I Want to Have Fun and Feel Alive Again

It has been a long time since I've had a social life. My soon to be ex was always happy just being home and doesn't have friends. I have several friends but I've been so busy with work, marriage problems, and depression and anxiety that...

I have been depressed for quite a while. I have been severely depressed. Eventually I hope that it gets better for me. I have been trying to get out of the house more often. I know they say sun makes you feel better when you are...

I don't want to have fun and feel alive again...I never have really had fun and felt alive.  To me it's more like I want to have fun and feel alive for once.

OK i am really bored I've been bored for a few years now i really need fun i am like going to escape from my family and just want to travel alone to a fun place but if i had enough money i need a vacation from all the routine that i am...

I want to swing on swing,slide down a slide,yell just because I can.I want to spin around in a circle as fast as I can and fall down dizzy.I want to laugh till my stomach hurts and smile so much my cheeks hurt.I want remember what it's...

I have 24 years and all the time I live with my parents and I want to live alone. But I don't have permanent job and it's hard to find one. And I have problems with my health. My friend don't know me and they have in mind only drinks...

I forgot. Having fun seems to be the most distant thing for me these days. It has been upheaval for me, emotionally. Those ancient wounds that buried so deep in the ocean of memories are once again seeking my attention. The slightest...

It's not that I dont have a social life or interests. Everything in my life just seems and feels dead, as if time has stopped.

I have been depressed for quite a while. I have been severely depressed. Eventually I hope that it gets better for me. I have been trying to get out of the house more often. I know they say sun makes you feel better when you are...

i had never had any interest for a man until i was 14 years old. it was my first year of high school and i fell for this guy hard. lets call him john.he seemed so different. so funny. i wanted him more than i've ever wanted anything...

I have been married for 31 years, my husband yells all the time and he is always angry and mean. I am so sick of it, so tired of being depressed because of him. I so want to feel ALIVE and have some FUN before I am too old to do...

No matter how much I try in the end I fail. I given up in 2 of my subjects at school. Given up on things that use to be fun. Most Importantely given up on trying to be happy and now I'm hiding behind a fake smile. The only thing I seem...

I have been married to my husband for 14 years,  we both had children when we married that are now grown.  My Daughter is away at college now, and I am learning that me and my husband have nothing in common anymore...

I would very much like to stop being so frakking depressed all the time and just forget everything and have fun. Like this guy;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxX7SRuU0hoLike being focused on something that doesn't make me want to claw...

Being stuck in a trap of self-consciousness has cost me a lot in my life- stopped me from doing things I wanted to do, getting close to those I wanted to be closer to , and prevented me from being daring enough to drive my life where I...

On those days when life is just too much, when the spark is gone and when there is no way out, I will always dig down deep for this feeling.  To want this means that there is still hope.

The last time i honestly felt ALIVE was like 2nd or 3rd grade. Before children became really judgmental-before i became self concous. Before my mom got harsh...it was like my eyes weren't fully open yet-i didnt know what the world...