and reluctant to try new things, I met an amazing guy. I met him in March, but nothing happened between us until June. We got really close, and we dated for a while. He made me feel safe. Even though I felt safe with him, I hated being with him. He was great, perfect even, but I...
I said, "I'll never let you go"
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone"
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight
Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
be on guard, doing my best to remain invisible to feel even some level of closure.
When I'm being touched it's the worst I feel nothing but fear and panic that they're to hurt me, even if it's a partner which makes things easier seeing in single.
I wish things was different...
out with someone too
I won't feel sorry for me, I'm getting drunk
But I'd much rather be somewhere with you
Laughing loud on a carnival ride, yeah
Driving around on a Saturday night
You made fun of me for singing my song
Got a hotel room just to turn you on
You said pick me up...
The time I felt safe.
Was in my exs arm.
I felt protected and loved.
Until he cheated.
I have him another chance.
He blew it.
I didn't even comment with a text or a sound.
I just let him be him, somewhere else.
I'm listening to the song btw :) lol
Hard to find a way to get through, it's a tragedy
Pulling at me like the stars do, you're like gravity
Even if the wind blows
It makes it hard to believe
How you gonna love, how you gonna feel?
How you gonna live your life like the dream you have is real?
If you lost your way, I...
I want to feel safe from myself. I know the steps I can take to be "safe" (ie: stop cutting/burning myself, stop purging, get rid of the hoarded pills, the revolver and ammo.), but can't bring myself to DO them.
Thankfully, I am not a danger to anyone else - just...
hey, this is exciting that people joined yay
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Oh, how I yearn to...
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