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I Want to Find a New Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 86 People

    Longing To Start Over

       Yes, I long to start over again! I would do things so differently!! Finish college, NOT get married, etc,etc. My gosh, how did things go so wrong??Right now, I'd like to just pack a few clothes, pick up my cat, throw them in the car (if I HAD a car) & go! Just...
    crazyaboutclassiccars crazyaboutclassiccars 56-60, F 2 Responses May 21, 2010

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    I Want to Find a New Life

    I want to find a new life meet new people and see new things to be free and happy ,To feel a live something new ,
    lespaulmarK lespaulmarK 36-40 4 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    Its Important...

    Its important to have people that care for you. Friends, family, lovers...they are all suppose to love and accept you. I have a problem with this because its not true for me. A new life would mean new friends. It would mean I could stop being a disappointment to my family. I just...
    ashleyforachange ashleyforachange 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2010

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    Okay I'll Go First

    I think sometimes I'm lucky to live in Australia. Cos you can do just about anything you like. (I'm talking about work) I've done a host of different jobs, that I won't bore you with now. Suffice to say I am a farmer at present. We've paid off the farm and just sort of lost...
    oxytocin oxytocin 51-55, M 9 Responses Jul 1, 2008

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    Lonely

    DEAR ME   WHY AM I SO LONEY ? , WHY CANT I HAVE SOME ONE TO LOVE ME , DO I LOOK LIKE A CREATURE OR SOMETHING OUTER SPACE , I GIVE A SMILIE AND A LOVING HEART BUT A GIVE A EVIL HEART. THE ONLY HEART THAT FUFILLS IS A MAN BUT BUT I WANT A WOMAN. 
    Montecarlo28 Montecarlo28 26-30, M Oct 11, 2009

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    So Much.

    I am usually not a risk taker, not at all.  I have always been a planner.  But, in this moment of my life, all the plans I made, have literally falling through. So, i have seriously been thinking what it would be like If i just packed up my things and drove off.  ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24, 2010

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    When Will It End

    **** important so over this life. Im 24 years old with 5 kids to 5 diff dads no support from any1 including there fathers. Yes i choose to open my legs but it takes two to tango but only one apparently to man up. I want someone to love me and a be there for me but its an epic...
    ciara8888 ciara8888 22-25 2 Responses Sep 6, 2012

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    I Didn't Know

    I didn’t know that at this age I would have all that I know and love fall down around me.  I had thought that I was in a marriage that was going to last.  I loved him and still do but just can’t endure his mental instability anymore.  I thought I knew so much and was so...
    GentleWillow GentleWillow 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2011

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    Gun In Hand

    I am so lonely.  My life is so empty.
    1Babe 1Babe 46-50, F 3 Responses May 20, 2010

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    Destroyed

    so much loneliness so many tears.this life is destroyed time to start a new one.stop the recklessness and not caring attitude it only brings others happiness not me.
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 3 Responses May 21, 2010

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    New Life

    New life,Found it,Movin' on next week,Startin' anew,Can't wait,So much to do,I'm free,To live the life,I wanna live.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 16, 2012

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    The Worse Time Of My Life

    It stared like last year my two parent's started to plot agaist me and I  did every thing for them for the past 15 years. And this was being  clean& sober for 21 year's . I Move my self and my folk.s up  north and then went threww a really nasty divorce up there...
    Bigdog9357 Bigdog9357 51-55, T Jun 12, 2010

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    I'm going to start going to church,

    working out, eating right, cleaning up around the house and my stepdad's even going to give me $1000 to get a new wardrobe! First thing: find who i really am and go off that style. But the problem? I have no idea what style of person i am. Im fine with wearing shirt and jeans...
    BiKenzie BiKenzie 22-25, F Mar 11, 2014

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    New Life?

    The plan was that by the age of 30 i would be able to free flow. Do more of what i want to do. I would work hard for the early years and make investments that would provide returns by that age. And indeed i worked really hard. Two jobs, three jobs even at one point. I save d a...
    okaydykay okaydykay 26-30 1 Response Dec 4, 2010

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    I'm suicidal but I don't want to die... I've suffered from bipolar depression for almost 6 years now, I've lost so much I've lost my innocence to a monster that raped me, I've lost...
    Ennah Ennah 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want to live after death using Cryonics or by having my brain transplanted to a bionic body...
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    If I could I would love to start a life of a traveler, No one place to call a home. I envy people who have the courage to leave their old lives, pack and see where the road takes...
    iEmperorking iEmperorking 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Part of life is realizing when to walk away, when to fight and when to just give up. I'm still trying to get this part down but I think its easier to admit defeat than to fight...
    DesiredUserNameandStuff DesiredUserNameandStuff 31-35, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    CODECRACKER2014 CODECRACKER2014 41-45, M 1 Response a week ago

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    There are lots of different sides to me. When I was younger I had different groups of friends for different interests and the circles never tended to mix. Somewhere between my...
    likityspliff likityspliff 41-45, F Feb 2

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    I've been good and I've been bad. I've had good times and bad times. I've been lots of places and done lots of things. I'm living to the fullest way I know how.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    Nobody ever had life easy, we all go through struggles that shape us and change us. At times our losses may be far more than our gains, we may start looking at others who seem to...
    FierceFox FierceFox 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    I need to ******' loosen up somehow What am I trying to make myself realize or understand I want relief and enjoyment...
    FittingUsername FittingUsername 22-25, M Jan 31

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    its me that complicates things i have serious trust issues i met a guy a few months ago and he seemed amazing we had such a laugh and we were gonna meet the next day after talking...
    nicholajns6 nicholajns6 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    1. Piano neatness! 2. The theremin sounds like a whoopie cushion in slow motion. 3. Delia Derbyshire - Nightwalker 4. Obscure Tape music of Japan, as a sound appreciator...
    Deafning Deafning 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    ...the only thing missing is the latter.
    orangeattic orangeattic 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 30

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    We've got so many dreams, none of which are extravagant. We just want to be comfortable, happy, and carefree. I really don't think we're asking for much. Making plans together is...
    oddpodd oddpodd 22-25, F Jan 30

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    You know, very often i think i was probably a very bad person in another life. Don't know what i did to deserve all the bad things in this one. I just ask to find my soulmate. I...
    Aerith8 Aerith8 31-35 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm doing just that. I decided ten years ago to live my life as if each day was my last day. I am checking one adventure off of my bucket list next week, skydiving.
    solostance solostance 31-35, T 1 Response Jan 28

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    Does anyone know how to begin work in blacksmithing? It's not something that I want to do as a career, but I've always been interested in old style blacksmithing. I just don't know...
    Adaidh Adaidh 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    i was a medic in the Air Force. I was in for 61/2 yrs. I had good times and bad but mostly good and I would not trade this experience for anything in the world.
    Christine5377 Christine5377 61-65 2 Responses Jan 27

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    which hairstyle would you say suit me best?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Got a lot trips soon... But I also need to think on how to save my money. The thing is... I'm worried about my finances. Got to control myself from spending too much now. I...
    PurpleMarj PurpleMarj 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    I Won Tatts Lotto :) Only 9 Dollars $ :( Lol
    HUGGGs4U HUGGGs4U 26-30, M Jan 26

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    just trying to figure out what that means with this unhealthy body. I do what I can. I fight. I struggle. I rage. I smile. I keep going. but I'm tired. I'm honestly so tired. the...
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