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I Want To Find Peace With My Past, Peace In Being Alone

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    Finding Peace Day By Day

    I feel like at my age I should have or at least want more from life... I feel like at my age I should be married or in a commited relationship... I feel like at my age I should have a career or be pursuing one... I feel like at my age I should not have made the mistakes I have...
    RockinRoxanneRussianRoulette RockinRoxanneRussianRoulette 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 11, 2011

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    Peace

    I have enough peace with my past as I am going to get. As for the other I know we humans are social creatures and need each other, but maybe I am strong enough to find peace anyway.  
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M Feb 15, 2011

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    Just A Thought..

    I always feel like i need to get away. By myself. to just think & relax. I wish I had that one unknown spot that no matter what i'm always alone. I never have time to think about what's going on in my life, i never seem to have time to just sit down and cry for awhile. I need...
    1boy1girl2hearts 1boy1girl2hearts 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1, 2011

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    I find it quite peaceful...not deal with others around me in my world, one in particular..I am with my self when am alone, fling of self and my mind relaxes for those moments...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Mar 18

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    I find it relaxing being alone or antisocial . people say its not healthy but how can that be? You dont have to deal with people hurting you or walking all over you. Its really a...
    paytonolivia paytonolivia 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wanna share about my experience being an introverts for the past 3 years I've found myself that I'm an introverts and i proud of it i like being alone, spending time alone, i...
    michelle1203 michelle1203 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I really feel as if I'm better off being alone....not relationship wise. Me being in college these past 3 years showed me who and how I was. I didn't really realize it...
    vadupree vadupree 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    I love being alone, walking, on the bus, lisening to music or with My phone, i love it. But on work i have to be 1 hour alone, without music or phone, just alone with myself, And...
    Mysorrow Mysorrow 18-21, M Mar 4

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    Most days I cannot stand being alone. I can't stand the silence and the sound of my breath going in and out. There are times that I have found myself pacing the floors of my home...
    TEMPERANCE12 TEMPERANCE12 31-35, F Mar 9

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    I hate being alone but would rather be alone than with someone who doesn't understand me
    mtbmitch mtbmitch 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    As much as I hate being alone with my thoughts, I'm terrified to talk about certain things. I don't want to scare people away. I have certain people in my life that I trust, but I...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I dont know but I miss one of my abusive ex's hes been there for me when no one has been and he makes me happy. But i'm afraid he'll abuse me again like he did in the past? help? i...
    Unknowngirl2015 Unknowngirl2015 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    It charges by batteries. Being around people all the time is exhausting. It gives me a chance to read a good book, or draw in peace.
    TickleMeCell TickleMeCell 16-17, T 3 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    alisoncc11 alisoncc11 26-30, F Mar 5

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    sheryfacc11 sheryfacc11 26-30, F Mar 9

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    I really want to find another CD or a understanding woman who will take me as I am. A mature cross dresser that's still in the closet, not perfect but nobody is. I'm tired of...
    alison56cd alison56cd 56-60, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    and even alone I feel somehow rejected. my own family adds me on Facebook but won't talk to me or make comments on my page. ..yetv they comment on my kids page. so stupid!! they...
    IFoundYourDiary IFoundYourDiary 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I isolate. I have PTSD. I'm not just saying that, it's my therapists diagnosis. She says that's why I spend so much time alone, why I don't trust easily, why I work so much. I'm...
    veiledsadness veiledsadness 51-55, F Mar 6

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    Trust me. I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so that no one can hear you...or to wait until everyone has fallen asleep to completely fall apart...
    Societykilledateenager Societykilledateenager 13-15, F Mar 9

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    “For now she need not think of anybody. She could be herself, by herself. And that was what now she often felt the need of - to think; well not even to think. To be silent; to be...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain 22-25, F Mar 20

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    The only guy I want is always working, and it really sucks I can't see him. I feel so alone without him.
    Hailey7685 Hailey7685 13-15, F Mar 12

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    I've always stayed at home while my dad works, and my mom has the same job as my dad,but now she works at Pennsylvania,I miss her so much,she comes back every 2month or so.I just...
    lalaxxz lalaxxz 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I love people, don't get me wrong I am a total people person. But I also like myself and hanging out with just me is so important. You get to watch your dumb shows and be quiet...
    GeekGirl92 GeekGirl92 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    And it's even better than being with other people most of the time. Sometimes I wish I could be somewhere where people wouldn't know me at all. I could do what I want and not care...
    woodenstrings woodenstrings 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    There will be times when you'll feel ignored and alone just keep moving forward don't rely your happiness on others. Do things for yourself, it won't be their downfall but yours if...
    thelittlemonster thelittlemonster 18-21, F Mar 14

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    lately I've been growing frustrated about my inability to meet people. doesn't matter what I do, with whom I talk to, or what where I go in the end of the night I get this shiver...
    kiwisaurus kiwisaurus 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    It just happens... i feel like my mother keeps her distance from me.. and i dont know why...i just feel like she doesn't want to talk to me or have anything to do with me... every...
    Zineq Zineq 16-17, F Mar 3

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    I enjoy being with other people but I think it's important to be able to sit with yourself and your own thoughts. A time to reflect and regroup.
    abscuramma abscuramma 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I get so jealous on tv shows when there is always a cute couple! Anybody else or is it just me with this problem haha? :p
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    The other day it was finally warm enough to sit outside in the grass. And at night time I came outside, just as it was getting dark with a blanket. And laid on the grass by myself...
    kyleeMAe kyleeMAe 22-25, F Mar 16

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    I had most my friends leave me because im wrong, obviously, I was relieved. So listen to music and walk round town with my hood up, best feeling :)
    amenmurrish amenmurrish 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    Not all the time but sometimes I just need some time to recharge. Between, work, friends and family, I get too tired. Sometimes I just like to kick back in bed, plug in a good...
    GlockBlocked GlockBlocked 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    why be with others they cause **** ... the ones you lobe leave and nothing seems right your right back to that depressed feeling., the feeling that makes u feel like ur heart just...
    DarkKnights10 DarkKnights10 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Guys who live in another state I enjoy talking to. The reason why is because guys who live in my state are freaking annoying. They always want to beg me to come over, they always...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 16

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    It feels like I'm alone in this huge world.
    AmyOnEP AmyOnEP 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I am 23 and a mommy of 2 beautiful kids. I had my first at 16 so I've really had no "proper" education. My partner is well educated and the deputy mayor of the city we live in. I...
    yes234 yes234 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    The sound of silence is deep, the dreams I have of you are intangible, yet I wish to hold and keep, you want me, you want me not runs through my mind even in my sleep, how could...
    Kinn23 Kinn23 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Being a transgender person and also being a Christian is hard.. I go to church and I can just feel the judgment.. People don't understand me here and they think I'm confused. I'm...
    virtualricki virtualricki 16-17, T 7 Responses Mar 2

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    I talked to my pastor about me being transgender.. he told me he wouldn't call me by my preferred name or use the right pronouns because that means he's agreeing with my "choice...
    virtualricki virtualricki 16-17, T 8 Responses Mar 7

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    if anyone here has undergone transitioning in the UK I have a question. the clinic is taking way too long to get back to me! I have gone to see my go again to ask for counselling...
    indiatights indiatights 18-21, T Mar 4

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    I have just read that there's a bill that will allow police come to your house and kill your pit bull just because. This is in Mississippi. I hope it won't happen :(
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F Mar 13

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    I give up Am through with you... It sickens me how I can't get over you though matter how much I tried And how much you put me threw It took this long to get over you But that's...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 8 hrs ago