I Want to Get Closer to God

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    Are You Here Jesus Really?

     If only you can really see Jesus in real life and to really feel him in my arms . I believe He is true but it is hard to get really closer when I still feel alone.  
    djay djay
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Jul 20, 2008

    How can I get closer to God.

    I have been suffering with anxiety for a while now, and I feel that If I trusted in God more, and had more faith, I would trust in his plan for me and not be scared 24/7. Jesus help me!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2015

    Videotaped Wont Eject

    I mean I cant change my past.I re-think about it so much in my head replaying itover and over I have fun replaying it wishing things we different.It hurts more to ball it up and try TRY to suck it up but the thoughts seep back into my consious again its addicting to think back on...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 28, 2012

    I cried my heart out to God just few minutes

    ago. I haven't been very good to Him. It's a long story, but, this evening, I am so thankful for the people I have in my life right now... My housemate who's been trying to get me closer to God, but I've always pushed her away, simply 'cause I'm not ready and I'm not comfortable...
    littlemisslight littlemisslight
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 15, 2014

    My boyfriend, while away at basic

    for the military, told me about his experience with church. He had to go every Sunday. And he's going to continue to do so through AIT and when he returns home. I'm not very religious. I want to get back into my faith. I have faith. That's what's keeping me going while my...
    tychristene tychristene
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 13, 2014

    I Want To Do Right, But I Feel Like I Dont Know How

    Ive had a really troubled past (though ive never told anyone) and sometimes I just feel alone. At times i do feel God's presence in my life, and others times i find that my mind can get the best of me and sometimes my hearts gets overuled by my mind. i think things i don't mean...
    sierraallyse sierraallyse
    18-21
    3 Responses May 3, 2011

    Unhappy With Where You Are?

    Where we are in life is exactly where we want to be. Not necessarily because it's what we want but because it's good enough. When good enough isn't good enough anymore THAT'S when we start living :)
    maxximiliann maxximiliann
    36-40, M
    Mar 13, 2012

    So Alone

    I dont know where to begin, right now im going thru a very rough time with my husband, my marriage is falling apart and i dont know why. I try and pray to God, to help me through this, just to be there for me, and to help my marriage, but i dont think He listens to me anymore, i...
    lonly72 lonly72
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Jul 15, 2008

    Ok I love god so much.

    He is what gets me through everyday. He's everything to me. If it wasn't for him I wouldn't be alive. The devil tried to take me away when I was first born but I fought for my life and god gave me the chance at life instead of taking me straight home to heaven. he has gotten...
    Kaylamay17 Kaylamay17
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2014

    Now I am not a fan of the Christian God

    as he or she has really disappointed me but I do however do my best to help the Norse gods by showing I am worthy for the good fight.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits
    22-25, M
    Sep 11, 2015

    I've been far from God

    for a long time and I can't seem to get the fire back.. help?
    margothehuman margothehuman
    18-21, F
    Sep 10, 2015

    I Lost Something Precious

    a month ago, i went in christian camp, and in the train station i forgot my bag on a table near a fast food. And in my bag i had my precious bible, from my grandfather. I really llike it. And in the bible, the money for the camp but i doesn't matter the money. I only wanted my...
    anna17hearts anna17hearts
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 16, 2012

    I find myself lost scared

    and hurt just like before but worse my uncle that I am very very close to has cancer it's really hard to see him like this we have always been a strong family I'm always strong for them but I just can't be I don't know how. This is the very first time that I'm not strong in...
    Hollybird17 Hollybird17
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 13, 2015

    For My Daughter

    I recently lost my daughter fighting ALL., cancer in the blood..at age 2.Theres not one day that I dont cry or get into a depression thinking about her, Im here to tell everyone, I am a Cristian and I love Jesus Christ my savior! i dont klnow yet why god would do this,. theres...
    mcorbett mcorbett
    22-25
    4 Responses Jun 16, 2011

    Finding

    I was brought up in the pentecostal faith, for many years i have questioned the truth behind what i believed, all i knew was what i was told while growing up, from listening to my folks and going to bible study, i was married to a Christian who later left the church just before...
    passionatelymines passionatelymines
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Jan 27, 2008

    Is There Proof That God Actually Exists?

    A watch requires a watchmaker. What of our infinitely more complex solar system, with the Sun and its planets revolving around it with split-second precision century after century? What of the awesome galaxy we live in, called the Milky Way, with its more than 100 billion stars...
    maxximiliann maxximiliann
    36-40, M
    Mar 12, 2012

    I Want to Be Closer to God

    I was raised Catholic but had always questioned...I was Pagan for a long time but kept going back to God. I figured there was a reason for this and that I needed to devote myself to God. I am now a Methodist and am trying to find ways to be closer to God...to know him more and...
    Lexicon78 Lexicon78
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 18, 2008

    God, Im Sorry I Wanted My Boyfriend More Than You

    God, when I met him, I could sense You telling me 'No. He's not the one and its not the time.' But I was so desperate for love, I got with him anyway. I put You,  my friends, and even MYSELF beneath him. I'm ashamed of what I allowed myself to do, both to You and my friends...
    RitaRee RitaRee
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jun 12, 2011

    God only exist in you.

    So if you want to get closer to God you've to know yourself
    DaddyThomas DaddyThomas
    46-50, M
    Mar 12, 2014

    I know God is here, but I've been ignoring Him

    for a long time...My life is so out of control.
    rroberts1 rroberts1
    36-40, F
    Sep 10, 2015

    I come from a Christian/Hindu family.

