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I Want to Get Out of Here

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    Life has suddenly gotten boring

    and mundane. I feel like I'm trapped at home all the time with little to do. I deeply want to get out of the house and see the world; I'm completely surrounded by it, but I can't even explore it. Ya know what I mean?
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 16

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    When Will This Go Away

    i first got depression about 8months ago after getting beaten up and put in hospital,i coudln't eat couldn't sleep couldn't go to school i suffered it very bad....2months ago i thought i was finally getting better but NO it has come back but worse i seriously dont know whta to...
    hopelessthoughts hopelessthoughts 13-15, F Apr 21, 2010

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    I Am So Sick of This Place.

    I am at a low point in my life. I go to a school that sucks, we don't do anything, and I'm trying to prepare for college (considering I'm a senior), but I can't because everyone's ******* around and not doing anything. I don't feel really close to anyone at school, and even...
    wycomper wycomper 22-25, M 5 Responses Mar 8, 2007

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    Get Me Out Of Here

    I want to get out of where I am, but because of some circumstances I can't nowadays. I am hoping just hoping that this circumstances will change soon, luck will knock my door... I am driving crazy, however there are sometimes that not a lot you can do but wait....
    haveadrink haveadrink 41-45, F Jun 24, 2011

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    Hell

    I live in the fiery pits of hell called Mississippi. I want out! I want a life that doesn't consist of living paycheck to paycheck then coming home to an empty fridge. I don't want to live next to criminals and backstabbers. I want quality entertainment for adults with affordable...
    AsILieNWait AsILieNWait 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2012

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    I Need Advice

    I moved back to my home county after living in a different place with a completely different culture and a different society and now I feel like I don't belong. I'm glad I have my family to souport me but being in school and trying to make friends is so difficult. If you knew me...
    1 Response Jan 18, 2013

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    My Own Prison

    Everyone is a prisoner in their own purgatories. We have our own doubts, nightmares and imaginary fears. We all have had experiences of losing ourselves somewhere along the way. It's just that some have found the right way to go back or move on while others are still lost and...
    itsallinmyhead itsallinmyhead 18-21, F 1 Response May 23, 2011

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    So It Seems..

    Leaving seems like the answer to everything.. but who knows.
    itsjustme1001 itsjustme1001 22-25, F May 11, 2010

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    Trapt In A Life Of Normality

    All my life the single fear i have had that has burned so darkly within my mind has been that great terror of leading a normal life, of being "ordinary" and having normal hopes, normal dreams, normal ambitions, normal thoughts and views.I dont want to be normal, i dont want to...
    lmpulsive lmpulsive 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Crappy Apartment

    I want to move out of this crappy apartment and graduate tech school, so I can move out this boring town.
    phoenixgirl phoenixgirl 21-25, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2007

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    I wish it was that easy!

    I've been living on the reservation all my life and I want to get the hell out of here. I don't want to be like these other Native Americans who are stuck on the rez and basically do nothing with their life. I have goals I want to achieve but staying here won't get me to where I...
    kmm95 kmm95 18-21, F Jul 15

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    Fml

    So. You want to hear about my ****** up life? Well, where do I begin? When I was 7 i was diagnosed with clinical depression. when I was nine my pop pop died. about 6 m ago i delevoped panic disorder of some type a pa everyday since. So yahnow i cut myself.Burn myself.and im...
    asshole26 asshole26 16-17 2 Responses Jul 8, 2011

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    Get Me Out.

    I've never ever felt like I belonged in this society and whole damn country. I grew up in a different society to the dominant one here, so I've always felt out of place and felt like my opinions can't contribute, won't be valued and that I wasn't competent enough. I always...
    ddddrb ddddrb 18-21 2 Responses Apr 5, 2011

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    I Want To Get Out Of Here When I'M 18 But I Don'T Know How To.

    I'm in 10th grade I've never been out of Country. Never traveled. I want to stusy abroad and live someplace else ans live my life. But In this family, that's not how it works. I brought up the topic of Scholarship. I told my mum that If I get scholarship, I can study abroad, I...
    2 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Get Me Out. No Way Out.

    No way out. I'm stuck in here. In my life. In my living hell. In my mind. Left to rot in this place. No way out. No key. No exit. Just chains. Holding me back. Stoping me from escaping. No way out. I want to be free. Breath fresh air. But they won't let me. My "family". My...
    ImOkayNow ImOkayNow 16-17, F Sep 24, 2011

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    Time To Fly

    It dont take much, just a little trigger, and something shifts, one sleepless night, one relaxing bath, one song on the radio, that says its time to get your **** together and get the merry hell out of here,  and the worst thing is holding back on the reigns, stopping...
    GargantuanSpider GargantuanSpider 26-30 1 Response Aug 28, 2010

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    I Want To Get Out From Pakistan

    Well i does not have any kind of big story as mostly people have but i just want to get out from pakistan. Because i live here with a family of too many, i mean there my cousins living with me too and our house is not that big,we are more then twenty people in one house of four...
    alihydernizamani alihydernizamani 16-17 1 Response Sep 16, 2011

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    Help

    So my question to all of you is how can a person who does nothing hurtful or harmful to anyone during a 24 hours period get yelled at every two seconds without real reason? That’s the situation I am forced to live in everyday. I wake up mind my business and watch a video the...
    Tasia2494 Tasia2494 18-21, F Jun 10, 2012

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    A Drop Of Gypsy Blood

    Growing up it was just me and my mom. We left home after my parents divorced, drove halfway across the country in a U-haul, found an apartment off the cuff, and survived for a year before we decided that we were never meant for the climate and turned around and went home. Looking...
    Nereida13 Nereida13 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 8, 2011

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    ...A Journey...

