I Want to Give Up

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 696 People

    I have been in my city's police explorer program

    for almost a year now. I like the uniforms and it is gives me plenty of volunteering opportunities. I also like the police training, but there are many things I hate about is as well. The drive to the meetings are far. They are at this police station in some ghetto area near...
    moose73630 moose73630
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015

    I Dont Know What To Do

    Nothing I do helps! I have given my mum over £400 this month alone and have had none back. any I get back she 'lends' me for a few days! I have run out of money. I have run out of hope. We are being chucked out AGAIN at some point! I have no money to get to uni tomorrow or next...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2013

    My life just keeps falling deeper into a

    ******* hole. dealing with family succumbing to drugs and mental illness. And then having to deal with an abusive aunt who used to be my guardian and having to deal with social workers because of that. A mom who hangs with the wrong people and can't make smart decisions that...
    mem210 mem210
    13-15, F
    Mar 20

    Somedays it's just hard to push through them,

    does anyone else feel like this...?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 1, 2015

    Yes

    I just want to give up on so much, life, love, school, a future, on being happy. I just hate such a failure, so what's the point of going on. i can't seem to find a reason.
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jul 5, 2010

    lately I just want to give up

    and feel like I can't do this whole life thing anymore. like why bother we're all gonna die anyway right? when I'm depressed people say that my situation is good and I shouldn't be depressed and want to die. its not my outside situation that makes me want to leave this world it...
    thejoker94 thejoker94
    22-25, F
    Feb 20, 2015

    Can I just say that I'm really tired of guys

    just using me for sex, lying to me, cheating on me, using me for money. I'm really wanting to give up on dating completely cause god always gives me the guys who I think are the best and it just blows up in my face. I seriously wanna cry right now. I just want to give up and do...
    Foreverangel201 Foreverangel201
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 6, 2014

    I experienced emotional abuse from my parents

    every single day, my mom is a alcoholic, and she smokes to much, I just want her to stop before it's to late!! My dad is depressed and bipolar, he snaps about every little thing. When I was younger my parents use to physically fight each other so I was forced to go into foster...
    Jazmyn12699 Jazmyn12699
    16-17, F
    Feb 20, 2015

    how do you keep on living

    when the want to live is gone? you know you can do it but your just so tired of trying and failing and being **** on that you just don't want to do it anymore. like you were not meant for this world. maybe I was a mistake that maybe I need to erase. I give up. I'm done trying...
    thejoker94 thejoker94
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2015

    I couldn't go back to school

    after having a panic attack. My anxiety is all consuming, preventing me from living my life normally. I've tried going back, I've even enrolled in a different school but everything's still the same. I hate that i'm doing this to myself. I feel like a failure.
    breatheinandforget breatheinandforget
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 20, 2014

    I have don't see the point in trying to make

    other people happy when they don't care about me, why should I help people who find my help worthless.
    ThePiggycorn ThePiggycorn
    13-15, M
    1 Response Aug 22, 2015

    Both forums gave been taken down.

    I hope the new Similarworlds website will be a goid alternative to EP. See you all there, maybe :-)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 19

    That's right. I want to give the F.

    CK up. I want to give everything up. Destroy everything. Throw life away, throw F. CK!NG EVERYTHING away. Throw it all where it belongs. Away from the f. Cking failiure. I've had f. cking ENOUGH of this b. ullsh!t. Of life of EVERYTHING. WHY? WHY WHY do I have to be? Suffer...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 20, 2015

    I can not do this anymore.

    would anyone even notice if I was gone? if I died? or would they only notice when they needed something? I don't care if they noticed or not. its my choice to decide if I wanna die.
    thejoker94 thejoker94
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 22, 2015

    i am at an all time low.

    people dont care anymore they just push you around until there bored then they go find someone new and your left in the corner helpless and unloved. if this is how society works i dont want to be a part of it anymore!
    kaymay03 kaymay03
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jan 9

    Maybe that's the point.

    People lie and say it gets better but wtf do they know?
    LookAtTheStars103 LookAtTheStars103
    16-17, F
    Nov 3, 2015

    I really want to give up on my life.

