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I Want To Find Peace With My Past, Peace In Being Alone

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    Finding Peace Day By Day

    I feel like at my age I should have or at least want more from life... I feel like at my age I should be married or in a commited relationship... I feel like at my age I should have a career or be pursuing one... I feel like at my age I should not have made the mistakes I have...
    RockinRoxanneRussianRoulette RockinRoxanneRussianRoulette 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 11, 2011

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    Peace

    I have enough peace with my past as I am going to get. As for the other I know we humans are social creatures and need each other, but maybe I am strong enough to find peace anyway.  
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M Feb 15, 2011

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    Just A Thought..

    I always feel like i need to get away. By myself. to just think & relax. I wish I had that one unknown spot that no matter what i'm always alone. I never have time to think about what's going on in my life, i never seem to have time to just sit down and cry for awhile. I need...
    1boy1girl2hearts 1boy1girl2hearts 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1, 2011

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    I may like to be alone to gather my thoughts and find peace again but I can never stay there. I always need someone to be there with me.
    ThePlaguer ThePlaguer 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

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    still up.. still up writing... I can feel the pain, I can feel loneliness, I can feel bitterness. I can feel the awfulness, I can feel the heartbreaking within my chest, why...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 23 hrs ago

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    This means away from EVERYONE. So yes, I have periods of not talking to anyone at all to talking to everyone I meet. It's either one or the other. I've always been this way and I...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    The sound the leaves from this one enormous tree was amazing, the loud rustling sound was so beautiful and so calming, it made me stop dead in my tracks. I stood still just...
    salty2013 salty2013 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Leave it to me to be the only one to write a book in this group. I over complicate things a lot. Call it OCD, I just like having things done thoroughly, I like to thoroughly...
    realsweetbaby realsweetbaby 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am a married woman of 5......3 are his and 2 are mine. My 7yr old nephew lives with me also. I find more comfort and happiness with my children than I do with my husband...
    wishforsinglelife wishforsinglelife 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    And people don't understand that. I like it. I don't do it cuz i'm sad or smthin. I sit around alone in my room sometimes because i need some me time. And they nag me to go out and...
    opiumm opiumm 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    All my life I've had to pick myself up when I felt completely shattered. People who were supposed to be there for me used me. All I want is to not feel alone all the time. I want...
    StarPower42 StarPower42 18-21 4 days ago

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    Not just romantically, although I have trouble with this (I don't like men, and I fall in love too easily with women unless I have someone to love already.) I can't do anything...
    PaladinVeritas PaladinVeritas 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i am going through this thing, i have a lot in my mind in the past 4 months. My name is Ray, i'll call the other girl ''R''. Before R, i like someone else, she was really good but...
    raydang123 raydang123 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    Well, I'm new here and it's taken me a bit to finally put a post here since I'm so shy and just anxious. I finally came out to my parents about being trans (mtf). I just want make...
    StrangeMargo StrangeMargo 18-21, T 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    My boyfriend left almost a month ago, and he won't be home for another 8 months, I miss him so much. I didn't realize deployment would be this rough
    stephpeasexo stephpeasexo 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    ENTJ ENTJ From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia This article is about the Myers-Briggs personality type. For the Socionics ENTJ, see Logical Intuitive Extrovert. ENTJ...
    StarAngels StarAngels 46-50, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Im feeling alot better. Drawing strength from the woman i always was. Knowing that i have what it takes to be the person i want to be because they all fit in with Gods will...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Ever since I was six years old, just being around people has given me anxiety. I would watch everyone and observe their every move, trying to figure out where they would go, what...
    DarianM DarianM 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I love being alone.....most of the time. But every once in a while, I wish I had a boyfriend or friend to hang out with. I've been having these feelings more and more lately...
    sims14fan sims14fan 31-35, F a week ago

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    I enjoy being along but that's just b/c I hate the vast majority of people! Wise up and chill out you fools! You suck! So, yeah, I get lonely. Every now and then there's some folks...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Losing the one you love is like being buried alive.
    rami83 rami83 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I do like being alone, but then another part of me is terrified by it! And I’ve been left alone for a very long time. Even when there are people around me, I still feel...
    JadeKnight JadeKnight 26-30, T a week ago

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    I actually prefer to be alone than to be with a large quantity of people surrounding me. The noise and the presence of a crowd makes me really uncomfortable. I would rather stay in...
    Cheiyn Cheiyn 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    im so use to being but myself but im scared because i like it but i dont want to be alone anymore im scared ill never find someone who cares
    Bmohunter Bmohunter 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I love being alone, and it's make me feel the peacefu llworld... i love to be in my room quietly while reading a book. many says if i'm mute,. but i'm not. i'm don't just like a...
    AlexandraSandy AlexandraSandy 26-30, F Jun 24

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    I didn't hear from him in 10 weeks. He got his deployment orders on such a short notice that we just had a few days to get used to it that he is leaving. We still talked while he...
    Stef21987 Stef21987 26-30, F Jun 24

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    I enjoy the freedom of being able to do what ever I want when I'm alone, but I don't like it when I'm doing something I like to do, but have to do it alone...
    Azeazal Azeazal 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    I enjoy solitude, but when I hear the other tenants in the building around me throwing parties and interacting with people, it makes me feel lonely. But, if I'm in a roomful of...
    Lynessence Lynessence 31-35, F Jun 23

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    I enjoy my alone time. But its the loneliness and lack of connection or intimacy is the ****** side of the coin. In time maybe ill find one to share and grow old with.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I'm so ******* angry with everything. I sincerely just want to ******* scream. A year ago, I probably would have wanted to cut myself or start ripping my hair out. Luckily, I am...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F Jun 23

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    I'm lonely tonight. I want a woman to help me, in person.
    brattybrandi brattybrandi 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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    I'm 27 years old, and a maths teacher in high school. I have never, ever been interested in one of my students before. I mess around a lot, and I'm attracted to more confident and...
    tumblingdice tumblingdice 18-21 1 Response Jun 21

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    when I'm alone with my thoughts it gives me time to think about things
    Vswagger Vswagger 13-15, M Jun 18

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    I have been with this guy for 4 months and he's been having a lot of drama with his son's mother, who has been keeping his son from him and played with his emotions months when he...
    MzTy MzTy 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    It's very calming when I'm alone, I sometimes prefer being alone just for the silence, but at times I don't like it due to me ending up with thinking about stuff I rather not or am...
    NeonPotato NeonPotato 16-17, M Jun 18

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    I like being alone but this is not one of those times so anyone want to talk?
    RavenTheWolf RavenTheWolf 16-17, F Jun 18

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    I just want someone to care for me. To tell me I'm their everything, their world. I just want a simple hello if we run into each other. Someone I can trust. Talk up late about our...
    pearlgir1 pearlgir1 16-17, F Jun 18

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    I'm so sick of being alone this **** sucks so bad
    master338 master338 22-25, M Jun 17

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    I like landscape paintings they seem so peaceful. I like especially landscape paintings tradictional to Asian cultures. Being out in nature on a nice day is even better. Hiking...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 16

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    i feel really weird. it could be from quitting one of two antidepressants. my fibromyalgia pain is back but my head is just screaming right now. i cant keep still. my hands and...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Jun 16

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    I've been spending time hanging out with friends from before, and I couldn't help but realize that dammit--I really like being alone. It's not always easy, and I do have to be...
    listenerneverheard listenerneverheard 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 14

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