    My mother is a Pentecostal and father is a Hindu. When they got married, they made a mutual agreement that me and my siblings will follow the Christian faith. As a child I grew up going to church, but I've struggled with having a relationship with God. My family goes through a...
    invalesco invalesco
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 20, 2013

    I Don't Really Have A Strong Faith; Although Mostly Present, It Wavers...

    ...but I know He exists, and that He is there for me. Sometimes though, I don't feel Him - and it's not really his fault. I honestly am self-absorbed, at times, and I worry about 'trivial' things that I lose focus. The distance is possibly imagined, and it probably stems from...
    sodancewithme sodancewithme
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Mar 7, 2010

    I so desperately want to get closer to God

    but my family isn't very committed to going to church and church has been a love/hate relationship with me as I have dealt with several mean girls in church which turns me off from going back, but I am involved in a church like Christian group that meets for bible studies and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 11, 2015

    Lord Relieve Me Of The Burden Of Self, Make Me An Instrument Of Your Will.

    AM I ALONE?!!.....My heart hungers , yes I know God is all there is....My heart hungers to be the man that's his....My heart hungers to walk the path of love...My heart hungers to become the man from above...... My heart hungers to overcome self.....My heart hungers to reach for...
    anotherbrother anotherbrother
    41-45
    Apr 30, 2011

    I Know I'Ve Never Been Enough... But I Want To Change

    I know I've been unworthy of help from God. It's not that I don't believe in Him. It's not that I've done the most terrible sin. I think it is because I have never been enough of a child for Him. I seek His help only when I am in a really great trouble. And I hadn't lived up to...
    ErinValcourt ErinValcourt
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 24, 2013

    Hello God It's Me Again............

    Hello God It's me again. Are you there? Are you listening? I followed what I thought was you and now I am in a mess. Is this what you wanted for me? How do I know? How do I get closed to you? I made a promise to you God, I don't want to break, but the truth is I just don't know...
    75Angels 75Angels
    36-40, F
    8 Responses Oct 3, 2008

    Sang in my first carol service this evening.

    I can express my faith through song best. Feeling blessed.
    meizhu meizhu
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 17, 2014

    He Is My Best Friend....

    Who is always there when I am depressed?  Who is always there when I am angry, worried, embarrased, overwhelmed, and feeling guilty?  When I feel like no one cares about me, who is there?  When I feeling like ending my life, who picks me up and says "I love...
    angbaby angbaby
    41-45, F
    8 Responses Jan 23, 2008
    joyfullady joyfullady
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jul 28, 2014

    His the only one thst has been there

    for me that knows my thoughts good and bad I love him I'm in a wheelchair but when I die I won't be in a wheelchair I'll be in heaven running❤️
    Hollybird17 Hollybird17
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 10, 2015

    Reality Or Fantasy?

    I've been religious all my life. I've always felt that there was something more than this life. When I was younger I thought about becoming a missionary. Last year I was hospitalized because I thought I heard God speak to me. I thought God asked me to do certain things for him...
    JB4883 JB4883
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2012

    The Battlefield: Trust And No Trust

    Firstly I'm not sure if I am a christian, I am really battling at the moment struggling to know whether I am. I have a couple of difficulties...first of all - my unwillingness to trust God, I struggle greatly with trust which causes me to be totally overwhelmed and I battle it...
    Georgelaz101 Georgelaz101
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2012

    Want To Get Closer To Him

    I want to get closer to god I don't be seeking him like I'm supposed to. I want to have a lelationship with him. I talk to him a lot in my head and I tell him all about my worries and he knows what I'm going through. I don't even be worshiping him. I just want my walk with...
    xxmylifestoryxx xxmylifestoryxx
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2012

    Forgive Me Father...

     I need God in my life right now.  I've done some things, especially lately, that is very unlike me.  I need to go to church, I need to be closer to God, I need to be forgiven, I need to be saved, and I need to be baptized.  Lately I've been...
    sexypink18 sexypink18
    26-30, F
    10 Responses Jan 6, 2009

    I've been through a lot

    but I'm very blessed too. I put my hope in God. I just want his help
    Narik94 Narik94
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 4, 2014

    Today's promise: God is always ready to help us

    and expects us to help others! How do you respond to those who seek to hurt you? "Love your enemies! Do good to them! Lend to them! And don't be concerned that they might not repay. Then your reward from heaven will be very great, and you will truly be acting as children of...
    Katie419 Katie419
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 26, 2014

    Stranded.

    Getting close to god has never been an easy task for me. I know he is there and I know he watches over me. But... Getting close to him is such a hard task for myself. Religion ? I have no idea where I stand. I can honestly say that I know almost nothing about the bible. I dont...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 3, 2013

    Lord Relieve Me Of The Burden Of Self, Make Me An Instrument Of Your Will.

    AM I ALONE?!!.....My heart hungers , yes I know God is all there is....My heart hungers to be the man that's his....My heart hungers to walk the path of love...My heart hungers to become the man from above...... My heart hungers to overcome self.....My heart hungers to reach for...
    anotherbrother anotherbrother
    41-45
    Apr 30, 2011

    Too Much Darkness I Want Light Again

    I remember the beams of light that I got from God. Time after time I found myself dealing with the darkness in this world, in others, in myself, and just now I am longing for that simplistic, pure light of God once again. The times when I was so innocent I didn't know I was...
    Excellency Excellency
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Feb 11, 2012

    Where Are You When I Need You

    my faith is what keeps me alive... but soon it wont and I'll die forever. the pain will stop and I wouldnt be able to correct the wrong but die in my sin. and if you tell me there is no god Fu-k you cos there is !
    luvdrunk luvdrunk
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 10, 2011

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