I Want to Find My "Look"

gotta get a style to call my own (or change the one i've got) 42 People

    This Is the Start of a Personal Exploration For Me

    i was out today picking up things i needed and i saw some clothes that looked comfortable and were priced right, so i got them. i got as far as the parking lot and realized i had just bought clothes that were so generic and blah my grandmother would have been just as likely to...
    onatavia onatavia
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Aug 13, 2009

    I Like Rocker-girl Hairstyles

    i went to get my haircut yesterday the first one since i donated 12 inches of hair five months ago. my hair is thick and curly. i tried a new salon and a new hairstylist. it turns out we met once many years ago.  long story. anyway, i had been thinking i would...
    onatavia onatavia
    41-45, F
    Sep 4, 2009

    I Saw a Woman Today Whose Style I Admired

    i went to the State Fair today dressed just like everybody else dresses when they go the fair.  i hated my outfit but i guess i thought it was practical. tank top short sleeve tshirt hooded jacket (layers because it was raining and cold but was supposed to get warm later...
    onatavia onatavia
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Aug 29, 2009

    Honestly all my friends are changing their

    appearance and attempting to did themselves through their looks. I know who I am morals wise but I want to do something unpredictable. Everyone sees me as the nice nerdy girl and I want to change that. Maybe dye my hair? Or change my makeup? I just want to experiment and find my...
    Oneandonly3 Oneandonly3
    18-21
    Jul 30, 2014

    Caught Between

    I'm pretty much the androgynous kinda Annie Hall look every day. A woman but not really showing it.When where I want to be is completely different.I'm happy, don't get me wrong. I can still be myself, be a woman while not in dresses and heels.But, I do miss them. I do feel under...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    Mar 20, 2012

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