I don't feel sane. I feel confused and messed up. I just want to be able to be happy. If this story is in the wrong group, let me know. I feel like this applies to this group because I don't feel normal after making such a huge mistake like this.
When I was 20, I was set up with...
But Never Heard
I Shed a Tear
That’s Never Seen
Lies Truth Reality
Fear creeps in
Paralizing, motionless Fear
Afraid to do the things I once did
My body is no longer mine
I’m a soul that’s broken
and it's continuing to change. Something that I already hate. There was a time where I abused prescription medication. I used it to take the pain away. To take my stress away. But it only made it worse. I weened off of it. Crazy thing is now I am on strong pain medication for...