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I Want to Find Myself Again

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    Steel Rain, Glacial Wind, Immolating Comfort. - There is a strangeness that we seem to embrace each and every single time it comes around. Foremost however, I'm going to set the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 8, 2012

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    I Miss You Kindal And Who You Once Were... - I miss the tired morning me who would wake up a (bit grumpy) to go to work and stop by Starbucks for a nice Cafe Mocha every morning...
    Kindal Kindal 46-50, F 7 Responses Apr 18, 2010

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    I Just Don't Know Where I Am - I feel lost.. don't know what I really want... Feels like I can't take desicions anymore.. Feels like i don't know from where to start.. Can't figure...
    Cinchona Cinchona 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2010

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    Really Lost - I lost myself when I was 15 years old and now I'm 62 and I'm still REALLY lost. How do you EVER know when your OK? How do you know whats OK?  Does it really...
    DianaDD DianaDD 61-65, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2009

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    My mother passed away when I was 3 from a drug overdose and I never even knew her.... I've been told so many story's I don't know what to do think anymore... I know live with my...
    rosie1995 rosie1995 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    Will The Hurt Stop - She is leaving..this time for good. Your not going with me she said. "Do you want to be with me?" her reply "no"Crushed I love her more and hate her to. She...
    cataclysm74 cataclysm74 36-40 Sep 16, 2011

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    The Evolution Of Me - i felt so alone and lost in a system that constantly wrecks you. As soon as you think you're comfortable with the family or facility they stick you in then...
    AquilaAqua AquilaAqua 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 10, 2013

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    My First Step.. - So, I said I'm lost and I confessed !! now what ?? I don't want to feel like this forever.. I need to move on.. To go to the next step... to start my journey to...
    Cinchona Cinchona 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2010

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    How Can I Find Myself? - my name is nevo graduated from faculty of economics and political science :and i work as apolitical researcher but the big problem is it i dont love my job...
    nevoo nevoo 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    I Hate Who I Am Now. - I used to know exactly who I was, and I was happy, and at peace. I was who I want to be. Some bad things in life happened, as they do to everyone every once...
    justbreatheart justbreatheart 18-21 2 Responses Feb 29, 2012

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    Married With Children - I've been with the man who is now my husband for 13 years, married for 6, have 2 kids, a house and a career. Everything I always wanted but now its here I...
    Mrsbenn Mrsbenn 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 15, 2012

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    I Want to - I want to find myself again, it seems that I have gone missing, and I can't find myself. It seems like I have been missing for so long. I want to find myself again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 2, 2009

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    I Want To Know Whats Its Like - I want to know what it feels like to feel again, not to go through life numb, like its just a role am playing. I forgot what it feels like to have...
    see5 see5 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2013

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    Indecisive: Help! - I want to be a teacher but I want to be a Social Worker as well. I want to be a graphics designer but I also want to be a Criminologist...all four things I know...
    chuckles12 chuckles12 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    I feel lost. Im numb to everything. Im demotivated, frustrated, broken.. You name it. I cant do anything I love anymore. I cant get my life together. He took a part of me and i...
    caijedu caijedu 18-21, F Jan 8

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    My mother passed away when I was 3 from a drug overdose and I never even knew her.... I've been told so many story's I don't know what to do think anymore... I know live with my...
    rosie1995 rosie1995 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Lost By Your Lies - i was locked in a deeper sleep When i fell in love in oh-so deep He was just normal and a talented guy And with those eyes, i felt so high Then when we knew...
    SecretWriter7 SecretWriter7 13-15, F Dec 20, 2012

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    Lost - I'm just a broken man who's trying to piece himself back together.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 26, 2011

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    Duuude! - I woke up, and i wasn't there. I looked for me all morning, and I was nowhere to be found. It's weird for me to disappear like that, i do n't usually do those things...
    Th3D0ct0r Th3D0ct0r 26-30 7 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    The Black Angel - im katie of two worlds some say ... the katie you know is the happy, kind and advice giving, give a sholder to cry on person .. the other me .. well.. i am the...
    k8ewazhere k8ewazhere 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21, 2011

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    Why Did I Abandon Me - My clear thoughts are gone. Everything that made me feel like myself is not inside me anymore. I was strong and I was fun I was a lot of things really...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 15, 2009

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    Lost My Soul - These few days, my soul, it's lost. It's fading off to an unknown realm, a place I could never ever be myself anymore. My soul, it's weak and withered by all those...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F Mar 29, 2012

