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I Want to Find a New Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 86 People

    I Didn't Know

    I didn’t know that at this age I would have all that I know and love fall down around me.  I had thought that I was in a marriage that was going to last.  I loved him and still do but just can’t endure his mental instability anymore.  I thought I knew so much and was so...
    GentleWillow GentleWillow 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2011

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    Okay I'll Go First

    I think sometimes I'm lucky to live in Australia. Cos you can do just about anything you like. (I'm talking about work) I've done a host of different jobs, that I won't bore you with now. Suffice to say I am a farmer at present. We've paid off the farm and just sort of lost...
    oxytocin oxytocin 51-55, M 9 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    The Worse Time Of My Life

    It stared like last year my two parent's started to plot agaist me and I  did every thing for them for the past 15 years. And this was being  clean& sober for 21 year's . I Move my self and my folk.s up  north and then went threww a really nasty divorce up there...
    Bigdog9357 Bigdog9357 51-55, T Jun 12, 2010

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    Destroyed

    so much loneliness so many tears.this life is destroyed time to start a new one.stop the recklessness and not caring attitude it only brings others happiness not me.
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 3 Responses May 21, 2010

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    New Life

    New life,Found it,Movin' on next week,Startin' anew,Can't wait,So much to do,I'm free,To live the life,I wanna live.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 16, 2012

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    Lonely

    DEAR ME   WHY AM I SO LONEY ? , WHY CANT I HAVE SOME ONE TO LOVE ME , DO I LOOK LIKE A CREATURE OR SOMETHING OUTER SPACE , I GIVE A SMILIE AND A LOVING HEART BUT A GIVE A EVIL HEART. THE ONLY HEART THAT FUFILLS IS A MAN BUT BUT I WANT A WOMAN. 
    Montecarlo28 Montecarlo28 26-30, M Oct 11, 2009

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    I Want to Find a New Life

    I want to find a new life meet new people and see new things to be free and happy ,To feel a live something new ,
    lespaulmarK lespaulmarK 36-40 4 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    Gun In Hand

    I am so lonely.  My life is so empty.
    1Babe 1Babe 46-50, F 3 Responses May 20, 2010

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    New Life?

    The plan was that by the age of 30 i would be able to free flow. Do more of what i want to do. I would work hard for the early years and make investments that would provide returns by that age. And indeed i worked really hard. Two jobs, three jobs even at one point. I save d a...
    okaydykay okaydykay 26-30 1 Response Dec 4, 2010

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    So Much.

    I am usually not a risk taker, not at all.  I have always been a planner.  But, in this moment of my life, all the plans I made, have literally falling through. So, i have seriously been thinking what it would be like If i just packed up my things and drove off.  ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24, 2010

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    When Will It End

    **** important so over this life. Im 24 years old with 5 kids to 5 diff dads no support from any1 including there fathers. Yes i choose to open my legs but it takes two to tango but only one apparently to man up. I want someone to love me and a be there for me but its an epic...
    ciara8888 ciara8888 22-25 2 Responses Sep 6, 2012

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    Its Important...

    Its important to have people that care for you. Friends, family, lovers...they are all suppose to love and accept you. I have a problem with this because its not true for me. A new life would mean new friends. It would mean I could stop being a disappointment to my family. I just...
    ashleyforachange ashleyforachange 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 28, 2010

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    Longing To Start Over

       Yes, I long to start over again! I would do things so differently!! Finish college, NOT get married, etc,etc. My gosh, how did things go so wrong??Right now, I'd like to just pack a few clothes, pick up my cat, throw them in the car (if I HAD a car) & go! Just...
    crazyaboutclassiccars crazyaboutclassiccars 56-60, F 2 Responses May 21, 2010

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    I'm going to start going to church,

    working out, eating right, cleaning up around the house and my stepdad's even going to give me $1000 to get a new wardrobe! First thing: find who i really am and go off that style. But the problem? I have no idea what style of person i am. Im fine with wearing shirt and jeans...
    BiKenzie BiKenzie 22-25, F Mar 11, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    I would love it if I could start a whole new life completely. Just pack everything up and just leave without telling anyone. Go somewhere warm year round, find a job that I...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just want to run away from life. I have realized that I want so much but I'm not fighting for it or doing something about it, I know I should. I'm just 16 and i want to live life...
    Jjta Jjta 16-17, F Apr 3

