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I Want to Find a New Life

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    The Worse Time Of My Life

    It stared like last year my two parent's started to plot agaist me and I  did every thing for them for the past 15 years. And this was being  clean& sober for 21 year's . I Move my self and my folk.s up  north and then went threww a really nasty divorce up there...
    Bigdog9357 Bigdog9357 51-55, T Jun 12, 2010

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    Destroyed

    so much loneliness so many tears.this life is destroyed time to start a new one.stop the recklessness and not caring attitude it only brings others happiness not me.
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 3 Responses May 21, 2010

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    Okay I'll Go First

    I think sometimes I'm lucky to live in Australia. Cos you can do just about anything you like. (I'm talking about work) I've done a host of different jobs, that I won't bore you with now. Suffice to say I am a farmer at present. We've paid off the farm and just sort of lost...
    oxytocin oxytocin 51-55, M 9 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    So Much.

    I am usually not a risk taker, not at all.  I have always been a planner.  But, in this moment of my life, all the plans I made, have literally falling through. So, i have seriously been thinking what it would be like If i just packed up my things and drove off.  ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24, 2010

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    Gun In Hand

    I am so lonely.  My life is so empty.
    1Babe 1Babe 46-50, F 3 Responses May 20, 2010

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    Lonely

    DEAR ME   WHY AM I SO LONEY ? , WHY CANT I HAVE SOME ONE TO LOVE ME , DO I LOOK LIKE A CREATURE OR SOMETHING OUTER SPACE , I GIVE A SMILIE AND A LOVING HEART BUT A GIVE A EVIL HEART. THE ONLY HEART THAT FUFILLS IS A MAN BUT BUT I WANT A WOMAN. 
    Montecarlo28 Montecarlo28 26-30, M Oct 11, 2009

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    New Life

    New life,Found it,Movin' on next week,Startin' anew,Can't wait,So much to do,I'm free,To live the life,I wanna live.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 16, 2012

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    Its Important...

    Its important to have people that care for you. Friends, family, lovers...they are all suppose to love and accept you. I have a problem with this because its not true for me. A new life would mean new friends. It would mean I could stop being a disappointment to my family. I just...
    ashleyforachange ashleyforachange 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 28, 2010

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    New Life?

    The plan was that by the age of 30 i would be able to free flow. Do more of what i want to do. I would work hard for the early years and make investments that would provide returns by that age. And indeed i worked really hard. Two jobs, three jobs even at one point. I save d a...
    okaydykay okaydykay 26-30 1 Response Dec 4, 2010

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    I'm going to start going to church,

    working out, eating right, cleaning up around the house and my stepdad's even going to give me $1000 to get a new wardrobe! First thing: find who i really am and go off that style. But the problem? I have no idea what style of person i am. Im fine with wearing shirt and jeans...
    BiKenzie BiKenzie 18-21, F Mar 11

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    I Want to Find a New Life

    I want to find a new life meet new people and see new things to be free and happy ,To feel a live something new ,
    lespaulmarK lespaulmarK 36-40 4 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    Longing To Start Over

       Yes, I long to start over again! I would do things so differently!! Finish college, NOT get married, etc,etc. My gosh, how did things go so wrong??Right now, I'd like to just pack a few clothes, pick up my cat, throw them in the car (if I HAD a car) & go! Just...
    crazyaboutclassiccars crazyaboutclassiccars 56-60, F 2 Responses May 21, 2010

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    I Didn't Know

    I didn’t know that at this age I would have all that I know and love fall down around me.  I had thought that I was in a marriage that was going to last.  I loved him and still do but just can’t endure his mental instability anymore.  I thought I knew so much and was so...
    GentleWillow GentleWillow 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2011

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    When Will It End

    **** important so over this life. Im 24 years old with 5 kids to 5 diff dads no support from any1 including there fathers. Yes i choose to open my legs but it takes two to tango but only one apparently to man up. I want someone to love me and a be there for me but its an epic...
    ciara8888 ciara8888 22-25 2 Responses Sep 6, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I'd give this life for a new life ..... I often spend alot of time daydreaming about a new life completely void of the reality I've lives for so long I don't think I can honestly...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Throughout my life I have let many people take a hold of me take advantage of my emotions and hurt me I recently been hurt Exremely worse and I just want to give up I want to start...
    jakaylaruffin jakaylaruffin 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    My life sucks everything goes wrong and it feels like it will never get better can I just die and start a new life where none of my mistakes are known and I have a different family...
    lonelinessneverfades lonelinessneverfades 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Yes I want to live life to the fullest. 1 .Eat drink and be merry, for tomorrow we may be dead . 2. Don't keep turning the other cheek, do whatever turns you on, and feels good...
    JohnCrighton JohnCrighton 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I was having problems with sleeping. I started sleeping 24 seven and couldn't stay awake. So my doctor put me on medication that wakes me up during the day. The problem is now I...
    Britt25 Britt25 41-45, F a week ago