    I've had faith and hope but not there slowly fading. I've tried living for God but there were some good things out of trying. It just I've never been truly happy and really loved by someone. [Family doesn't count. My family never tried helping me when growing up] I even...
    humpdawg humpdawg
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 4, 2015

    Tomorrow is not in sight anymore.

    Just like yesterday, just like the day before that. But I am sick of plunging in the dark every time I decide to wake up again and blindly hope in "today". It's exhausting, it's painful, it's empty. "Nothing" becomes more tempting than this. Soon enough, everything will become...
    DestinyWriter DestinyWriter
    18-21, M
    Jul 22, 2015

    Sure sometimes i want to give up on life,

    but if this is the worst time in my life it can only get better. Even though i tell myself that and believe i'm just lying to myself, i hope it really does happen and that my life will change and be awesome instead. Some pictures i see can really inspire me like that and other...
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298
    18-21, M
    Sep 27, 2014

    I Dont Know What To Do, Rant.

    I am so extremely fed up with life in general. work. people. family. what family! everyone has someone who is there for them. my parents chucked me out. i have nothing. nowhere to go. noone to stay with. i have no home. my family wont talk to me. all but 3 people. my mum has...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993
    18-21, F
    May 18, 2013

    So I just "learned" or feel seriously like

    nobody truly cares about me, how I feel, or anything that happens in my life. From being lied to, to people just disappearing without saying a word, to family not telling me what's going on or even wishing me a happy 50th birthday which was 2 days ago. I ask why. Why do I still...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 30

    More Than Anything

    I've been so at the edge of falling lately. I really feel like giving up.I am sick and tired of everything that is in my life. I hate being this lonely and I hate being this helpless.I feel worthless...this emotional pain seems to suffocate me and all i wish for is to stop. And i...
    BlackDiamondFairy BlackDiamondFairy
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 6, 2011

    I won't try anymore,

    nor care as much.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 4, 2015

    my gf did so many rotten horrible things to me.

    I dont think I ever want to be in another relationship. if I am im gonna let that bi@@h know im not takin ****! for real and not for play. one wrong move man shes gonna know whats up never again will I give so much and have it thrown away. never
    wendysport2 wendysport2
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 9

    tired of not having a friend to talk to

    and i'm tired of acting happy i want to show everyone the real me but i can't cuz i know they will leave just like everyone did in the past i'm afraied of living of loving of talking i just want to die i'm sick of people useing me i'm suck of people talking **** about me i need...
    rawan99 rawan99
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 3, 2015

    i honestly hate school

    so much no i'm not being bullied and i have pretty good grades its just i feel so drained when i go. I feel as if i am wasting my time while in class when i could be researching what i truly want to learn in life on my own.
    Natasia98 Natasia98
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jan 19

    i feel like giving up im depressed

    since my girlfriend died and i cant find anyone i will never find any one who will love me
    jamesb2243 jamesb2243
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 31, 2015

    I sometimes want to give up on everything

    for no apparent reason. I mean I do have lots of problems but who hasn't, with me it's just random. I've tried to commit suicide but I didn't gain enough courage. Suicide has always been in the back of my mind soo much! I think it's chemical imbalance or something... But...
    Angrysalads Angrysalads
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 4, 2014

    I dove in way too deep with rocks tied onto to

    me. Ironically sorrow's rope won't come free. I never had faith, if I did then maybe I would've felt safer. And I have nothing left to give but in all honesty, I don't think I ever did.
    DexterPyro DexterPyro
    16-17, M
    May 18, 2015
    RosesAndRazors RosesAndRazors
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2015

    I wanna say a BIG f. ck off to the world.

