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I Want to Hate My Husband But Cant

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    I Hate My Husband

    Here goes after 18yrs. of putting up with irresponsibility, lies, drug and alchohol abuse, computer abuse and Money issues. All of which was never his fault, he doesn't remember that, he doesn't remember it that way and my all time favorite I am blowing it out of proportion. I am...
    jnoopers3 jnoopers3 31-35 1 Response Sep 5, 2008

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    Im Starting to Hate My Husband Yet I Still Love Him.

    He is so mean to me lately. I come home today and once again i go to get on my computer and i look at the history and there is all these **** sites he was looking at. I dont understand. then he lies when i confront him. He tries to turn everything around on me and of course i...
    secretsikeep secretsikeep 26-30 3 Responses Feb 9, 2009

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    Why Don't I Feel Anything

    My husband who konws if he is a liar or really has the type of bad luck that makes everything look like he is.  We got married early but I loved him with everything I had and craved him.  Now after his "indisrections" or oh my fault what he calls "it's...
    fedupforgood fedupforgood 26-30 1 Response Aug 22, 2008

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    So Pissed Off

    I just cant bring myself to do it. He has cheated on me more times then we made love in our 4 year marrage , he has a baby on the way and its not mine. Blames me for everything, then tells me he loves me and misses me . What do I do ? whats wrong with ME?
    my5kids4ever my5kids4ever 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2008

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    Drowning In Broken Promises

    My husband made a promise to give up looking at dirty websites (he is supposed to be  a recovering addict).I found out he was paying for it by looking at our bank statements.  he acts like it is no big deal. he thinks it will enhance our marriage to...
    marriedkingidiot marriedkingidiot 22-25 4 Responses Aug 6, 2008

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