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I Want To Find Peace With My Past, Peace In Being Alone

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    Peace

    I have enough peace with my past as I am going to get. As for the other I know we humans are social creatures and need each other, but maybe I am strong enough to find peace anyway.  
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M Feb 15, 2011

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    Just A Thought..

    I always feel like i need to get away. By myself. to just think & relax. I wish I had that one unknown spot that no matter what i'm always alone. I never have time to think about what's going on in my life, i never seem to have time to just sit down and cry for awhile. I need...
    1boy1girl2hearts 1boy1girl2hearts 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1, 2011

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    Finding Peace Day By Day

    I feel like at my age I should have or at least want more from life... I feel like at my age I should be married or in a commited relationship... I feel like at my age I should have a career or be pursuing one... I feel like at my age I should not have made the mistakes I have...
    RockinRoxanneRussianRoulette RockinRoxanneRussianRoulette 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 11, 2011

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    Circumstances that have occurred within the past few months have really pushed me to want to be alone for awhile. I realized the person I want to be with treated me less than what...
    NeverForgeIt NeverForgeIt 16-17, F 28 mins ago

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    I don't like being alone, But it's the only thing I'm familiar with, The only thing that hasn't left. I can't seem to quiet my mind, Nor ignore this uneven hollow. In this...
    shadowweep shadowweep 31-35, M 13 hrs ago

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    I am not a victim...everyone's circumstances are both self-dictated and the result of other people's words or actions. I have been "alone" for about three years now after the end...
    AntiquitusBlue AntiquitusBlue 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I absolutely hate it. Like when I can't fall asleep at night and theres no one there to hold me, or when I walk past those cozy cafées where some incredibly cute couple is sitting...
    Cissiiie Cissiiie 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 23

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    I'm going though a separation with my wife right now. We're still in contact with one another, but she's been telling me about how much she enjoys being alone. I, on the other hand...
    aimless1too aimless1too 31-35, M Nov 1

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    been feeling like a homebody lately. wanting to be alone but at the same time I wish I had someone or something to keep me intertain and not feeling this way. but I think being...
    madame311 madame311 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    I'm in a new school and making friends can be hard 😭 i made new friends but i don't even know if they like me 😭 i'm so lonely during lunch and i have no one to hang around...
    nimra1296 nimra1296 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Breaking up with a girlfriend I have had for the longest time and Freaking out about getting pregnant with her at the same time. All this happened around my birthday. This has been...
    MatthewCorben MatthewCorben 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 22

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    If that's what people expect from me, I'm really fine with it. Hate everything. I shouldn't have got close to anyone.. At times I do feel being alone is much better than being...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F Nov 11

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    I had several vivid visions and here is my longest most vivid one I ever had.I was laying in bed when suddenly, clearer than any dream I've ever had and clearer than reality at...
    Dayzdreamer Dayzdreamer 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    It had been nearly four years since the dreaded events drastically transformed me from a small-town naive girl into a not-so-innocent teenager. I went to middle school and was...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 16-17 Oct 24

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    I enjoy my own company but when I want someone around they are pretty much like "screw you selfish *****"! Can't blame them. I really believe in karma. It is a *****.
    spaceylibra spaceylibra 31-35, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Strange yes it is, but very true. I don't know how or why other then my childhood making me this way. I was alone and secluded from all family and friends for 3 years of my life...
    Sheismybestfriend Sheismybestfriend 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am 21 years old. I have a good GPA am involved with clubs at my community college, and have been attending this school for over two years now. I feel so lost- I don't know what...
    Schwarzwalderkirschtorte Schwarzwalderkirschtorte 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Ok I have been married for almost 18 years. For much of the marriage, it has been quite Rocky and at times I suspected he was cheating. About 6 years ago I had my proof. I stayed...
    boys9292 boys9292 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    I'm sitting alone in the brisk November air in the middle of the wrong part of Saint Louis at 12 am and I missed my last bus home. I think to myself of all the people I can't call...
    KelseyLeigh123 KelseyLeigh123 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    I am a loner. I have always been a loner. Dont get me wrong, i have lots of friends. Everyone loves me. I just enjoy quiet and getting lost in my thoughts. Lately i have been...
    jonboy318 jonboy318 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 23