    Disappear, vanish, non existant I live through the shadows but the shadow live through me. It's time for dark, time to end. Time for the light to darken and destroy. Life is non existant, living through shades, not a person, a shadow in this dark dark world. Waiting for...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 20, 2015

    End Of A Life

    I'm sixteen. So young, but i've lived a long life, and i'm tired. Exhausted. Waking up every morning has become too much. Bullied out of one high school and into another. Sexually abused by a teacher, then blamed when he goes to prison because he wasnt careful enough. In and out...
    MissAmsr MissAmsr
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2012

    I keep thinking about how easy it'd be to

    swallow the pills. But then, it'd be a nuisance, having to put one pill in my mouth at a time then swallow water in order to take the damn pill. Ugh. They have to make it difficult don't they? I don't know why I keep feeling like this though. It's not as though I'm not happy...
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx
    16-17, F
    3 Responses May 10, 2015

    Every day is exactly the same.

    I go to sleep every night knowing exactly what I have waiting for me when I wake up: nothing, because nothing ever happens in my life. It's dull, repetitive, and it's been that way for as long as I can remember. It's gotten so difficult to just make it through the day. For...
    extraterrible extraterrible
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 4, 2015

    I Give Up Seeking Psychiatric Help.

    They DON'T help me. All they do is poison me with meds, get me sick, & give me a false diagnosis & false bad reputation.
    otad12 otad12
    31-35, F
    3 Responses May 27, 2009

    I Don't Want Death... But I Don't Want To Live.

    Really, why are strangers trying to give me encouragement to live?Why do people I hardly know call me a brat because I want to die when they say I have a good life?I'll never trust another soulor even myselfI'm to broken...I have lost will to get up, lost the will to try hard...
    PrincessOfTheDark PrincessOfTheDark
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2011

    Exhausted

    I am totally exhausted of trying so hard to please everybody at work, working my guts out, giving my all, trying to get along with egotistical difficult people, taking the blame for being 'difficult' when they are the ones snapping at me first', being moaned at because I'm not...
    Tibicina Tibicina
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Jul 13, 2011

    Ever felt like you were not wanted,

    loved or cherished? Yeah I know...almost every body goes trough a day or more in that stage of mind. I'm not telling you something you don't know, I'm not being original...just feeling that I've delt myself a darn hard hand...
    Blanche08 Blanche08
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2014
    babe25 babe25
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2015

    I am just so tired of being sad too much,

    there's too much pain to deal with.
    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Sep 7, 2015

    I'm told to stay strong,

    keep fighting but they don't understand..... I've already lost
    NikkiCOCO NikkiCOCO
    16-17, F
    Oct 28, 2015

    I am at a point now that I just can't take it

    anymore. I live with chronic pain both inside and outside of my body along with constant nausea and vision changes. I have pain in my nerves, joints, muscles, stomach, and various other areas. It hurts to sit long, stand long, or even lie down for an extended period almost like...
    Painfullyurs Painfullyurs
    31-35, F
    Mar 21

    Everything disappears in the end.

    Nothing ever lasts no matter how much you never want it to end. It all ends one way or another and giving up on everything can be so simple and easy to do. Yes I want to give up, but I won't because somewhere deep down in my barely there soul, I want things to work out for the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 18, 2015

    Have you ever hurt so bad.

    . Deep down within, something so sad.. Physically you feel it, ripping slowly.. Theres nothing you can do, no controlling it.. With each tear it rips a little more.. So intense, right at the core.. It feels so dramatic.. So real ripping like fabric.. Screaming doesnt help, only...
    ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 ForeverMyAlwaysREH3
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 24, 2015

    I Wish I Could

    I don't want to try anymore. I don't know why I bother. I don't want to wake up every day. I don't want to go to sleep knowing I have to wake up to another day. I don't want to die, I just don't want to be around. Why? I think my story lost the plot a long time ago...
    Scarlet Scarlet
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 20, 2007

    I hate how life continues to blow up in my face

    no matter how hard I try I am still so angry I wanna cut I wanna blow up on someone or something! I'm done with it all. I can't take any more. my fist aches to hit something I just need all this anger out on something but I don't wanna hurt anyone anymore.
    thejoker94 thejoker94
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 15, 2015

    I'm slowly getting more

    and more careless...taking pills, driving, walking into the street, doing school work, etc. and soon I'm gonna carelessly walk out of this f****ing door. Maybe then everything will be alright.
    AleaD5 AleaD5
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Dec 14, 2015
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