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I Want to Give Up

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    Enough Already!

    I wrote my story in another group but here I'll talk about the aftermath. This heavy fog of non-clinical depression and anxiety has forced me into some tight spots. Jail, drug rehab that I was forced to take to avoid five years upstate for something that wasn't my fault, and now...
    repro1 repro1 26-30, M 5 Responses Dec 1, 2010

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    End Of A Life

    I'm sixteen. So young, but i've lived a long life, and i'm tired. Exhausted. Waking up every morning has become too much. Bullied out of one high school and into another. Sexually abused by a teacher, then blamed when he goes to prison because he wasnt careful enough. In and out...
    MissAmsr MissAmsr 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2012

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    That's after about 3 month

    and there still visible don't look like it on the image but there from my mom call in me a fat piglet when we went dress shopping :(
    badkitty1223 badkitty1223 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    i don't know what to do.

    every day gets imcreasingly harder an harder.
    ashluvsu27 ashluvsu27 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 3

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    I feel myself giving up

    as each day goes pass. I don't know what to do with my life any more, i'm struggling with my life. When i was young i imagined myself living a fun and carefree teenage life but now that i am a teenager, i didn't get to have that enjoyment because i am too depressed so i always...
    cnguyen1997 cnguyen1997 16-17, F Feb 23

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    Life.

    I feel like crap. Still sofa surfing with noone wanting me.
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2013

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    I'm tired of feeling

    so alone ;c I'm tired of feeling ugly, fat, and stupid . I'm tired of everything . I just wished I was loved for who I am but with society that will never happen because society is based on the best looking ;c
    InstitutionalManiac InstitutionalManiac 18-21, F Mar 4

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    No don't kill yourself

    or stop trying. For peer sakes, you guys can spill out your problems to me and I'll give you advice or just be someone who listens. I really won't judge you, even if you've killed someone and you feel guilty or hurt someone, or been raped. Bullied(have done it to someone else...
    sashakimi3 sashakimi3 18-21, F May 3

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    Novemberman Novemberman 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 17

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    I'D Rather Give It All Up Than Give it Another Try.

    There's nothing in here. nothing in me. nothing in this life. nothing at all. nothing. nothing. We are all misfits living in a world on fire. giving up is what have been in my mind the whole life. give up, give up. just give up. give up. give up. just give up. i'd rather die. How...
    LoveEmpoweringintelligence96me LoveEmpoweringintelligence96me 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    Tired of trying so hard.

    I feel like that all my effort to have a better life is meaningless. Working hard is meaningless. Love is meaningless. Being married is meaningless. All meaningless meaningless meaningless. I grew up believing that your destiny depends on the choices you make today. Right now...
    helensave helensave 31-35, F 1 Response May 3

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    Smoking

    I have decided that when my husband comes home I will try to give up smoking with him, I'm not going to go cold turkey - maybe cut down first. I know people say it's easier to just stop than cutting down but I think it's best for me, my body would go into shock if I deprived it...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 4, 2008

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    I Want to Give Up Control

    I want to give up caring about outcomes. I want to give up being scared of people. I want to give up thinking what I do matters, and let it just be what it is. I want to give up my ego crap.
    humdinger humdinger 46-50, F 4 Responses Sep 22, 2007

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    I sometimes want to give up on everything

    for no apparent reason. I mean I do have lots of problems but who hasn't, with me it's just random. I've tried to commit suicide but I didn't gain enough courage. Suicide has always been in the back of my mind soo much! I think it's chemical imbalance or something... But...
    Angrysalads Angrysalads 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    Or not? I have no idea.

    Even making a decision is a damn struggle now. Seriously I spent an hour in bed deciding to get up or to not get up. I am tired of this cuz that's the case with everything else in my life. It's exhausting. I just wanna get to a decision whether to stop every thing right now or...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Mar 10

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    But I Won't

    I may hate the world, but I love life
    SeraphicWannabe SeraphicWannabe 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 4, 2008

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    Way of life,strange it teaches us every moment.

    In each defeat shines victory,in each drop of tear there lies a splash of smile .Happiness is packaged in shell of sadness. one moment may seem dark but in other it brightens. Life an ongoing journey as well as the abode .It may seem like a village of sadness,but when heart...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Mar 28

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    ****. Since about I was 12 I've watched it,

    and not proud of it one bit. I want to give it up, so I'd like for some people to help support me with my fight on here. I'll try posting a couple times a month to tell you guys how it's going and prayers or helpful messages would be very much appreciated! Stating now I'm going...
    WorldCup2014 WorldCup2014 18-21, M 1 Response May 22

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    Exhausted

    I am totally exhausted of trying so hard to please everybody at work, working my guts out, giving my all, trying to get along with egotistical difficult people, taking the blame for being 'difficult' when they are the ones snapping at me first', being moaned at because I'm not...
    Tibicina Tibicina 41-45, F 5 Responses Jul 13, 2011

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    To the People Who Want to Give Up Let me tell

    you something: Everyone has problems. Everyone has fears. But not everyone chooses to acknowledge them. Many people try to push their problems aside because it makes them feel brave. Well, it's not. Running away from your fears is cowardly. Kudos to the ones who stand tall in...
    lanadealaska lanadealaska 18-21, F Jul 14

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    I Wish I Could

    I don't want to try anymore. I don't know why I bother. I don't want to wake up every day. I don't want to go to sleep knowing I have to wake up to another day. I don't want to die, I just don't want to be around. Why? I think my story lost the plot a long time ago...
    Scarlet Scarlet 19-21, F 5 Responses Jul 20, 2007

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    Some days I feel beat I wish

    for the good times to roll in I think its close the end a lot I always wonder if there's people like me lost and hopeless I am walking on a thin line I can only maintain tell it breaks
    KINGDARKNESS1 KINGDARKNESS1 26-30, M May 2

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    I'm Weak and Pathetic and Tired

    I'm not as strong as you think I am. I put up a brave front. I fight myself all of the time-the dark side is winning this time. I am too tired. I have been knocked down more times than I care to admit. I thought love could save me. I was wrong. Soooo...
    angelwings626 angelwings626 41-45, F 13 Responses Apr 30, 2009

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    I can't. I can't stay.

    I can't stay here. I can't stay here with him. I can't stay here with him or with them. I just can't. I'm always trying, trying to fit in, to be nice, to be the good girl my cousin needs. I always am the *****, the toy, the dumb idiot. I can't be good, perfect, clever. To him...
    Betruetoyourselfxx Betruetoyourselfxx 13-15, F 3 Responses May 19

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    I know this is a relatively morbid way to start

    out, but lately I've been thinking about giving up. And it's not the usual emotion driven thought rant I go on when I have these impulses. But their mainly based on logic. In the past couple of years. (Excuse me if I bore you) I've been diagnosed with borderline personality...
    girlinterrupted96 girlinterrupted96 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I Dont Know What To Do, Rant.

    I am so extremely fed up with life in general. work. people. family. what family! everyone has someone who is there for them. my parents chucked me out. i have nothing. nowhere to go. noone to stay with. i have no home. my family wont talk to me. all but 3 people. my mum has...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F May 18, 2013

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    What Is Life?

    i lie to my parents, i lie to my friends, i lie. i can't help it. its subconcious that i do all these bad things. i just want to give up on everything. i hate it. i've been thinking to myself... what is my purpose on this planet, i honestly can't answer that. Is there something...
    saiii saiii 19-21, M 2 Responses Jan 2, 2008

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    It Seems As Though I Just Keep Running Into Brick Walls

    I feel like I screwd up my twenties.  I gave up my soul mate, married the wrong man, chose the wrong career path twice, have fallen apart almost every year since then.  It seems like when I try to pick up where I left off, after my ex- messed with my head and convinced...
    act140 act140 26-30 Jul 7, 2008

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    Vary Close.

    im just vary tired. im vary close to just give in and bouw out. its just hard. i try so vary hard on her. i just dont know what to do. i did everything i could. i tried. i got her a nice comfy job. i did everything that i did for no other reason then to try and be a good friend...
    TheDoctor1962 TheDoctor1962 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 14, 2013

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    Please.

    I'm so tired. I'm so, so tired. She keeps getting sicker, and it's making me sicker, too. I keep thinking it can't get any worse--SHE can't get any worse--but then it does. She does. I'm tired of watching her live like this. I'm tired of hurting--because of her, because of...
    ImNotARealPerson ImNotARealPerson 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 16, 2013

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    Stupid Me

    im have been feeling really shittty for a while now. so i tried to tlk to my tutor as i was thinking of quiting college due to the hardships im facing at home. i didnt tell her the whole story but that i wanted to stop college. she called me silly. she knows things are hard at...
    bootyb bootyb 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 8, 2007

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    I'm tired, lonely and sad.

    I have a husband, but he works all day, I understand he needs to work but I never get time with him, I see him maybe 3 hours a day and most of that he is on his computer. I have to ask him multiple times to cuddle me or something.Then, I have a 6 month old who doens't let me...
    KermodeMomma KermodeMomma 22-25, F Dec 18, 2013

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    I Give Up Seeking Psychiatric Help.

