up is how it hurts your ego. I felt like the ugliest thing on the planet. No one was going to want me. He didn't even want me, why would anyone else? You rack your brain over and over playing the events in your head. Trying to analyze them from yet another angle, and you bounce...
He's a Marine. He was deployed.. I waited, I supported him and I was loyal. I was in a serious car accident that left me in the hospital for 3 weeks... He never called. He called after I got home and we split.
I dont know why I miss him so much. He treated me terribly through...
stop loving him, never cry for him, leave him don't go back to him even if he tries..simple easily said words, but who has true love feelings and is able to do them?!!!
My heart isn't calm anymore, im not happy or satisfied with my life anymore..I even love his bad qualities...
So where do I begin..OK here is a short background of the relationship.
We met in college. We had and still have a relationship that just clicks.We dated for 4 years and this past May she ended it..but not "really". That is the weird part.She said she needed...
that i don't know..a stranger has become me! Excuse me you stranger: I don't like you, i don't love you, you make me feel alienated and i hate you, yes i hate you..i do..
My old me, i miss you, i miss "him" and miss you..
i hear your the echo of your voice, and though it is only in my mind, it stays with me..i have no choice..
And though it is been so many years, i still can see your face..
Such a great song, i loved it..
about him. He was my first real boyfriend and it was special with him. Every time I feel like I'm actually happy without him he'll ask to hang out or text me and BOOM all the feelings come rushing back. I wish he'd just leave me alone.
after we broke up..How much of pain i felt at that time, i cried all days and nights long..I wasn't thinking well, the world was black, i was so weak, it was such a night mare..And you know what, it seems i still didn't wake up :(!!
with another man..other than the one you love and adore, is as trying to convince yourself that another man is your daddy, other than the one you loved and raised you for the whole past years :((, will a miracle ever happens and my love come back to me..i wish :(..