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I Want to Find the Strength to Kill Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 28 People

    I hate my life. I have

    for a long time. my parents are emotionally abusive which means they hurt me, but no one will ever do anything about it because there are no scars. I have never been able to make and keep friends. people always find a way to end up hating me. but it's my fault anyway. I deserve...
    Wildeagleflying Wildeagleflying
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 27, 2015


    If I just had the faintest bit of courage, I would have done the world a favor and offed myself a long time ago. Or better yet, I would have done something similar to what Bernd J├╝rgen Armando Brandes and Sharon Lopatka did: Find a genuine sadist on the internet and let them...
    flowerlesswall flowerlesswall
    22-25, M
    7 Responses Feb 4, 2013

    Ive never had to courage to end it

    for real. Im tried to get myself so many times. Ive tried to cut my wrists but was to afraid, ive tried nunerous times to commit seppuku but could never bring the blade at my stomach. Last week I came the closest Ive come. I tied a rope around the door handle, brought it over...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Aug 12, 2015

    I Been Weak Lately

    i been so weak but now i got the strength now to do i need to do i had enought i cant carry living in this pain and suffering but make sure i do it properly not give the doa chances to check me back into the mad house for ages again but i living in hell so maybe when i die i find...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2011

    In Her Moment Of Clarity

    I was driving in the fast lane and I was driving fast. That's about all I knew. The sun's hitting my eyes. Silent tears keep falling while my breath struggles to escape my lungs. Through the blur I can see the white lines rushing past and feel the wind rushing in through the...
    TreZ1 TreZ1
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 27, 2013


    I had a shotgun in my mouth not that long ago with my finger on the trigger, I could't do,  I guess I'm just a *****. I don't want to wake up in the morning. I used to have so much more energy. Everything is hard now. how do you get the strength to just do it
    jpolo08 jpolo08
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 29, 2010
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