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    It's interesting how many people hold little value to life. But if something happens where their life is threatened, then all of a sudden, they want to life, and have so much to...
    asherjoh asherjoh 36-40, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    To live life to it's fullest ... For everyone it can mean a totally different thing. For some it may mean finding their soulmate, to others it may be having a family, others could...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F Jul 21

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    Things are bad again, I can barely manage to get through my weekends at home. My weekdays are fine as my time is consumed on work and I'm around people who see the face that I want...
    KyleMD KyleMD 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M a week ago

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    I was 22 years old when i was diagnosed with my disease. I went almost 6 months before i was diagnosed and it was pure hell. It started out as my joints hurting so bad. i could...
    jlynn2016 jlynn2016 22-25, F Jul 20

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    When you decide to make a change, your old self has a tendency to pull you back. But if you use all your strength to build your new self, then no matter how many times you fall...
    Smokerish7 Smokerish7 18-21 Jul 1

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    Today I decide to make a choice, today I'm giving myself the opportunity of believing in something different, today I stop being afraid of life, afraid of love, afraid of miracles...
    Awake96 Awake96 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    Life hands you things you don't expect to happen.
    yonix yonix 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Hey I'm new to EP. Looking for a new start, new friends to share with that might know how I'm feeling.. I am originally from Maine and now living in Texas. I have a great family...
    beautifulmoon100 beautifulmoon100 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 14

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    Almost every news paper and TV news seems to look like some action movie. People dying, rape, murder, crime, bla bla bla. There is some reality to that, but its not the only one. I...
    slipdasystem slipdasystem 18-21, M Jul 11

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    Sometimes i just wanna live out in the woods in a cabin and experience life in a more natural way
    silverbeastfang silverbeastfang 16-17, M Jul 17

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    Today I worked up feeling blue. My heart is heavy. I just feel the weight is on my shoulders. It's not about no guy. Every time a woman writes about feeling sad, people...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    City life bit too often. Few protected or nurtured. The crap yall tolerate or cause bit. Want to be a miner. But body and funds are saying no. Found gold but jerks...
    converted converted 46-50, M Jul 3

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    My life at the moment is shite all I want is a good job even though I'm 14 I'd live to have my own flat of something and a guy in my life I've never kissed anyone and all I want I...
    Lolbeansarefun Lolbeansarefun 13-15, M Jul 20

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    I want to do a lot in life, and experience so much, One of those things are: SCUBA-DIVING!!!  I want to go swimming with dolphins and under sea creatures and see what I can...
    SimplyBeingMe94 SimplyBeingMe94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    Some people think life is a joke they hurt people , they do stupid things ruin there lives . god only gave us one life! Make it count !
    Junebug33 Junebug33 22-25, M Jul 17

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    I had nightmares about how I lose passion in life how I lose independent mind or spirit to become one like those average people.if I can't have a life in the way I want ,i'll...
    Raygr Raygr 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    My life is insanely hard, not exaggerating, very very very very hard. Unbelievably hard, I could shock all of you with my life and I am only 16, but I stay positive all the time...
    steviebreezy18 steviebreezy18 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    Life is a wheel and I'm rolling with it…
    Flygirl827 Flygirl827 41-45 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Life is an ocean of limitless possibilities. Big and small. Good and bad. Sometimes we create them but most of the time they are thrown in our laps. They just happen and before we...
    jjacko94 jjacko94 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    When did life become so mundane? Work, sleep... repeat. Make it stop! I never knew growing up would be so boring.
    wintershawl wintershawl 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 9

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    Life is happening now, are you in the game, have you made your mark, have you set the bar, are you leading the pack, or are you watching from the sidelines?
    whupdeedo whupdeedo 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    Sooo I broke my arm and it hurts like hell!!!!!i hate my life :|
    thatgirldailey thatgirldailey 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 11

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    When Life knocks you down, calmly get back up, smile, and say “You hit like a *****.”
    PinkP0werRanger PinkP0werRanger 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I've done so many fun things in my life, some of them are pretty crazy, and some of them are really embarrassing, but today when I look back I laugh, and it's a good feeling. No...
    hgscgirl hgscgirl 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I live to rodeo, barrel race, run, work out, train horses, rope cows, party, box, play soccer, volley ball, and team rope!! And I believe that no matter what you can always do wHat...
    Mouth1from1the1south Mouth1from1the1south 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I wish i can just face my problems head on.. Sometimes i just want to forget everything
    Raisa26 Raisa26 26-30, F Jul 8

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    Today I woke up from a well rested night, but yet all day today I have felt drained. My family nieces were over and wanted to play and I would for a little while and then go lay...
    ladypatrice ladypatrice 22-25, F Jul 9

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    there are a lot of thing I didn't do that I want to simple things like go fishing I never went out on a boat and enjoyed the peace and quiet of the water and one other person i...
    DBsw1990 DBsw1990 22-25, M Jul 10

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