I Want to Get Out of Here

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    I Want To Get The Hell Out Of Here

    So I live in fayetteville so you can obviously understand this story. I am at the end of my freaking rope I'm 21 years old so I have a hard time struggling I have a hard time trying to find a decent job the only thing I could do is work temporary and I applied almost everywhere...
    unknown89 unknown89
    22-25, M
    Oct 17, 2010

    ...A Journey...

    Here I am, I live at home, in the same old town, doing the same old routine every day...nothing extremely exciting...I want to just go, not becuase of anything bad...I just want to find more than this...I want to find myself, to connect with myself on a more spritual level...
    7HIR7YS3V3N 7HIR7YS3V3N
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Apr 18, 2007

    Time To Fly

    It dont take much, just a little trigger, and something shifts, one sleepless night, one relaxing bath, one song on the radio, that says its time to get your **** together and get the merry hell out of here,  and the worst thing is holding back on the reigns, stopping...
    GargantuanSpider GargantuanSpider
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 28, 2010

    I just need $200 for the greyhound ticket to

    New York. That's where my friends are going to be. That's where I need to be. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to get the money together but I need to because I can't stay here. I have no home, been staying with my sister but she doesn't have much money and I don't want to be a...
    beastylox beastylox
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Nov 22, 2014

    Life Should Not Be Hard

    I know there are people who have it worse; I know that and thank God every day for the blessings in my life.  But getting through the day gets harder and harder . . . My job is very stressful.  My bosses value me for my ability to stand my ground and speak my mind...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Oct 30, 2009

    I made up my mind a year ago to leave this

    state, but I'm still here. I find it so hard to motivate myself to look for a job in a different state when I already have one here.
    alotofradians alotofradians
    26-30
    Nov 11, 2015

    At work and the lady at the supplier is always

    rude as hell to me and I didn't do nothing to **** her off
    SuperGhost SuperGhost
    31-35, M
    Jan 9, 2015

    A Drop Of Gypsy Blood

    Growing up it was just me and my mom. We left home after my parents divorced, drove halfway across the country in a U-haul, found an apartment off the cuff, and survived for a year before we decided that we were never meant for the climate and turned around and went home. Looking...
    Nereida13 Nereida13
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2011

    I am married to a wonderful guy,

    and I am very happy, generally. Yes, he has his flaws, like all of us. Most of which I can live with, no problem. But one stands out for me, and I get really depressed because of it. He doesn't go out. Ever. I feel like a prisoner in my own home, because I am always here...
    Jerakeen Jerakeen
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    Help

    So my question to all of you is how can a person who does nothing hurtful or harmful to anyone during a 24 hours period get yelled at every two seconds without real reason? That’s the situation I am forced to live in everyday. I wake up mind my business and watch a video the...
    Tasia2494 Tasia2494
    18-21, F
    Jun 10, 2012

    Crappy Apartment

    I want to move out of this crappy apartment and graduate tech school, so I can move out this boring town.
    phoenixgirl phoenixgirl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 8, 2007

    I Need Advice

    I moved back to my home county after living in a different place with a completely different culture and a different society and now I feel like I don't belong. I'm glad I have my family to souport me but being in school and trying to make friends is so difficult. If you knew me...
    1 Response Jan 18, 2013

    I Want To Get Out From Pakistan

    Well i does not have any kind of big story as mostly people have but i just want to get out from pakistan. Because i live here with a family of too many, i mean there my cousins living with me too and our house is not that big,we are more then twenty people in one house of four...
    alihydernizamani alihydernizamani
    16-17
    1 Response Sep 16, 2011

    To run away or die.. It's the harsh truth.

    I'd rather leave but.. If it isn't soon I just don't think I could do it anymore. I cry myself to sleep every night. I get abused mentally and physically by my sister and mentally by my mom and other people.. My life is easy compared to a lot of other people's. But I'm not them...
    TakeMeAway15 TakeMeAway15
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Nov 5, 2014

    Get Out

    No, I don't.  I love my country to much.  I also wouldn't mind becoming an American citizen.  :)  I love America too.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Aug 14, 2011

    I wish it was that easy!

    I've been living on the reservation all my life and I want to get the hell out of here. I don't want to be like these other Native Americans who are stuck on the rez and basically do nothing with their life. I have goals I want to achieve but staying here won't get me to where I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 15, 2014

    Living In A Group Home

    Well, it all started out when I punched my mom on the shoulder. I didn't even leave a bruise or make her say "ow", but my sister called the cops anyways. I laid on the couch and then the cops came. I cried as they arrested me. Then I stayed in jail for three days. I found out my...
    killtheleaf killtheleaf
    18-21, F
    Dec 21, 2012

    Get Me Out Of Here

    I want to get out of where I am, but because of some circumstances I can't nowadays. I am hoping just hoping that this circumstances will change soon, luck will knock my door... I am driving crazy, however there are sometimes that not a lot you can do but wait....
    haveadrink haveadrink
    41-45, F
    Jun 24, 2011

    I got into a relationship

    and didn't find out until way too late my partner is schizophrenic, I became disabled, and it wasn't until I became dependent I realized how psychotic and controlling this person is. Over the last four years my life has completely fallen apart- I became isolated from everyone in...
    deenshan07 deenshan07
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2014

    Feeling Caged And Frustrated

    I feel like climbing up these walls. I feel caged. I hate this place. Please get me the hell out of here! I am staying with my bf and we live in the same room. And I am going insane! The constant noice of his ******* ******* computer is driving me up the wall! Also because he...
    Feb 16, 2013

    I'm so ready to move.

