I Want to Feel Real

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 63 People

    I feel like my life is a movie

    where I am a perfect child with a perfect family and perfect friends. I don't even know the real me but for some reason I know I'm not being me. Do you get it.
    Hidden4eternity Hidden4eternity
    16-17, F
    Apr 14, 2014

    My entire life, I've just been me.

    Blonde hair, blue-green eyes. When I went into modeling, I got cosmetic surgery. I just didn't feel like myself. I wanted to stop being called 'Barbie'. I hated the attention and the expectations. Every guy I'd ever dated was only interested in my body. But it didn't seem like I...
    Antigani Antigani
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 14, 2014

    .. Like I'm Worth Something.

    I feel like I'm just here to be here. I'm not worth anything special to anyone. I feel like if I were to just disappear, nobody would miss me. Nobody would even care to think that I was gone.I want to feel real. Real as if I'm actually living for something. Like I exist. .. Like...
    paintx paintx
    16-17, F
    Feb 28, 2011

    A Memory.....

    I don't remember the last time I had a hug that had any meaning. I honestly don't. It is more then a year, and I wouldn't be surprised if it was 2. It kills me, because it hurts. So much...... I know I have people that love me. I have pleny of friends who I DO know that...
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Mar 7, 2010

    Yet Another Day

    today marks yet another day where i thought maybe for once i thought i felt like a human being with emotions feelings maybe even some useful thoughts but then the dark hole that surrounds me takes over fills the space inside like im zombified. this is the closest i am to feeling...
    that1kid that1kid
    18-21, M
    May 7, 2012

    Everything Seems So Fake...

    With a title this, I must be in high school or something. But no, I graduated college and working and the real world is well just awful. There isn't anything special about being an adult. Heck I don't even exercise most of the "rights" that adults have, what's the point. This may...
    bluebarker bluebarker
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 8, 2013
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