down, Trouble is, I've forgotten how!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 28, 2012

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    Well, Maybe Not

     Well...i've never really felt "normal"...whatever that is.  so maybe i'd like to feel normal for once i suppose.  well, actually, maybe i'd just rather be me.  Yea, **** being normal!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    A Poem "Silently Screaming"

    Silently Screaming But Never Heard I Shed a Tear That’s Never Seen Lies Truth Reality Deepness Darkness Frightens Me Alone Fear creeps in Paralizing, motionless Fear Afraid to do the things I once did My body is no longer mine Trapped inside I’m a soul that’s broken Hurting...
    silentlyscreaming2 silentlyscreaming2 31-35, F Feb 24, 2013

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    I Don't Feel Quite Right Now

    I don't feel sane. I feel confused and messed up. I just want to be able to be happy. If this story is in the wrong group, let me know. I feel like this applies to this group because I don't feel normal after making such a huge mistake like this. When I was 20, I was set up with...
    emoteemo emoteemo 26-30, F Oct 12, 2011

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    what a very simple idea... feeling alive while living. it seems like it would be very difficult to avoid. instead though, its very difficult to manage. I blame it on money. can't...
    atiekay atiekay 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Sometime u feel very worthless because u find yourself in this situation...human life has more value than what we worship. An instance is money or gold. All these are vanity but...
    hetty96 hetty96 18-21, F Feb 11

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    Wow what a zing. My first shift in a fast food restaurant (world leader, no names). I'm a crew member, being trained on grills by a super positive, supportive trainer. And it's all...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    Hello everyone I am asking you all to help me and my 3 children by simply clicking on the link below. This will not cost you a nothing but will help me out a great deal. This...
    yardie11226 yardie11226 31-35 1 Response Feb 10

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    Abortion after rape......There has been some chat on whether abortion should be allowed after rape. The facts are interesting...two studies about pregnant rape victims both...
    romaine1993 romaine1993 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 6

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    So life sucking!!! I can't win.. What are you doing to me? I see you and get shy, yet all I want to do is talk to you, wrap myself in your arms... But I can't... Anxiety controls...
    catho catho 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I am 22 Muslim I guess I have hard time to know real Islam still there , i think that thing not always the way it look you , should search a lot to discover the truth lost my...
    gonalex gonalex 18-21, M Feb 16

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    So just last week my boyfriend of over 3 years decided to break it off with me. Is it weird to feel fine? I haven't really thought about him since and it just kinda feels normal...
    Flowerunderrain Flowerunderrain 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    It has been not too long, but every day feels like forever. It has been about a year since I've met her. I loved her for months, never being able to tell her. And that was it. We...
    charkzilla20 charkzilla20 16-17, M Feb 9

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    I look forward to having this experience again. I'm always cold, and we are bracing for a big winter storm. I so want to feel the Rays of the sun reaching my skin, making me feel...
    Gwall1234 Gwall1234 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 15

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    Sooo lonely, fresh out of a 14 year disaster. I need to feel a womans touch... I need to feel alive again... To know Im not dead. Im not a bad looking guy its just hard to connect...
    sikfuk79 sikfuk79 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 2

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    Life can really feels so lonely and alone. I don't know why lately I'm beginning to feel lonely and it's like there's this emptiness in me which seems to get bigger and bigger. I...
    VicMarie VicMarie 36-40, F a week ago

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    I want an affair in Sarasota, Florida Don't know how to find it but would like to feel passion again!
    Livinglife321 Livinglife321 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Wednesday, February 18, 2015....Today I'm wearing a navy blue pair of 2(x)ist Pro Sliq no-show briefs (bikini). They're made of some awesome nylon microfiber and they feel awesome...
    Undieguy Undieguy 36-40, M 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I have family and some friends but I still feel lonely at times. Everyone I know has their own lives complete with partners and such and I'm being single and all. I want feel more...
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am currently in that stage where I have literally no idea what the hell is going on in my mind and heart. I'll try and make this pretty short. Just to say this is going to be...
    themuffintitan themuffintitan 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    This is a letter for my counselor. I see her tomorrow. Blood drips from my wrists. But I feel no pain. No physical pain anyway. It only temporarily numbs my emotional pain. The...
    kellezia kellezia 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    Hi , my names Kevin I came out to my family when I was 12 I'm now 16 so far they are supportive with it using the right name and calling me by the right gender but there are a few...
    KevinV98 KevinV98 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 2

