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I Want to Get My Life Back

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    Im not the same person i was before.

    . Infact ive changed for te worst.. The sweet shy side is hid from people bc im sick and tured of always being run over by like basically everyone.. I am not too happy about who i am today but my past experiences have mentally destryoed me.. I want my life back.. I want to be...
    believexo believexo 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    How The Heck Did I End Up Here?

    Married high school sweetheart, but we'd broken up several times before tying the knot. Had two kids together. Sank deep into post-partum depression after second child. Was moments away from killing myself when I checked the baby's room to see if his Dad had taken him with him...
    willorann willorann 36-40 1 Response May 30, 2012

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    Lost My Youth

    As of recently I have been experiencing anxiety and depression. I work in a very demanding and time consuming retail job. I'm constantly scared if I have done something wrong or how I can improve business. I bring money home which has always brought on stress. My boyfriend is 39...
    Bluehues Bluehues 22-25 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    Need My Life Back

    im currently 20 years old and i feel like i have no life... i was diagnosed with hiv recently and i was distraught for the fact at that time i had only been with one girl for over a year and i trused her and i find out a year later i have hiv after we done broke up and all that...
    homey112291 homey112291 18-21 Aug 29, 2012

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    Life doesn't seem to want to give me a break

    here lately. It's seemed to gradually get worse day by day. I'm probably more depressed now than I've ever been. I'm starting to lose the little I have left in life that keeps me holding on. My friends who don't use are beginning to give up, and my friends that do you are...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    'i', The Budhdha

    I escaped the vices of the palace in search of some thing that will help me escape the misery of the man kind. From the hermit living across  the mountain pass to the monk in the mystic valley , every one I met said to me that there is no escape from misery. They made me promise...
    guardsvan guardsvan 41-45, M 6 Responses Sep 21, 2012

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    Bring Out The Happy Child In The Other Person.

    Life is a beautiful gift from God and we must cherish every moment of it. In eastern philosophy, the best way to cherish your own life is by enriching some one else's life. The new age Gurus too tell us that by making some one else happy, you generate good vibes around you...
    guardsvan guardsvan 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I've Made Mistakes

    But I think I'm ready to get back on my feet.
    zombieiscool zombieiscool 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 25, 2009

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    Confused

    Hi everyone .... Im 26 years old iv been married for 3 years and been with my husband for 7 years we have our own shop I'm finding hard to cop with alot of things i feel when it comes to my husbands well being that i cant say much because his parents always want to baby him im at...
    iam23 iam23 26-30 Aug 13, 2011

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    I Want My Old Life Back

    I lost my life over five months ago, I had my bills paid, a car, a home and was happily providing for my family. Now I'm living with my father and using his car to get back and forth to work. I'm only working part time so I'm not making the money I used to making and I...
    lostchild lostchild 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 23, 2007

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    How Do I Get My Life Back?

    Ciff notes: I moved from New Orleans to help my mom and dad....Dad had a stroke and my mom couldn't take care of him anymore by herself. I moved in and was working....All the way up to 2004....during that time we had to admit my Dad into a nursing home. I made sure the bills were...
    sebastiantx67 sebastiantx67 41-45 2 Responses Sep 28, 2010

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    This Is My Life :(

    Was something I wrote on my bathroom mirror today. I am 28 haven’t dated in over a year, have no sex drive, don’t go to parties. All I really do is stay at home and be the best mom to my 9 yr. old son that I know how to be. I want a life so very badly. I put on more weight...
    Flyshortyjen Flyshortyjen 26-30 1 Response Jan 7, 2012

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    I really want to get my life back!

    With everything that has happened to my family is bowl crap. I want my family to be happy again I want to make new friends and I want a girlfriend! I hate how I can only make friends online! I don't even know people on here how do I know if I trust you guys? There is only one...
    Fitzpatrick09 Fitzpatrick09 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    Just So Much To Do Every Single Day

    And with no signs of anything ever returning to how they used to be !!! Everyone is notIcing how little I'm about these days... Sometimes I just can't get online at all Other times, like today, I've got one hr to call mine ... And that's whilst I'm walking the dog ... Aghhhhh...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Aug 12, 2013

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    I Need To Find A Way

    I have always felt like I was different my whole life - in so many ways. I want to know how a person like me who is not properly emotionally wired can find a way to live and actually ENJOY a happy and healthy life.
    kg1973 kg1973 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 16, 2012

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    My Simpile Freedoms! :-0

    I want my life back and new friends. I don't want to just be happy or in a tired mood. If I am not in one of those two/2 moods my friend threatens to tickel me infront of the whole school (Which makes me look like her girlfriend or something like that, which/that I am totally not...
    girlsonboats girlsonboats 13-15 Mar 4, 2011

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    I Need To Get My Life Back

    I'm almost 30, and feel like I am nothing. I have been with a man that emotionally abuses me everyday, controls my life, and expects me to say I'm sorry for everything that bothers him. I am tired of being yelled at by him & my 4 yr. old son. I fill like I am his child, not an...
    mjmyers05 mjmyers05 26-30 2 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    Lost

    I feel like im losing my mind, im 20 with a 4 year old. im not with her dad but with someone else for the past 2 years, i ust to go out everyday and always had something to do. but lately i feel so alone even when everyones around me my boyfriend doesnt show any support to how im...
    confusedyoungmum confusedyoungmum 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 2, 2012

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    I Feel So Confused!!

        I got married to my husband when I was 17. After I gave birth to our 3rd child things started to change. I found out that he cheated on me, then (dumb idea) I decided to do it back. But I found that the more time I spent trying to talk this guy into it the more...
    sadlonelygirl sadlonelygirl 21-25 1 Response Jan 11, 2008

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    Need to Get Back On Track

    I have been in a troubled marriage for quite a few years now. My wife suffers from depression and lacks self-esteem and confidence. It has quite literally degraded our marriage to the point where we are now living separately and I have filed for divorce. We have five kids and...
    SpringForward2k8 SpringForward2k8 41-45, M 7 Responses Jun 23, 2008

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    One Last Second Chance

    I'm the guy who has always been there for everyone else; before I would have shouted this from the rooftops as a badge of honor, as a thing of courage in the face of a world I thought was too cold. I'm the guy who always tried to do right by others; naively, foolishly. I'm the...
    Keyote Keyote 26-30 1 Response Nov 22, 2011

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    I Want A Chance To Get My Life Back

    I am so far beyond having a "life of which I am proud" that I'm not even sure how to go about getting one anywhere close to it. I spent the majority of my "younger life" (I just turned 40 recently) striving to become the perfect adult. I took it pretty far I guess, earning my...
    cindeeb cindeeb 36-40 1 Response Oct 6, 2010

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    But where. And how.

    New truck but no insurance. Gave my word to help mentor. Enemy lives near mentor. Nobody punishes enemy. Sigh.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 10

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    Don't Know What To Do

    Hey guys. Straight to the point. I'm 19 and I'm dating a married 40 year old man. I know a lot of you would think I'm disgusting but trust me I tried several times to break us up but it is not working and finally I gave up. He said he is in the process of a divorce and I know...
    miss72 miss72 18-21 Dec 14, 2012

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    I cannot believe I miss that lying SOB.. Like if I had never met him I would be happier, I could think about something else besides him, can someone take me back in time to...
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    I want to be able to afford to leave my husband and get a cute little house so that our separation won't be so traumatic! I'm tired of pretending everything is okay because we're...
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    I finish with my G/F because I am an insecure fool, now I know I cannot be happy without her and it's too late
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    My ex boyfriend looks at every snap chat but does not text me & if I text him it's bantent one word text
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    Blake I hope we never feel this way<3
    Strangerdanger47 Strangerdanger47 16-17, F Sep 20

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    "I Really Don't care" You wanna play, you wanna stay, you wanna have it all You started messing with my head until I hit a wall Maybe I should've known, maybe I should've known...
    Naughtycravings Naughtycravings 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    To start a story you need a good opening, -shiyori from The God Only Know anime, but i don't know how to do it. so let just start the story about myself, first, My name is Jiji, my...
    callmezie2 callmezie2 18-21, M Sep 18

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    First 3months ‎ And my boyfriend was missing his ex. ‎ Now 9 months, and im in a whirlwind of confusion. U said u never cheated, but u did ‎ U did. U cheated...  ‎ Body...
    hateme92 hateme92 18-21, F Sep 3

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    Hey paps, I'd like to say this to you. You have been dead for 6 months now, and I really miss you, in 1 and a half months I'll visit you to your grave and say happy 51st birthday...
    1993george 1993george 18-21, M Sep 23

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    A better wife and mother and of course a better person. I want to change my life around. I feel like I've been given this wonderful life but all I can ever seem to focus on is the...
    weeniegirl weeniegirl 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I do. I really ******* do. *runs hands through my hair* because life right now is so hard and now I can't even think straight and it's killing me to be the way I am.. with everyone...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Sep 20

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    I have have had a friend since I was in 8th grade (I'm 20 now) but anyway our whole friendship, if we went out I had to pay for her as well (and I did because I don't wanna be...
    ashworrell ashworrell 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 4

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    At the moment my "partner" isn't around but he will come back. Every time I think of him coming back I feel intense physical pain over my whole body. By next week I'll think he's...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I'm not unhappy, but I'm not happy either. I don't want to kill myself, and I look forward to a potential future, but I just feel like my life won't turn out the way I want it to...
    minnielong minnielong 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    I have this inherent sadness inside me and i feel it has been in me since time immemorial , ages , I miss living in a family I miss my gramma , parents , i miss viditin my...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F Sep 10

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    been thinkn for a while, cant stop thinking, want to die soon maybe tonight, im not scared, im afeaid for eberyone who lovese, i dont want this anymore, my time was never, ive...
    Dillen91 Dillen91 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 18

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    I wish I could go back to my childhood; back when it was summertime, I could hear people still over visiting my family (the way the voices oscillate in eruptions of laughter), the...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    We gotta do better than this 'cause we only got one chance to make a difference. We gotta do better than this 'cause we only got one life that we've been given A little love, a...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 hr ago

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    I'm at a very weird and scary but exciting & hopeful point in my life where I need to completely shed everything old and jump into something completely new. If I don't it will be...
    SirenaVonLee SirenaVonLee 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    So I am turning 23 next month and still nothing has changed in my life. I mean I know I need to do something about it blah blah blah but I don't know how . I am always sitting...
    ScorpioPhoenix ScorpioPhoenix 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 10

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    Match point part 3 Here's the next part of the story sorry for how long it's taking me I'll try and speed it up with the next one. Also their are parts missing but nothing...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Expressing myself has never been easy, I've always had a struggle at finding the right words to do so but I'll try anyway as apart of me feels like I need to get this off my chest...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    OK, so I am one of the few who has passed from this side of life, to the other and back again. My story took place when I was but 20 years old off the island of Oahu. I had been on...
    QuickandtheDead QuickandtheDead 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 12

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