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I Want to Feel Numb

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 3 People

    Delusions and Realities 1

    am happy here. I think I am. but am I being unfair and selfish to want to stay this way, here, when obviously my being here has become such an inconvenience for him? I don’t know. I want to be happy. I want to make my presence be his source of happiness as his presence has...
    katedylan katedylan
    31-35, F
    Feb 19, 2008

    Delusions and Realities 2

    I no longer care enough to even feel. that’s a good description of what kind of a person I am starting to become. At least, I am hoping to become. I am like a creature constantly evolving--evolving into a mutant which does not feel anything anymore. I think I saw a little one...
    katedylan katedylan
    31-35, F
    Feb 19, 2008

    Delusions and Realities 3

    I wish to be numb and I am working so hard to be. Why is it easier for others to feel less than I do? I did have an extended moment of numbness yesterday up to the time I woke up this morning, actually afternoon at 1. It was a good kind of numbness. I felt nothing. And nothing is...
    katedylan katedylan
    31-35, F
    Feb 19, 2008
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