Well it all started when i was 3 months preg. and i lost the baby. After i lost the baby my whole world turn upside down. I am in a Relationship and i truely do love the guy. But all i do is tell lies and condicking myself. I have been tryin to find myself and i am somewat findin...
I sit here tonight, wondering about me. I have so many thoughts running through my mind. It brings me to tears.
Where do I start looking for me? Where have I hid that person? Why did I put "myself" aside?
So many questions. I think that I am ready to make...
Am I a cheerful teen?
Or the hating gothic chick?
Am I full of hatred?
Or drowning in too much love?
Am I caring?
Or just heartless?
Am I like my parents?
Do they notice me?
Who's the real me?
The person I act with my friends?
Or the girl who crys in the corner?
My family will...
i live at home with parents so i feel still like a child
have a job, car, bills, commute to college have to cook clean for myself- so in that way i feel like my own person
I want to move out so badly, because i cant be myself if i still have to live by someone elses...
I want to find the true me so much, but I'm afraid once I find the true me, I won't like "me." I do not make friends easily because I am afraid people will tell me they no longer want to be my friend any longer, or that they will grow bored with me.