I Want To Go To Sleep And Never Wake Up

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    I'm beginning to think the reason

    why I feel like such a terrible person is because I am one. I have serve anger problems and I'm not nice to others. I used to think the reason why I felt like crap all the time was depression, but now I think the reason why I feel this way is karma. I probably deserve what I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 15

    I do, I really do, and

    when you tell me I'm crazy ill tell you that I'm fine and that I don't even know why I said that..
    hellafries hellafries
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 29

    Sometimes I want to just close my eyes,

    pretend the rest of the world isn't real, and fall asleep forever. Sometime, when I feel hopeless and useless I just want to disappear. But I'm scared. I'm more used to nightmares then dreams, and my nightmares are like something from a horror novel. If I fell asleep forever...
    Skyelily Skyelily
    22-25
    Dec 21, 2013

    im tired. i dont want to try anymore.

    its not worth it. i dont know what to do, how to make the right decisions. i want the pain to stop. i have had enough, i dont want to suffer anymore. i. give. up.
    SW33TdArkness SW33TdArkness
    18-21, F
    Jan 11

    Christmas eve I got a call from the wife of my

    closest friend informing me that he had been discovered dead at 08.30hrs, he was 39! What point life when a good & loving father of 3 can just cease to exist in the blink of an eye?
    Joanne1495 Joanne1495
    56-60, T
    1 Response Dec 26, 2015

    I am so tired. Every day we do the same thing.

    We wake up, we work, we breath to survive, and sleep again. It is so meaningless.
    RainbowxPixie RainbowxPixie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2014

    well I mean sleep is like dead sleeping coz you

    aren't awake either, except no commitment so you don't have to be completely dead. just enough to hazily avoid life for several hours haha
    Nmetb Nmetb
    22-25, M
    Mar 14

    I Want To Go To Sleep And Not Wake Up

         There comes a point in the lives of some people where the pain, the suffering, the confusion, or the weight of burdens become greater than the ability or the strength to cope. There comes a time when in the lives of some people that certain realizations about themselves...
    northguy northguy
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Aug 21, 2011

    my life is meaningless

    as all I do is wake up eat go to school learn the same thing talk to my friend go home eat then sleep and it feels like my life is playing over and over again like a song on loop it happens once then it happens again and again until one day you get tired of the song and stop it...
    ilovemybffsheslikeasister ilovemybffsheslikeasister
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 14, 2015

    Every night i wish that next morning i won't be

    here but what makes me to be here is still unknown 😃.
    joymoon143 joymoon143
    31-35, M
    Jan 25
    Katerinafaith Katerinafaith
    18-21, F
    Mar 19
    Sweets65 Sweets65
    51-55, F
    5 Responses Jan 17

    I Wish I Can

    I just wish I could sleep and never wake up, it would be nice to escape from the real world and not feel pain. Pain can be hard to deal with sometimes, it just hurts. Emotional and physical pain, I hate it both. I don't like getting hurt, but some people don't really care. I don...
    Desolatebones Desolatebones
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 23, 2012

    i don't know what to with myself no more,

    I cry and i don't know why? I've lost so many of my friends for stupid reasons, it feels like no one cares about me anymore, like i don't matter? I don't see my sister because off my dad that harasses me and my mum, he has threatened to fire bomb my house, smashed up my step...
    keishaax keishaax
    16-17, F
    Apr 27, 2014

    Ffs I make the effort to go into placement ( a

    nersary) and u can tell I'm sick I'm coughing I've lost my voice and I'm blowing my nose every 10 min (I'm on my period and got a bad cold) And I deside to go home and she's like ur missing more than when ur hear and she going to email my teacher ffs tho she dosent think I'm...
    Lasbutterfly Lasbutterfly
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2015

    My life is full of too much pain,

    sorrow and regret. I cannot live with the decisions I've made but I can't put my family through the pain of suicide. I honestly don't know how to cope or what to do.
    scottmarg scottmarg
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2014
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