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    Living in this world can be so difficult. I'm sure so many people could agree with me but many of you can relate to how it feels to live with Borderline Personality Disorder. Some...
    LadyAmbrosia LadyAmbrosia 18-21, F Feb 4

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    I just want someone to connect with. a person who wants to know me and not make assumptions because I don't share their feelings on everything.
    LoStOnArOcK LoStOnArOcK 31-35, M 4 hrs ago

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    I'm not even sure where to start, or how to do this. As I try to focus to get this out, I can't help but fear how melodramatic I'm being. I don't get to talk to anyone, really. The...
    tacgirl tacgirl 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 2

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    Our counselling is going well. At some point l will do an update. H is continuing to actively participate. He appears keen to go along. We have been looking at our family...
    2BlossomBlue 2BlossomBlue 51-55, F 11 Responses Feb 6

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    I know that I feel better when I feel sleepy and that happen every time after shower , just want to relax and listen to nice track
    as3adsamy as3adsamy 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    I'm an awkward teenager from a very emotionally retentive family. It has bothered me my entire life that when I look at other families (my neighbors, my friends' families, TV...
    mystory1s2commonforaT1tle mystory1s2commonforaT1tle 16-17, M Feb 7

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    I am starting over here at EP and in my life. I feel like this is a good time for a new beginning. It took a long time, but I finally think the answer for my health problems has...
    KittyInDisguise KittyInDisguise 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 10

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    I Can't, I just can't no matter how much I try! I am feeling so lifeless, I can't cry or laugh or have fun or get bored or feel. I can just study and feel a few feelings which I...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 10

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    I did something that required so much confidence today, the 11th of February, that I nearly missed my last chance to do it. (I'm going to say now that I'm a 14 year old freshman...
    CuteWeirdness CuteWeirdness 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    My life is going good and I'm finally moving up in life. But one problem, I am still alone with no friends. Most times I am ok cause I am focused on getting my life started with my...
    Layla1721 Layla1721 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    I'm tired of always helping my friends with their depression or sadness or their suicidal thoughts. I'm tired of staying up late making sure they're okay or giving them extra long...
    GayLittleFlower GayLittleFlower 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    any girl ever wanted to swap bodies with a guy? for a week or maybe even longer depending on how we would feel about it id eventually want to swap back but its more for an...
    souldancer101 souldancer101 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    I wish I was normal so bad. and yeah being weird is cool and a good thing or whatever but it's not like that for me. I'm nothing like my friends. I can't just sit around and get...
    iloveyoudude iloveyoudude 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    When faced with the devastation of finding that the person you love no longer returns your feelings, you feel sad, and often angry. Angry at the world, angry at those around you...
    NaniJ19 NaniJ19 18-21, F Feb 21

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    Im so sick of the way my life is i really am..im so tired of it and im also tired of waiting on someone to come and save me too usually a guy..Im so ******* tired of my life being...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    Even though i shut her down , i end up seeing her today by accident, i saw her first , and i for some reason ,******* lost control ....i shut her down for so long , that the fact...
    Bigdadyy Bigdadyy 22-25, M Feb 17

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    I don't know what it is, I just feel like such a stupid loser every single day. I mean I have a great job, And a life that people wish they had. But I suffer from Anxiety, OCD, ADD...
    MindlessMatters MindlessMatters 22-25, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I think it's high time that a place existed on here where we can give a shout out to the best members this place has to offer. Rather than wait for one to pop up, I decided I'd...
    Contentio Contentio 18-21, M 7 Responses Feb 9

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    I've wanted to write a book where Merlin is here in modern times and finally came up with a concept today!!!! Here's a little excerpt of what I have so far. Tell me what you think...
    MidnightLaughter MidnightLaughter 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I have been wanting to shave my head for quite some time, but am (at least so far) too scared to do it. My hair is quite long and I work in a professional field where radical hair...
    Katzen29 Katzen29 41-45 Feb 14

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    Not happy with some of the choices I've made in my life. Talking about it with the people who matter to me they just say I'm young and it's normal to have fun at my age. But I've...
    Lvalens Lvalens 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I've been living about 3 years in a life of doubt and worry. When I entered puberty, everyone around me was getting taller, getting acne, etc... I was too, but something was...
    amg374 amg374 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Offically giving up on my anixtey and **** trying to work through it. It's already ****** me up so what's the point? Not even my own family ask me to go out with them because im...
    labyrinthandinfinity labyrinthandinfinity 18-21, F 3 days ago