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    I want to live life more mindfully, be more present in the here & now. I think I get carried away sometimes & spend too much time in my head.
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    There are people who is striving so hard to be alive despite that they are sick, they are abducted by criminals, theyre place is in war and etc. these people strive and choose to...
    Aaaashton Aaaashton 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I really do. I like finding different ways to think about things or ways to look at different situations. Today, my dad helped me look at something in a different way. It really...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Well, I've never posted anything before, but there's no time to start like the present. I just wanted to post about what I'm labeling, "Quarter Life Crisis". I'm 23 and have yet to...
    oibrulee oibrulee 22-25, M 5 Responses Apr 6

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    While attending a workshop on suicide and loss, the speaker left such a profound impression when he explained the relationship between life and stress. "There is no such thing as...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    When i am older, when i finally had my chance to break fee and live my own life. I will never look back again. It has been miserable for me and i hate remembering and looking back...
    pillowsofurr pillowsofurr 18-21 1 Response Mar 22

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    I just want to pick up and go somewhere new-- but of course I don't have the funds. But at least when I do generate the funds I'll probably get to create my Ikea dream den because...
    NoBullsht NoBullsht 22-25, F Mar 22

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    Well it sounds great, but it's just getting there. I'm making baby steps. started swimming and walking. I told my spouse I was a fat ball. He said I was his butterball, sweet. I...
    jmjkpl jmjkpl 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I always try new things and raise my voice when needed because I want to make a difference in the world.
    RestlessDream RestlessDream 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    things have changed now and I have moved in to my new dads house, this is where punishments begin to change me into a better person that I am. because I wasn't punished for my...
    leedavis200 leedavis200 16-17, M 17 hrs ago

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    Living to the fullest... This most mean different things to different people. I know my b/f really enjoys the adrenaline stuff and bless him for it. That is nowhere near anything I...
    BethKristin BethKristin 36-40, F Apr 8

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    If life is truly given to us just once and after that there's nothing only black emptiness in which our whole essence disappear.... Then shouldn't we use this gift of life wisely...
    Gelezinis Gelezinis 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have been thinking just recently about all the decisions I'm trying to make. I want to be an eco-minimalist (if that's even what you call it), I want to lessen my burdens, and I...
    DreamCloud17 DreamCloud17 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Is it selfish of me...to want too much? Shouldn't I just be thankful for everything I've got? I am so blessed after all. Why do I feel the need to ask for even more? Those are all...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Life is way to short and today I kept thinking about my life a lot and their are things I really want to do soo bad but I know for a fact that people will have things to say like...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I want an entirely different life. I want a life where I just remain busy all the time and live all alone, all by myself!
    lostnsad lostnsad 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I want the most out of life. I want to keep my husband, cuz I think he's pretty great. He's a good forever guy. But I'd also love to be in love again. And I'd love to have a...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 6 Responses Apr 10

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    Im tired of my life. I'm tired of my every day routine. I'm tired of the way I've been acting. I need a change. A big change. I need to flip this life upside down, turn it around...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 8 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Live life like there's no tomorrow🙌 life live to the fullest & don't look back keep going forward😌❤️
    unknown3Xo unknown3Xo 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I feel like my life has no purpose and is very insignificant. I'm doing nothing with myself. I work just to come home and pay bills.
    heatherrrbee heatherrrbee 22-25, F 13 Responses Apr 3

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    I'm ready to go. See the world. Help people. Experience life.
    Jakewilli Jakewilli 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 4

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    Life is not alws smooth and soft.....,There may b Narrow ways...... Up and downs unsure emoticon Darkness and Shadows.... Overcome everything with wisdom and patience..
    akhlasahmed akhlasahmed 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I feel like I'm at a crossroads. Nothing significant has changed, but that may be the reason for my discontent. I want things to change. I want to look forward to something, lie...
    Fallflower Fallflower 36-40, F 11 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sometimes people choose to leave not because of selfish reason, but they just know that things will get worst if they stay.
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    i love it love it love it soooo much. artist, bands, whatever
    thatgreyangel thatgreyangel 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Not even gonna try to explain it. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YL_AsEWmASA
    EdibleSplinters EdibleSplinters 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 7

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    is there anyone that can help me? ;)
    Vralina Vralina 18-21, F 6 Responses