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    The Dastardly Deeds Of Dr. Dubious - No not really, maybe some other time. Right now.. Something different than what you expected. I've seen so many questions come across...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 13, 2013

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    Where Did I Go? - I have lost myself and don't know where to find me.  I keep searching only to find this shell. Someday maybe soon I will find me.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 20 Responses Jul 30, 2009

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    I Lost Myself - i lost myself from the abuse i go through i lost myself when i became a victim of suicide im different from once i was im not the same happy kid i use to be...
    k8ewazhere k8ewazhere 18-21, F Jul 29, 2011

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    Gosh This Is A Big Step - And I'm scared to take it. Sure, I've journaled in my personal diary giving expression to my most intimate, personal, and secret thoughts, feelings and...
    Littlel1 Littlel1 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2013

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    The Pain Of Divorce And Starting Over - I am a mother of 3 and have been abandoned, rejected and going through a ugly divorce. My x husband to be is with someone and is constantly...
    bvrincon bvrincon 41-45 May 15, 2010

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    Growing up was hell. It was hard to to say the least. Lost my father to suicide. Never met the guy. His family has never cared or wanted to be a part of my life. Even when I needed...
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    People have an amazing way of shaping your perception about yourself. I have struggled my whole life with issues either about body image, confidence, academic performance or other...
    maddyha maddyha 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    There was a point of time where I was the different and weird person at school. I had a lot of creativity flowing through everything I touched. I was so into fashion that I let my...
    belayourself belayourself 16-17, F Mar 21

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    I stopped self harming many times only to start again. This time I have gone 4 months but everyday I want to harm and everyday I think about it. It's so hard when it's your way of...
    ashricard ashricard 18-21, F Mar 19

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    I have so many things in my mind I´d like to express .. things I care about, which make me feel I´m alive... I usually write about some of them as random thoughts in stories...
    SweetNancy SweetNancy 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 22

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    who is Jayda Lyric Byrd ? Jayda is a very sweet girl who is trying to find herself because she has been through so much in life living only for eighteen years. Who is Jayda Lyric...
    lyricbutterfly2013 lyricbutterfly2013 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I was cut-free for about 4 months, but today I cut again. I am dealing with relationship problems. I love my boyfriend, he loves me, but because he is under his parent's rules, he...
    likeyouknowme likeyouknowme 18-21, F Mar 30

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    OK if anybody has read my past posts then you know the situation. My wife who I have been with since I was 16 years old was just caught cheating won't admit to physical but...
    mcanant8 mcanant8 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Living a life for Christ can be very challenging at times as it sometimes feel like the more that I more the more my prayers se to be denied? I am at a crossroad right now of...
    bubblysunshine bubblysunshine 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I want a different life, not the one that I have. Is that wrong, weak, fanciful? Like the Christmas movie “It’s a Good Life” how would the world be affected if I were in a...
    leeman5510 leeman5510 56-60, M 5 days ago

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    No offense to guys, but I find guys on the internet... to ******* weird. I should know I'm a guy. I'm not gonna be on the internet talking to some strange guy about strange ****. I...
    Rydil Rydil 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    All the things that go on around me are depressing..It feels like I have to cut again..The depression is built up way too much..
    ScarsNeverHeal ScarsNeverHeal 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    Sometimes I wish I could start my life again and make everything normal. I would do everything different and then my head wouldn't be as messed up as it is now, my parents would...
    luceybows luceybows 22-25, F Mar 20

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    I really do....I so want to
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 3

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    I have 2 DUIs and have totaled 4 cars and was in another car accident on top of it. Walked away from all of them without a scratch, but don't know if next time I will be so lucky...
    namelesssugarless namelesssugarless 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't think I've ever known who I was. Not really. I mean, I can be a bunch of things, but it doesn't mean that's who I am. But. I am trying. I feel so lost. Like something's...
    SwimmingDarkness SwimmingDarkness 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Im doing this TEDx project in school. My topic is on insecurity. Didn't realize how insecure i was.
    fortega2 fortega2 13-15, F Apr 2

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    Omfg I'm freakin dying of laughter. I think I'm hilarious on EP :')) and the funniest thing is when people get pissed off by my sarcasm X'D omfg I CANT BREATHE!!
    ILoveBearGryllz55 ILoveBearGryllz55 16-17, F Apr 5

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    XxDazzlexX XxDazzlexX 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago