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I Want to Give Up

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    Every day is exactly the same.

    I go to sleep every night knowing exactly what I have waiting for me when I wake up: nothing, because nothing ever happens in my life. It's dull, repetitive, and it's been that way for as long as I can remember. It's gotten so difficult to just make it through the day. For...
    rebeltrash rebeltrash 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 4

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    I dove in way too deep with rocks tied onto to

    me. Ironically sorrow's rope won't come free. I never had faith, if I did then maybe I would've felt safer. And I have nothing left to give but in all honesty, I don't think I ever did.
    DexterPyro DexterPyro 13-15, M May 18

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    the truth is no one really knows how bad it is,

    people dont know how bad I truly want to give up.. I'm just "faking it" and "over reacting"
    FFPower FFPower 22-25, M Jun 7

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    Have you ever hurt so bad.

    . Deep down within, something so sad.. Physically you feel it, ripping slowly.. Theres nothing you can do, no controlling it.. With each tear it rips a little more.. So intense, right at the core.. It feels so dramatic.. So real ripping like fabric.. Screaming doesnt help, only...
    ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want someo to love me,

    not for what I have but who I am.... I've had a failure of a love life, I was married once and she left me for someone she has more in common with, he's a nice guy, so I can't really be upset...... then I had 4 relationships, and all 4 cheated on me and treated me like dirt...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M Apr 29

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    EyelessGlitch EyelessGlitch 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I Give Up Seeking Psychiatric Help.

    They DON'T help me. All they do is poison me with meds, get me sick, & give me a false diagnosis & false bad reputation.
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2009

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    I Don't Want Death... But I Don't Want To Live.

    Really, why are strangers trying to give me encouragement to live?Why do people I hardly know call me a brat because I want to die when they say I have a good life?I'll never trust another soulor even myselfI'm to broken...I have lost will to get up, lost the will to try hard...
    PrincessOfTheDark PrincessOfTheDark 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2011

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    Yes

    I just want to give up on so much, life, love, school, a future, on being happy. I just hate such a failure, so what's the point of going on. i can't seem to find a reason.
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 5, 2010

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    I keep thinking about how easy it'd be to

    swallow the pills. But then, it'd be a nuisance, having to put one pill in my mouth at a time then swallow water in order to take the damn pill. Ugh. They have to make it difficult don't they? I don't know why I keep feeling like this though. It's not as though I'm not happy...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 3 Responses May 10

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    I know this is a relatively morbid way to start

    out, but lately I've been thinking about giving up. And it's not the usual emotion driven thought rant I go on when I have these impulses. But their mainly based on logic. In the past couple of years. (Excuse me if I bore you) I've been diagnosed with borderline personality...
    girlinterrupted96 girlinterrupted96 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 28, 2014

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    Can I just say that I'm really tired of guys

    just using me for sex, lying to me, cheating on me, using me for money. I'm really wanting to give up on dating completely cause god always gives me the guys who I think are the best and it just blows up in my face. I seriously wanna cry right now. I just want to give up and do...
    Foreverangel201 Foreverangel201 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2014

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    Everything disappears in the end.

    Nothing ever lasts no matter how much you never want it to end. It all ends one way or another and giving up on everything can be so simple and easy to do. Yes I want to give up, but I won't because somewhere deep down in my barely there soul, I want things to work out for the...
    udamansteel udamansteel 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I logged back on to this site

    for the first time in a long time. a lot has happened in my life since then. my ex that I was dating when I was last on this site cheated on me. again. he cheated on me the first month we dated and I decided to give him one more chance. I thought he loved me. its been like.. 8...
    triplehfh4life triplehfh4life 18-21, F Apr 10

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    I Dont Know What To Do

    Nothing I do helps! I have given my mum over £400 this month alone and have had none back. any I get back she 'lends' me for a few days! I have run out of money. I have run out of hope. We are being chucked out AGAIN at some point! I have no money to get to uni tomorrow or next...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13, 2013

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    I Wish I Could

    I don't want to try anymore. I don't know why I bother. I don't want to wake up every day. I don't want to go to sleep knowing I have to wake up to another day. I don't want to die, I just don't want to be around. Why? I think my story lost the plot a long time ago...
    Scarlet Scarlet 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 20, 2007

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    Somedays it's just hard to push through them,

    does anyone else feel like this...?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 1

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    I really want to give up on my life.