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    She said - These things happened to me. He said- and they are holding you back. She said - they always have. He said- yesterday is the past. The future is a dream. Today is all we...
    ANewCreation4Him ANewCreation4Him 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    i have friends, i really do. some of them i can relate to so well and others i just wanna punch half the time. but i can never be truthful with them. they only know half my story...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    I'm constantly flipping between thinking everyone is sick of me and not wanting to be alone, so I guess I come across weird when I'm around people. Maybe it's because I grew up...
    princessloki princessloki 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    I want to be alone with a girl that likes to be alone : )
    SoloDolo707 SoloDolo707 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    So I had plans to go out for lunch tomorrow with a friend of mine. And I haven't gone out at all since June, so like, 4 months. And I was excited, you know? I was going to get out...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    its a Saturday and im alone as always except this week my bestfriend came into town for her bfs birthday. So we went to the mall fr abt 2 hrs bt then her bf came and she went with...
    Tristechica22 Tristechica22 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 25

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    i spend almost all my day alone, even though i am living with my family (9 total). we share a very small house, but no one talk to me, sometimes, i feel stressed and depressed...
    reem1991 reem1991 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 10

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    I have to thing to do next week: it's like a Citizen Day you have to go if you want to pass exams etc. It's outside of school and I will probably not know anybody. It lasts an...
    nowherewego nowherewego 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    There's something odd about being 22. It's a year where you've reached a social maturity, having passed the legal age of 21. By now, you and your friends reach a mutual...
    RoxannaM RoxannaM 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I feel like I've worn out talking to my current friends about my problems but I have nowhere to go to and I try not to do it often. I always stress them out after a point and they...
    polyglotparrot polyglotparrot 13-15, F Oct 26

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    What do you do when your home alone all day? Any ideas? I battle with depression and am trying my best to stay positive :/ but I'm running out of things to do. I need ya'll
    jembaby07 jembaby07 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 4

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    Right now I'm really alone. All of my friends are asleep and the app I use to help me stay sane and talk to people (talklife) is currently down. I feel really nervous and on the...
    polyglotparrot polyglotparrot 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    In most of my time I would rather spend my times alone and my mind would wander around with everything around me. I like to stay in my room for the long time before finally...
    cassxandra cassxandra 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I won't to get better see a future and a career ! ATM I have been signed of! How can I get well so I can look for jobs and get rest my life on track This is cause of growing up...
    Unknown1456 Unknown1456 18-21, F Oct 29

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    its my birthday in 3 days and i'm dreading it. i haven't had a birthday party in 10 years. the worst part is I have an identical twin but she never wants to do anything. i wish i...
    Emeraldteo Emeraldteo 18-21, F Nov 9

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    I spend most of my time usually in my room. Sometimes I don't feel like going out or doing anything. I am always looking for friends who just want to talk.
    Rippie Rippie 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 13

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    The days are long and the nights are lonely... it seems like sleep is all I want to do.
    yourd4ddyrick yourd4ddyrick 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    "Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods" - Aristotle
    idontmindtherain idontmindtherain 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    My all-time favourite book is a novel called "A Confederacy of Dunces" by a guy called John Kennedy Toole. As a teenager I worked in a bookstore on weekends while still at high...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 7

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    The Giving Tree By Shel Silverstein By far the most life affirming and simply but powerfully illustrated book I've ever encountered in all my days and hours of being alive on this...
    J3didiah J3didiah 26-30, M Nov 7

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    hmm this is tricky because I have many books that I love and have re read. It's between the Percy Jackson/Heroes of Olympus series, The Mortal Instruments series, Divergent series...
    EmmaBirchall EmmaBirchall 13-15, F Nov 7

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    I hate being so short. I am an ftm. I'm literally going to kill myself if I'm not taller than 5'2 when I turn 20. Have any of you taken HGH? Is it too late for me? I rather be...
    confuziiled confuziiled 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    I know there are people that has it worst than me... Anyone could give anything to have what I have but why am I so unhappy... Why I feel so alone?... Why can't I find peace within...
    4EverandAlone 4EverandAlone 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    Some days, I just want a connection with another human being.
    abcdefgh19 abcdefgh19 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 31

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    I think I’m in love with my best friend and we are both female and straight. I have never felt this way about another girl, she makes me feel safe, and beautiful and loved. It...
    ast2014 ast2014 22-25 12 hrs ago

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