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I Want to Have Fun and Feel Alive Again

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    Yes - I would very much like to stop being so frakking depressed all the time and just forget everything and have fun. Like this guy;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxX7SRuU0hoLike...
    Toukos Toukos 18-21 1 Response Feb 16, 2013

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    Somewhat Depressed, - I have been depressed for quite a while. I have been severely depressed. Eventually I hope that it gets better for me. I have been trying to get out of the...
    Christian02 Christian02 18-21, F Nov 21, 2012

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    I Want To Have Fun For Once At Least . - OK i am really bored I've been bored for a few years now i really need fun i am like going to escape from my family and just want to travel...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 13, 2012

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    Way Too Young - I am way too young to be stuck in this house all the time!!  My husband pretty much does his own thing.  Hell he's playing poker more then he is ever with...
    crazyinlove88 crazyinlove88 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 23, 2008

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    Looking back when I was in my early twenties I laughed more often (even without alcohol), I always made a dull moment fun for me and friends. How did I lost that? How do I reclaim...
    marie419 marie419 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 1

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    Come Out And Play - I want to swing on swing,slide down a slide,yell just because I can.I want to spin around in a circle as fast as I can and fall down dizzy.I want to laugh till...
    BrokenFairytale BrokenFairytale 26-30, F Sep 18, 2012

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    I Want To Be Me Again. - I have been married to my husband for 14 years,  we both had children when we married that are now grown.  My Daughter is away at college...
    MKsweetness MKsweetness 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 13, 2010

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    I Just Want to Feel Alive - Hi, i am new to this. I am trying to re createfeeling in my life.I have been married for almost 20 years, i feel like i have wasted my life...
    rjso rjso 36-40 1 Response Apr 20, 2009

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    That's It. - I don't know if I value life anymore..If my impulsive behavior is a sign of unhappiness or am I just one serious adrenaline junkie, I don't know but I crave the thrill...
    RunJackie RunJackie 18-21, F May 27, 2013

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    A Self Realization Hit Me... - I have been married for 10 years and have three young daughters, ages 9, 8 and 6.  My current husband and I have been together for 11 years and...
    Ianna Ianna 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    I Want to Have Fun and Feel Alive Again - I have been married for 31 years, my husband yells all the time and he is always angry and mean. I am so sick of it, so tired of being...
    TeaBear TeaBear 46-50 3 Responses Aug 26, 2008

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    How To Feel Alive Again??? - I have 24 years and all the time I live with my parents and I want to live alone. But I don't have permanent job and it's hard to find one. And I have...
    lonely1988 lonely1988 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    WHAT Happened to Me? - I sit here at my computer and wonder what has happened to me. I used to go on vacations to the beach every year, body surf, deep sea fish, do cartwheels and...
    STONEBULLDOG STONEBULLDOG 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2009

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    Ramon...has Helped Me Become Alive To Myself - I was approached on-line 2 years ago by a gentleman on a music site and wanted to be friends. Initially, I was apprehensive as I was...
    cherokee59 cherokee59 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 22, 2010

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    I'M Excited To Find Myself. - After finally deciding to end my marriage of 24 years, I so excited to find myself. Over the years of taking care of him and raising kids I lost...
    summerfire summerfire 46-50, F 3 Responses Jun 18, 2013

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    I'm getting in my car next week and traveling across the country. It's the only thing I can think to do in order to escape from the state of mind I am in.. I have felt very...
    hob0xcor3 hob0xcor3 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I Miss Living. I Miss Me - It will be 14 yrs this summer that I have been with my husband and in that time I have slowly lost me. I do nothing that I love. I don't know if I have...
    Ulalume383 Ulalume383 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2013

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    Somewhat Depressed, - I have been depressed for quite a while. I have been severely depressed. Eventually I hope that it gets better for me. I have been trying to get out of the...
    Christian02 Christian02 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    I Owe It All To You! - Climber1, This is a public "Thank you" for bringing life, love and laughter to me. I am so alive these days. sigh.......... *smile* I love how you love me...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 2 Responses Aug 22, 2013

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    Dance! Want to dance through the night till sunrise, go far away on a mountain and scream my heart out, head on a roadtrip with just a bag and great music. Throw worries away...
    RadRen RadRen 22-25, F Mar 1

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    Lost Myself - i want to find happiness again... i tend to dwindle over the past and what could have been... i even moved away to college. and i still feel like nothing can compare...
    LG11 LG11 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 30, 2008

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    Given Up - No matter how much I try in the end I fail. I given up in 2 of my subjects at school. Given up on things that use to be fun. Most Importantely given up on trying to be...
    Megadrago Megadrago 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 8, 2013

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    57% Joyless - Being stuck in a trap of self-consciousness has cost me a lot in my life- stopped me from doing things I wanted to do, getting close to those I wanted to be closer to...
    Cinderelly Cinderelly 36-40, F 26 Responses Aug 22, 2008

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    I"M Not Dead Yet - Hello, I'm 48 years old and my husband is 52. We have 2 kids, 21 and 22. Our son is out of the house so I do feel a little bit of the empty nest syndrome...
    Goddess65 Goddess65 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    A Child - The last time i honestly felt ALIVE was like 2nd or 3rd grade. Before children became really judgmental-before i became self concous. Before my mom got harsh...it...
    lostprophet lostprophet 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    I Need to - I have been married almost nine years now, and the last two or three have been sooooo stressful that I am having to make lifestyle changes so I can feel better and less...
    TruePal TruePal 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 25, 2008

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    Do I Still Remember? - I forgot. Having fun seems to be the most distant thing for me these days. It has been upheaval for me, emotionally. Those ancient wounds that buried so deep...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 28, 2012

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    What The Name Of The Group Said! - I have been feeling lately that life is just catching up to me to damn fast. It took me so long to get on the band wagon of growing up and doing...
    spankyster84 spankyster84 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2011

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    Want to Have Fun Before I Am Too Old to Enjoy It! - I have been married longer than I was ever single!  I met my husband when I was 15, got married at 19 and became...
    peanutbrittle peanutbrittle 46-50, F 7 Responses Apr 8, 2008

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    I Need A Social Life - It has been a long time since I've had a social life. My soon to be ex was always happy just being home and doesn't have friends. I have several friends but...
    firespryte firespryte 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2012

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    It Has Been a Long Time - I will be honest I don't like my job as a truck driver.  Yes I get to see new things and meet different people all the time but it is such long...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2009

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    I embrace change and creativity. I want to dive in to all that is good and right. I don't want to live without knowing. I want to know all the answers... This is my hearts...
    Littlelionwoman81 Littlelionwoman81 36-40, F Mar 7

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    I need to love and be loved! I need to like and be liked! I need to smile and be smiled at! I need to speak and be spoken to! I need to be held and to hold! I need to kiss and be...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Again??? - I don't want to have fun and feel alive again...I never have really had fun and felt alive.  To me it's more like I want to have fun and feel alive for once.
    RopinTexan RopinTexan 22-25, M 5 Responses Aug 22, 2008

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    Too Young. Or Too Wild. [please Take Time To Read] - i had never had any interest for a man until i was 14 years old. it was my first year of high school and i fell for this guy...
    Harmoni09 Harmoni09 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2012

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    Want To Feel A Live Again... -  I need to make my self feel a live again. I work, come home, and sleep and go back to work again. For a long time I was so caught up in...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2010

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    I Feel Dead - There are so many things out there to do, and so much life to live. I feel like I'm trapped in a box, a coffin if you will, with a window to the world outside.The...
    zippydippy81 zippydippy81 31-35 May 27, 2011

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    Would Like To Smile Again - I really have not truly had fun in years.  I hardly smile, I can't find joy in anything...it is like I'm dead inside or something like that....that...
    Parthenopeaigle Parthenopeaigle 36-40, F 6 Responses Aug 21, 2010

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    I Need To Take A Breath. - It's not that I dont have a social life or interests. Everything in my life just seems and feels dead, as if time has stopped.
    LiljaBean LiljaBean 18-21, F Sep 18, 2012

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    Oooh yes.. I want a vacation to the bahamas.
    miracle98 miracle98 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I Think I Will Always Want This - On those days when life is just too much, when the spark is gone and when there is no way out, I will always dig down deep for this feeling. ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Apr 9, 2008

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    Yes! Life's too short not to!! I can have fun alone,in company...all kind of fun is welcome ! as long as it is really fun xD Oh! I like the band FUN too ooo I think Im getting...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Apr 4

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    if you whant to have fun tonight let me know. lets message here
    dudethedude dudethedude 13-15, M Mar 21

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    I find this is too typical of most people need to rely on alcohol to have fun. I know I don't and I have no interest in it.
    ChillyWilly82 ChillyWilly82 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 3

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    my spouse bought a cologne that he says he wears just for me. but this past weekend he wore it to a family gathering that I wasnt going to. he does have other colognes. my feelings...
    Neverthoughtit Neverthoughtit 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    First Love and My Life Now: We met where we worked. Eye contact caused smiles for no reason; trying not to smile lead to laughter for no reason. We managed to talk. Managed to tell...
    HumanKnownAsVictor HumanKnownAsVictor 18-21, M Mar 19

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    I think about death a lot, almost everyday now. I wonder what it would feel like to feel nothing, no pain, stress, nothing. I have attempted suicide twice. I feel alone in this...
    WolfChild12 WolfChild12 16-17, F Apr 2

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    I do appreciate my life and all, but if I cold change my amount of liveable years with a dying person, I would. I'm not selfish enough to commit suicide and I just couldn't. I have...
    apatheticcoldheart apatheticcoldheart 18-21, F Mar 31

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    Wow, I had so much fun last weekend playing REAL LIFE ROOM ESCAPE at De Code Adventures. If you're the type of person who loves having fun, I definitely recommend you try it out...
    EyvHunt EyvHunt 18-21, M Mar 17

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    I'm gay and 15 years old I want to chat to some gay boys and have some fun
    Im15withabigdick Im15withabigdick 13-15, M Mar 20

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    Do you think we can go on to fall in love again no matter how our last relationship ended? I've made dumb mistakes in my last relationship which wasn't entirely my fault but I...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24