    I've had faith and hope but not there slowly fading. I've tried living for God but there were some good things out of trying. It just I've never been truly happy and really loved by someone. [Family doesn't count. My family never tried helping me when growing up] I even...
    humpdawg humpdawg 22-25, M 1 Response May 4

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    She... This was my last strike,

    i cant go on anymore... So tired of everithing
    Healinghate Healinghate 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    So you find yourself at this subway With your

    world in a bag by your side And all at once it seemed like a good way You realize it's the end of the line For what it's worth Here comes the train upon the track And there goes the pain, it cuts to black Are you ready for the last act? To take a step you can't take back...
    simplysusan01 simplysusan01 41-45, F Jan 10

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    I experienced emotional abuse from my parents

    every single day, my mom is a alcoholic, and she smokes to much, I just want her to stop before it's to late!! My dad is depressed and bipolar, he snaps about every little thing. When I was younger my parents use to physically fight each other so I was forced to go into foster...
    Jazmyn12699 Jazmyn12699 13-15, F Feb 20

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    I don't even know how to be happy anymore.

    I spent so long drowning in it all, and now that people are finally reaching a hand out to pull me up, I've lost all my life, my spirit. I can't live like this. I just can't.
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    So i've been on anti- depressants

    for almost a whole year now, and they haven't helped one bit. At one point during that time i pretended i was getting better and people believed it. So i quite cold turkey 2 weeks ago, and i just want to give up. I feel no hope anymore and crying everyday now
    serenapaul serenapaul 13-15, F Feb 28

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    I couldn't go back to school

    after having a panic attack. My anxiety is all consuming, preventing me from living my life normally. I've tried going back, I've even enrolled in a different school but everything's still the same. I hate that i'm doing this to myself. I feel like a failure.
    breatheinandforget breatheinandforget 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 20, 2014

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    More Than Anything

    I've been so at the edge of falling lately. I really feel like giving up.I am sick and tired of everything that is in my life. I hate being this lonely and I hate being this helpless.I feel worthless...this emotional pain seems to suffocate me and all i wish for is to stop. And i...
    BlackDiamondFairy BlackDiamondFairy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 6, 2011

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    I wanna say a BIG f. ck off to the world.

    Disappear, vanish, non existant I live through the shadows but the shadow live through me. It's time for dark, time to end. Time for the light to darken and destroy. Life is non existant, living through shades, not a person, a shadow in this dark dark world. Waiting for...
    OKPunk OKPunk 18-21, M 1 Response May 20

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    Way of life,strange it teaches us every moment.

    In each defeat shines victory,in each drop of tear there lies a splash of smile .Happiness is packaged in shell of sadness. one moment may seem dark but in other it brightens. Life an ongoing journey as well as the abode .It may seem like a village of sadness,but when heart...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Mar 28, 2014

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    What's the point of trying

    so hard if it never gets you anywhere? Never brings you anything but pain and sorrow.
    21cookielover21 21cookielover21 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    Some days I feel beat I wish

    for the good times to roll in I think its close the end a lot I always wonder if there's people like me lost and hopeless I am walking on a thin line I can only maintain tell it breaks
    KINGDARKNESS1 KINGDARKNESS1 26-30, M May 2, 2014

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    Sure sometimes i want to give up on life,

    but if this is the worst time in my life it can only get better. Even though i tell myself that and believe i'm just lying to myself, i hope it really does happen and that my life will change and be awesome instead. Some pictures i see can really inspire me like that and other...
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298 16-17, M Sep 27, 2014

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    tired of not having a friend to talk to

    and i'm tired of acting happy i want to show everyone the real me but i can't cuz i know they will leave just like everyone did in the past i'm afraied of living of loving of talking i just want to die i'm sick of people useing me i'm suck of people talking **** about me i need...
    rawan99 rawan99 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 3

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    I can not do this anymore.

