I Want to Feel Whole and Unbroken

I have been torn apart by so many women I do not think I could ever find all the pieces.

Within the depths of my soul exists a great hunger for wholeness, an insatiable desire for completion to gifts, principles and experiences begun.From the time I was a young child I yearned for union with the beauty and harmony I...

I always feel so incomplete without a boyfriend... Even with a boyfriend, I feel incomplete, actually... but I felt complete when I was with my last bf... but he started seeing me as just a friend... and now, I'm back to feeling...

There is a hole deep inside of me; a cruel piercing of my heart that ensures the ache of emptiness never ends.

While other women are sharing wine and making love on the beach with the men they love, I am reduced to wants and words...

I guess the answer is yes for most but not for me.
I'm a senior in high school who wasn't always the popular, pretty girl but I managed. My whole high school career attendance has been horrible simply because some days I wake up with...

Whole. Unbroken. Complete.
If I could make life right I'd be the butterfly that comes out of the cocoon and flies off on a new life.
Complete.
No more feeling incomplete, a work that progress will never begin.
Unbroken.
No more...

i just feel broken.. and i hate it. i just want to be whole again.
if only i knew how.
a friend of mine feels broken too, and the only time she felt whole was when she was with the man she loved. she says he completed her. thats what...

I want a whole heart.

I want my daughter to be beside me.

I want the memories of her cancer and chemo and radiotherapy and hospices and funerals and transfusions GONE.

The only thing to heal my hard is to have my little one cuddling...

Some might say it was just a coincidence, but I don't think so.  I was going through some personal hell awhile back.  I was walking along in tears feeling no one could understand what I was feeling.  Then, there it was...

like a porcelain doll princess out of Anastasia Secret or something mysterious and secretive...full of youth, beauty and quietly seductive with eyes that capture a glimpse of a real prince heart. I would like to be romanced and treated...

I feel so down and broken!! I dont want to keep feeling this way! I want to pick myself up and feel whole again. Its going to take a whole lot of work, but Im willing to do it! I need me back more than ever now. I cant take anymore pain...

I wonder if I will ever be normal like peers my age.
I have been let down and hurt so many times by friends that even the thought of getting close to another person scares me stupid. The thought of opening up and confiding in others...

There is a poem I always start to compose when real life and the consequences of my actions catch up with me.  It begins "little girl lost and broken inside...."  I have no family to really pin the damage, I...