    They DON'T help me. All they do is poison me with meds, get me sick, & give me a false diagnosis & false bad reputation.
    otad12 otad12 26-30, F 3 Responses May 27, 2009

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    I Want to Give Up...

    Life is so frustrating. Ive never wanted much from life... ive always tried to help other people... ive never really been selfish or greedy (infact if i wasnt so firey about the things i believed in id probably be a doormat. I mean i dont even get mad easily) But life constantly...
    formerwhinger formerwhinger 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    Can I just say that I'm really tired of guys

    just using me for sex, lying to me, cheating on me, using me for money. I'm really wanting to give up on dating completely cause god always gives me the guys who I think are the best and it just blows up in my face. I seriously wanna cry right now. I just want to give up and do...
    Foreverangel201 Foreverangel201 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6

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    Yes

    I just want to give up on so much, life, love, school, a future, on being happy. I just hate such a failure, so what's the point of going on. i can't seem to find a reason.
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 5, 2010

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    Loosing Her Did It For Me . .

    Honestly i've been wanting to give up for a long time now , everyone I love and care about is either dying or getting locked up . I just I can't handle it anymore , to me I try to keep everyone else strong while im falling apart right in front of them , but its like no one sees...
    RIPJaylie RIPJaylie 16-17, F Dec 11, 2012

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    I'm totally done with dating!

    ! It's a waste of time, you get hurt, you find the wrong one, spend a ton of money on them and get nothing in return!!! I say screw men I don't need anyone but me myself and I
    Foreverangel201 Foreverangel201 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    Hopeless

    i cant do anything about it so i have given up.whatever happens happens.i have tried my best.this is how far ive come.im now at the end of the road.
    bootyb bootyb 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 17, 2007

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    I can't stand myself.

    I was born with scoliosis and am emotionally drained that no guy would ever want to marry someone like me. I suck at online schooling. I'm stupid ok. I dig myself holes I cant get out of and I want to die. I've been quiet my whole life and sweet. I'm tired of lectures. I want...
    Whitney4234 Whitney4234 18-21, F 1 Response May 15

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    I Don't Know Why I'm Here

    Sometimes it feels like I want to stand on the highest mountain and shout angrily at God for putting me on this earth. Because I don't want to be here. I always felt this way and I feel different as if I don't belong on this planet. Life is like a scale with balance of good and...
    undesiredsoul undesiredsoul 22-25, F 3 Responses May 14, 2010

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    I Don't Want Death... But I Don't Want To Live.

    Really, why are strangers trying to give me encouragement to live?Why do people I hardly know call me a brat because I want to die when they say I have a good life?I'll never trust another soulor even myselfI'm to broken...I have lost will to get up, lost the will to try hard...
    PrincessOfTheDark PrincessOfTheDark 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2011

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    I Dont Know What To Do

    Nothing I do helps! I have given my mum over £400 this month alone and have had none back. any I get back she 'lends' me for a few days! I have run out of money. I have run out of hope. We are being chucked out AGAIN at some point! I have no money to get to uni tomorrow or next...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13, 2013

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    Im Done

    I'm done.I hate everyone in my family.EVERYONE.I fake a smile ...everyday of my life.....and I've attempted suicide many times....I'm just to stupid to get it right.someone should kill me.I wish I had cancer and died.I go to be everyday crying....thinking bad things....just...
    rainbowskittlezz rainbowskittlezz 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2013

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    I just want to crawl in a hole

    and die. I want to forget everything and everyone, I want to leave everything behind..
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 2 Responses May 12

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    More Than Anything

    I've been so at the edge of falling lately. I really feel like giving up.I am sick and tired of everything that is in my life. I hate being this lonely and I hate being this helpless.I feel worthless...this emotional pain seems to suffocate me and all i wish for is to stop. And i...
    BlackDiamondFairy BlackDiamondFairy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 6, 2011

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    "The Hardest Thing In Life Is To Continue" ~Anonymous

    I wish I knew how to control my thoughts. Forget about all the ones like "Oh, let's go cut" or "wouldn't it just be easier to kill yourself." I can't give in. No matter how hard it is. I'm not taking the easy way out this time, like I've tried to do before. I know it's not worth...
    123IMissYou321 123IMissYou321 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    I Already Did

    Friday night I really wanted to give up on my diet, so I did. Simple as that. I've been on this diet since April 8, so it's been almost a month. This diet was much healthier than any of the other ones I had been on by a long shot. It gave me a reasonable amount of freedom and I...
    skyhook2612 skyhook2612 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2012

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