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I Want to Forget

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    One time I saw this white cat outside of a

    resturant, an hour later I ate at the resturant and I saw stained white fur in the kitchen. I then regurgitated.
    SecretWraith SecretWraith 18-21, F Nov 1, 2014

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    Trying to Erase High School Years...

    I just noticed that I'm still not over my high school years. I saw him while I was shopping earlier this morning. He was my main bully. Just a little grinning glance from him and it felt like the bullying happened just yesterday. It happened over a decade ago, and it still hurts...
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 5 Responses May 22, 2008

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    I want to forget about everything

    that makes me me and just be a normal person. If you wanna know the truth of my life put in a nutshell, I'm only killing time, waiting to die. It doesn't matter what I do. I put on a really good show for everyone, I think. I mean, it must be pretty obvious to everyone that I...
    NeonBlueMidnight NeonBlueMidnight 26-30, M Nov 12, 2015

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    I want to forget all the good times with him.

    I miss the hugs, the kisses, everything. I wonder where the love went and why he chose her over me. I just want to forget but it's to hard.
    Marigold101 Marigold101 18-21, F Jul 10, 2014

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    My Body Can't Let Go Of Things I've Begged It To Forget.

    My hands recall your hesitation to touch them so My ears refuse to let go of your voice first thing in the morning, which was always so arousingly groggy. My lips miss your kisses my shoulders yearn for your fingers your distinct cologne is still reminisced by my nose. I want to...
    Missie23 Missie23 22-25, F Aug 21, 2012

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    About Everything,

    To just relax and live and not waste so much thought and time worrying about things.
    esclave esclave 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 31, 2007

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    Its Only U

    i want to forget...wat i know i wntto forget who u re who i m where are u n where i m .i want to forget the boundries i set for myself..i want to ...for de first time in my life....i want to......i want to.love u as noone has ever loved u ....i want to say things i have never...
    saarah79 saarah79 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2010

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    It Would Just Be Easier.

    I wish i could just forget years of my life, all of university, most of secondary school, infact, just to be easier, i would be happy just forgetting absolutely everything. I have too many memories that i wish i couldn't remember, they outweigh the memories i am happy i can...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M Jan 8, 2011

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    Notebook

    Today, I was cleaning up my room, packing my stuff to go somewhere for a while. I am an artist, the mess of my room largely consists of discarded painting and drawings. Also, my room and closet hold one of the most frightening collection of notebooks one will ever see. Most are...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F Jun 15, 2011

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    There is so much I want to forget.

    ...I need to make a list of things, to make certain that I don't forget to forget.
    Itsneverasitappears Itsneverasitappears 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 20, 2015

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    The Last 24 Hours.

    I want to forget waking up to a gun in my face as the police storm the house to arrest my younger brother for 5 counts of armed robbery. I want to forget the mess the police left when they tore apart *my* room looking for a stolen gun. I want to forget that my baby brother is...
    Mndjoy Mndjoy 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 13, 2009

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    ....

    all the things I want to remember I seem to forget, and everything I want to forget haunts me so much its not even remembering it, its just reliving it.
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2008

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    I just want to forget.

    .. anything to stop this pain that I have right now.... I just don't know how much more I can take...
    WhyWasIStupid WhyWasIStupid 18-21, F Dec 7, 2014

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    I Want To Forget

    I want to forget, This past year of hell, Earthquakes, Upheaval, Unsettling times, I want to be happy, Live on, Enjoy my life, I wish I could erase the past.
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8 46-50, M Aug 26, 2011

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    Things to Leave Behind

    I want to forget that i was ever told i could be something I want to forget that i ever saw any kind of success in  others I want to forget that people told me i had potential That i was great or good at anything, or told that That i ever saw anyone achieve what seemed...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 4, 2008

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    I want to forget everything.

    .. Certain people and things I've seen... they are and have been changing me into something I'm I'm not. I want to forget everything and focus on being the Christian I want to be. I wanna forget all those bad words I've seen and heard, all the bad people I've met and talked to. I...
    evie2001 evie2001 13-15, F 1 Response May 18, 2014

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    If I love him and he also loves me,

    we have loved each other for more than 7 years (until now). but because of some social and financial problems we decided to break up! :( does anybody have similar story? Do you think that I can forget him if I get married with someone else? Any suggestions please??
    behonestlolo behonestlolo 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2014

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    I Wish I Could Forget It All!

    I wish I could forget everything horrible that happened to me! Or just let it not be so horrible and painful when I remember. The rape, the dying, the beating, all of it! I want it to just disappear and be replaced by memories of a loving family, who didn't beat me. That when I...
    MaiaTheBroken MaiaTheBroken 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2, 2012

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    Graphing A "friendship"

    In freshmen year, I just moved to a brand new city. I made many new friends. In November, I met this boy. He was, normal. But, as time went by, I started liking him more and more, and I'm pretty sure he liked me back. All our friends thought we were dating (though we never did...
    iSwim iSwim 16-17 1 Response Dec 6, 2011

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    Jordan was the absolute love of my life.

    Everything was perfect. I was in a toxic relationship before him, and he took me away from the pain- for a while. He promised he'd fix me, and now he's gone. What do I do now? I'm lost. So far gone inside the nightmares of once incredible memories. My head hurts and pounds the...
    ggreco4795 ggreco4795 18-21, F Feb 15, 2015

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    I am happily married woman.

