I Want to Have Girl's Body

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 599 People

    Yes, I Am A Girl, But...

    There is so much pressure to be thinner, prettier, better, better, best! I am not thin, or even pretty for that matter. Having little fashion sense my daily wear is usually jeans and t-shirts. I'm not much to look at, being very overweight, with small breasts, and thin, mousy...
    anotherinnocent anotherinnocent
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Feb 1, 2013


    I want to be female so bad it hurts sometimes its always on my mind . The older i get the stronger the feelings get. I am not a freak i am just me stuck in the wrong body. I suppose its hard for people to understand but it dose happen i am fed up living a lie being who i am not...
    deleted deleted
    39 Responses Nov 3, 2012

    Whoa!!!!! I totally misunderstood this group.

    I thought it was for guys who wanted to find...ummmm...a woman....maybe I should leave immediately.
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Feb 3, 2014

    In Public

    I've dressed like a girl where nobody can see. the next step for me is going public. not perminatly just ocaisionaly. Because i like being a guy. lol
    HeroBuggirl HeroBuggirl
    18-21, T
    9 Responses Jan 9, 2009

    So I'm very new to this.

    I tried on my mom's bra/panties/pantyhose/dress for a dare and it felt pretty good. Don't misunderstand me, I'm not a crossdresser, but I am male. I posted a pic anon online (without my face) and had many guys over me. Some problems: hands not slender, shoulders too broad, hips...
    corneliousrodriguez corneliousrodriguez
    1 Response Feb 3, 2014

    Yes, I Want to Be Whole

    This is a fervant prayer and nightly and daily request and wish. I want to be whole. I want to be the me that has been so elusive over the years. I want to be able to show the world who I am and for them to look at me and see who I am. I know, you think I'm ranting. I want, I...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    7 Responses Oct 5, 2008

    Can'T Clutch My Heart Forever.

    There's so many things a girl can do that a guy just can't: Get Pregnant, Give Birth to the little darling, Love & get close to the child, (closer than ANYONE,) and I want to "Suffer" through the labor pains to prove to those who called me weak, selfish, & scared. (Which sadly is...
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja
    13-15, T
    1 Response Feb 25, 2013

    My Figure

    I want a woman's body. But I'll never look how I picture myself.
    Sarahbis Sarahbis
    26-30, T
    3 Responses Dec 16, 2012

    In my late teen's & 20's I used to have to tell

    myself "You're more of a woman than she'll ever be!" just to keep sane. Enjoying your private happiness in your desire (pretending) and not succumbing to depression about what you can't have was a daily effort. Envy will kill you. It has to come from within. Hormones helped...
    1unhappyboy 1unhappyboy
    1 Response Apr 10, 2015

    New Crossdresser

    I want a girls body too.I am pretty masculine.I am trying everyday to becomemore fem.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2011

    I Have Been Told That I Already Have A Fem Body

    I have been told by a couple of people that i have a fem body and that really means the world to me. The only thing that I am missing is something to complete the...curves that males naturally don't have. I want a fem body really really badly.
    Someguy94 Someguy94
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jun 27, 2010

    I Have Wanted To Have

    a girl's body as long as I can remember. since I were very young and learned there were bodily differences between the sexes. With the years I've learned what that longing is, it's the feeling of being transgender. I'm still trying to just accept it and try to live without being...
    lillasandra lillasandra
    26-30, T
    Dec 3, 2013

    I Leve to Wear Panties

    I love wearing panties & a bra.  Also other lingerie but not as often.  I would like to actually dress & make up as a rel girl someday.
    bartandsam bartandsam
    3 Responses Sep 11, 2008


    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    Dec 16, 2012

    Time Moves On

    Lost a little weight, just about 13-15 pounds. So now i'm in between pear shape and hourglass. But my bottom is definitely noticeable in tight pants, kinda like this ... But i am still shooting for something like this ... Till i get there i'll wear baggy things...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    4 Responses Jan 23, 2009


    I nearly didn't join this group, because it's not so much I want a girl's body, as I want to be a girl, and that is not a choice but a knowing that I have always had, that I am a girl whatever my appearance says to the contrary. I can never be a girl now, just an old woman...
    NikkiNorris NikkiNorris
    51-55, F
    8 Responses Mar 11, 2011

    Yes Yes Yes

    that is my goal and to be a sexual and sensual girl is my dream that will come true with time, please hurry! 
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u
    61-65, T
    4 Responses Aug 16, 2008

    Changing My Body

    I really want to have a girls body so that I can match my outer self to my inner self.
    jill121 jill121
    46-50, T
    Nov 3, 2011

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    thebloodyshank thebloodyshank
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    I born a girl in a boy's body
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    22-25, T
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    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 18
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    18-21, F
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    Paigesorrells Paigesorrells
    22-25, T
    1 Response Apr 16
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    18-21, M
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    sterlingredjack sterlingredjack
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 15
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    tlmboo tlmboo
    26-30, F
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    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 14
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    26-30, F
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    18-21, M
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    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 13
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