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I Want To Feel Those Feelings

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    Ugh Those Feelings!

    The needy! the pretty & ugly, the lustful & boring, the wanting and unwanted. Those feelings ugh those feelings! Roses and tears the long days and short days, the happy and sad but I'm dreaming awake crossing the lake just like a pale flake. It should be magic, it is a light...
    onceloved onceloved 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 29, 2012

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    Simple Things

    i just want to feel that someone cares and loves me for me and just that a honest and true love that i have never experienced before. no tricks, no games, or bs. just simple caring and affication for me
    icanthide icanthide 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 29, 2012

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