    would anyone even notice if I was gone? if I died? or would they only notice when they needed something? I don't care if they noticed or not. its my choice to decide if I wanna die.
    thejoker94 thejoker94 18-21, F a week ago

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    I think I should give up on girls I won't make

    much effort anymore. See what comes to me itself if it does. I'm gonna start concentrating on health and work, and save up to get a Porsche soon :)
    slowlydrifting101 slowlydrifting101 22-25, M May 21

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    I'm tired of feeling

    so alone ;c I'm tired of feeling ugly, fat, and stupid . I'm tired of everything . I just wished I was loved for who I am but with society that will never happen because society is based on the best looking ;c
    InstitutionalManiac InstitutionalManiac 18-21, F Mar 4, 2014

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    I don't want to deal with it anymore.

    .. but I don't want it to hurt .. what is the best way to kill yourself?..I'm so depressed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 24

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    i write (too mutch)..

    .i talk (too often) and i dream..(of too much that is beautiful) but the things i wish are not to be. they are not deserved. i want to surrender and fade away but even that is denied. so i shall occasionally annoy others with bullshit writing like this just to have a way to...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2014

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    Exhausted

    I am totally exhausted of trying so hard to please everybody at work, working my guts out, giving my all, trying to get along with egotistical difficult people, taking the blame for being 'difficult' when they are the ones snapping at me first', being moaned at because I'm not...
    Tibicina Tibicina 41-45, F 5 Responses Jul 13, 2011

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    End Of A Life

    I'm sixteen. So young, but i've lived a long life, and i'm tired. Exhausted. Waking up every morning has become too much. Bullied out of one high school and into another. Sexually abused by a teacher, then blamed when he goes to prison because he wasnt careful enough. In and out...
    MissAmsr MissAmsr 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2012

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    Ever felt like you were not wanted,

    loved or cherished? Yeah I know...almost every body goes trough a day or more in that stage of mind. I'm not telling you something you don't know, I'm not being original...just feeling that I've delt myself a darn hard hand...
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 8, 2014

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    I Already Did

    Friday night I really wanted to give up on my diet, so I did. Simple as that. I've been on this diet since April 8, so it's been almost a month. This diet was much healthier than any of the other ones I had been on by a long shot. It gave me a reasonable amount of freedom and I...
    skyhook2612 skyhook2612 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2012

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    lately I just want to give up

    and feel like I can't do this whole life thing anymore. like why bother we're all gonna die anyway right? when I'm depressed people say that my situation is good and I shouldn't be depressed and want to die. its not my outside situation that makes me want to leave this world it...
    thejoker94 thejoker94 18-21, F Feb 20

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    how do you keep on living

    when the want to live is gone? you know you can do it but your just so tired of trying and failing and being **** on that you just don't want to do it anymore. like you were not meant for this world. maybe I was a mistake that maybe I need to erase. I give up. I'm done trying...
    thejoker94 thejoker94 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    That's right. I want to give the F.

    CK up. I want to give everything up. Destroy everything. Throw life away, throw F. CK!NG EVERYTHING away. Throw it all where it belongs. Away from the f. Cking failiure. I've had f. cking ENOUGH of this b. ullsh!t. Of life of EVERYTHING. WHY? WHY WHY do I have to be? Suffer...
    OKPunk OKPunk 18-21, M Apr 20

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    I hate this world.I hate myself.

    no one can understand me.no one care about me.what should I do? diee? I have no idea to do next.I want to give up everything forever
    NeverGiveUp98 NeverGiveUp98 18-21, M 5 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    Or not? I have no idea.

    Even making a decision is a damn struggle now. Seriously I spent an hour in bed deciding to get up or to not get up. I am tired of this cuz that's the case with everything else in my life. It's exhausting. I just wanna get to a decision whether to stop every thing right now or...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Mar 10, 2014

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    Im so tired of everithing right now,

    Im alone in a group of people, in silence like always, i know nobody Will read this, so i feel free to say What Im feeling. Have you ever love someone so much that you could give an arm for? Life feels so empty without you, when she ask me to leave her alone so she could move...
    Healinghate Healinghate 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 8

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