    My husband loves me a lot. We have been married for 4 years. 2 years after marriage I resigned my job n moved to a new place with my husband. I got no friends n have internet. I started chatting with random people. My husband don't know about this. Then I met this handsome guy...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 26, 2014

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    I've been doing ok for the past years i

    even started liking someone else but why is it that your in my mind again ... Why do I still have this feeling towards you when all along I've thought I've move on... I'm used of seeing you with someone else for the past 4 or 5 years but why is it that I am feeling this pain...
    Actuallyundecided Actuallyundecided 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2014

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    I've spent so many days sleeping

    because you get to escape reality for a little while and everything is peaceful. Christmas and also the new year coming up gives me the excuse to just drink all the time and be too drunk to care about anything. The alcohol just numbs the pain and for a while and makes you forget...
    arcticmonkeys9 arcticmonkeys9 16-17, F Dec 26, 2015

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    My Childhood

    things I want to forget is my abused childhood and my 20 yearsof abuse . but thething is iam healing wirh writting my books and maybe i canhelp others with my storys . so my passed makes me who iam its shaped meinto the compassanate women that i am . my abuse doesnt hold me...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F Jul 3, 2011

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    Letting Go

    We all have things we want to forget about......but in fact we cant actually just forget them.....things that we do and experience and things that happen to us are stored in our mind and are always going to be there.... they are what make us who we are...
    TIPSY TIPSY 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 1, 2007

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    At times, I’ll come across your horoscope

    and scoff at how little they pertain to you. I tell myself they are lying, because the person they are describing would never treat me like you did.
    alisxhaa alisxhaa 22-25, F Feb 21, 2014

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    Unwise To Wish It

    If i am to forget all my horrible experiences i will forget all the lessons learned only to get played again. There is a quote: "experience is hard, but God do you learn" Therefore i cherish my scars they become my longterm protection and shield.
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jun 4, 2013

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    I Want To Forget ...

    I want to forget what heartache feels like so i can not be scared to keep on lovingI want to forget that my trust has been broken so that i can learn to trust again with confidenceI want to forget that there are selfish and ignorant people in the world I want to forget all the...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2013

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    I just want to forget everything

    that has happened. back to before there was anything, to when I was alone.
    IWillGo IWillGo 18-21, F May 26, 2015

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    Betrayal... Doesn't only break you heart.

    But also darkens your soul. You'll never forget the pain. Like a fog that never lingers in the depths of your mind. And it's sad because betrayal never comes from your enemies but from the person you loved the most...
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    I remember walking up the steps of the mobile

    home I lived in . It was located in some ladies back yard. I had to be about three years old at the time Everything seemd to be moving in slow motion I notice 2 fire men and a police officer standing in the living room hovering over a body doing what I know now to be chest...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 31, 2015

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    lspencer1 lspencer1 18-21, M Apr 9, 2015

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    I'm feeling a little weird not really depressed

    but just weird. I guess that has to do with me missing someone I still have feelings for and not being able to talk to them like I use to. We would talk but then sometimes he would take forever to reply and also wouldn't reply to all questions or statements ... And those two...
    lifeismagicxx lifeismagicxx 22-25, F Feb 5, 2014

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    That my mother never made me a priority.

    I want to forget that she moved me in with a child molestor and a rapist. Nothing happened except the molestor priming me up. Walking into the bathroom while I was bathing stuff like that. But I'm beginning to hate her for it. Why didn't she protect me? I want to forget that she...
    karenjposey012213 karenjposey012213 26-30, F Mar 27, 2014

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    The Past..

    In life we always try to do our best...I always want to do something new in my life , be more free ,be happier and then when I stay alone all these bad memories just return back and remind me.Remind me that i used to be weak, how much I was crying and people i hated.I know I must...
    Real2Ann Real2Ann 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2011

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    How I Am Feeling Now

     I want to get to a point where I forget how Im feeling now and remember how I used to feel before everything went messy. I want to put the present in the past and slowly, slowly it's happening, there's just a little more work that needs doing before I can move on.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 19, 2008

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    I just want to forget it all

    and be happy. Can't I just remember the good?
    WhyWasIStupid WhyWasIStupid 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    My Body Can't Let Go Of Things I've Begged It To Forget.

    My hands recall your hesitation to touch them so My ears refuse to let go of your voice first thing in the morning, which was always so arousingly groggy. My lips miss your kisses my shoulders yearn for your fingers your distinct cologne is still reminisced by my nose. I want to...
    Missie23 Missie23 22-25, F Aug 21, 2012

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    Scratch Everything...

    Every time...every damn time I have a dream, it's shattered. I want to forget my feelings for just one day.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F Mar 18, 2009

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    I'll admit there are some things in my life i

    wish that i could forget.... I want to forget all the painful memories, all the hurtful events and most importantly all the fake friends that i had in the past but somehow forgetting all of that is very difficult... I really want to forget it all :-(
    Coolrocker Coolrocker 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    Today I want to forget everything

    and everyone,all the good and bad,all my memories.I want to bury my whole life and start fresh. Also I want to be free From what I dont know I dont care if it means dying i just want to free from everything! Feel like theres somehting wrong with my life I just cant put my finger...
    Blade345 Blade345 13-15, F Jan 29, 2014

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    Like the Bourne identity.

    Wake up, I have my personality, my talents, my weapons and martial arts training; but not remember anything about my past. The memories of my life hang over me like a blanket draped over my shoulders, just hanging there. But a good number of the friends I keep in the dark about...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M Dec 15, 2014

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    My story is much l like every one else here, l'v been pushing everyone away from me; and it's been really easy for me. When people give me unwanted advise, and try to help me...
    Micheael Micheael 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen. I never wanted him to get so scared that I'll wait for him outside and beat him up. I didn't want him to be walked home or picked up...
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    Well I work with a girl.we both do the same thing.auto body.she's an artist!She draws people! lots of women!some are really hot too!!!Lmao! Trust me please ?!They just look really...
    eddiesolds eddiesolds 51-55, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago