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I Want to Get Out of Here

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    Trapt In A Life Of Normality

    All my life the single fear i have had that has burned so darkly within my mind has been that great terror of leading a normal life, of being "ordinary" and having normal hopes, normal dreams, normal ambitions, normal thoughts and views.I dont want to be normal, i dont want to...
    lmpulsive lmpulsive 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 22, 2013

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    Living In A Group Home

    Well, it all started out when I punched my mom on the shoulder. I didn't even leave a bruise or make her say "ow", but my sister called the cops anyways. I laid on the couch and then the cops came. I cried as they arrested me. Then I stayed in jail for three days. I found out my...
    killtheleaf killtheleaf 18-21, F Dec 21, 2012

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    My Own Prison

    Everyone is a prisoner in their own purgatories. We have our own doubts, nightmares and imaginary fears. We all have had experiences of losing ourselves somewhere along the way. It's just that some have found the right way to go back or move on while others are still lost and...
    itsallinmyhead itsallinmyhead 18-21, F 1 Response May 23, 2011

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    Get Me Out. No Way Out.

    No way out. I'm stuck in here. In my life. In my living hell. In my mind. Left to rot in this place. No way out. No key. No exit. Just chains. Holding me back. Stoping me from escaping. No way out. I want to be free. Breath fresh air. But they won't let me. My "family". My...
    ImOkayNow ImOkayNow 16-17, F Sep 24, 2011

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    Life Should Not Be Hard

    I know there are people who have it worse; I know that and thank God every day for the blessings in my life.  But getting through the day gets harder and harder . . . My job is very stressful.  My bosses value me for my ability to stand my ground and speak my mind...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Fml

    So. You want to hear about my ****** up life? Well, where do I begin? When I was 7 i was diagnosed with clinical depression. when I was nine my pop pop died. about 6 m ago i delevoped panic disorder of some type a pa everyday since. So yahnow i cut myself.Burn myself.and im...
    asshole26 asshole26 16-17 2 Responses Jul 8, 2011

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    I Want To Get The Hell Out Of Here

    So I live in fayetteville so you can obviously understand this story. I am at the end of my freaking rope I'm 21 years old so I have a hard time struggling I have a hard time trying to find a decent job the only thing I could do is work temporary and I applied almost everywhere...
    unknown89 unknown89 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 17, 2010

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    Get Out

    No, I don't.  I love my country to much.  I also wouldn't mind becoming an American citizen.  :)  I love America too.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Aug 14, 2011

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    Time To Fly

    It dont take much, just a little trigger, and something shifts, one sleepless night, one relaxing bath, one song on the radio, that says its time to get your **** together and get the merry hell out of here,  and the worst thing is holding back on the reigns, stopping...
    GargantuanSpider GargantuanSpider 26-30 1 Response Aug 28, 2010

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    Get Me Out.

    I've never ever felt like I belonged in this society and whole damn country. I grew up in a different society to the dominant one here, so I've always felt out of place and felt like my opinions can't contribute, won't be valued and that I wasn't competent enough. I always...
    ddddrb ddddrb 18-21 2 Responses Apr 5, 2011

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    So It Seems..

    Leaving seems like the answer to everything.. but who knows.
    itsjustme1001 itsjustme1001 22-25, F May 11, 2010

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    Hell

    I live in the fiery pits of hell called Mississippi. I want out! I want a life that doesn't consist of living paycheck to paycheck then coming home to an empty fridge. I don't want to live next to criminals and backstabbers. I want quality entertainment for adults with affordable...
    AsILieNWait AsILieNWait 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2012

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    Should I Be Angry With My Ex? Or Should I Wish Him All The Best?

    Hi all!I have a story to tell. I know, all of you do. But mine is special just because it is mine...I moved in to this house almost 7 years ago. I rented a room in a house with a live-in landlord. I was 24. He was 48. A year and a half later we became a couple. The age gap did...
    Angrywithmyex Angrywithmyex 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2011

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    I Want To Get Out Of Here When I'M 18 But I Don'T Know How To.

    I'm in 10th grade I've never been out of Country. Never traveled. I want to stusy abroad and live someplace else ans live my life. But In this family, that's not how it works. I brought up the topic of Scholarship. I told my mum that If I get scholarship, I can study abroad, I...
    2 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Crappy Apartment

    I want to move out of this crappy apartment and graduate tech school, so I can move out this boring town.
    phoenixgirl phoenixgirl 21-25, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2007

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    I wish it was that easy!

    I've been living on the reservation all my life and I want to get the hell out of here. I don't want to be like these other Native Americans who are stuck on the rez and basically do nothing with their life. I have goals I want to achieve but staying here won't get me to where I...
    kmm95 kmm95 18-21, F Jul 15

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    ...A Journey...

    Here I am, I live at home, in the same old town, doing the same old routine every day...nothing extremely exciting...I want to just go, not becuase of anything bad...I just want to find more than this...I want to find myself, to connect with myself on a more spritual level...
    7HIR7YS3V3N 7HIR7YS3V3N 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 18, 2007

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    I Want To Get Out From Pakistan

    Well i does not have any kind of big story as mostly people have but i just want to get out from pakistan. Because i live here with a family of too many, i mean there my cousins living with me too and our house is not that big,we are more then twenty people in one house of four...
    alihydernizamani alihydernizamani 16-17 1 Response Sep 16, 2011

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    When Will This Go Away

    i first got depression about 8months ago after getting beaten up and put in hospital,i coudln't eat couldn't sleep couldn't go to school i suffered it very bad....2months ago i thought i was finally getting better but NO it has come back but worse i seriously dont know whta to...
    hopelessthoughts hopelessthoughts 13-15, F Apr 21, 2010

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    Help

    So my question to all of you is how can a person who does nothing hurtful or harmful to anyone during a 24 hours period get yelled at every two seconds without real reason? That’s the situation I am forced to live in everyday. I wake up mind my business and watch a video the...
    Tasia2494 Tasia2494 18-21, F Jun 10, 2012

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    Life has suddenly gotten boring

    and mundane. I feel like I'm trapped at home all the time with little to do. I deeply want to get out of the house and see the world; I'm completely surrounded by it, but I can't even explore it. Ya know what I mean?
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 16

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    I Am So Sick of This Place.

    I am at a low point in my life. I go to a school that sucks, we don't do anything, and I'm trying to prepare for college (considering I'm a senior), but I can't because everyone's ******* around and not doing anything. I don't feel really close to anyone at school, and even...
    wycomper wycomper 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 8, 2007

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    A Drop Of Gypsy Blood

    Growing up it was just me and my mom. We left home after my parents divorced, drove halfway across the country in a U-haul, found an apartment off the cuff, and survived for a year before we decided that we were never meant for the climate and turned around and went home. Looking...
    Nereida13 Nereida13 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 8, 2011

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    Get Me Out Of Here

    I want to get out of where I am, but because of some circumstances I can't nowadays. I am hoping just hoping that this circumstances will change soon, luck will knock my door... I am driving crazy, however there are sometimes that not a lot you can do but wait....
    haveadrink haveadrink 41-45, F Jun 24, 2011

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    Feeling Caged And Frustrated

    I feel like climbing up these walls. I feel caged. I hate this place. Please get me the hell out of here! I am staying with my bf and we live in the same room. And I am going insane! The constant noice of his ******* ******* computer is driving me up the wall! Also because he...
    Feb 16, 2013

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    Get Me Out Of Here

    I want to get out of where I am, but because of some circumstances I can't nowadays. I am hoping just hoping that this circumstances will change soon, luck will knock my door... I am driving crazy, however there are sometimes that not a lot you can do but wait....
    haveadrink haveadrink 41-45, F Jun 24, 2011

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    I Need Advice

    I moved back to my home county after living in a different place with a completely different culture and a different society and now I feel like I don't belong. I'm glad I have my family to souport me but being in school and trying to make friends is so difficult. If you knew me...
    1 Response Jan 18, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    i am going to go insane if these spammers do not get removed from EP. and even shut my account down
    Happywife14 Happywife14 31-35, F Jul 12

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    I have been a member of the Experience Project since March 4, 2014. This website really has changed my life, for better and for worse. I am writing this story to tell my...
    BewareTheGonzo BewareTheGonzo 13-15 4 Responses Jul 10

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    I got to thinking about what it is I actually want out of EP. My profile basically is made up of these two "interests" that weigh heavily on my personal life, but have always been...
    Firefighter343 Firefighter343 26-30, M Jul 11

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    So I'm on vacation visiting my cousins in Florida and I'm starting to feel more at home here than I do back where my house is in jersey. Partially because my parents, my sister...
    justintrubela justintrubela 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I read all of the stories and I can relate to them my husband was the sort of man that women adore beautiful in everyway but he is a functioning alcoholic .So I did it I left my...
    sunshineonarainyday sunshineonarainyday 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    A while ago I joined a site similar to this and I made a lifelong friend. We pretty much grew up together through the site and we really got to know each other and we helped each...
    imallnat imallnat 22-25, F Jul 8

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    Like really though... There are so many weirdos out here on this site. Instead of meeting mutual-minded introverts who are mature enough to have clean conversations (like myself...
    introvertpower94 introvertpower94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    I've always have felt this statement seems somewhat unnecessary.I'm a single dad raised my kids alone best I could and they've turned out just fine.I'm very proud of them and tell...
    bignatbreastluver bignatbreastluver 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The moment I leave this house the better I'm better off by myself anyway don't need my ******* mom bitching at me all the time anymore, I can't wait til college I'm outta here
    Arcdapreslamort Arcdapreslamort 16-17, F Jul 3

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    Wait, maybe this is real and out here is fake.
    Kickingtires Kickingtires 51-55, M 2 Responses Jul 5

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    Hey everyone i wanna make new friends out here...but hardly people respond...!!!
    sarfythunder sarfythunder 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    So I just moved to town with the rest of my family and I just can't shake the feeling that no one wanted me here ... I'm just really upset over it too...
    alreadyashley alreadyashley 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Okay hi guys. I'm really confused right now about whether I'm straight or bi. It's difficult to understand what I mean if you've never been in my position I guess? So if any of you...
    kyliedanielle17 kyliedanielle17 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 25

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    I have come to the horrible conclusion that even my subconscious wants to die. For this to make any sense you have to know the following story. I planned my suicide in great...
    SaphiraJane SaphiraJane 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 24

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    I am currently in a long-term relationship, and it's my partner, his best friend and me. While we all get a long, I don't know how much longer I can live with them both. Before we...
    honeyblossom23 honeyblossom23 22-25, F Jul 11

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    I am a man who tries to take care of myself mentally and physically to the best of my abilities, but lately, I've started to hate my face more and more. My self-esteem is at an...
    findingmyway78 findingmyway78 31-35 1 Response Jul 13

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    I know this sounds desperate, sad & depressing, maybe even stupid to some. Someone once asked me, what do you want out of a relationship? And I said... Honestly, I just want to...
    dukelostboy25 dukelostboy25 26-30, M Jun 30

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    I'm considering deleting my account here and leaving the site for good, so far I got hurt enough, it seems the more I explain about me the worse it gets...maybe I'm too sincere...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 26-30, F 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    So I just sent out my very first dic pic the other day.. was so proud of myself! I don't think the picture turned out though. The lady thought I was selling Chia pets... she wanted...
    Slashrattlenroll Slashrattlenroll 41-45, M 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Okay so know were playing catch up, because i havent been on here in a while, so i have recently broke up with my ex boyfriend of 4 and a 1/2 years, had two different jobs and...
    Elijah4020Raye Elijah4020Raye 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I like to keep my circle not too big so I can be able to catch up with everyone. So far, I've met some really nice and sweet people on here and some of them are in my circle...
    texaschic35 texaschic35 31-35, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    He pulled the covers over her naked, sleeping body. She seemed at peace with herself he thought as he brushed the hair from her face. In the corner a candle flickered, sending...
    00afreshstartUK 00afreshstartUK 51-55, M 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I have been a cross dresser most of my life. I have purged several times, but the desire always comes back. Lately I have been just underdressing. A strong urge came and I started...
    davis36a davis36a 61-65 11 hrs ago

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