    Here I am, I live at home, in the same old town, doing the same old routine every day...nothing extremely exciting...I want to just go, not becuase of anything bad...I just want to find more than this...I want to find myself, to connect with myself on a more spritual level...
    7HIR7YS3V3N 7HIR7YS3V3N 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 18, 2007

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    Feeling Caged And Frustrated

    I feel like climbing up these walls. I feel caged. I hate this place. Please get me the hell out of here! I am staying with my bf and we live in the same room. And I am going insane! The constant noice of his ******* ******* computer is driving me up the wall! Also because he...
    Feb 16, 2013

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    Get Out

    No, I don't.  I love my country to much.  I also wouldn't mind becoming an American citizen.  :)  I love America too.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Aug 14, 2011

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    Life Should Not Be Hard

    I know there are people who have it worse; I know that and thank God every day for the blessings in my life.  But getting through the day gets harder and harder . . . My job is very stressful.  My bosses value me for my ability to stand my ground and speak my mind...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    I Want To Get The Hell Out Of Here

    So I live in fayetteville so you can obviously understand this story. I am at the end of my freaking rope I'm 21 years old so I have a hard time struggling I have a hard time trying to find a decent job the only thing I could do is work temporary and I applied almost everywhere...
    unknown89 unknown89 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 17, 2010

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    Living In A Group Home

    Well, it all started out when I punched my mom on the shoulder. I didn't even leave a bruise or make her say "ow", but my sister called the cops anyways. I laid on the couch and then the cops came. I cried as they arrested me. Then I stayed in jail for three days. I found out my...
    killtheleaf killtheleaf 18-21, F Dec 21, 2012

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    Get Me Out Of Here

    I want to get out of where I am, but because of some circumstances I can't nowadays. I am hoping just hoping that this circumstances will change soon, luck will knock my door... I am driving crazy, however there are sometimes that not a lot you can do but wait....
    haveadrink haveadrink 41-45, F Jun 24, 2011

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    Should I Be Angry With My Ex? Or Should I Wish Him All The Best?

    Hi all!I have a story to tell. I know, all of you do. But mine is special just because it is mine...I moved in to this house almost 7 years ago. I rented a room in a house with a live-in landlord. I was 24. He was 48. A year and a half later we became a couple. The age gap did...
    Angrywithmyex Angrywithmyex 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2011

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    Here is something that I have found that has really helped me, Pushing myself everyday to think about where my actions will be taking me and what is going to help to achieve my...
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    There's so many hot and cool guys out here. Why can't I just make friends instead of waiting for one who doesn't even make me feel like I existed. Oh wait I'm not good in making...
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    I posted a story and in less than a second it was removed. Then i got this . -Experience Project is a community of positive support, where members connect with people who...
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    My husband hears what I say, but does not listen. In one ear and out the other. In the rare instance he actually listens, he will run and tell his family everything. All of our...
    leggypeggy leggypeggy 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    It's all I could ever want out of a girl that I love dearly. It's something I've wanted since I've ever picked up an interest for girls. All that ever happens is that my heart gets...
    SgtRecker97 SgtRecker97 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 29

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    You know when you get the cue for the right time on some thing? well...i think this is it. this is my cue to divorce my husband. We have been very unhappy with our marriage. From...
    lilacslolita lilacslolita 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    I'm just frustratef with my parents and school, I have like 5 tests tomorrow, and I don't know any of the subjects well, and I study so much but I still fail so many tests. And my...
    Miwabromam Miwabromam 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 22

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for a year and a half. He has a child with his most recent ex. His daughter is 3 and they broke up shortly after she was born, so they've been...
    Smitb54085683 Smitb54085683 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am tired of the fighting. The stress. All the verbal abuse. I just want out!
    mommatrish mommatrish 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    I just want it to be my turn soooooooooo badly. I'm starting to wonder if I will ever get the chance to have a baby. There r things wrong with my body that might keep me from...
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    DizzyGreenEyes DizzyGreenEyes 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I am here to share my experiences in the hopes that it will help others in need. I am here to express myself and get things off my chest. I am here to learn more about the world...
    AmayaTsuki AmayaTsuki 22-25, F 28 mins ago

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    I have days, or moments where all I want to do is talk to someone. I haven't had a relationship in awhile, and I don't want to be in one because of where I'm at in my life. It'd be...
    LilBoyBluu LilBoyBluu 22-25, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I'm here to get things off my mind or chest and vent. I'm not here looking for anyone. I'm married to the love of my life and wouldn't risk that for anyone or anything in the world...
    Adpatrick Adpatrick 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    1. I am doing this instead of doing my homework. 2. Peanut butter with chocolate is my weakness..it really is the next best thing after sliced bread 3. I am the proud conqueror of...
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