    This town is depressing and there is nothing to do outside of eat. I have SA so I'm really uncomfortable around ppl and I've managed to alienate myself from everyone. A move to a new city will be good for me. I wish I could myself the gift of relocation for Christmas.
    kissmissnikki kissmissnikki
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2014

    I Am So Sick of This Place.

    I am at a low point in my life. I go to a school that sucks, we don't do anything, and I'm trying to prepare for college (considering I'm a senior), but I can't because everyone's ******* around and not doing anything. I don't feel really close to anyone at school, and even...
    wycomper wycomper
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Mar 8, 2007

    Fml

    So. You want to hear about my ****** up life? Well, where do I begin? When I was 7 i was diagnosed with clinical depression. when I was nine my pop pop died. about 6 m ago i delevoped panic disorder of some type a pa everyday since. So yahnow i cut myself.Burn myself.and im...
    asshole26 asshole26
    16-17
    2 Responses Jul 8, 2011

    Not from depression or confines of life,

    but from this small town and the people I've know here all of my life. I'm ready to move on.
    alexandr4 alexandr4
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2014

    My Own Prison

    Everyone is a prisoner in their own purgatories. We have our own doubts, nightmares and imaginary fears. We all have had experiences of losing ourselves somewhere along the way. It's just that some have found the right way to go back or move on while others are still lost and...
    itsallinmyhead itsallinmyhead
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 23, 2011

    Should I Be Angry With My Ex? Or Should I Wish Him All The Best?

    Hi all!I have a story to tell. I know, all of you do. But mine is special just because it is mine...I moved in to this house almost 7 years ago. I rented a room in a house with a live-in landlord. I was 24. He was 48. A year and a half later we became a couple. The age gap did...
    Angrywithmyex Angrywithmyex
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2011

    Get Me Out Of Here

    I want to get out of where I am, but because of some circumstances I can't nowadays. I am hoping just hoping that this circumstances will change soon, luck will knock my door... I am driving crazy, however there are sometimes that not a lot you can do but wait....
    haveadrink haveadrink
    41-45, F
    Jun 24, 2011

    Get Me Out.

    I've never ever felt like I belonged in this society and whole damn country. I grew up in a different society to the dominant one here, so I've always felt out of place and felt like my opinions can't contribute, won't be valued and that I wasn't competent enough. I always...
    ddddrb ddddrb
    18-21
    2 Responses Apr 5, 2011

    I can't wait until I can get out of this hell

    hole. I want a place with wind, water and sand, instead of oil and concrete! lol
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Nov 14, 2014

    Hell

    I live in the fiery pits of hell called Mississippi. I want out! I want a life that doesn't consist of living paycheck to paycheck then coming home to an empty fridge. I don't want to live next to criminals and backstabbers. I want quality entertainment for adults with affordable...
    AsILieNWait AsILieNWait
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2012

    The only thing between me

    and where I want to be is the Atlantic Ocean but I don't have the money or brains to get there. And besides, I'm only 16. I'm stuck here with nothing to do and nobody to talk to and it frustrates me endlessly.
    dirtbagteen dirtbagteen
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2015

    I Want To Get Out Of Here When I'M 18 But I Don'T Know How To.

    I'm in 10th grade I've never been out of Country. Never traveled. I want to stusy abroad and live someplace else ans live my life. But In this family, that's not how it works. I brought up the topic of Scholarship. I told my mum that If I get scholarship, I can study abroad, I...
    3 Responses Feb 10, 2013

    Trapt In A Life Of Normality

    All my life the single fear i have had that has burned so darkly within my mind has been that great terror of leading a normal life, of being "ordinary" and having normal hopes, normal dreams, normal ambitions, normal thoughts and views.I dont want to be normal, i dont want to...
    lmpulsive lmpulsive
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jan 22, 2013

    Life has suddenly gotten boring

    and mundane. I feel like I'm trapped at home all the time with little to do. I deeply want to get out of the house and see the world; I'm completely surrounded by it, but I can't even explore it. Ya know what I mean?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    So It Seems..

    Leaving seems like the answer to everything.. but who knows.
    itsjustme1001 itsjustme1001
    22-25, F
    May 11, 2010

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