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I Want to Hate My Husband But Cant

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 18 People

    Why Don't I Feel Anything

    My husband who konws if he is a liar or really has the type of bad luck that makes everything look like he is.  We got married early but I loved him with everything I had and craved him.  Now after his "indisrections" or oh my fault what he calls "it's...
    fedupforgood fedupforgood 26-30 1 Response Aug 22, 2008

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    So Pissed Off

    I just cant bring myself to do it. He has cheated on me more times then we made love in our 4 year marrage , he has a baby on the way and its not mine. Blames me for everything, then tells me he loves me and misses me . What do I do ? whats wrong with ME?
    my5kids4ever my5kids4ever 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2008

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    Drowning In Broken Promises

    My husband made a promise to give up looking at dirty websites (he is supposed to be  a recovering addict).I found out he was paying for it by looking at our bank statements.  he acts like it is no big deal. he thinks it will enhance our marriage to...
    marriedkingidiot marriedkingidiot 22-25 4 Responses Aug 6, 2008

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    I Hate My Husband

    Here goes after 18yrs. of putting up with irresponsibility, lies, drug and alchohol abuse, computer abuse and Money issues. All of which was never his fault, he doesn't remember that, he doesn't remember it that way and my all time favorite I am blowing it out of proportion. I am...
    jnoopers3 jnoopers3 31-35 1 Response Sep 5, 2008

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    Im Starting to Hate My Husband Yet I Still Love Him.

    He is so mean to me lately. I come home today and once again i go to get on my computer and i look at the history and there is all these **** sites he was looking at. I dont understand. then he lies when i confront him. He tries to turn everything around on me and of course i...
    secretsikeep secretsikeep 26-30 3 Responses Feb 9, 2009

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    I love my husband but he and my adult kids are really driving me nuts. I have a great son who for the last couple years faught addiction and got himself put in prison as the only...
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    I believe that I'm in a state of depression. I have so many feelings bottled up inside of me but put on a fake smile to let everyone think that I'm okay. I have not cried since my...
    Plasg2012 Plasg2012 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    My husband screams at me, calls me names and says I am abusive to him. I can't take it anymore and although I love my daughter more than anything, I sometimes wish she wasn't here...
    trapped83 trapped83 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    He's not even my husband yet. I feel so trapped :( we have a 17 month old, two older kids that are mine and I'm pregnant. I no longer feel like my kids are safe around him. His...
    juskeepswimming juskeepswimming 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    The very fact that I have to interact with him from now on makes me feel sick. We have three children suffering from our misery. We live together and tell each other how much we...
    fulltimehatred fulltimehatred 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    Me and my husband have been together for 4 years I have twins(B,G)who are 6 from a previous relationship that we have full custody of, he has 2 children from 2 previous...
    KKUrth KKUrth 22-25, F a week ago

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    Cant sleep again. To many things on my mind.
    Cosmos15 Cosmos15 16-17, F Mar 16

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    I met this guy, and we got along like a house on fire. I am career driven so never focus on men, i can honestly say I've never been in love. He was career driven too, and loved my...
    latinafox latinafox 18-21, F Mar 16

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    Please help us win God bless 😘😘 Hi all sorry I know this is not the place but my princess really need as much votes as she can our town is having a contest for the cutest...
    Amy1love Amy1love 26-30 1 Response Mar 17

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    I don't hate them just hate that there's no one to give me one
    Spankee4lyf Spankee4lyf 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Sometimes when I say I'm a masochist, don't relate it to SM or BDSM or kinky stuffs immediately...but also don't neglect them. I like to make myself busy, to push myself do better...
    JJJamesss JJJamesss 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    * mean, when * get on a roll, * can keep rolling, but stopping and starting up again, like with a new topic, after a day or more between a conversion, and starting a new...
    CrossCresentCreed CrossCresentCreed 18-21, F Mar 19

