I Want to Feel Pretty

Ive never felt pretty, people could say i look nice in something n i want to believe them but i never do, im overweight n never been comfortable in my own skin, i wont even waer a short sleeved top without worryin bout me bingo wings...

Nothing special. nothing beautiful.
5 ft tall, even. Dirty blonde hair to the middle of my back. Chipmunk cheeks and non- existent powder pink lips. Fair skin and freckles. Dull green eyes. Child size hands and feet. 130 lbs of...

especially since all the other girls at my high school have hugeee boobs, flat stomachs, small noses, and never had even one pimple!! and none of them have purple undereye circles either.many of them dont even need glasses! and i used...

I think the most thing about someone being pretty is selfconfidance. No matter what weight or abnormalities. Just being confidant. Its the most prettiest thing to me. ( by the way Im not a good speller)

What is the definition of pretty? How can we as a whole decide on one definition? Is it even possible? Every single person has a different opinion but is their a more accurate answer?
Define.

I can't even imagine what it feels like to be pretty. I would think it's fun. You would have more clothing and hairstyle choices... people are nicer to pretty people... and you are considered an asset in certain jobs. Wow. Lucky girls...

INSTEAD I FEEL LIKE THAT WEIRD AND DISTASTEFUL CHICK. HAHAHAHAHA! -cough- 
Hi. So, it's not like I hate every physical aspect of myself, I do admire some things about myself.
Nor am I seeking attention or fishing for comments.
But...

But for me it's just hard. I don't see anything worthwhile.But sometimes. On certain days, when he calls me pretty, I FEEL pretty. Who woulda thunk? Someone. Someone who I've never met in person has that effect on me. All he says, I don...

I don't see myself as pretty at all.. people tell me I am.. but that's when I'm wearing make up and I have my hair all done. I practically wear a load of fake hair on my head because I hate my hair so much, It's not me though. Without...

I just wish I wasn't ugly..

When I'm alone at home, I think I'm attractive. But for whatever reason, when I'm around others, I think I'm unpretty. And fat. Others will say differently. But that's how I feel.

Also, I didn't know how often i was putting myself...

My husband wants me to look pretty all of the time, well, I try making myself look pretty which doesn't always work but I try putting that effort.  Try to do my hair, paint my nails and dress better at times.  I try to smile or laugh...

Sure, I have fleeting moments where I think, 'Damn, I look good...' But then, I look down at the rest of my body, and its like... 'Oh. Yeah. Forgot...' I think I have beautiful eyes. I love dolling them up, playing with makeup, toying...

I want to be that pretty girl that lights up a room as soon as she steps foot inside someplace. I want people to take an interest in me and get to know me. I want to have people want to be my friend and find me attractive. I want to...