I Want to Go Back Home

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 41 People

    Here I Am....

    In a state too far away from my home. At first I was excited, going to a new state with my husband and daughter seemed like a great idea. Of course, I didn't take into consideration of my depression, anxiety, paranoia, and anti-social issues, and of course the feeling of being...
    KermodeMomma KermodeMomma
    22-25, F
    Oct 14, 2013

    I've lived away from my home town

    for nearly 25 years, and I desperately want to go back. I absolutely DESPISE the city I live in now, but I also don't want to move my kids (I moved around a lot as a kid, and it's awful). First one has now left home, and the youngest one has three years of school left and then I...
    Trapped75 Trapped75
    41-45, F
    Aug 16, 2015

    Want To Go Back Home..

    i m here in portugal last three YEARS..now im here like fodido.. over here is getting worst...geting more poor .and poor this country..i  m not seeing any good future of this country..dont like it any more..want to go back home..but lot of work and lot of things r sorrounded by...
    aghakhan aghakhan
    26-30
    Apr 10, 2012

    It's the Tex-mex I Miss the Most

    Don't get me wrong, I love life in Japan. But I had no idea how beautiful a thing it was, to have so much tex-mex, all the time... Oh, Taco Bell! Oh, Ninfas! Oh, fast food, period!!! And -- and pizza!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 27, 2008

    Life is all about making mistakes.

    Everyone makes them, if no one made mistakes we wouldn't be the people we are today. 5/6 weeks ago I made a choice of leaving home, and not for the first time either. I thought it would be the better thing to do -at the time- and it was I had a great time always being with...
    herebutinvisible herebutinvisible
    18-21, F
    Jun 2, 2014

    Home That I Have Only Visited Twice...

    To the USA!!!!   Please!
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 25, 2008

    If I Had a Home to Go Back To...

    But I don't. I'm so unhappy where I am, and it's coming up on a year since I got here... and it's never felt like home to me.  I've never even felt welcome here. 
    SisBoomBah SisBoomBah
    26-30, F
    Feb 27, 2008

    Hopeless

    in august my family and i were effected by hurricane irene , this was our first flood we ever experienced to this extent. we lost most of our stuff, our home is still standing but everything inside the house was ruined...i have never been in this situation before where everything...
    helloookitty6 helloookitty6
    22-25
    Feb 29, 2012

    Want To Go Home And Never Come Back Here Again!

    Moved to a new country almost year ago. Adjusted but I miss my family and friends back home so much! I want to relocate to my home place for good!
    kathy009 kathy009
    31-35
    2 Responses Apr 23, 2013

    Tired Of This Life..

    Everytime I look at my body and see the scars that you left on me, I want to go back to you. I love you, I really do. For once I can say that this isnt the drugs talking anymore. It real, I want us back. I want to be back at home in your arms. I am willing to risk my life in...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2012

    I recently lost my place

    and that place was what I called my home what my family and I called home me my girlfriend my little brother and my pets. But now it's all gone now we are all separated and living elsewhere staying at someone else's place. We call each other everyday but it's not the same to...
    whisperingcampaign whisperingcampaign
    31-35, F
    Aug 25, 2014

    I Moved To Maui From Mass. And I Just Want Go Back Home

    Maui ,Hawaii, beautiful place to visit but i miss New England o much it's put me into a deep depression and a i know my only way out of it is to move back
    wruust wruust
    46-50, M
    Aug 3, 2012

    Dorthy, I Don't Think We're In Illinois Anymore.

    I guess what I would say first and foremost, I have no real discord with the state in which I currently reside, however I just can’t foresee my self being here much longer.   I was born and raised in Central Illinois and I currently reside in...
    drewbe22 drewbe22
    22-25
    1 Response Aug 27, 2009

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