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    I would rather be married. I would hate to have a child with a man who isn't going to stick around.
    lovinglifefully lovinglifefully 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    And so I write. I realize that sometimes I can divulge to much by talking without thinking first. I'm trying to be more mindful and avoid doing this. I am also very aware that I...
    CarrieSue CarrieSue 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    "I'll be home in no time, I've been gone forever I'm coming home tonight, we'll be back together. This plane gon' fly. I can't predict the weather but I'll be on the first flight...
    WaitingForSuperman WaitingForSuperman 16-17, F Mar 10

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    Want to try for baby #3 but hubby keeps changing his mind and right now we are having a sexless marriage
    Natibabii1289 Natibabii1289 22-25, F Mar 12

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    I'm 23 and the last time I remember that I cried was 2011. I have been going through a lot lately. Have been getting sick so much that I even lost my hearing and I have tinnitus...
    Iitah Iitah 22-25 Mar 13

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    It seems like I've been crying at the wrong times lately. A few days ago I was crying because I forgot about a room change and I went to the wrong classroom. Today my best friend...
    PinkChocolate00 PinkChocolate00 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Do you think my butt should be bigger or smaller?
    xratedvision xratedvision 36-40, F 7 Responses Mar 23

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    Wider :( but I'm to young and I could afford surgery anyway
    ZebraUnicorn ZebraUnicorn 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My friends always complain about how "fat" their butt is. And then there's me....doing a hundred squats....glaring at them.....
    AKALadyRed AKALadyRed 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    sometimes i hv the urge to walk into a room full of my friends but other people will be in there to but i just want to yell "what up *******"! (in a friendly way) .... but then im...
    thatgreyangel thatgreyangel 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I think a lot of things and sometimes it makes me crazy. I'm bored and going cray. Kik me tjelliane.
    dimples004 dimples004 22-25, F Mar 10

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    I tend to think a lot of things, and it makes me go crazy. I'm bored, k.i.k - tjelliane
    dimples004 dimples004 22-25, F Mar 10

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    Just another night tossing and turning in this bed. I have so many tests tomorrow too. Doubt I'll sleep much
    BrookeSandhurst BrookeSandhurst 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    All day I've been craving sleep and now that I'm finally in bed I can not sleep, errrr..Very Frustrating!!
    sunkiss2015 sunkiss2015 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 3

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    Wide a wake and have a very busy day plan why can't I just sleep thru the night anymore
    firechief601 firechief601 56-60, M 2 Responses Mar 11

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    Does anyone els feel like this right now ??
    Emilykunkel22 Emilykunkel22 13-15, F Mar 16

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    0_0 sigh...... Boo hoo..........!
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Life actually ain't that easy. I was hoping something much different here. Thank you all for your amazing time and love and attention. Ill forever keep you all in my heart. :-)
    pikapika96 pikapika96 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    to many people leave EP or just aren't that active it gets frustrating....
    RatxInxAxCage RatxInxAxCage 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 11

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    It looks pretty funny, right? A super fat girl plugging up a barely-there incline, puffing like a mother ******* steam engine. I get it. I look stupid. As a fat person, I'm...
    Averisong Averisong 22-25, F Mar 16

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    My fiancé and mother of my child just left me for no reason at all. I protected and provided for her the entire time we were together. She didn't have to work, in fact the last...
    Labowski217 Labowski217 22-25, M Mar 18

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    Why doesn't life have one of those.. Could really use one right now!
    reem999 reem999 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    I hate being a step mother. I have sacrificed 6 years of my life and I am tired of all of it. I do not have any money to do the things I want any more because of these two...
    DepressedStepMother DepressedStepMother 51-55 1 Response Mar 9

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    After 13 years of him I am finally leaving. I am trying to get my ducks in a row without him knowing. I don't know if its possible but my children and I have to leave. He's never...
    artmom77 artmom77 31-35, F Mar 14

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    I have this tendency to push a guy if i know im falling for him. I hated myself for that, i hated myself for being me. Its like im this invention made to be disastrous. So okay...
    AbstractExistence AbstractExistence 18-21 Mar 8

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